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Optimism

As I sit here shoveling pills in my face and washing them down with coffee, I tell myself that today will be good. I don’t have to go anywhere, I can just stay in my cave.  72 more words

Bipolar

My Baby Brother

For those that are following you will know that I recently had a falling out with my family. After many discussions…  I was told to leave them alone. 461 more words

The Feast of Fools - A Poem on Selfishness, Worldy Desires, and Greed

The Feast of Fools

Gather ’round for the Feast of Fools
Where all fantasies are fulfilled,
No demand is too extreme,
and all desires are devoured. 436 more words

Poetry

The Demon Lurking in the Shadows

Please welcome Susan from Polysyllabic Profundities with a story about being the child of alcoholic parents. This post was originally published on Black Box Warnings. 807 more words

Family

Emotional Chaos

Originally posted on July 17, 2014

I know when the emotional chaos of panic and depression is coming. I am well aware of this mayhem peeking up over the horizon of my mind. 860 more words

Anxiety

The Long Slow Spiral Again

I am not rapid cycling typically, I’m more of a yearly cycler or even longer one way or the other.  Definitely at least several months.  The thing about being diagnosed is the meds trigger cycles when they are changed or wear off.  553 more words

Bipolar

The start of a new week

I have therapy this morning and game night tonight. I don’t really want to do either. I’m still pretty Blah. I still feel over socialized. And I still feel fat (this one is also confirmed by the rising number on the scale). 14 more words