I am over you. I mean, you didn’t really know I was under you (in the purest way of course) But I am over you You see, I can bat my green eyes at you every time I see you But all affection is lo… more →
imjusttryingtolivewrote 1 day ago: I hate elevators. Dreamed over 40 years ago about being stuck in one while it descended, and descend … more →
wrote 3 days ago: “Women experience the basic fear of aloneness as the terror of invisibility: unseen and unwant … more →
wrote 3 days ago: I last moved home 5 years ago to my current flat, which was my first solo purchase. I am now startin … more →
wrote 5 days ago: I find myself saddled with anger today as my limbo marriage stretches on. This man I call “Hus … more →
wrote 5 days ago: I want to go. I don’t want to go. I’m on my way to a silent retreat at a monastery in Ke … more →
wrote 6 days ago: Sundays, a day I treasure, honor, love and believe should be set aside if possible for worship, slow … more →
wrote 6 days ago: I wonder tonight how much emotional pain a person can bear before complete breakdown. I spent the a … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I am working away at a book, and looked up at the computer. I noted that my husband, the unreachable … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Flowers Outside my Bedroom Window I awoke this morning after an unusually solid night’s sleep … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I am married. I am alone. The marriage has cracked, probably fatally. My therapist (and yes, anyo … more →
wrote 1 week ago: “We don’t normally face our fears willingly. Usually, God has to woo us into the desert. We are eith … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Only Child and her late dad on the veranda of 139 where she grew up Last Saturday was wasted dealing … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Shakiness, fear, the mystery of her future, Depression, paralysing anxiousness, Weighing down her sh … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I horribly lack motivation these days. I enjoyed my temporary reprieve from my depression, but it … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: ADHD & The Power of Big, Big Feelings. Recently, as a 31 year old woman, I was diagnosed … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: “A single moment of knowing the realization that you are alone – alone to tread the path, alon … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: “O my God, teach me, when the shadows have gathered, that I am only in a tunnel. It is enough … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: Standing alone in a vast sea. Or Ocean, as it happens where I snapped this picture years ago along … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to spend every day trying to escape ‘being alone’ … more →