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"I wept not, so to stone within I grew"
Io non piangea, si` dentro impetrai. -Inferno, Canto 33 It is 3:40 AM, the witching hour, and my being awake cannot be a good sign. Of course, I have been awake at this hour every day for quite some t… more →
My Sad Alter-Ego
"I wept not, so to stone within I grew"
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my sad alter ego wrote 3 months ago: Io non piangea, si` dentro impetrai. -Inferno, Canto 33 It is 3:40 AM, the witching hour, and my bei … more →
On Chronic Depression and Myth
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my sad alter ego wrote 7 months ago: One of the things that occurs a lot in the mentally ill, especially, thought not exclusively, in the … more →
Yet another Shrink's Line of the Day
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my sad alter ego wrote 8 months ago: Yesterday I decide that I feel bad about quitting the shrink all abruptly and in a rage. That I didn … more →
Enough
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my sad alter ego wrote 8 months ago: I finally wrote what I thought was a reasonable letter to the shrink, since he never seemed to hear … more →
Still alive, beyond comfort of man or spirit
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my sad alter ego wrote 8 months ago: Thank you to everyone who left me comments or emails or anything. All much appreciated. Sorry I have … more →
Thanks for continuing to read
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my sad alter ego wrote 9 months ago: When a poster on a blog like this stops posting, usually one of two things has happened: either they … more →
Here we go again
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my sad alter ego wrote 10 months ago: New appointment. New level of truth telling by me. New drug. One (low) dose of fluvoxamine down. Hou … more →
Cyclothymia as a personality disorder; hormones and moods
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my sad alter ego wrote 10 months ago: I have had a partial response at least to the bupropion. Because of the anxiety it causes, I haven … more →
Today something happened to me that never happened before.
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my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: I got reprimanded at work. I apologize for the quality of this post ahead…I’m too tired … more →
Physical Versus Mental Illness
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my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: In an unpublished email, Milo wrote this comment to me: Personally speaking, i passed a kidney stone … more →
Doubt
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I just got off one of those hellacious emergency room shifts. And now I am torturing myself. Did I m … more →
More hurtful psychiatry
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I went to another appointment today, partly to get meds, partly to try to have some kind of useful s … more →
Off All Meds, Cymbalta Withdrawal, and Waiting for Disaster
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: The shrink took a vacation (oh, August, the shrink vacation month…could anything be more irrit … more →
On further reflection and the rest of the story
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: Today in the light of day, I still had the kick in the nuts feeling about it. But I made an appointm … more →
Psychiatry claims another victim
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: …or Dona Juana falls for it again. I have been having a really horrible week. So horrible, in … more →
It's all coming back to me now
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: It is so strange how you can be okay for a while, enjoy life, live normally, and then, just when you … more →
Scared, but back
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my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I am slowly turning human again. A human that has to live in the dark, yes, but human nonetheless. B … more →
