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This week's Fucked up mess is .... ME

Well, you know all the measurements that I wrote and the weight I wanted to achieve and my mum finding it – remember all that? 254 more words

General Talk

Shaping Me

In 3rd grade, a boy, whose name I will leave out as a courtesy to him even though he had no courtesy for me, called me “fat.” His best friend called me “ugly.” Fat and ugly. 1,057 more words


A New Journey Begins...

I am still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I want to do something that I love. I want to enjoy my work. 572 more words



What do you like about yourself?

I draw a blank.

I begin another approach: Instead of thinking about what I like, I try to think about what other people have told me they like about me, but nothing I can come up with seems worthy of penning. 222 more words

Eating Disorder

keeping myself alive

Writing and drumming and making things are hooks I hang myself on. These are the things I do. I choose to dangle from their lures. I’m my own bait and, being the narcissistic creature I can’t say I’m not, I will always catch myself. 1,733 more words


i can't do this

why am i making a blog

a blog that no one is going to read

read and bother to feel any kind of sympathy or courage or inspiration… 32 more words


hard times

Hey guys!

Sorry it’s been a while. I’m terrible!

My depression has been very high for the past couple of days, obviously it doesn’t help my eating disorder in the slightest, it’s these times you think to give up but I’m trying to go forward. 67 more words

Eating Disorders