Tags » Anorexia

26/08/2014 First Homeleave

I purged again last night. My mood dipped low throughout the day after groups and therapy, I was struggling with pudding because of my sensitive teeth (otherwise i actually enjoyed it) and my SN just took the bowl of apple crumble and ice cream away from me. 756 more words


Eating Disorder Myths

In having an eating disorder, I have realized there are a lot of misconceptions about them. Even my closest friends misunderstand eating disorders sometimes even after how much time they have spent with me. 669 more words



So, I’ve started taking Zyprexa, an anti-psychotic. I’m not psychotic, I just feel anxious all the time. When I say I’m anxious all the time, I’m serious. 192 more words

A Quote To Think About

A great quote worth thinking about:

If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next, don’t be. Embrace the uncertainty. Allow it to lead you places. Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart and your mind as you create your own path toward happiness; don’t waste time with regret. 64 more words

Nothing But Positive Thoughts

This week is the beginning of my real test. I have to try to maintain my weight at the number it was when I last saw my doctor. 493 more words


17 months later...

It’s been 17 months since my last post and it’s safe to say I have come along way since then! I am definitely out of my deep dark depression, I don’t feel so overwhelmed by it or lost or hopeless. 523 more words

Self Harm

Pros, cons and small victories

So I actually did my homework for therapy! It was to write down the “pros” of my eating disorder, as well as the “cons”. I found this a good exercise because it actually acknowledges that the eating disorder is of value. 247 more words