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Recovery Diary : Day #76

My Monday did not go too smoothly.

My eating disorder traits are all coming back and I feel completely helpless. I can’t stop thinking about food -(when my next meal will be, what my next meal will be, how many calories will it be.) I’m obsessing over “low calorie” or “healthy” recipes on pinterest (you know, the kind that substitutes butter for applesauce or pumpkin and usually tastes nowhere near as good as the real thing). 388 more words



108.4 lbs.

Weight is going up.

“Not good”, says Ana. “Not good at all – no food for you the rest of today or tomorrow, at least”. 12 more words

1st September!

It’s a new month! And it’s good day for one simple reason!! It’s been a whole week since I made myself sick!! And it’s been a while since I lasted a whole week!!! 13 more words


The self-effacement of women
Is as diamonds turning to coal
Wheat become worms and weeds
Oceans gone fatally barren.
Thistle frail doll looks into
A mirror, touches bone china 
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“You,” he said, “are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.” ~ Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls. 488 more words

Mia Problems

First of all. You’re awesome. And I love you. I love you because you are a brilliant and wise soul living a human experience. And actually, I love you because love is what I stand for; I am a loving human being, who gives love. 482 more words


Beginnings are where you rewrite your future

I was very unsure of getting a blog, and to be honest I don’t really know even where to begin.

I guess about me.
I am a 22 year old who is currently going through a recovery programme for anorexia and bulimia and well this blog is for posting my progress and hopefully to help other people realise they themselves need to get help and it is a good thing 😊 88 more words