Rating:

8 out of 10…

Now playing for you, listening enjoyment!

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Below are all the stores, that registered for the event.. however, there is a STRONG possibility that not all the stores will be at the fair because of set up issues but, as promised, I will post the links to each sim (ie: Sim A / Sim B) so that you can find it on the above diagram.

So, here are all your stores, and your links! Enjoy!
xxx

Sim A – Bordelands
Sim B – Ambon

1 * Mon Cheri *
2 [Cynful] Clothing & Co.
3 Belleza
4 AlterEgo
5 Apple May Designs (AMD)
6 [tsg] The Sugar Garden
7 Blah.
8 Gawk!
9 [GLUE INK]
10 Luck Inc.
11 Razorblade Jacket
12 Scrub Factory
13 The Whore Mansion
14 Wasabi Pills
15 Blueberry
16 AMERICAN BAZAAR
17 Barbie Bitch
18 Sassy!
19 [KAMOURASKA]
20 Indyra Originals
21 AVALE
22 Mes Sucreries
23 Shush
24 Holli Pocket
25 DeetaleZ
26 Auxilliary
27 Chop Zuey Couture Jewellery
28
29 CandyDoll
30 *Milk*
31 :mused:
32 Lolas!
33 Lush
34 ::RacK City::
35 .HollyWeird.
36 .:SS:.
37 Wha†ever
38 .:Latreia FootFashions:.
39 Delirium Style
40 ::7Style::
41 Devilish Designs
42 Faddism
43 .iRetro.
44 Essences
45 Epic
46 Goth1c0
47 iUnique
48 Cute Poison
49 PURPLE POSES
50 Zombie suicide
51 TENJIN
52 Beusy
53 Paperbag
54 BubbleGum Treasure Trove
55 : S u g a r :
56 [Mystic Canvass]
57 Naughty n Nice
58 *Anymore
59 little bean poses
60 Que Bella!
61 Bubble Electric
62 Leri Miles Designs
63 :: Envious ::
64 Hucci
65 Jamman Jewels
66 …:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::…
67 Muah!
68 illmatic
69 .:Panda Punx.:
70 —->Indented
71 .ANATOMY.
72 CHANDELLE
73 *** Just You Jewels ***
74 So What…
75 *TwInS FaShIoN -TF*
76 [sYs]
77 [trs]
78 Kennedy’s
79 [ S H O C K ] Factory
80 Lethal
81 Eclat
82 Noodles
83 ~SugahTitz~
84 Skankaholic
85 SuPerBia
86 Crash Republic
87 In The Pink
88 Xplosion
89 ~Sugar button boutique~
90 Vestigium
91 SOUL.
92 EssenciaL
93 Captivity Co. Poses
94 .:* LOULOU&CO *:.
95 FZaPP
96 Le Forme
97 AngelRED Couture
98 Pretty Liar
99 DivaLicious
100 Sour Pickles
101 K-CODE
102 .::Pink Sugah::.
103 Toxic Bish
104 DADAbeiz
105 OUTRAGE{reloaded}
106 { BoobieLicious }
107 ::Modish::
108 Endless Pain Tattoos
109 **Orsini**
110 [DUMB BLOND]
111 KIM
112 {ViSion} -S&F
113 Reila Skins
114 Blow-Up
115 .:cheeky:.
116 Hard Candy
117 [ bubble ]
118 .{PSYCHO:Byts}.
119 -UtopiaH-
120 The Plastik
121 .::WoW Skins::.
122 SAKIDE
123 [RunAway] Design
124 Insanya
125 .:: Delusions ::.
126 **SHINE** Skins&Fashion
127 .::IRON CLAW::.
128 le primitif
129 .:Useful Things:.
130 Paper.Doll
131 Nani Poses
132 Blonde&Blonde
133 Mirror’s Enigma
134 [QE]
135 { dollle* }
136 1 Hundred.
137 A U T R E S
138 FIERCE DESIGNS
139 Pink Acid
140 angelic lefevre couture
141 Bens Beauty
142 Etchaflesh
143 {le fil cassé}
144 Envyme
145 [Beyond the Stars]
146 Chloe
147 candygirls
148 ellemeno
149 SugarsmacK Hair Studio
150 .:EC:. Enelya’s passion
151 Blush.
152 Blacklace Lingerie
153 Just a Hunch
154 Dead Apples
155 Action
156 Lil’Lace
157 [Omigawd!]
158 F’n'Hawt
159 AVISAGE
160 ..: sexZ :..
161 {pose maniacs}
162 D&G Fashions
163 League
164 .::Pure Poison::.
165 MONS
166 TARA SHOES
167 ::Fashion victim ::
168 ONYX Wear
169 [ef] Eskimo Fashion™
170 [SiCK]
171 Switch
172 Focus Poses
173 NS:: Cutie Shapes
174 Forever Young
175 Tentacio
176 [Bamboo] Nails
177 It Figures
178 *Ellette*
179 AIDORU
180 .:ellabella:.
181 MOJO
182 / * qbee
183 Dee’s
184 *Butterfly Effect Designs*
185 KIKI Designs
186 A M E R I C A N B E A U T Y
187 Legal Insanity
188 *RoTtEn DeFiAnCe*
189 me. jewelry
190 :: Glace Pearls ::
191 BELISSIMA
192 Chaos
193 ::Para Designs::
194 ^v^ The Death ^v^
195 Spirit Store
196 .:MANNA:.
197 {{BSD Design Studio}}
198 ploom
199 Ines Creations
200 :: TAG-ADA ! ::
201 Bazookas
202 Unorthodox
203 Pekka
204 Sage Poses
205 Suicidal Unborn
206 NV Madworld

Who doesn’t love alil, DJ Intensity? <- Click here, and listen!

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Ok, so I am going to do this alittle bit differently!

I have thing to say about some of the items below so, how I am going to play this is..
Photo, info, then my notes… sound good?
I hope so LOL…
Also, if you would like to see these in higher resolution, just click the photo to go to my flickr stream, and click “all sizes”, then original .. trust me.. it is… very big, RAWR LOL.
Oh and I am going to TRY to link to the SIM the store is on.. not a direct link but, at least the SIM that the store is on.. lol.. we have been told the store locations may change, that is why I am only going to link the sim… just please remember the event goes not start til, MARCH 1ST 2013!!!

Photo 1

Whore Couture Items
Top: *L.inc* Missy Top Nude (ty CK)
Tattoo: Tenjin Lily the Pink Mesh Tattoo (ty Heidi)
Non Fair items:
Skin: -Belleza- Ava Best Buys 2 medium
Breast Applier: -Belleza- Lolas Tango Appliers Medium
Breasts: Lolas ::: Tango ::: Mesh Breasts
Hair: [e] Found – Essentials Collection
Eyes: IKON Lucid Eyes – Coffee
Ears: Schadenfreude Changeling Ears (boxed)
Shape: {Anatomy} – Eos (Ty Glitch)
Shoes: [Gos] Boutique – Sophia Peeptoe – Black
Jeans: DeeTaleZ Pants MESH Skinny Jeans bleached (NEW RELEASE! ty Steffi)

Notes: Nothing really.. I love how this turned out.. yes, I did some editing but, only to smooth out the edges and blend alil.. nothing major!

~~~~

Photo 2

Whore Couture Items
Vest: [Cynful] Tara’s Vest – Black (Ty Cyn)
Skirt: KIKI Designs-LEO Skirt (Natural) MESH (ty Kiki)
Tattoo: Tenjin Violet Mesh Tattoo (ty Heidi)
Boots/Corset: …::: Scrub :::… Tie me up, tie me down Black (ty ramon)
Non Fair items
Skin: -Belleza- Betty Voodoo Medium
Teeth: **SHINE** Prim Teeth Human/Sexy
Hair: Magika [01] Break
(nothing else changed)

Notes: Again, nothing much to say here, this was AWESOME to put together.. I wanted to share as many items per post that I could but, in this post, and likely ones following, I wanted to share different designers, together.
I think this was an AWESOME mix!

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Photo 3

Whore Couture Items
Skin: / * qbee – Iris Skin * Hellflower (Ty, Deerylou)
Shape: .:Panda Punx.: Freya Shape-WCF2-Exclusive (ty, Lluna)
Tattoo: ::Para Designs:: Pretty In Pink Tattoo (Ty, Paranormal )
Top: [Cynful] Tara’s LongShirt – Black (Ty, Cyn)
Piercing: .HW. Ravished -Face Piercing- (ty, Jenika)
Non Fair Items
Hair: ::Exile:: Sway My Way: Naturals mix pack (past event item)
Eyes: IKON Eternal Eyes – Blue-Gray (Ty, Ikon)

Notes: Ok, so this one was alittle tricky..
The items are very cool but, I found that wearing the Para Designs tattoo applier with my top from, Cynful just didn’t mix.. I am pretty sure that this is NOT an issue or mistake by the designers, I think this is more a design flaw in the tango breasts.. however, as you can see, if you are good with photo shop, it looks awesome.

Oh, in case you were wondering.. the issue was, I would use the “Dress Top” button for the top and the “Dress Bra” for the tattoo.. now you would think that would make it so that the tattoo was below the top layer (texture) but, for some reason, it wasn’t… again, not on the designers.. the tattoo and clothing are great!
Just something to look into I suppose..
SPECIAL EDIT NOTE: There is now going to be a note on how to wear the tattoo with prim breasts.. so, no worries.

Also, the Panda Punx shape… I do not know if it was because it was a “bloggers edition” but, it was no mod, so if there are demos available, make sure you try it first.

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Photo 4

Whore Couture Items
Outfit: *HolliPocket* Salute Me Suits-Set 1 (Ty, Holli)
Shoes: SOUL. @WCF High Heel + Prim Feet -Green (ty, Sin)
Non Fair Items
Skin: :[ Al Vulo! ] – [ Lyala ] – [ Mystic sunkissed ] (With applier)
Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Nikki Mesh Hair – Blonds Pack
Necklace: MG – Necklace – Peace Rocker

Notes: Overall, I love this look.. the only thing, I had a tad trouble matching the shoes to my skin.. and the skin I am wearing from, Al Vulo is a popular skin by, a popular designer.. so, I was somewhat surprised to have such issues and the size was a lilttle off, even with the resizer but, again this could be on me… I DO have a unique size so, I would suggest that YOU try the shoes, and see how they fit on YOU.
The shoes are very cute, if you figure out the rgb for the above skin, please let me know by, comment below.. xoxox I will love you always. lol.

So, there you have it..
No worries, a few of the above designers will be seen again in future blog posts.. but, I think I have done a pretty good job getting the info out to you.. and there will be more… much.. much… MUCH more!

xoxxoxo

Pose Prop used thru out
Diesel Works – Polywall v.2012

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The weather is crazy… it is messing with my connection, and my pc keeps crashing.. and the only time it acts THIS badly, is when the weather is bad.. so, I am trying to jam as much Whore Couture Fair 2, posts in as possible!

lol.. that being said.. the next shares are from, Bens and, Delirium Style.

I will post the photo and the info under the photo.. I want to get these up before I crash, AGAIN…
*grumble grumble*

Remember, I will update once the event OPENS.. for now, you get the mainstore urls.

Left: D-Style – Monja Pink
Middle: D-Style – Slim Shady
Right: D-Style – Heartbreaker (Mainstore)


Left: ..:: Bens Beauty ::.. Signs Necklace & ..:: Bens Beauty ::.. Sign Earring
Right: ..:: Bens Beauty ::.. Cross Earring & ..:: Bens Beauty ::.. Alara Necklace (Main store)

And then all the other awesome stuff I am wearing are next!

Skin: Lara Hurley-Claudia natural pale
Hair: [e] Falling – Essentials Collection
Eyes: IKON Lucid Eyes – Coffee
Lashes: *REDGRAVE* Eyelashes -37- Extended
Ears: Schadenfreude Changeling Ears (boxed)
Shape: {Anatomy} – Eos
Collar: *BOOM* Precious Bow Choker/Collar (doll pink)
Shoes: [Gos] Boutique – Sophia Peeptoe – Black

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All I can say about the photo above is… THANK GOD, I WAS WEARING MY GLASSES!

As you likely have guessed, the minutes are counting down to the opening of the, Whore Couture Fair.. 2!

I decided to share with you a few things here..

Lingerie and glasses from, ! ellemeno !, clean and dirty versions…
What is the difference you may be asking yourself… well… one is nice and clean.. and the other..
HAS CUM SHOTS ALL OVER IT!
The set includes a panties, clean bra, a dirty bra, and also appliers for tangos.
Hehe….

Also, I am sharing another cute item that will be available at the fair.. and that would be this shape from, BELISSIMA called, MELISSIMA…
It is a cute shape, curvy and average sized.. no amazon here!
The only thing is, it is no mod however, it comes with… 5 different “styles” of the shape, with one being specifically for breast implants.
So, I am sure you will find something to match your style.

The awesome hair shown above is from a store called, { Quandary } by Mireille Benoir and the hair is called, Scarlet..
The packs include a hud with 6 tones of the color you choose.. I decided to use one color from each pack.
And it just so happened that hud also includes a texture changer for the small bow.. so I was able to match it pretty close to each lingerie that I wore!

Oh, yes.. I also took photos of some of the glasses that you will be able to get at the fair in a gacha!

I believe that it will cost 50L to play… so, you get to try to get all of them!
There are, 16 clean, and 16 dirty.. so, 32 in all!

Ok, I think that covers it all... *screams* stress reliever, had to be done!

Here is your info.. but, remember… because the event has yet to start, I will include a link to the MAIN STORE but, not yet the event as it is not open.
I will update, as well as in another post, I will have a map to all the stores. xoxo

Styling

Pose: Oracul – Beat

This has go to be the worst day i’ve had so far! 💢
Everything just sucks! 💢
Ugh! 💢

First of all you’d think i’d love french class because i loved it so much during elementary. Think again. I can barely even understand what my teacher is saying as we read this french novel. Im not hating on the novel because if it was in english it’d be alright, but it’s in french so it’s just… Grrrr. The only thing i am ever so grateful for is that the person who had my book wrote lots of translations and put signs on where the answers to the questions are. It saves me a lot but even though the work is set for me, i still don’t understand what im doing. Yeah i don’t need to do that much during class but if you think about it, i’ll probably flunk the exam and test’

So second of all. I failed my english quiz. And i don’t mean asian fail, i mean literally failed – so i guess this would be called asian fail x1000. I got 4/11 meaning like 36% meaning not even passed. A part of me is just upset and another part is like who gives a shit; it’s gr.9 and a tiny quiz. But if you add it up in the end it still makes a difference. I love writing, i even won the english award but wow the change from elementary to high school is big.
Also i just can’t do the unit we’re doing. It’s greek mythology and yeah i love it and everything (i like watching percy jackson, clash of the titans, reading books, etc.) but i just can’t learn it. Im not sure if you know what i mean but what im trying to say is that when i watch those movies and read stuff on greek mythology, i understand it for that period of time only. Right when the movie ends or i finish reading, all the information in my head just disappears. I don’t know what’s wrong with me because that happens to lots of stuff to me. Im slow and somewhat oblivious and i try so hard to fix it but i just can’t. It’s not my fault…
It sucks too because my teachers sees that im great at singing and acting-ish and everything musical; then you get to english and i feel embarrassed…

Third of all, i almost got detention; i got off with a warning but i was so close. Gym just ruins my school life even more. I just want to yell I CAN’T DO IT OKAY! i know if you put all your effort you’ll succeed but honestly i don’t want to. I don’t want to train hard to be able to kick a ball or volly or shoot a basket. I just want to pass with a least a 60% or you know what, i’ll even take a 50. I just want to get it over with. And fuck all the crap teachers tell you when they say “it’s not about if you’re good or not, it’s about participation and effort. You can be the best athlete ever but someone who isn’t sporty could get a higher mark than you” etc. Really? Fuck you liar. If it was really all that then why do the great athletes get 80-90′s and the people who aren’t good but try get 70′s or somewhat? Why you think i stopped trying in grade 7/8? No one gave me chances anymore. They just automatically assumed and gave bad marks to me. So now i just can’t.

Lastly, to add more to the big pile of crap, i don’t understand geography! I actually am stupid. Why can’t i just understand it?! Why is it that my mind isn’t functioning? I keep reading, getting people to explain, etc. but i just can’t understand it!!! To the point where i will start having a melt down. Im actually so upset because i want to be good at it or average at least. Here’s when i know it’s just me who doesn’t get it; when the girl from my old school that is not the smartest and is in majority applied can understand it better than me. I’ve hit the bottom there. I think i should go to the teacher and ask to switch to applied because i am really positive that i can’t do it -even more than english. Why? I don’t know.

Do you know how much i wish i was born to be good or love sports? Or how i wish i was smarter? I wish i was born skinnier, prettier, able to make friends, able to get along, able to love this society, able to not hate the world -metaphorically speaking- and etc. Sure every person might wish this or that once in a while but why is it that im not just wish it for myself, im starting to hate myself? I mean at the end of the day you should be proud of who you are and i am but… Jeez im starting to tear up.. It’s just all this stress and pressure are building up. And everyday i keep trying to make myself happy and pumped but it never works. I don’t want to be depressed so bad. I really keep trying. Im not trying to complain and be like the popular girls who are like “ugh my life sucks i can’t do work” because they rather party and stuff, but all i do is study and i don’t go out but yet i still can’t understand. Everyone assumes im smart at everything (minus gym) but really im not. I can’t even talk to my parents about it because they don’t understand – im not trying to be cliche! All they care is that i have good grades and if not then they say they won’t make me food, they’ll cancel the internet or something, and they’ll cancel my music lessons – the only thing right now that is making me better is music and they want to take it away! I try to talk and tell them i can’t understand it or it’s hard but all they say is “it’s because you’re not trying hard enough.” “Try more or else.” “Why did i have a kid like you?” etc. Does anyone actually care about how i feel? Even my friends are like “dude this stuff is easy, if i get it you should get it” and whatever. I know i should get it and i am trying! I KNOW! I am trying so hard like crazy but i just CAN’T!!! And i feel like if i try anymore i’ll crack. What do i have to do to make people understand how i feel? All i can say is i am trying. Everyone just needs to take my words and listen because im tired… -not typical girl.

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Good morning, ya all!

I wanted to get a jump start on sharing some more items with you, since likely there will be tons more items, and not as much time as you would think.. between events, and real life but, since I have some time now, I wanted to share with you items from, !Q.B!..

However, first up is this awesome skin from, Deetalez!
As far as I know Steffi IS in the whore fair but, I am not sure of the items.. this was actually a lovely gift that she gave me to share with all of you!
It is a new release. It is called, DeeTaleZ Skin Brilliance Skin Gogo rose 2 MED DARK.. this is a NEW skin shade, and it is very lovely..
It comes with tattoo layers like, 4 shades of freckles, pubic and cleavage options, prim nail gloves (i always have issues with those so, i am thankful she has included those lol), and and a pretty set of eyes (not shown)..
Pretty good deal, right?
You should go take a look, she has new releases both in her body line, and clothing line!

And now for your Whore Couture Fair 2 items..

Now, please remember, I will post the info below the photo HOWEVER, the event does not start til the 1st of March so, I will include the URL to their MAIN STORE but, not to the even just yet.
I will update this at a later date with the url to the event and another post with a MAP of all the vendors.

Photo 1

Dress 1: !Q.B! Pretty Girl Chemise~Pinky(MAIN STORE)
Dress 2: !Q.B! Pretty Girl Chemise~Lemon

Photo 2

Dress 1: !Q.B! Glitz~Black (MAIN STORE)
Dress 2: !Q.B! Glitz~Red

Please stay tuned for more info, and more posts.
Again, I will update with a url to the event, and in another post, I will include the LAYOUT.
xox

Skin: DeeTaleZ Skin Brilliance Skin Gogo rose 2 MED DARK
Hair: >TRUTH< Nydia – fades
Eyes: IKON Eternal Eyes – Azure
Lashes: *REDGRAVE* Eyelashes -38- Classy
Makeup: d.Select Skins Makeup Eyeshadow blue

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Loads of HOT info! Right here!

So, as you know, the Whore Fair 2 is about to start!
The designers are setting up, and the official bloggers are getting ready..
Yes, that last part includes me!

I want to share with you as many items as I can during this event so, instead of doing “review styles”, I will do what I normally do for events.. Low edits, clean lighting, and nice clear shots of all the items, with all the info following the photo.

I will likely be editing the photos through out the event mainly because, I will be wearing my Tangos or Lush breasts for alot of the clothing.

In this post I am wearing my Glam Affair – Amberly skin, with matching appliers.

So, let’s start this off.. however, remember, the event does not begin til the 1st!
So, watch for the opening info coming!!
For now, I will give the URL to the mainstore. xoxo

Photo 1

Dress: .::Pink Sugah::. Stay – Army Brat – WCF2 (Mainstore)
Shoes: {{BSD Design Studio}}Stylish queen-silver croco (Mainstore)

Pose: Glitterati – Curtain

I hate that

I say I and that’s indeed me who hates that as in of course

I don’t write

it writes of course it they already said quite a lot about it

despair

hate despite all the heap of negativity crystallized in here

as usual absolutely nothing no door no path hm not even raw pleasure anymore no

nothing just prison rather just the pain yes the pain like a rumtopf lid big as a truck

maybe since in pain since no idea

maybe since all doing withered

all contact all other

especially you soft lost obvious fleshy

maybe since beside the pain not clear that anything feels there anymore

turn it on yes once again

turn it on of tonight as if alcohol as if to forget

turn it on let it speak so that even if walls there no walls even if nobody it wouldn’t matter

only small moments

after Sigmund Freud

after and for M. Haas

the boy is stuck

the boy is told he should kill the father

the boy tries rather tries to try in fact doesn’t know how really

the boy is in pain messes things up things get worse

the boy is stuck

the boy is told he’s hot he could get laid easily

not that he’s going to fuck his mum mais c’est tout comme

the boy doesn’t really try anymore maybe tries to try but not even defo doesn’t know how

the boy is not even in pain anymore sometimes but most of the time just as if no feelings at all things get worse

nothing stops everything frozen

the boy is stuck

A few songs to put you in the mood!
Sexy
Say it
Maneater!
And one more…
What’s my name!?

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It is THAT time of year.. almost..

Time to dress up, and act like that naughty girl we all know you can be!

I am likely one of the most closet naughty girls out there, and coming in March, I will be able to let my wild side fly, and so will you!!

195 of some of the most amazing designers bringing you some KILLER clothing..
Hot, sexy, naughty.. you name it.. you will find it at this event!!
Above is only a tease…. can you imagine, what is in store for you??

Mark the date, grab your lindens, and prepare!

See you there!

~ Morgana Hilra ~

- All photos provided by, WCF2 Team. –

Maybe its just me? I dont know, but anyway. The girl that I went to a ball with totally noticed that I was ignoring her the entire night, and I did, that was my aim. Might sound mean, but when you know she likes you, and she tries to control your life, you just have to. So there she is bitching about how I was ignoring her the entire night, and I only went with her because I felt sorry for her.

I want to come out. Thats the main idea, I dont know how yet, but I hope to get there soon, maybe, I’ve already came out to two people, and that’s it. I always wanted to come out to more, but I just havent found the courage to do so yet. Maybe tomorrow will be a good day? Hopefully.

Wish me Luck!

haha last summer/fall obsessed with correction

obsessed with perfection etc now in fact haha

nothing of that no nothing anymore just ii this

THIS ii voice machine etc pouring pouring hm

lol nice comparison maybe like this shame haha

when a teenage shame of masturbation haha hm

with years it wanes spilling cum just natural

like shit like piss etc not even haha a memory

of how it was when oh it was forbidden blah

short keep it short so haha perfection correction

all that maybe the same haha and like sex haha

it will wane hence three stages hm first taboo

intensity second pouring normality then just

haha the waning haha just the haha wallowing

waning wallowing laggard poured etc nothing

haha strange in something hm so ii trivial yes

reading simple reading hm in it the whole other

the other yes killing me another within me hm

somehow             waking up having like that saint

an axe stuck in the head or more than one yeah

life that can’t be that no no fuck no change arg

I’ve asked begged WHINY SHIT for it for hm

for so long and nothing the big black stone haha

2001 yeah the black stone here in mid-air shit

vibrating softly grinding me hard as earth crust

sharp as metal black diamond etc etc all that ii

painful shit anyway no matter ii resuming yeah

joyce beckett haha also proust mallarmé course!

in music t’was the same except hm ii with time

there were many more hm not many but hm more

now kind of better kind of ok vaguely yeah even

hm even if somehow well I’m dead right? blah ii

resuming so now joyce this axe in my saint head

other image somehow crucified blah rather chains

arms stretched ugly dark rusty chains everywhere

blood gushing gashes everywhere course! haha and

hm the challenge not ending up like ben hur haha

ravaged yeah ravaged by hatred consumed by revenge

oh haha also batman begins blah pop references

like other ones all the same blah ii resuming now ii

joyce in front of me or beckett the crux is yeah

the voice inside when not busy cutting me SHIT

DIE DIE HAHA LITTLE SHIT then murmuring

yeah softly as iron dear forking path here two only

either through them haha and you die and your life

haha saintly shitty rotting in anguish muscles torn

the pain the pain forever or haha wait or BAM haha

you don’t exist never you’re mediocre you’re a shit

and me haha course! always haha the fear the fear

and me course! I go for the pain fucking sysiphus

fucking tityus bastards grabbing me like leeches like

helldogs rabid ones dirty teeth etc you know the song

so that’s it either through this you die or you’re nothing

choose LITTLE SHIT haha and now yes now NO

fuck NO now for something completely different haha

out of disaster haha just be berlin right razed to the ground

now get up change find a way build build oh if only blarg

shut up SHIT oh shut up you too blarg resuming hm

stopping for a moment                so the thing would be

find another way yes           something like neither just rid

of them rid of others nor rid of you fuck shit fuck how

neutrality hm

as in well course!

now hm nothing

or maybe hm just

the low yeah haha

not the high no

haha defo no

blah resuming

neutrality spooky

a space for self

with nothing yeah

doesn’t feel narrow

even or anymore

blah who cares

neutrality ii hm

sad yeah sad often

more! say fuck say

neutrality hm

no desire no idea

nothing ahead

vague push behind

but really? well

hm not sure even

blah anyway

neutrality hm

something like

now this possible

now why now ii

haha dunno course!

blah anyway now

this THIS possible

neutral not narrow

in fact hm wide hm

far too much so oh

sigh as wide as swamp

course course sigh

sluggish wide course

THIS possible hm

for now only path

this or nothing etc

or similar etc

yeah what answer little shit haha the voice vague not even sharp anymore like a blade blunted haha

still cutting probably yeah just messily course course haha why would it stop haha why on earth haha

blah anyway so I have to learn to haha to value what I do hm well haha how do you do that I wonder

haha could be a platonic problem yeah old greek stuff or aristotle is there an idea of shit dust etc haha

for that’s it blah badiou again give form to the formless blah or shapeless as you will well that’s it hm

you can’t say we’re not into that haha and this time deep haha deep deep into it shapeless to-be-shaped

shit