Today all the christmas food was bought, yummy!
I love British Christmas food; english sausages, taters, veggies, mince pies, stuffin, chicken and lots and lots of gravy!

Anybody ever had a Mince Meat pie?
They are delicious!

-But what are they filled with?
Christmas goodyness that looks like filét pussy, thats what…but damn does it taste good…
Tastes even better when hot… steamin… juicy…

Soon I am off to the Fried Rice Asian Christmas Party!
Hopefully that will be very fun, many of my friends will be there ^^

As you may have noticed my posts arnt very full the past days…inspiration has been bleak, hopefully the christmas weekend shall rejuvenate my body and mind.

I think this song is rather unknown among most people, atleast to those who arnt big Queen fans ( that is, those who only know We Will Rock You and We Are The Champions…those who are lame ).
Myself however, am a very big Queen fan and have been all my life

-Anyways, back to the song itself; it is Thank God it’s Christmas, their one and only, yet tremendously great christmas song.

Now I am going to go out Christmasshopping for my family along with my brothers Inzy and Anxie
Why is is so hard to find stuff for the folks when you get older, also why is it so hard to wish for stuff once you yourself get much older, might be because I for one dont need what I want… but then again there are stuff I dont want that I need…
like Lo…looo….lLL…Looovv…. Cant say it :/

Urgh, we are all flesh and blood… cast away the illusion and step into reality!
But thats what makes us human…

PHOTOS MADE BY ITAM VAN TEESELING

MODEL PIETER ZANDVLIET

Nathalie Portman

Its been some extreme days the past few that have gone; extreme as in they have been tilting along the two extremes of BORING and FUN!

-Santa came early this year-

It is Christmas day on Friday, however, I dont understand why Swedish people celebrate Christmas Eve, that is..the 24th…
WHY?
It is called Christmas Day for a reason, cuz that is THE DAY of the birth of ‘Christ’ RIGHT???
So instead of celebrating on the day, swedish people celebrate on the 24th and then use the 25th as a lazy day where they recover from hangovers and whatnot… doesnt seem right, I wonder why this is?

Seeing as it is christmas, here is Angry Nerds Xmas video – Bible Games 2, very entertaining in the wintercold…

The only thing santa wont bring me is L…Lo….looo…..Urgh I cant even say that word anymore.…

Photo’s made by Itam van Teeseling

(Model Pieter Zandvliet)

Le clochard sportif

Le Palais

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Urgh I had a very strange dream last night, it was just like a movie…

It was about some diabolic sado-masochistic underground sect, that made rituals to Satan by making bloodsacrifices, along side sexual orgies and other weird stuff…
Then along comes this weird, fat, computer-geek looking middleaged guy who wishes to partake in a sexually oriented activity, I remember specifically how he said “ I want to feel myself wriggle through flesh and blood, as if being born again…“
The leader of this sect, said that to make this happen, they would need to collect a great deal of sacrifices, and so they send out lackeys to gather innocents to kill.
Among those sent out to find people, is the fat-nerd who unluckily falls in love with a woman whom he must collect… But aroused by her, he kidnaps her for himeself, takes her back to his own place and performs cruel and inhuman torture on her, for the sake of his “love to her“

I think from there on my dream was over, or just my memory fails me…

It was quite creepy, I dont like dreaming about torture and things like that, especially when through the eyes of such a disgusting being like that fat-nerd…

This dream had a strange, subtle resemblence to the book “The Collector” which I read last year in English class.
A very, very good book indeed; about a man who is secretly in love with a young girl, admiring her from afar, he plots a plan to ‘collect’ her and force her into loving him.
He kidnaps her back to a small cottage he has bought and renovated, keeping her in the cellar.
But he doesnt harm her, he just ‘keeps’ her and tries to connect with her through mild gestures and so forth, but seeing as she considers him to be a psycho, all that happens between them is purely trick and treat,over and over she tries to escape, they have ups and downs etcuntil all accumilates into insanity and a very exciting, sad ending twist
-But then again, it is an extremely well written and incredible story!
What I enjoyed alot was to see how the characters develope, and also how the author has chosen to tell the story through their points of view, half of the book is through the man, and the rest through the girls.
It really gives perspective on how one another thinks, reacts and appear to the opposite person.

I recommend you read THE COLLECTOR, very strongly.

But remember…sado-masochism, diabolism and all that = BAD!

Ate a very nice lunch today together with my pal >>>Lucien<<< at Japanese Restaurant Shogun, the price was ridiculous, aswell as the amount of food that was served; 4 pieces of Gyoza ONLY and a small pot of rice…but apart from that, it was very tasty!


Plus, thanks for the very nice early Christmas gift!!!
-I know exactly what to give in return

Today was probably the most fierce snowstorm of the 21st century here, never have I experienced such a blizzard that almost swept me off my feet and covered me head to toe in icy snow.
But it was fun though in a way, because it was just like Hoth from Star Wars, and all that remained was for me to ride a Tauntaun and see some Imperial Walkers in the distance…it would have been awesome.

- I look stoned, but I am infact very disorientated because of all the snow.

So finally the winter holiday is here and just a few days until Christmas, and then ultimately New year!
I havnt done a single bit of christmas shopping yet though, it is so hard to find stuff…
Gotta find a friend to go out with and do it

Speaking of Star Wars, I have decided to start playing JK3, or Jedi Academy Online again.
I used to play very actively before and became quite the great duelist in the online community, I went by the name of Death Child…

Lol, see the similarity?

Ah, this song really brings back memories…mostly good as it reminds me of a time where life felt easy, peaceful and love was as natural as breathing.
A time where everything seemed possible and each day was a gift, there was hope of love in my life.

I was really in love…

I´ll be forever blue…

Was just watching an episode of Star Trek; Enterprise, which I havnt really been so actively watching before, but being a fan of Star Trek, i thought I’d sit down and see how good this series was.
It was okay, not as good as an episode of Star Trek: Next Generation by far, but still it was ‘okay’.

I did however get slightly more interested, as Vulcan Commander T’pol was on screen…and may I say I have never seen a hotter vulcan, haha if there is any at all
She is played by Jolene Blalock, and both her name and appearance makes me think of Angelina Jolie, not that she is very hot at all…

But back to topic… I wanna talk a bit about Star trek : Next Generation which is by far the best Trek series of all, both because it homes most of the original series feeling, and also because each episode is so perfect in every way ( I should know, I have seen them all).
Adding, Patrick Stewart in the role as Jean Luc Picard is aboslutely brillant with his wicked british charm, accent and acting supremacy.
If there is something i would wish for Christmas, is to own the whole complete series on DvD ^^
For Star trek overall, it is undeniable the popcultural influence it has had over western civilization over the past 40-50 years, as it has both brought the sci-fi tvgenre to life, inspired countless of other media such as Star Wars and many of the wacky sci-fi gadgets featured in the original series have actually become real life things, such as Automatic Doors

Just like Star Wars though, Trek is very philosophical in many ways, as each episode bares some sort of either ethical or moral message it wishes to tell the viewer, to make you think, as most scenarios can usually be interpreted and recognized in our society.
-But then again, most of the episodes mostly contain ultra cool, out of this world action which we love, thrilling adventure and brilliant stories, both sad and fun.

So do yourself a favor, if you ever had doubts or preassumptions about Star Trek, watch Next Generation, and I promise you will learn and have fun at the same time.

Or if you are just a lonely, horny nerd…just go ahead and watch Star trek; Enterprise and check out Jolene Blalocks big boobs…

So tomorrow is the last day of ’school‘, ironically the same day we have the ceremonial christmas finish in church.
I dont get it, why cant we just go to church and then be done with it, why do we have to go a whole day in school and then finish off in church??
Yet again, I dont get…why do we have to be in a church?? Why not a mosque of or a synagogue…better yet, why not skip the whole temple thing and have the finish in for example; a concert hall?
-Anyways, lucky for me I only have the one class in the afternoon, so I only got be in school for an hour and then finish!

I am eagerly awaiting my Gatsby hairwax order still… It says it takes up to 10 days for the shipping to arrive, but I can hardly wait!
I am also realising I have to get a new haircut, my hair is growing pretty fast… But I am not touching my fringe again, I love it nice and long so I can make cool spike
Gotta keep each aspect of our bodies in shape, a commited look can give many benifits!

I found these interesting videos of some Prussian woman teaching and showing different forms of excercise, and each of her videos have a funny title, like this one ‘Fat Excorcism‘.
Though, I doubt anybody is interested about that, seeing as what is most interesting are her lovely little lady lumps
-HotforWords sister perhaps?

I am doing my own excercise anyways, for example I have started to wear my ankleweights constantly, now that the circus and kung fu club is closed, I gotta keep my legs springy and in good shape.
But otherwise I just do my dumbell lifts 20 minutes each day ^^
This years Christmas gift for the Gym Jock, a nice pair of Ankle Weights to hang ‘around’ the stocking, lol!

I look sorta like Kazuo kiriyama from Battle Royale, dont you think?

…maybe not, but still… He is a badass and so is battle Royale, hardcore badass shit!
Good shit!
We are sorta alike; cold and with a taste for blood, yet elegant and good at what we do ^^
-nah, elegant is a bit too ego, but naturally fierce atleast…

And then we have Mitsuko Souma…one badass and hot ass crazy psycho bitch…
-Still hot though.

What you gotta remember is that within each girl, especially the hot ones; there lies a psychopath of somesort.
Like the spider or mantis, they will fuck you and then eat your heart…

Just had a very nice 4 hour sleep while me sister was using the computer, all she does is play those damn Farmville, PetVille and cafeworld pieces of shit on facebook.
Really, doesnt she have anything better to do???

Well, maybe I shouldnt say anything cuz I was asleep waiting for the comp, but either way; I did get something done…
I usually just lie in my bed and think, it is very relaxing and rewarding, especially at night.
A form of meditation, I would call it, because in the silence, the darkness, you can really hear your own mind and it makes it so much easier to search your feelings, analyze your thoughts and find answers.
However, what i have noticed is that at night, it is much easier as well to become upset over things, like love.
-I know I have, there have been countless nights where I have lied awake and my mind has been filled with bad thoughts I dont wanto think; hope and lies. You get trapped within your own conscious.
It gets quite frustrating sometimes…

But now in later days I have managed to block out those thoughts, if I do think about them I have found a very clever solution to convert them into something good.
It might sound strange to some, but I just transfer my bad thoughts into another person; just randomly create someone and a situation in your mind.
Then you analyze the situation from their perspective, and suddenly things seem easier and less personal.

Get what I am saying???

For some reason, the song in this commercial gave me insomnia for about 6 months many years back… weird.
But now I love it and the commercial as well is super awesome; let your mind run free!

Bought an Über sweet T-shirt today, one I have been wanting for a long time^^
-The ziplinks are a very nice metal touch, dont ya think!?

I bought it in town, at Divided where that super hutt cashier works , and she was there today…
Umg, she is so incredibly promiscuous-looking, and with that half asian face… simply irresistible.
TT_TT

If there is something I really like, it is a good asian mix
But it is so hard to find a mixed girl it seems, I feel like a Jedi during the purge looking for a comrade, or in this case; a mixed blood asianette.
Here is a very cute ‘supposedly‘ half asian girl, you may remember her from the imfamous viral ‘Double A paper’ commercial from a few years back.
She has an extremely hot look, with a touch of the oriental which I love, rawr!

When/Where will I find my halfasian…?

Just saw probably THE MOST beautiful girl on the subway this morning, on my way to school.
I was standing between tons of stressy, fat and ugly people, but then I saw her shine in between sitting down eating cupcakes.
Hair as dark as night, deep, dreamy eyes and an overall beauty that could launch a thousand ships…
We had a brief moment I think, where our eyes met and it felt GEWD…
Urgh, though I know…is that I am never gonna see her again, and even though she gave me much joy now in the morning, it also brings me anger and regret…

I am actually starting to see a slight similarity in my life durng the past couple years…

My 2008 was like Star wars; A new Hope.
- When it felt like the shittyness of 2007 wernt enough, things turned, got so much better, especially my lovelife made things look like the future was bright!
Now 2009 however; Star Wars, The Empire Strikes Back… the year starts with disaster and the successes of last year seems pretty worthless now, I go through great emotional hardship and from that things just seem to have either gone down or just been waddling somewhere in the middle.
Now at the end, things arnt much better than they were 2 years ago, no love, no nothing…
Hopefully though, the tide will turn and 2010 will be as epic as Star Wars, Return of the Jedi!
-Revelations, selfdiscovery, new encounters, new love and epic ownage…the world at my feet.

This year ofc has been full of revelations and self discoveries too, especillay over things like being sinlge, and love overall.
It has given me loads of time to think about what I really want and what i am looking for, but then again it has made me more hateful, judgemental and picky…
Have I grown as a person?
I suppose I have, I mean I have greater understandings for things in the past, I have learnt my lessons from the mistakes, which I wont make again ever…ever.

Find me, and speak to me…

Wohoo, yesterdays Star Wars marathon was a real success, it was great fun!
There really was a different feeling watching all the films at once after each other, my sympathy for Anakin Skywalker really was stronger than ever. He really is the ultimate hero/antihero.
I wanna thank Lucien for sharing a very fun evening ^^

Also last night was the first great snowfall of this year, and we went out, throwed snowballs and played around
Too bad the snow melted away just hours later but…thats Sweden for ya.
Can we hope for a white Christmas this year?
-Well I dont want a dark and black Christmas!

Last night was a blast with my bro Hitch
I managed to strike conversations with a few girls, which was kind of fun because I got some good practise, though unfortunately no hot ones… Apart from one girl perhaps, but funny thing was…she thought I was gay!
-I asked her later why she thought so, and it turns out that my bodylanguage ‘gave me away’, the way I move and articulate with my hands. I have never thought about this, but come to think of it now, I am pretty relaxed and natural in my movements, maybe that strikes as feminine, lol.

Then we had this other guy, I spoke to him only briefly and then by some reason we started talking about martial arts; he asked me what I do and I said Ive done Kung Fu for 6 years, and then he goes all cocky, grunts and says “Yeah well Ive done MMA for 2 years and I will kick your ass“… Urgh I hate all these cocky MMA, UFC motherfuckers, they are all the same; airheaded, buffed up, machisimo loudmouths who throw around their weight ‘better’ than they throw a punch…if even that, they are all so pathetic.
I was just…”Aha? yeah Im sure you can, you keep on thinking that…“

The way I see it, there are two types of guys; Everybody else, and then MMA guys.