I just don’t know what to do with my life. Here I am sitting in front of my computer screen (with a sore throat) complaining on how useless living is.
School is not going so well for me. I am definitely not happy in getting a 85 average for the second term, which means if I get another 85 on the third terms, I’m screwed. ;-; That grade is going to show on my transcript.
Oh that reminds me, I have a bunch of things I need to buy, but I only have a limited $22. T.T I really need a job. Ohhh great, I just reminded myself that I have a sore throat and my chap stick is almost used up, which means I have to spend another $3 on cough drops and a new chap stick. FML. My sister owes me $4 tho =o

I like snowwww~ It snowed for a long ass time yesterday, starting around noon I think? Well anyways, the snow has got to be about 10 inches high. I SWEAR. I tried walking to art class today but my boots kept getting swallowed by the snow. I didn’t mind because I didn’t need to go to art class, which is a happysad thing for me because I actually enjoyed taking art class, but I was as tired and discouraged as hell. So I walked happily back to my house in 10 seconds, I barley made it to the next block with all those snow lawl. Me and my sister decided to play with the snow in our backyard, but instead got stuck shoveling the snow out the stair case to the basement. After thirty mins, we were finally done. I demanded a pay but heh that didn’t happened. Any who,I really hope there would be AT LEAST 20 inches of snow on Monday so school would be canceled.SOMEONE STOP THE SUN FROM COMING OUT SO THE SNOW WON’T MELT!!11!!  Fwee~ I’ve always hated Mondays because I would have to actually spend time trying to remember about what I learned on Friday. Yes, Saturdays and Sundays can temporarily erase your memory. It’s not only scientifically proven, but I can bet you EVERYONE experiences temporarily memory loss on Monday (jkjk)

Oh, I have to type up my goals for next year so I won’t turn to a complete loser and forget. (I choose to use circles to list my goals cause numbers remind me of geometry, my worst enemy. ¬_¬ )

• Sleep by 10 everyday, to get rid of those eyebags and be more alert during chemistry (god oh god why do I have to have chemistry at 8:30 in the morning?)
• Get at least a 90 average so I can look smart on my transcripts.
• Get a job and earn money. I want to start looking more fashionable now XD
• Loose weigh (oh dear the packet on my belly isn’t helping) and eat healthy.  No junk food. A fruit a day.
• Get organized. I’m a loser that has her stuff scrambled all over her house ._.
• Improve my art skills.

Ohhh, talking about art, I think I’m in love with drawing art online (yes, with a mouse). I just loveee how you can play with the colors and make it look very pro. The application I’m using is called ‘Graffiti’ on face book, which means I get to draw art and send it to my friends ^^.
That reminds me of a joke I’ve heard recently!
What do you call a human with no legs and hand? ART!
I’m such a dork XD
But if you guys want to see what I’ve drew —> http://apps.facebook.com/graffitiwall/by.php?from_id=1399321228
Drawn by the loser herself with a mouse. You guys have no idea how hard it is and how much time you have to spend on drawing art online ._.

Anyways, I’m off to dork out. Peace my brathassss. (hehehehek)

(oh darn the sun isn’t facing my window which means I’m forced to open the lights. ¬_¬ my light bulb is white and I hate white colored lights. jesus.)

Looking back at the year 2008, one cannot but be proud to be a black man. The black race formally thought of as the inferior race or notoriously called ‘Nigger’ showed last year that they were the exact opposite, and were infact the rulers of the world. Unless one was shackled up in Mars, one would have noticed Jamaican Usain Bolt jogging to the new world record, Lewis Hamilton winning the Formula 1 title, Tiger Woods continuing his domination of golf, Nigerian Samuel Peter winning and losing the WBC title and actually seeing rap albums record platinum sales which in this case means Lil’Wayne The Carter III and TI’s Paper Trail. Except in actual fact, you were honeymooning in Mars would you not have noticed that a major historical feat achieved by a black man in 2008 was not included above and that is Barack Obama emerging as the 44^th and the first African-American President of the United States of America.

The election itself was historical as the turnout vote was the highest in generations and maybe a century with voters defying the long queue and weather to vote for their candidate. Also, in the election, the President-Elect, Barack Obama managed to energize a new voting bloc of young people who were rather political apathetic with interests ranging from gang-banging to doing drugs. Looking critically at the Barack Obama’s presidential victory, it wouldn’t take apolitical analyst to decipher that a huge chunk of support emerged from the hip-hop family. For like the first time, hip-hop artistes whose efforts at social responsibility were pet projects varying from saving the environment to sheltering homeless kids all turned their microphones and lifestyles politically, lyrically and financially to put Obama into the White House.

This was not the first time that music has been involved with politics. In the 1950’s to 60’s, rock and roll influenced lifestyles, fashion, attitudes, language and may have helped the cause of the civil rights movement because both African American teens and white American teens enjoyed the music. The music-politics romance went on to the 70’s to 80’s when Jamaican reggae legend Bob Marley through his music spread his political message worldwide. Not to be excluded, Nigerian Afro beat legend Fela Anikulapo Kuti also incessantly made his views on the state and actions of the Nigerian government known all through his lifetime which ended in the mid –nineties. However, in the 90’s, there seem to be a political apathy by musicians who were rather commercially inclined. Their message bordered on the good life which included selling drugs, chasing skirts and making loads of dough. There were some exceptions like Tu Pac who tried to make his views known but got his life cut short by being involved in violent musical rivalry with Notorious Biggie who met the same fate. The romance music and politics rekindled in the early part of this decade during the Bush Administration. First off the block was Diddy, who was one of the ambassadors of the ‘Vote or Die’ maxim which proved a lot popular amongst the apathetic youthful crowd and even gingered some of them to vote. During the unpopular  President Bush’s reign, some musicians did not hide their displeasure at his policies. Eminem lyrically dissected Bush’s Iraqi policy with his track titled ‘Mush’ and the ever controversial Kanye West veered off- script on a live national TV broadcast accusing Bush on hating black people during the aftermath of the Hurricane Katrina disaster. Like rookie superheroes that were just discovering their powers, potential and influence over their fans. With fans numbering to the millions, they had become opinion leaders and shapers. All that was remaining was an outlet to channel that power, a direction they clearly lacked until Senator Barack Obama came along.

Immediately Obama declared his intention to run for president, the whole hip-hop machinery came alive. All of a sudden, there appeared to be a very thin line between politics and entertainment. Major entertainment moguls and artistes like Oprah Winfrey, Diddy, Beyonce, Jay-Z all threw their weight behind the then Senator Obama. Alongside Obama’s campaign Chief Axelrod, the artistes vocally supported Obama in their lyrics; they even wore shirts that either carried Obama’s face or his popular catch phrase ‘Yes We Can’. Black Eyed Peas member, Will.I.Am made a video titled Yes We Can citing the reason because he was inspired by a speech Obama made in New Hampshire and implored schools to teach the speech as part of their curriculum the same way speeches by Abraham Lincoln and Martin Luther King have been used to inspire young people over time. The publicity and support was so much that even the average drug-peddler on the street knew that Obama was change even if he didn’t believe Obama, he believed whatever Jay-Z or Lil’Wayne would have probably said about Obama. Black Entertainment Television (BET) was so vociferous in their campaign that should have been rechristened Obama Television. During the BET awards, artiste upon artiste solicited for votes and commented on the need to make sure Obama got into the White House. The Obama mania got so intense that artistes who used to be controversial in nature all cleaned up their acts; Young Jeezy whose music subject matter ranged from selling drugs to women released an album titled The Depression that has sold above gold. Songs in it include Put On and Crazy World where the support for Obama was evident for all to see. Even as far as Nigeria if rumors are to believed, Eedris Abdulkareem is planning to release a six-track album and is said to be in conjuction with Professor Pat Utomi and a couple of very important personalities and organizations in Nigeria.

At the Game’s MAMA performance at Planet 1, hot sensational MI was seen sporting an Obama Tee shirt and even in the news a popular member of the Nigerian government was involved in a plot or scam to raise money for Obama. Back to the States, the influence of the celebrities was so much that on election day, stars like Oprah, Jay-Z, Diddy were all told to steer clear of polling booths so as to not influence voters who had not made up their minds not that it matters anyway as Obama still emerged victorious. After the elections, an incredible fact showed that just by her own, Oprah Winfrey was able to generate more than 1 million votes for Obama; a fact that ensured that she jumped from number 6 to number 1 on the U.S based newspaper, The Hollywood Reporter “Power 100 List making her the most powerful woman in entertainment”.

It would be foolhardy to think that Obama got all these support because of his skin colour. It is far from that as he actually epitomizes hip-hop. Viewing Obama from a distance, you would realize that he’s got swagger. Even though he was a book-worm as his credentials showed, he looks like he’s got street credibility in him. Call it a campaign stunt or not but Obama attends the right events, dress well, speaks well. Early on in the election race, Reverend Jesse Jackson, a formal black U.S Presidential aspirant made the mistake of disproving Obama’s presidential aspiration and got the raw end of beef in the black community. Always one to speak his mind, Game dissed Jesse Jackson in his emotional track My Life saying “F**k Jesse Jackson cos it ain’t about a race now”. That example showed that the hood is ready to protect Obama as one of its own and Obama returned the favour late last year by when he lent a kind word and commiserated with Kate Hudson on the tragedy that befell her family. The zenith of Obama’s hip-hop credibility showed just before he was announced winner. Instead of being soaked in tension, Obama took time out and went to play a game of basketball  with his guys. Talk about nerve!

The implication of this feat by Obama on hip-hop is boundless. First of all, the victory has managed to demystify the corporate white America’s powers. The victory would most likely impact on the type of music that would now be made by musicians. Instead of waxing lyrics on black oppression, hating Uncle Sam, messages behind songs that would now be released might bother on nation-building, one love and overall support for the presidential office. Now the entire black race would not see themselves as second class citizens or the oppressed. Artistes who used to be overtly controversial would most likely want to clean up their acts because nobody would want to be scorned by their big brother who’s in the White House or is it now the Black House? The will and zeal to please and not disappoint would be at an all-time high as evidenced by musicians tripping all over themselves to perform at Obama’s inauguration and swearing-in ceremony. If anything is to be believed, it is that the Obama victory has definitely brought swagger and belief back into the hip-hop community.

It is so hard to have one’s head above waters in Nigeria due to the situation the country is in. The strong are finding it hard to survive, and the wise can’t just figure a way to exile. The chances of survival are just trimming smaller day in, day out and when a friend or a neighbor breaks through the odds, all we see is envy from some quarter of the society. It is ironic how some people strive to use every traditional, religious or political norm to bring down their fellow human. Omotola Jolade Ekehinde is one who knows more about these. She has received lots of criticisms as well as applauds. She has been there and has done that through every nook and crannies in the search for a way to survive; and for years, she carries the burden of a young lady inspired to successful despite all odds and she was good to her dream. No matter the measures one uses to grade her, she will not be short of an A-plus. In the movie industry, she has re-written the script for been one of the most successful and prominent actresses of all time and never has she deprived herself of the happiness of been a happily married wife and mother. Despite all of these some quarters in the society still envy her success and will never miss an opportunity to criticize some of her actions. At the height of her movie career, she decided to venture into another angle of entertainment industry which was music to be precise, by publicly making her intentions clear with the release of her debut album containing some hit singles featuring some of Nigeria A-list artiste. Well, her critics decided to have sleepless nights by asking the whole world the nagging question……. Why did she decide to be an artiste? Recently, Omotola rebranded herself by working on her physic and her brand name by releasing her recent photograph to the public. The images are so hot that her fan base increased in thousands, but despite all of these, her critics decide to come up with another nagging question…… why does she want to look so good after having four children? The questions on the streets are getting to much for me to handle knowing fully well that Omotola Jolade Ekehinde is well educated and well experienced to have answers for all, so I decided to rest my case by asking her critics my own question……. Is it wrong to be successful, and why can’t they just leave her, her fans, and family alone to live their life?

You have till the 18th of December to get yourself down to the CSM Textile Futures researcher’s + designer’s exhibition Warpfactor 09, that is if you haven’t already. It’s rather special you’ll find. ❒

Today, me and Da wei pretended to be best GIRL FRIENDS XD
Da wei is a guy. This is how the convo went:

Fruityy Pepples 8:36 pm
im a girll ;D
32D
hit me up
718-332-6654
sleepinfireheart 8:37 pm
i am
Xgen6 8:37 pm
I dont needa hit you up cause you hit me up
sleepinfireheart 8:37 pm
my name is park bommy
<3
Xgen6 8:37 pm
Park barny?
Fruityy Pepples 8:37 pm
heyy honeyy! long time soo see, bom!
sleepinfireheart 8:37 pm
let go shopping tomorrow
Fruityy Pepples 8:37 pm
hows it going sweety?
sleepinfireheart 8:37 pm
im fine fine
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
i got a nose job recently
sleepinfireheart 8:38 pm
LOL
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
wanna check it out tmR?
;D
sleepinfireheart 8:38 pm
you are soooo bad
Xgen6 8:38 pm
I know your name!
sleepinfireheart 8:38 pm
okie
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
thanksss
sleepinfireheart 8:38 pm
omggg
stalker!
gosh
Xgen6 8:38 pm
You told me
O.o
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
stop is goshhh were girlsss
we cant get stalked
Xgen6 8:38 pm
Im a girl
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
too dangerous
no your lilis bro
Xgen6 8:38 pm
…
Fruityy Pepples 8:38 pm
-_-
sleepinfireheart 8:38 pm
like dara
Fruityy Pepples 8:39 pm
ZE JUN
Xgen6 8:39 pm
No
Fruityy Pepples 8:39 pm
OMFG WE SHOUD INVIE DARA TO COME SHOPPING TMR~
Xgen6 8:39 pm
What is a ZE JUN?
Fruityy Pepples 8:39 pm
invite*
sleepinfireheart 8:39 pm
okay i gtg do my nails now
Fruityy Pepples 8:39 pm
ohh ok
sleepinfireheart 8:39 pm
talk to you in a bit honey <3
Fruityy Pepples 8:39 pm
i gotta do my hair for tmr
bye sweety <3

LOLOLOLLOL DA WEI IS A GUY! XD

What Follows is a video that I have been made aware of in the past couple of days featuring NLP Hypnot’herapists and Street Hypnotists
Alan Whitton and Nick Davies within which they are discussing the “Current Hypnotic Climate in UK” with particular regards to Stage and
Street Hypnotists.

And now that the resulting video is out in the public domain and has been officially released through You-Tube and The Facebook Profiles
of Alan Whitton & Nick Davies I can now also reveal to you that I was recently visited by these two guys in a most suprising and unexpected manner as illustrated here:

NOw obviously I can’t reveal the next video yet, mainly because I don’t have it and noody will be able to see it until Nick Davies & Alan Whitton
release it to the Hypnotic Industry and world at large and as such I’d advise you to get on over to Facebook and send a Friend request to Nick Davies in Coventry and Alan Whitton in Essex so that as oe of their friends you will then hear of the release of the next video the very moment it occurs.

Of course eventually (when Its released and I see it, as to e honest I don’t 100% recall everything we discussed and I just hope I did not agree to anything that I won’t later regret) I will post the link here on my blog but when that is entirely out of my hands and totally down to Nick Davies and Alan Whitton who have the videos.

All I can say is that they came representing the Street Hypnosis Community and by the time they left, I’d like to think that some kind of mutually agreeable and beneficial to both parties solution was settled upon and put into place to help us all.

So as they say WATCH THIS SPACE or better still get over to Facebook and Join ick Davies of Coventry and Alan Whitton of Essex and whilst your at it why not add me as a friend?

I have two facebook accounts one is my fan page as Jonathan Royle and the other is my proper facebook page in my private birth name of Alex William Smith!

Keep your eyes peeled and see ya soon on facebook!

Painting a beautiful picture on a blank canvas without ever using an eraser would be my definition of life. My canvas right now would be pretty much full of shit. My life is pretty boring and dull. What’s the fun of practicing the same old routine? Wake up, eat, school, get home, comp, hw, eat, sleep. Not fun at all. Nothing really seem to satisfy me at the moment. My grades are just average, but still not good enough for my requirements. I really want to stab myself in the head with a fork. I’ve lost interest in kpop. Nothing comes out unique anymore, just the same old upbeat and catchy music, which I don’t really prefer. I think underground music is so much better and has such a deep meaning.

So on the train yesterday, I saw these bunch of pretty asian preps. Oh God, I can’t believe I just called them pretty. Maybe it was because they had a bunch of makeup on. Shiz yoooo. They seem much younger than me, but they have a pound more makeup than I do. I don’t even put on makeup actually. I just have to focus on improving my fashion skills. I mean just look at all of those people I label as Asian preps : Cantonese (no offense), A&f, Hollister, ugly ass packs or north face back packs, a bunch of makeup, skinny & tight ass jeans. Basically, 75% of the population. Do they lack fashion sense or something? Whenever I see them, they all look the same to me hahha. I try to stay away from those preppy labels, but I LOVE American Eagle too much. But it’s not like Asian preps targets AE. I need to gather up the confidence to wear fashion-ish type of clothing.

I am trying to diet right now, but it’s not really working. My sister bought home two packs of cookies and I just gobbled one up when she offered me one. Being 156 cms and weighing 103 lbs is such a burden.

I miss my cat. ):

expos [galerie]

l’archéologie de l’évier

Hervé Hemme

photographies et vidéo…

[Nota Bene]

Savez-vous…?

Jean-François Grégoire

La musique est poésie. La peinture est poésie. La littérature est poésie. La sculpture est poésie… L’art est poésie. Des poésies il en est de moins bonnes qualités que d’autres. Il en est de meilleures que d’autres. Il en est comme de tout sur terre. Savez vous planter des choux, des carottes ou des navets ? Savez vous tondre une pelouse ? Savez vous planter un clou ? Savez vous faire la vaisselle ? … Savez vous que la vie devrait être entière ? Des vies il en est de moins bonnes qualités que d’autres. Il en est de meilleures que d’autres. Il en est comme de tout sur terre. Du dessin c’est pareil.

Photos via http://www.lespoupeesdaxelle.com/

C’est via Facebook que j’ai découvert les créations en papier mâché d’ Axelle Delafolie.

J’ai craqué et je l’ai contacté de suite.

Vous qui lisez ce blog depuis le début vous savez que je sui fan des artistes qui utilisent le papier pour créer des robes, des chaussures, des sculptures, du mobilier…

Axelle Delafolie est aussi illustratrice. elle bosse pour la pub et réalise affiches, spots publicitaires et illustrations pour la presse.

Axelle aime la photographe Sarah moon, la photo de mode en général, les pinup de Gil Elvgren, l’esthétique de David Lynch et de Wong Kar Wai, ainsi que la peinture de Ingre.

Ses maitres kiraz, Jason Brook et Monsieur Z .

Les chaussures réalisées en papier mâché sont minuscules c’est vraiment incroyable!

Tout ce qui est petit est mignon. Vous n’êtes pas de mon avis?

http://www.lespoupeesdaxelle.com/

Ceux qui me connaissent savent que je fais pas mal de concerts ces temps-ci….Mais quelle bonne surprise de voir ce groupe en live, c’était….waw !

Mon rêve!!

Hi There Everyone,

Great News I now have an official Facebook Fan Page!

Simply search for “Ashleigh Alexandra Louise Smith” on Facebook and Join my Fan Page today as that is where
photo’s and Video’s and News is being posted more regulary than at this blog.

So my advice is to join my facebook fan page and keep checking back here on a regular basis as the plan is to release
some exclusive photo’s and videos via this blog every now and again which will not appear on my facebook fan page and
then also put some stuff on Facebook which won’t appear here!

As you can see in the above video I sleep very well even when in noisy room’s, indeed
I reckon I could sleep through an earthquake I take after daddy like that : ) !

To finish for today here’s a quick video clip which daddy made by accident when he
was trying to take a picture of me on his mobile phone..

So Remeber to go to Facebook and search for “Ashleigh Alexandra Louise Smith” in the Manchester Network (England)
and join my Fanpage today!

Keep checking back as I have some important and amazing news coming very soon!

Hugs

Ashleigh

At this very moment, I’m loving this song very, very much. It feels really good to listen to the words in this song. Listen closely and maybe you’ll understand.

Lyrics to Goodbye

It’s a shame that it had to be this way
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry

Maybe I’m to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I’m alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything we’ve been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn’t only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

- whit3puppy

Petite info que je relaie sur ce blog: Adriana Karembeu en déplacement ce soir à Paris pour favoriser une vente au profit de la Croix-Rouge Française!

Mis en vente (notamment):

• “Les Oiseaux Bleus” Hommage à Picasso. La dernière gouache de G. Braque
• “Hermès”, exceptionnelle sculpture cubiste en or massif,
• “Les Oiseaux Bleus” et « Atalante » sculptures en bronze»,
• “Thyria », sculpture céramique,
• “Char de Médée” sculpture en cristal Daum,
• “Alcyone” et “Icarios” colliers or et brillants,
• “Les Oiseaux Bleus” et “Boréade”, tapisseries d’Aubusson et des Gobelins.

Toutes ces toiles sont de Georges Braque, et mise en vente par M. Armand Israël (merci à lui).

Je cite: “Les fonds récoltés lors de cette vente permettront aux équipes de volontaires de la Croix-Rouge française de poursuivre leurs actions de proximité en France, en matière de secours aux personnes comme d’aide sociale destinée aux plus démunis. En cette période de grande crise sociale, la Croix-Rouge française attache une importance particulière à mobiliser le plus possible l’ensemble des acteurs de la société pour lutter contre les précarités”.

Pour les infos:

Mercredi 25 novembre, Drouot Montaigne – 20h00
15, avenue Montaigne – 75008 Paris

Dragon High-Tech? Lustre pour créature des abysses ? Non, le “Monstre de Cristal” est simplement une création de l’artiste Beverly Tang, qui travaille à croiser l’art, le design, l’architecture, etc. Une artiste transversale donc. Son “Crystal Monster” est présenté actuellement à la Continental Gallery de Los Angeles (pas de site web apparemment).

Ce monstre est constitué de 400 feuilles d’acrylique découpées au laser, de 80 mètres environs de LED (soit 2200 LED en RGB), et de plus de 500 tiges d’acier. La mise au point de la partie technique a été réalisé par Tod E. Kurt. Pour les férus de technique, Tod nous informe que la bête à un cerveau Arduino et 18 BlinkM MaxMs (un par segment) qui permettent de contrôler le changement de couleurs de la tête à la queue.

Source : DesignBoom

Les podcasts qui ont été mis en ligne depuis février sur le blog des blairs.

C’est à écouter en ligne en suivant les liens ou toujours disponible en podcast pour ceux qui préfèrent avoir directement les nouveautés sans faire d’effort dans leur iTunes (le lien est ici).

- Musical Claustrophobia
Sigur Rós - Sigur Rós
A Place to Bury Strangers - Never going down
Animal Collective – Panic
Tricky – Vent
Björk – Declare independance
Aphex Twin - Come to daddy (Pappy mix)

- Global Cover Contest
1 Aerodynamic by Tom Hodge (composed by Daft Punk)
2 Can’t help falling in love with you by Eels (Hugo Peretti, George David Weiss , Luigi Creatore)
3 Electric feel by Katy Perry (MGMT)
4 New york, New york by Cat Power (Fred Ebb, John Kander)
5 Can’t take my eyes off you by Muse (Frankie Valli, Bob Crewe, Bob Gaudio)
6 The Joker by Fatboy Slim (Steve Miller Band)
7 Oh my god by Mark Ronson ft Lily Allen (Kayser Chiefs)
8 Just dance by Maximo Park (Lady Gaga)
9 Fuck you by Placebo (Archive)

- Clash Flow
Abd Al Malik – C’est du lourd !
Grand Corps Malade – Midi 20
Luciole – Grain de sable
Tiken Jah Fakoly – Plus rien ne m’étonne
Amadou & Mariam – Politic amagni
Abd Al Malik – La gravité
IAm – Petit frère
NTM – Qu’est-ce qu’on attend

- Mixtape 63 Remember… last summer
LITTLE RED – it’s alright
DEVENDRA BANHART – baby
GIRLS – lust for life
FERGUS & GERONIMO – glistening smiles
THE DRUMS – let’s go surfing
SMITH WESTERNS – imagine, pt. 3
JOOKABOX – you cried me

- Australian broadcast vol. 1 by Nela
 Kate Miller Heidke – Shoe box
Angus & Julia Stone – The beast
Clare Bowditch – When the lights went down
Xavier Rudd – Better people
The John Butler Trio - Better than
Powderfinger – These days
Hunters and Collectors – Throw your arms around me
Crowded House – Don’t dream it’s over

- 10 years of  great mainstream rock
Radiohead - 2+2=5
Noir Désir – Le grand incendie
Blur – Trimm Trabb
Muse – Plug in baby
Green Day – American Idiot
The Dandy Warhols – Bohemian like you
Arctic Monkeys – When the sun goes down
Maxïmo Park - Our velocity
Bloc Party – Helicopter
The Subways - Girls & Boys

- Get fucked up to enjoy this one
Fuck Buttons – Sweet love for planet Earth
The Dandy Warhols – It’s A Fast Driving Rave Up With The Dandy Warhols Sixteen Minutes
Leila – Mollie

- MJ
Scream
Jam
Speed Demon
Liberian Girl
Morphine
Smooth Criminal
The Lady in my life
Give in to me
Tabloid Junkie
Man in the mirror
In the Closet
Dangerous
Will you be there

- Mixtape 62 pop !
goFASTER>> – she starts monday
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING – photoshop handsome
ROSALITA – manga girl
GOLD TEETH – everybody
WILLIAM – five minute wonder
ISOSCELES – kitch bitch
TEAM WATERPOLO – problematic girls

- Scandinavian broadcast
Marit Larsen – If a song could get me you
The Concretes – Chico
Herman Düne – On a saturday
Kent – 400 slag
Peter Björn & John – Living thing
WhoMadeWho – Me and my brother
Röyksopp – The girl and the robot

- Envelopes sent to you
Party
It is the law
I’d like 2 CU
Isabel and Leonard
Boat
Put on hold
I don’t like it
Smoke in the desert, eating the sand, hiding in the grass
Audrey in the country
Freejazz
Your fight is over

- Great music for movies
The Shins - New Slang
The Moldy Peaches - Anyone else but you
Sigur Rós - Starálfur
AaRON - U-Turn (Lili)
Stereophonics – Maybe tomorrow
Pixies – Where is my mind ?
Michael Andrews feat. Gary Jules - Mad world
Placebo - Every me every you

- Mixtape 61 Black morning

POST WAR YEARS – black morning
MAGIC WANDS – black magic
YOUR TWENTIES – caught wheel
TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB – something good can work
MARINA & THE DIAMONDS – seventeen
DELPHIC – counterpoint

- Mixtape 60 The year without summer

BOMBADIL – i am
COLTRANE MOTION – the year without summer
THE VERY MOST – good fight fighting
THE FLYING CHANGE – if you see something, say something
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ATLAS SOUND – springtime instrumental
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PRETY & NICE – tora tora tora
THE BUILDERS AND THE BUTCHERS – black dresses
THE RURAL ALBERTA ADVANTAGE – don’t haunt this place
SMITH WESTERNS – be my girl

- Mixtape 59 oh !

HOOK & THE TWIN – race for the bone
THINK ABOUT LIFE – cyanide
DELPHIC – doubt
WE HAVE BAND – oh!
LEMONADE – big weekend

Boredem.

YES. I spell it as boredem. Not boredom, it looks too boring.

Well, that’s the exact words to describe my life right not. Not to mention confusing. I’m like fighting a shouldigiveupmydreamnow war with myself. I’m trying to give up that dream. Yeah.
So a Korean model, Daul Kim committed suicide recently. Damn. She’s freakin’ gorgeous. I love her natural icy look. And her nose is so sharp and pretty hahaha. I really admire her. She has a beautiful name and drop dead unique features. Her death.. ironic isn’t it? R.I.P. Even those are just three words. Rest In Peace, Daul Kim.

Most people see suicide as an escape from the tacks of life.

“everyone’s seem to find their place
everyone seems to have a place where they do belong.

you don’t want to be alone
but always see the shadow of the moon

do you feel lost in your place
no one seems to understand your mind
does anyone care to know what is it that troubles you inside
do you feel lonely in your heart though everything seems to be right
Take a walk with me away from everything that makes you to cry..”

Perfect words to describe depression. I admit, I’ve had many episodes of depression. It just hurt so badly before that I just stayed home crying and writing dark poems. Embarrassing, I know.

Life is just great. Lili is moving away, which means she can’t really hang out with us anymore. Da wei is also moving, but now that far. Maybe I’m just thinking to much but everything just seems out of place and things just seem to happen to fast. It’s hard to capture every shot. I feel like digging a hole and burying myself.

do you feel lonely in your heart though everything seems to be right?