My emotions spilled out today all over everything. I was still out-of-town, visiting family, in a house-full of 20 people when I lost it and melted down. The normal stress of the holiday combined wi… more →
The Spotted ElephantEmily wrote 2 weeks ago: C looking fancy with her little barrette. I'm pretty sure she yanked it out of her hair 45 secon … more →
kimmie wrote 3 weeks ago: My emotions spilled out today all over everything. I was still out-of-town, visiting family, in a h … more →
kimmie wrote 1 month ago: Yay for doctors who spend 15 minutes talking to you before the exam and tell you to ”take your … more →
kimmie wrote 1 month ago: This is what I had to walk through to get to the feminine hygiene products at the grocery store (ite … more →
kimmie wrote 3 months ago: Today the weight of my losses seems unbearable. The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pac … more →
kimmie wrote 4 months ago: My mom took me to the doctor today to get my third pregnancy test and then kept me company all day s … more →
kimmie wrote 4 months ago: This is Petunia. She is a watering can. Brooke gave her to me today with the explanation: “n … more →
kimmie wrote 4 months ago: Today is a strange day. Despite my adamant promises to myself last night, I did get hopeful about t … more →
kimmie wrote 4 months ago: Both Randy and I were off work today to recuperate from our whirlwind trip and to get an official pr … more →
kimmie wrote 5 months ago: I feel very angry and destructive today. I’m angry that people who don’t even want babi … more →
kimmie wrote 5 months ago: Today a very well-meaning older relative gave us this Woman’s Day magazine article. Sigh. FY … more →
kimmie wrote 5 months ago: I don’t know how I can miss you so much. I don’t know what color hair would have covere … more →
kimmie wrote 5 months ago: Some days I feel like I’m slowly bleeding out, emotionally. And the more blood that trickles … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: Today was my birthday and I’m kinda glad its about to be over. I feel a little gloomy because … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: Despite a big family lunch and a loving visit from my sweet, sweet grandparents, I was feeling rathe … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: Today Randy and I ordered a custom hand-made necklace to honor the blip of a life we lost last week. … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: We got three letters/cards of support in the mail today from my grandparents, Randy’s grandpar … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: I was emptying out my pockets today before doing laundry and found this fortune in my jeans. I got … more →
kimmie wrote 6 months ago: Our Coreopsis is begining to bloom as I loose the baby we went to hell and back to create. The phys … more →