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Actual results of forgiveness...
well, the couple whom I’ve finally been able to forgive and just move on has initiated a dialog. It seems they would like to talk. All my fretting and finally handing this over to God and just … more →
secretly getting over it
actual results of forgiveness...
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chill24 wrote 7 months ago: well, the couple whom I’ve finally been able to forgive and just move on has initiated a dialo … more →
sigh
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: I need to remember I have a life breathe enjoy don’t dwell on the yucky … more →
pastor's wives...
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chill24 wrote 1 year ago: I’m thinking of starting a blog about burned out, hurt, overworked pastor’s wives. with … more →
my tell in dealing with those I dislike...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: I realized while our daughter was visiting (for less than 12 hours) what my dead give away is when I … more →
ups and downs in dealing with crap...forgiveness is ongoing
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: sometimes i do so well. right now i seem to be in a slump – i’m mad and really hurt by … more →
contentment in life instead of whining for what I don't have...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: ok, I’m really doing better than I was 6 months ago. I have gained about 7 lbs since my siste … more →
healing is a slow process...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: well, I’m re-writing what I just wrote ’cause my crappy computer just shut down. of cour … more →
i have got to get through this
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: my sisters will be here tomorrow and all i want to do is read them the riot act. nothing good could … more →
I wish this were easier...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: today is not a good day. i’m feeling hurt and angry and tired. i’m upset about the decis … more →
abandonment issues...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: one of the excuses given to me by one of my sisters as to why she wasn’t communicating with me … more →
still dealing with hurt but gonna do it right...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: ok…i got a reply from sister #2. it appears the silence i’ve been experiencing was deli … more →
staying true to my heart...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: done with one email and have the rough draft for the second. hubby and therapist are helping with b … more →
have to do something...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: a few nights ago i awoke around 3:00 am upset about this sister stuff. i have to do something. i … more →
step one in working through the hurt...
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: emailed my sister. i was very general and mentioned i’d like to talk to her sometime. i didn … more →
still hurting and not dealing with it...
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chill24 wrote 1 year ago: ok. when my mind has down time (rarely) i start thinking about how my sisters haven’t asked ho … more →
i'm so close to quitting
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: the band that is…we’re no longer accomplishing what we are supposed to do. leading wors … more →
to get therapy or not...that is the question
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: i’m kinda tired of therapy. i’ve only gone a few times, yes it’s been beneficial e … more →
forgiveness doesn't always = reconciliation
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: thank goodness. i know forgiving those who have hurt me and who occupy my thoughts more than they s … more →
seeing success in forgiveness
chill24 wrote 1 year ago: ok…t has been here since friday (so one day) and i think i’m doing really well. i … more →
