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Unspoken Truth2 comments

hopefortrauma wrote 1 month ago: The word truth has very many meaning. Truth could be what you want to believe and tell others. On th … more →

Tags: Life, DID/MPD, Dissociative Identity Disorder, ritual abuse, Survivor, Multiple, trauma, Internal Communication, child abuse

Catch-all, Catch up

Melody wrote 3 months ago: Ok. So I haven’t posted anything in a while. At first, I didn’t think I had anything worth posting u … more →

Tags: simplicity, Travel, Relationships, Freedom, Hormones, Mosquito Repellent, Friends, Homelessness, confidence

Let's catch up

Melody wrote 3 months ago: Ok. So I haven’t posted anything in a while. At first, I didn’t think I had anything worth posting u … more →

Tags: One way ticket, Travel, Mosquito Repellent, Hormones, Orlando, Friends, Family

I'm really bad at being bad

Maria wrote 5 months ago: I just am. … more →

Tags: Дневник, Bad

Thinking about...

masnstevy wrote 6 months ago: Being good… Monday morning and the weekend is over. Kids are at school and BF is at work. It … more →

Tags: efs, Day-to-day, Warrior Dash, Music Lists, Exercise, Body For Life, Music, Chicago, jillian michaels

The smaller races in between1 comment

indisch wrote 9 months ago: I want to be cruel, and arrogant, as vile and base, as they come. Tracking the progress, has been re … more →

Tags: General, Crap, More Crap, Still more Crap, Being Good, Good, Bad, Races, In Between

i would just like to say, for the record,

the edges wrote 11 months ago: that clearly i am treating m*riad like my mother whom i need to save or they’ll leave me. i ju … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, mom, scareded, Nobody loves me, needing people, protective/possessive, being in control, circling birds

plus

the edges wrote 11 months ago: we got all triggerred last nigth cuz m*riad basically told us that they were doing *us* a favor by l … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, Self-Hating, scareded, being good to be around

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy

some of us think it is hilarious that anyone thinks we would judge a*ron

the edges wrote 11 months ago: (laughs)  why?  cuz his “bad” parts have been detected and done “tangibly wrong … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, scareded, Body, Dark things, being an abuser, circling birds

i wonder how many people know

the edges wrote 11 months ago: what it’s like to be so persuasive that you are never sure whether you are controling people o … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Dark things, sub/unconscious actions, being persuasive

wow

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i am so scared.  she must really not love me.  they must really not love me.  i must be a very bad g … more →

Tags: Rant, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

we are pretty sure m*riad thinks we are too much work

the edges wrote 11 months ago: it’s too much work to make our pleasers feel useful, it’s too much work to process, it … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Context, Dreams, Body, being good to be around

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking

sad at you

the edges wrote 1 year ago: we were talking to m*riad’s littles and they said they felt like they’d never be good en … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, being in control, being an abuser, being good enough, Programming

sometimes i'm nervous to talk about e*in

the edges wrote 1 year ago: because, i don’t know, she’s an ex and she dumped me.  but i do miss her and i miss her … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, Body, The Breakdown!, jealous, Nostalgia, Past Relationships, Exes, the trip to italy

okay so m*riad made an interesting point

the edges wrote 1 year ago: cuz like we realized we was maybe triggered or somethinand wes ated a candy and 2 potato chips tonig … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, smoking, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

Motrin Versus The Moms: When Painkillers Are Attacked, Everybody Loses62 comments

herbadmother wrote 1 year ago: It’s possible that you haven’t seen or heard about MotrinGate, but I’ll wager that … more →

Tags: rants, bad mother, motrin

also, it has been really wierd to be people who don't want to smoke

the edges wrote 1 year ago: like they don’t want to feel more out of control.  it’s odd.  glad to have some of the s … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, associating, being good to be around, being in control, circling birds


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