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this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Alters, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, taking care of people, the borderlines, mom, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves

someone inside says "i cried hysterically"

the edges wrote 11 months ago: like they are narrating. who knows. i know we are triggered. i know we are bad. i know we are a bad … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, mom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, circling birds

plus

the edges wrote 11 months ago: we got all triggerred last nigth cuz m*riad basically told us that they were doing *us* a favor by l … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, mom, smoking, Self-Hating, scareded, being good to be around, Self-harm

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded

m*riad and us talked

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i think wes are really similar.  both of us are constantly striving for the other’s love/appor … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, mom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded

we are pretty sure m*riad thinks we are too much work

the edges wrote 11 months ago: it’s too much work to make our pleasers feel useful, it’s too much work to process, it … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, feeling crazy, scareded, Context, Dreams, Body, being good to be around, extensive reppetition

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking, feeling crazy

okay, this is a seriously embarassing entry, but i'm going to write it anyway

the edges wrote 11 months ago: so m*tt was here (already you can tell this is a teenager or preteen) and we just, wow this is serio … more →

Tags: Rant, talking about things we don't want to talk about, the borderlines, feeling crazy, scareded, Littles, Being a girl, being good to be around, wanting/needing love

heehee m*riad said this thing about

the edges wrote 1 year ago: how they had never really appreciated how well we use humor to get out of awkward and tense situatio … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, Getting Stuff Done, taking care of people, To Do, sex-being a bottom, feeling crazy

one of the chants we here sometimes

the edges wrote 1 year ago: “[some name] is suicidal, scared, and alone” we’ve been hearing the narrator more, … more →

Tags: Update, Alters, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, Dark things, circling birds, chants

we are the littles!!!

the edges wrote 1 year ago: and the bigs won’t let us ask myriad for a cuddle or go to them to cuddle.  i think they are a … more →

Tags: ferillia, Stream of Consciousness, Littles, MRD, the borderlines, Body

god, we are so clingy with m*r**d it is ridiculous

the edges wrote 1 year ago: when they were over here we’re all like boohoo you don’t love us and making them cuddle … more →

Tags: the celestinas, the borderlines, the calm ones, MRD


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