Lost your password?

Blogs about: Being Good To Be Around

Featured Blog

so here i am

the edges wrote 10 months ago: i’m writing so woohoo so great so well done i… i don’t have anything i want to tal … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, being in control, Body, circling birds, Dark things, e*a and me, scareded

plus

the edges wrote 11 months ago: we got all triggerred last nigth cuz m*riad basically told us that they were doing *us* a favor by l … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, Self-Hating, scareded, Self-harm

m*riad and us talked

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i think wes are really similar.  both of us are constantly striving for the other’s love/appor … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy

we are pretty sure m*riad thinks we are too much work

the edges wrote 11 months ago: it’s too much work to make our pleasers feel useful, it’s too much work to process, it … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Context, Dreams, Body, extensive reppetition

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking

okay, this is a seriously embarassing entry, but i'm going to write it anyway

the edges wrote 11 months ago: so m*tt was here (already you can tell this is a teenager or preteen) and we just, wow this is serio … more →

Tags: Rant, talking about things we don't want to talk about, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Littles, Being a girl, wanting/needing love

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 12 months ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

we are so sad

the edges wrote 12 months ago: heavy in our heart.  unloved.  ssandbagged and filled with sand. hurt and alone. smoking smoking smo … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, smoking, being hard on ourselves, scareded, Sad, being multiple, Body, Nobody loves me

i think in a lot of ways i feel like i need to never be weak

the edges wrote 12 months ago: especially show it, but even to feel it.  like i was just emailing with e*a and she was like sorry t … more →

Tags: trying to figure something out, Being Good, e*a and me, scareded, Body, being good enough, (showing) weakness

the pleaser's song

the edges wrote 1 year ago: it goees against the pleaser’s very nature to write a song about being pleasers.  it’s h … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Audio, Music, Being Good, songs we wrote, being good enough, pleasers

so something wierd happened

the edges wrote 1 year ago: or actually it wasn’t wierd, but that was wierd because it shouldn’t be that common.  or … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, being hard on ourselves, scareded, Not Eating, being an abuser, circling birds, being good enough, Switching

the song we are working on now

the edges wrote 1 year ago: (starting 30 seconds in there is a slight sound of crackling from oil for latkes, i just warn in cas … more →

Tags: Update, Audio, Music, Being Good, Body, Nobody loves me, Being a girl, songs we wrote, inner world/going inside

also, it has been really wierd to be people who don't want to smoke

the edges wrote 1 year ago: like they don’t want to feel more out of control.  it’s odd.  glad to have some of the s … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, associating, being in control, Being Bad, circling birds


Have your say. Start a blog.

See our free features →

Related Tags
All →

Follow this tag via RSS