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contextdependence wrote 7 months ago: i was going to write about how pissed off i get when people say “get over it”, as if tha … more →

Tags: column/blog, Lists, disability/ableism

what i have bought on ebay most recently (i am my mother)

contextdependence wrote 7 months ago: $4 – 16 2″x6″ velvet samples in a rainbow of colors $3.25 – 1 yd or white or … more →

Tags: Record, confession, Spending Money, barbies, consumerism, Coping Mechanisms, Lists

this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Alters, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, sex-being a bottom

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the edges wrote 11 months ago: … more →

Tags: Update, pcture/graphic, Being Good, feeling crazy, scareded, Nobody loves me, being in control, being an abuser, circling birds

m*riad and us talked

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i think wes are really similar.  both of us are constantly striving for the other’s love/appor … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, feeling crazy, scareded

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, self-mocking, feeling crazy

god i am such a loser

the edges wrote 12 months ago: first i get so triggered by m*riad seeing a*ron that i basically start crying when it happens, then … more →

Tags: Rant, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, Self-Hating, wanting/needing love, protective/possessive, polyamory/monogamy

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 1 year ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, the borderlines, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me

we are so sad

the edges wrote 1 year ago: heavy in our heart.  unloved.  ssandbagged and filled with sand. hurt and alone. smoking smoking smo … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, smoking, scareded, Sad, being multiple, Body, Nobody loves me, not being nice enough

sad at you

the edges wrote 1 year ago: we were talking to m*riad’s littles and they said they felt like they’d never be good en … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, feeling crazy, being in control, Being Bad, being an abuser, being good enough, Programming

so something wierd happened

the edges wrote 1 year ago: or actually it wasn’t wierd, but that was wierd because it shouldn’t be that common.  or … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, scareded, Not Eating, being good to be around, being an abuser, circling birds, being good enough, Switching

okay so m*riad made an interesting point

the edges wrote 1 year ago: cuz like we realized we was maybe triggered or somethinand wes ated a candy and 2 potato chips tonig … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, smoking, sex-being a bottom, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me

point/counterpoint

the edges wrote 1 year ago: what we are supposed to be doing: our paperwork what we are actually doing: looking at the bed, bath … more →

Tags: scareded, Blog, Dysfunctionality, supposed-tas, wasting time, Self-Hating, self-mocking


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