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i'm having a hard night.

i miss when i mattered. i miss when i had friends. i miss when people wanted to be around me. my borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder makes me hard to stomach. 81 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

Taking Stock/Creating Stock

I believe we were made in the image of the Creator, with our greatest attribute being the ability to create ourselves. When I was 19 I loved a young man and I had… 913 more words


What Am I?

My counselor thinks I have Borderline Personality Disorder. People with Borderline Personalities are incredibly impulsive, have unstable interpersonal relationships and a warped self-image. It’s also marked by a parasuicidal behavior like suicide attempts and frequent suicidal urges. 376 more words

Mental Health

If you build it, he will come (and you can tell him to shove it)

Today I woke up feeling a little better because for once I wasn’t bloated and I felt good about not bingeing yesterday. I went to work, then to the gym, and then to my doctor’s to refill a prescription for Wellbutrin. 582 more words


Digging my way out

Slowly, agonizingly, I tried to turn things around yesterday. As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, I regretted it. But I begrudgingly hauled my (fat) butt out of bed (well, still not bed, but my couch) and got ready for work. 278 more words


Borderline pain

The emotional pain is overwhelming. It’s too much. I want to leave. I want to believe death will be happy. I want peace. I want the constant butterflies to stop. 244 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

The Start

Things need to change.  I have to change.  Things cannot continue as they are.  My life is out of control and I need to reign it back in.   239 more words

Disordered Eating