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The results...

Picture this:

You’re sitting in the doctor’s office. Nervous to hear the results of a long awaited test that determines the rest of your life. For the past number of years you’ve been very sick. 432 more words


Movie in my mind

Laying in bed snuggled up warm under my many blankets hidden amongst so many pillows. My children sleeping peacefully in their rooms. So tired, a little smile knowing sleep would be upon me in minutes. 94 more words


Day 16: What advice would you give to someone about self harm?

Me give advice about self harm? To be honest I have been thinking about this all day. I don’t know what to say because I’m in the midst of my struggle, and today I almost lost again. 144 more words


Putting things back together

Life goes on.  You get depressed, life goes on.  You withdraw… life goes on.  You go into the hospital… life goes on.  Sometimes it pisses me off, makes me feel insignificant, like if I actually made the commitment and committed suicide life would just go on.   910 more words


8/1/14 - Coming To Terms

Last night was my night with the kids, and Hunter knows our son won’t leave the house during the week. She texts and texts about offers and celebration for his great completion of summer school. 1,145 more words

Divorcing A Borderline Partner (BPD) Daily Journal

BPD stigma kills

So, i didn’t go into work.  I find it hard to explain why, other than i really tried but the thought of going made me physically sick and panicky and my words were paralysed.   1,341 more words

Mental Health

Vodka, sleeping with strangers and missing pizza....

So … 

Yesterday afternoon I was coming home with my shopping, which was heavy and so, I stopped in the park that I cross to get to my street and decided to sit and rest my arms for a few minutes. 1,029 more words