Sunday was amazing. Christmas music, decorations everywhere, family time, and our wedding anniversary.
I went to bed around midnight. I couldn’t sleep. My mind would not stop racing. 575 more words
23 hours, 59 minutes
How can I feel exhausted after sleeping nearly two days? Time doesn’t make sense. I forget conversations. I’m tired. I’m lost.
I go from being ready to change lives to not being sure if I’m alive. 129 more words
5 days, 20 hours
I do not belong in this neighborhood. These kids have different clothes. These kids have a different story. These kids fit in this neighborhood. This is my stage now? 93 more words
Confessions of a Mental Case
Well, I am still here…just. Still feeling pretty god damn awful. The end of last week and the weekend were especially bad. I am aware that I keep repeating myself here but I just don’t know how long I can go on for. 749 more words
1 month, 2 weeks
This is spiraling out of control. I feel trapped, tortured by the thought of ending my life but not able to because of hurting the people I would leave behind. 606 more words