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Last day of treatment?

Sheesh! What a day.

I woke up this morning and weighed and had somehow gained FOUR pounds overnight! FOUR!

Naturally, I didn’t eat or drink anything the rest of the day before treatment. 388 more words

Bulimia Rocks! /sarcasm

The middle.

I realized though I am not in a full blown eating disorder that I am not in recovery either. I am in the between where I am not comfortable yet not overwhelmed. 300 more words


Heal the soul to heal the body

When you have an eating disorder, you have an identity. A purpose, a set of rules and expectations, a dogma. It’s a lovely diagnosis, a self-fulfilling prophecy, a mother fucking nightmare. 342 more words


Me and Mia

Getting diagnosed is a weird experience. Even when you know something’s wrong – when you’ve all but diagnosed yourself in your head – you can feel like you’ve been slammed against a wall when a doctor tells you, yeah, this is what you have. 355 more words

Updates and the like.

Taking a moment from the hectic pace of life to give you updates about my eating disorders and general well being is sort of bittersweet. I dont like reflecting on it, but lately, its all I can seem to do. 597 more words

Eating and Thowing Away the Croissant

This morning I had an epiphany.  An “Oh my God!” moment.  A real eye-opening experience.  Are you ready?  Here it is:  I can throw food away. 975 more words

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