May 22, 1991 Friday I decided that a trip into the party world would be fun and would distract me from the pain of detaching from Troy. Wrong! I ended up using a lot of cocaine and it was very hard on… more →
Unmaskedwrote 8 months ago: May 22, 1991 Friday I decided that a trip into the party world would be fun and would distract me fr … more →
wrote 8 months ago: May 14, 1991 I had a miserable weekend. I got into so much pain that I finally called Troy and had a … more →
wrote 9 months ago: April 25, 1991 I’m in a lot of turmoil today because I am beginning to once again question whether o … more →
wrote 9 months ago: April 16, 1991 I have really been on an emotional crying jag lately. I get angry and feel sorry for … more →
wrote 9 months ago: March 29, 1991 I’ve been running into my defects a lot this week. I’ve noticed that I really lash ou … more →
wrote 9 months ago: March 9, 1991 Today I got another 1-month chip. My ego says “big whoop,” but after that relapse orde … more →
wrote 9 months ago: February 15, 1991 I really like UnityChurch, but I think that the belief in Jesus as a mere Way-Show … more →
wrote 9 months ago: When I took my first drink after a year of continuous sobriety, it seemed like no big deal. The expe … more →