Free Body

RAPE. 

   Third attempt to write about it

And all I ever get too is the unzip part!

Trap of the honey sucker,

His bed made of semen petals!

I don’t look or care for excuses,

Yes I was young, so what !

Should I have known better?

When his fingers stroked my skin?

And his words twisted it my mind?

Hidden face of innocence can be so ugly!

I almost forget him, forgive? Who…

Before he did the deed it left on me!

one has to be violated it, my best tattoo.

It seems like the wind was slapping my ass,

When his fifthly hands caressed it my hair.

His sickly voice trying to hypnotised my drunken soul,

And felt my clothes being removed away!

What was the big deal? those crimes happen every days,

I was seventeen, I was no kid,

Oh sure, It took long before I took the knife

And kill my ego used and abused!

Paris, city of the lovers,

Not so sure by the hot poker,

I scream enough for him to give me back my serenity,

By then it was too late!

The man, used a soap to seat on his new trophy,

And if I felt hate, my manhood was hard,

And let him steals my innocence,

Today, I feel nothing, no an inches of hate!

They say rape is a taboo subject,

I say, taboo is the silence that followed it!

I have no more time for secrets,

We all, know secret kills!

It could have been someone else,

Today, I barely remember his face,

More the details of his room,

The pimp of the voice whispering me,

How beautiful, I was,

The lies and the burning soap,

Burning my inside while he took his pleasure,

And felt to sleep like a child.

As I was told youth is wasted on the youngsters!

Woke up naked my mind still fills with blurry flashbacks,

Of what he had done to me,

looking at him sleeping peacefully.

The kid turned to a man,

And shook him, realising his clothes had vanished!

He could barely spoke and order me to go back to bed,

The front door was locked or was it my sanity?

I was a naked trap animal,

There was only one last exit,

I open the window,

And stood on the balcony.

I scream for my life,

He watched me like some frantic creature,

But he knew the look in my eyes,

Was ready to do the jump!

He crawled of the bed of his sin,

And took a key of his pocket,

Through my attire at me

And I run half-naked in the streets of romantic Paris.

There is neither moral or regrets,

I find my way to the train station,

And once more time as I had done thousand of time the night before,

I check my pocket, where I had not find any money or my return ticket.

As my hand plunge one more time in my jacket pocket,

I felt something I had look all night,

My hands retrieved the train ticket,

Was I a joke of the devil?

And all I could sense was the remains,

The burning sensation inside me,

Soap are made to wash hands,

Train ticket to leave, Strangers to avoid

As meaningless to-day the word rape has become.

Sweet seventy, face of an angel

Easy prey, half sober,

Wondering the streets of Paris,

Funny, I still always check my pockets to these days!

                    COPYRIGHT@H.NAUDET.2010.

it is like this that a child sits at home none there and they try to “talk” to the child. to try to brainwash the child.
it is in the way playing god. in the way i wrote on the page avenges on god.
the same person always have contact to the parrents.
if a child would say something the parents.
the person who have contact to the parents would directly try to put your child into a lunatic assylum.
these are typical children raper.
the person know this by spying in the children room or house where people live in.
if the child say something this person who spys try to tell the parrents bullshit.
never react as parrent on such a person they began to tell lies if there is something witch they mention.
they also try to do something like this if your child plays in their room they use the so called manfred and the sheeps for this.
they try to send these something witch they know try to phone around .
mostly for sure really deceitful so that you do not mention that this has another background to send you there and there instead of telling you they would need help on constructing something or so or this cheap product there and there.
for sure your child mostly begin to think about such things gets worse in school because he have to think about shit witch none needs .

be aware from person who try to have influence on you if your child mention something.
it is the person who is insane and has the comprehensive because he is a children raper and with your child is nothing wrong .
it is just the person who want to tell you something about your child in the purpose to defend his or her children rape.

an example for this.
for example a person has a name sebastian and they tell the parrents all the time this person is handicapped, he must be insane . they help even after that the person have to think about things witch he know ,this child makes thru this an absent impression .
May they have contact to a prostitute with obeine because she do this to your child with name sebastian as example.

to Dirk Bachs Signification

it comes out of the cromosomes are guilty for everything in basic more or less.
this has also the same build like the tarot build.
the so called “wer macht” or “who make” obeine you mention if they answer on his signification or make this just out of him the signification what the signifcation “do”.

i would say Dirk Back knows these Children raper for a long time, there is always a relation to person in where they spy and try to prostitute and brainwash.
there is also always included his signification .

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a “famous” child witch got prostituted over years ,is a person who say to a manner this would be her father.
it isn`t her father. may they even killed her father because of her manner.
just talks with the guys who protituted these over such a manner without ever know.
in a way “her father smokes cigarettes” etc. i would say this goes in this way. a woman if.
they do what they want “her father” would have done this etc. .
such a manner is not a cool manner or so ,they do this just because they are prostituted.
this is an example for this, for their “playing god” manner ,such a person is dangerous if they do something like this.
he would “talk” with her or do what she want complete accustumed on this .
they began to go there and there without ever know who send them there.
they began may in this way if she talked to him she got presents etc. without ever know this person.
this gets really dangerous if a person reacts on these and do what they want because she want presents etc. .

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Me personal i am not such a person ,never reacted on something like this.
if are these just comments from me , in my opinion they are ill, neonazis, idiots etc.
or this three apes study or however you want to call this.
a try to give an answer for something i also do because three apes fooling ,these are not near the “chief neonazis” .
i gave this up to go against something makes no sense thru this way these are this and just “avanges on god”.
i can just point on problems because you can read this what they build on children rape for example etc..
for sure i do not listen to a person who i do not know who began to play around.
for sure these are just children raper etc. not more.
and this goes on the nerves.
this is just shit what they do and thinking over shit is something what a person do not need. like i wrote.
to think about is nonsense would make you crazy.
and let them mention something they go against you like idiots so you have to act i never mentioned something.
they mentioned that i know .
you also began thru something like this , never listen to a person closly and think about what this should have another sense, better never let them think that they can talk with you like this.
if you would ever react on such a person or better if you have such a problem, all do this because they have contact to children raper, you would go insane.
Meanwhile i say sometimes something , who is an asshole who do something like this.
i know all obeine and can tell you what kind of prostitutes they are.
i never commented my surrunding the person who have contact to me, they should know by themself .
if you want to become a neonazi listen to these or think about what i do not say to you.
For sure i do not want any in my surrunding who would ever listen a word to these children raper.
before i had a little bit contact to some in my surrunding by reacting more and more irregular on those.
for sure normaly i have to shoot everyone who ever would listen to one of these.
what you can also no do.
i also cannot run around and began to fight with a person who would listen to one of these.
that you are an idiot this is clear to me if you would listen to on of these.
i do not know these want no contact to such persons. may an example for “book” prostitution what is the name for this manner.
in the prision they belong into a lunatic assylum etc. . these person are to stupid for me.
and younger just new children raper nothing else if they have such manner.

in my opinion these are such idiots and pervete assholes you never have seen before just idiots.
persons you have to shame for like hell because of their deceitful kind of way.
this “talk” of these includes always this lane obeine this i can say you too .
it is always a misuse of you as person.
they do not talk with you .
you have to look at the tarot always ,to understand the basic build.

(( i never got a present because of selling the name basic i can never take money from these too. i wrote under state terroism etc how far this goes here.
for sure they sell all to the death witch they involve or “make” something out of them. the purpose is for sure of them the misuse of the name and shows that they are neonazis.
with the so called “would be something” it goes so far with the example superfly that you have one of those there and the real would be the drug dealer.
here over these they always get new children raper witch would do this kind of children rape.

the promotion for dirk Bach should have to be “spearhead for chief ” or something like this.