I’ve got a lot of different trails to run down in my mind. Having been with my sisters for a couple of days, visiting relatives and revisiting memories makes you begin to examine your perceptio… more →
ofmenandmountainswrote 1 week ago: I’ve got a lot of different trails to run down in my mind. Having been with my sisters for a … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: River What is in it for me to try and control everything – especially people? For the most pa … more →
wrote 1 month ago: In eleven weeks we will experience the 2nd anniversary of our son’s death. That means we have … more →
wrote 1 month ago: Dear Son, I am a broken record when it comes to thoughts of you. They cycle around and around and a … more →
wrote 1 month ago: The footprint of every day leaves a deep impression on my heart. Strangely, paradoxically, wh … more →
wrote 2 months ago: The grief is rising like flood waters. It is threatening to engulf me. I look for my son everywher … more →
wrote 2 months ago: A comment from a reader: “I don’t know where to start. My son, Gary, died January 8, 2013. He … more →
wrote 2 months ago: I am in search of a soft day where I land easy where the morning is warm that my heart fills with … more →
wrote 2 months ago: It was exactly seven years ago, a normal day at the hospital. I just finished feeding Luke through t … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Dear Son, I had a great day yesterday. The sun was shining and the temperature warmed into the 50 … more →
wrote 2 months ago: I am beginning to recognize myself for who I am in this ” now”. I feel better when I pai … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Dear Son, I’ve been slipping the past few days. I have a “to-do” list that is moc … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Dear readers, I’ve been reading your comments, of course, and I want to reach out and hold the … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Insecure. Not secure. I’ve often wondered about what we think is secure. There are structur … more →
wrote 3 months ago: The day begins. Before the sun rises the dogs and I go outside. We go to the kitchen where I … more →
wrote 3 months ago: I am reacting to a post on Facebook that kept me up last night and now consumes the morning. A pers … more →
wrote 4 months ago: When it comes to my son, my heart continues to refuse to think of him as “gone.” It is … more →
wrote 4 months ago: Dear Son, Your sister told me about the dream she had on Sunday night. You came for a visit. She w … more →
wrote 4 months ago: The end of 2012 is just around the corner. There was a lot of talk and people poking fun or maybe w … more →