I was reading through the daily updates on ESPN when I came across the article about protestors scaling the Golden Gate bridge. I also came across all of the negative comments being posted about the p… more →
Five x Fivebentay wrote 1 month ago: so cambridge has been a surreal blur thus far. i haven’t been making as many friends as i … more →
bentay wrote 3 months ago: the haunting agony of regret is tinged with a bittersweet aftertaste. i savour it all the time. and … more →
bentay wrote 4 months ago: i have just been criticized for being a mellow jellyfish too mentally weak to hold true to my ambiti … more →
bentay wrote 4 months ago: the travesties i’m living everyday haunt me in my sleep everyday. the people, scenes, and conv … more →
bentay wrote 4 months ago: i really need to expel all the insane jealousy within me and the accompanying grass-is-totally-green … more →
bentay wrote 4 months ago: i’ve been watching your world from afar, i’ve been trying to be where you are, i’v … more →
bentay wrote 5 months ago: okay seems like i’ve gotten a semi-grip on my life at this moment. no more immature, nihilisti … more →
bentay wrote 5 months ago: i am so tired of being cordial. i’m sick of being the calm, cool, collected, nondescript, tagg … more →
bentay wrote 5 months ago: i have a weird penchant for veering off on a tangential rant on (excessive) self-psychoanalysis that … more →
bentay wrote 5 months ago: i’ve always wanted to say more than what people are prepared to hear, which leads to unilatera … more →
bentay wrote 5 months ago: i surround myself with people to displace the emotional vacuum in my hollowed heart. yet, somehow, s … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: the last few days (or weeks, if you must) were dominated mostly by a mix of lethargy, rare ardour an … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: today, i went for an endoscopy. the doctor stuck a tube, with a camera on its end, from my nose into … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: music| weezer, pork and beans i’m often gripped by fear, insecurity and paranoia; whichever gr … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: leading my priorities currently is a sincere desire to keep, or achieve, a pristine state of mind. f … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: i have a particular penchant for making decisions entrenched in a sort of ambivalence, which is in f … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: yes, i refuse to update this page. because i have several better things to do, than ramble indefinit … more →
bentay wrote 1 year ago: music| sherwood, the best in me (thanks spds!) i hope it was a one-off instance that i only managed … more →