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Our Own.

I went to an EXPO today. Ended up bumping into a friend from my high school. She kept begging me to help her lure a cute Asian guy to get his ‘contact info’ coughstalkingcough. 285 more words

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Who the heck am I?

There are 100s if not 1,000s of people all over the world who partake in this social phenomena we call blogging. It would be egotistical of me to assume that anyone would want to read my innermost thoughts. 216 more words

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It's been a while

Hello everyone, 

I know it has been a while since I have posted anything, but have been incredibly busy with writing multiple projects and have had some personal issues. 258 more words

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Been so long...

Been so long since I lose myself. Lose myself to lots of things that I told myself not to do. I learnt alot of things during this 1 year (almost). 44 more words

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The Face in The Mirror

Today be yourself. It seems like we wear so many hats to please the world
that we can lose sight of who we truly are. The only person any of us have… 71 more words

Today's Thought: Suffering's Favorites

Quote from The Power of Suffering: One of the most humbling, yet least regarded, truths concerning sufferings is that they do not exclude favorites.

Power

在害怕什么?

罐子我是个超级幸运的家伙

家里没有金钱上的负担,总是要什么就能有什么

只要开声,父母都会给,说活得奢侈也不为过

有个很多人羡慕的哥哥,有哥哥疼,有哥哥照顾,一直在保护中成长

罐子身边没人的时候连一只蚂蚁也不会出现

有人的时候总都是很好的朋友,能谈心,能谈嗜好,无所不谈

朋友们一直照顾着—以自我为中心  敏感  任性— 的罐子

罐子总是靠着运气,勉勉强强,随便混着过了好多年

成绩不好不坏,算是在接受范围内吧

就这样,罐子今年今天还是过得很好

 

说罐子多虑了也好,罐子有时候会躲起来害怕着

害怕什么?大概是—如果哪一天运气用光了怎么办?

是的

要是哪一天家中的经济不如现在,那么罐子还坚持得住吗?

要是哪一天哥哥离开我身边,那么罐子能够自己独立起来吗?

要是哪一天罐子犯了很严重的错,朋友不再包容,那么罐子还能这样开心地笑着吗?

要是哪一天运气用光了,不再幸运,那么罐子忍受得了吗?

每一次,家人为罐子买下东西,由最贵的电脑笔记,到最便宜的冰淇淋,罐子都会害怕

每一次,哥哥忍受我的小姐脾气,罐子都会害怕

每一次,朋友再次纵容罐子的任性,罐子都在害怕

罐子其实不值得,对

哥哥的成绩比我好,脾气比我好,他应该得到更多,父母不该对我太好,我不值得

父母可以买自己想要的东西,可以不必一直迁就我,我不值得

朋友可以对我坏一点,不然我不会知道忍受别人有多辛苦,罐子不值得你们对我这么好

虽然这么说,虽然不断内疚,虽然一直害怕着

可是罐子还是一直这样自私着

罐子还是希望得到自己想要的,因为宠惯了

罐子还是希望被保护,因为没见过风雨

罐子还是希望朋友关心,因为一直都习惯了有朋友

所以  所以  害怕,不断地害怕

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