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A Heavy Burden: My Journey with Fertility/Infertility (Part One)

I’ve vowed never to write a blog post with “Part One” in the title; however, some stories are too long to be told in one post. 1,780 more words


Suicidal - Selfish, Cowardly, Weak?

Robin Williams, death by suicide.

As a survivor of suicide I know there are times I am more sensitive to the subject. However, yesterday I was so very angry! 653 more words

Death Of A Child

No tears today

“No more crying today”

My youngest daughter said as she wiped my tears away.

She knows why my cheeks are wet each day and my eyes are never dry. 17 more words


Hidden tears

You may not see the teardrops
But they are there hidden in my heart
The chemicals my doctor gives me
Help to mask the pain so I an function… 18 more words



Memorable Moments:

The day I brought Mary home from the hospital as a newborn, Debbie was 3 1/2 and after being away from her for 3 days holding a newborn, she looked so very big, running and smiling to meet us. 294 more words

The Book Of August


“Do you ever feel like your future is in the past?”

I heard that question the other day and had to stop and ponder.

As I pondered, I looked out the window, across the street, to the home where we lived for 20+ years. 251 more words


Gray is the color of my world

They say the sky is blue today
All I see is gray
They say the sun is shining
But I can’t see it or feel the warmth… 47 more words

My Life