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When you have nothing a little thing becomes everything

When you have nothing, a little thing becomes everything. However, when you have something, a little thing seems like nothing. How I miss the great days—that massive black Congolese cock in Brussels hotel toilet, the massive breasts of Martina in Nuremberg, epic amazing nights. 311 more words

Storm Warning - Acts 27

Soon after moving to Florida, I was greeted by several serious looking men as I entered church one Sunday.  The men were distributing a large and ominous looking flyer entitled, “Will You Be Ready?”  What?   951 more words

Depression & Meaninglessness: Where is God in the depths of despair?

Ecclesiastes 2:17-23 (NIV) So I hated life, because the work that is done under the sun was grievous to me. All of it is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. 1,940 more words


In a Funk

I’m in a pretty bad funk today. I’m feeling inadequate as a wife and mother. I know what to do when it comes to looking for work, paying bills, and being confident and responsible in those areas, but when it comes to my personal family life, not so much, apparently. 39 more words


It's been too long

It’s been too long since I have had the urge to write about you.
We had rolled in glorious limbs and parted lips on your living room floor. 151 more words

Make a Scene

Art can save me.  Has saved me, so many times.  Just when I think I’m about to fall into the depths of despair…

This morning, I should have listened to my grumpy, groggy self.  68 more words