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Deadbeat mom
6/12/07 Tues 1315 Oh, bitterness. Connor home; says he has pinkeye. Worse, it means he doesn’t go to school until later tomorrow since he has to be under treatment for 24 hours before they’ll let him … more →
Kaleidoscoperefractions
Deadbeat mom
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 1 month ago: 6/12/07 Tues 1315 Oh, bitterness. Connor home; says he has pinkeye. Worse, it means he doesn’t go to … more →
Background noise and 'emotional ears'
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 4 months ago: 5/2/07 Wed 1040 It’s funny to come back to this journal and then see what I wrote last the day befor … more →
The me-generated life vs the Me-generated life
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 months ago: 4/16/07 1025 Mon stoned today; stoned yesterday Last Night’s Dream: I’m visiting in a house with onl … more →
How to change my experience of my 5 year old
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 months ago: 4/15/07 Feeling irritation this morning. I feel uneasy about how this fits in with this ‘new’ proces … more →
How does this 'New World' work?
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 months ago: 4/13/07 1602 All quiet downstairs, but then I’m not too eager to go down and look. I’m just pleased … more →
Closeness vs fusion
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 months ago: 4/11/07 Thu 957 I talked with Sharon last night about my fears of doing something to wreck this…new … more →
Stoned and not face-off
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 months ago: 4/10/07 (guess yesterday was the 9th of April) 956 I am very stoned right now. Feeling the effects m … more →
Lying to myself and unpalatable truths
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 8 months ago: 4/03/07 Dreams last night; I have my bicycle. I have my old Motobecane bike in the first part of the … more →
Under the Influence
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 8 months ago: Scott’s going to be done with his lesson soon. I did have a good time skiing, so am glad I didn’t ju … more →
Practical Applications of Winning Through Enlightenment
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 8 months ago: 3/23/07 Fri 1019 Gary seemed short and impatient this morning. I’ve been mulling over it in terms of … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 8 months ago: 3/21/07—Spring day, 1st day, and it’s lovely. I’m so grateful for this time. Not stoned today; I kee … more →
The dream was right
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 9 months ago: 3/14/07 1326 Had a good talk with Joy, exploring along some of the lines I’ve been following in my t … more →
Little 'nos' to make room for a bigger 'yes'
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 9 months ago: 3/11/07 1525 Sunday A few minutes before I need to go get Scott from a birthday party that he was so … more →
Making a difference
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 9 months ago: 3/9/07 Fri 1433 Going on a deficit of alone time, and I spent a lot of the time I would ordinarily s … more →
Dreams
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 10 months ago: 01/24/07 The morning melted away while I got caught up a bit on the news. Now it’s 1:00 and I still … more →
The "Destructive Impulse"
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 11 months ago: 12/26/06, Tues All the Christmas preparations meant for a busy last couple weeks, and the boys out o … more →
A decision and deviating from an "ideal normal"
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 11 months ago: 12/15/06 At AnnaBannas again which is my runaway from home place of choice. Got wi-fi, instant inter … more →
