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so here i am

the edges wrote 10 months ago: i’m writing so woohoo so great so well done i… i don’t have anything i want to tal … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, being good to be around, being in control, Body, circling birds, Dark things, scareded

we never play this song

the edges wrote 11 months ago: close(d) and i mean never. it is the only song unchecked in our playlist of our songs (yep, we liste … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Audio, Music, mom

i have no idea whether this is apprpriate or not

the edges wrote 11 months ago: but m*riads told me once that the only (best?) defense they had was to tell and tell and tell.  and … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, needing people, talking about things we don't want to talk about, protective/possessive

funny stuff

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i was thinking about it and i realized that wait.  i was thinking about how i have this thing about … more →

Tags: trying to figure something out, using humor

idea for why e*a is so concerned about our safety lately

the edges wrote 11 months ago: she is getting close to memories that trigger feelings that i am not safe or that i will need to kil … more →

Tags: trying to figure something out, scareded, Self-harm, Anti-Suicide, Programming, Triggers

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 12 months ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me

i think in a lot of ways i feel like i need to never be weak

the edges wrote 12 months ago: especially show it, but even to feel it.  like i was just emailing with e*a and she was like sorry t … more →

Tags: trying to figure something out, Being Good, scareded, Body, being good to be around, being good enough, (showing) weakness


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