once the leaves fall from the trees
outside my 5th story floor window
through the limbs of trees
grown up through pavement
I can see the snow-capped
mountains in the distance
thinking as mountains
looking down at us
from the dragon perspective
all those
microscopic clusterfuck folk
have coalesced and constructed
have changed the natural to their concrete nature
but I don’t want to be a victim
especially when the pain
belongs to someone else
especially when invisibles
need extra blankets
and artificial limbs
dismembered in wars fought to advance
my pregnant notion
the bastard of freedom
his mother a dog
licking the vomit of muddy
epitaphs written by inclusive
fat people on sabbatical
to an unknown region of earth and sky

sky like fire
4 as that bitch burns
it reigns pleasure and seals
the envelope containing the judgment
of our flesh
cast to the Lake of Fire
searing flesh awake
brisk like ice showers
snow in heaps
discarded white shit
as the potential
of flooding waters
catfish tug boats
pilot the bayou
dead body
in tow
mismanaged chicken, pork & beef
rat, hair & roaches
cocked delivered
to the gallows
of usurpation
filmed live
on camera phone
piled along the roadside
of oil and coal
black sand
in crushed relief

she awoke this morning
6:15 AM
with the shards
knives of glass
stabbing bloodless wounds
into the golden body
golden brown
& ash black pickaninnies
sitting on an upside
down bucket in the shower
for the hours
water fall motion
heat & steam
speckles goblets
glistening beads
falling, crashing
flooding porcelain
prism vectored drainage
soft left
she is my love like
hot water
boiled blanched
black skin
clamy tightness
to the touch
of a reluctant massage
if life is fair
why do losers win
and winners lose
chill factor
shrinks the tender Nubian pores
this is my process
exposed
naked
 
if baby’s are so beautiful
why do they grow
into old men
that commit sins in the night
if money can’t buy happiness
why will I be happy on the 1st

if
if I’ve got so many friends
on facebook
why am I all alone
if God loves me
why did he kill
Jesus, or invent
the devil
and pain
and suffering
to make me stronger
even in my ignorance
the passion of my mystic
self
monkey monkey
zulu zulu
Omniscient Science
LOrd know me
help me to reveal
among these
ignorant pedestrians
the true of measure of my character
so that they might know me and my
genius
this day
if only
for my pride
I would rule you
and then
I could be happy
if only
for a moment
if
if
if
F
u
c
k
means Love

the coldness
in the wind
bites my skin
the dry cold
the grocery store
a memory
left behind by
fallen secret shoppers
awake in their awareness
searching for
lobster bisque
if only
food stamps
could buy wine
if only
young hard women
were attracted to nasty old
black men
if only
sacks of dope
lay on the ground
waiting to be found
and consumed with
the trashiest of
urban prostitutes
with dirty finger nails
and bad teeth
these are the women
I want to fuck
and dismiss
back into the night
if only they would fuck
and leave

Recap: #100-91 – #90-81 – #80-71 – #70-61 – #60-51 – #50-41 – #40-31

#30: Finch What It Is To Burn

#29: Linkin Park One Step Closer

#28: Metallica No Leaf Clover

#27: Aerosmith Livin’ On The Edge

#26: The Smashing Pumpkins Bullet With Butterfly Wings

#25: Nightwish Planet Hell

#24: Tarja Turunen Lost Northern Star

#23: Lacuna Coil Heaven’s A Lie

#22: Earshot Wait

#21: White Zombie More Human Than Human

faces
worn
telling stories
from people
that know the meaning
of pain
and knots of hunger
gurgling up from
empty stomachs
on baseless plains
featureless, flat
swelling, breathing
with that human power
to see inside
finding beauty in nothing
and love from indifference
I was once a child of ignorance
so that now my false wisdom inflates my ego
so that no one can hear me
so that in my intellectual prism
I am but
a prisoner
in the chains of spoken words

Epiphany
Tuesday, December 1
9pm
Faire Gallery Cafe Bar

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ivory feelers
pubescent jazzophiles
babysmomas
lonely travelers
booty juice bassist
maniac membranophonist
horny horn blowers
2daultimate jam experience
(formerly known as synergy)
but since we all know each other
hot tub felatio
peep shows
plumbers cracks
dry humps
& holy sodomy
it’s time 4 :
Epiphany

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In the 60’s
we usta run to the TV
to religiously watch
Black Tv shows
I Spy
Julia
Room 222
The Jeffersons
if even to lust
Lieutenant Uhura’s thighs
as if our initiation
into our own culture
was required
we genuflected
and survived
up until a point
where a nigga can
have enough freedom
to call you a bitch
and make you pay him
to call you that
and the circle goes on
infinity
Love
Ubiquity
Epiphany

it goes like this
we’re gonna take turns
this way
everyone in the world
can have enough to eat
enough money
and a nice home to live in
it’s my idea so
I’ll go first
ok….
you click the button
$10
$100
$1000
every amount large or small
will go towards
my personal improvement
once I’m blessed
each of you too
can move up the line
and collect your prize
in time…
in time