… And it was hard, extremely hard. I thought I was much better prepared for this than I was. I’ve already started restricting, begun exercising and burst into tears at work. So overall I… more →
recoveryhealthfitnesswrote 1 day ago: For all my moaning and groaning and dramatical sobbing, I actually had a great weekend. I’ve success … more →
wrote 1 day ago: Bottled up emotions. Suppressed thoughts. Destructive impulses. They all flow out of me at once. I w … more →
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wrote 2 days ago: Oh friend. I feel so sad right now. There is no good reason for it either, and that fact makes me al … more →
wrote 3 days ago: “Our addiction is the most unfair of all. A heroin addict can live without a fix, an alcoholic … more →
wrote 3 days ago: I hate birthdays. Like holidays, I think they’re wonderful ways to delight little kids. Children des … more →
wrote 5 days ago: “Hello, my weight’s down.” Oh, you wanted to know other stuff? My name, how my day went, how I’m doi … more →
wrote 6 days ago: Such a simple quote, yet not the easiest to do. I remember the beginning and the depth of my anorexi … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Best friends live for moments like this … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Well last weekend my Friday began with a shopping spree with my best friend Quigs. It went really we … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I’m dizzy, shaky, weak, and feel faint after every purge now. You would think this would make … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I. Am. So. Tired. Of. Thinking. About. Food. I want to eat when I’m hungry. I want to stop counting … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I’ve been struggling. I’ve been struggling with my mind, my body, my weight, and my want … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Stupid stupid stupid fat fuck! Why did you eat that? Why did you eat anything at all? Get rid of it! … more →
wrote 1 week ago: ‘Be the change you want the world to see’ a famous quote that I am fixated on at the mom … more →
wrote 1 week ago: This post follows on from My big fat problem. I have had issues with food for almost as long as I ca … more →
wrote 1 week ago: … And it was hard, extremely hard. I thought I was much better prepared for this than I was. I … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I say those two words to myself countless times every day. Whether it’s my exam grades, or the … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I look forward to seeing you every day now. I feel spoiled rotten that you would want to be around m … more →