Korven tänker snöra på sig skridskorna och glida lite i kväll. Följer jag med?

Nej. Känner inte att det där med att ramla omkring på en skithal is och bryta massa ben inte är min grej. Så vad gör jag? Snor lägenheten och bjuder dit sju pers och en hund, så klart.

Ehee, oj?

Tummen upp?

Te vei gandi: daca vreau prea mult? Daca sunt egoist pentru ca imi doresc toate aceste lucruri?
In primul rand, nu exista prea mult! A vrea mai mult inseamna a progresa din toate punctele de vedere, dar mai ales spiritual.
Autodezvoltare inseamna sa alegi calea dreapta a lucrurilor. Va asigur ca toti acei oameni care si-au trasat drumul “calcand peste cadavre”, nu vor ajunge acolo unde isi doresc … spiritual, sunt goi, deci ei ca oameni sunt goi. Sunt acei oameni care traiesc o vesnica nefericire fara sa isi dea seama de ce. Privind situatia din punct de vedere obiectiv si logic, credeti ca cei care si-au croit calea in viata mintind, furand, inseland, au reusit sa se inconjoare de oameni de calitate? Nu, in mod evident. Sunteti tentati sa spuneti ca poate nici nu le pasa? Nu faceti asta, suntem toti oameni – indiferent de cat de puternici parem in exterior. Iar sufletul acelor oameni este extrem de singur …
Nu sunteti egoisti daca va doriti. Avutia voastra – atentie, nu ma refer in mod exclusiv la cea materiala – va reprezenta un sprijin pentru toti cei pe care ii iubiti. A fi agoist nu inseamna a lupta pentru viata pe care tu vrei sa o duci, inseamna a ii obliga pe cei din jur sa traiasca viata pe care tu vrei sa o duci.
Fa o alegere: vrei sa fii o locomotiva sau un vagon? Daca ii iubesti cu adevarat pe cei care la randul lor te iubesc, iti vei dori sa fi cel care sprijina si ajuta – locomotiva, nu reversul…
Totusi, fii ingaduitor cu tine insuti. A fi un sprijin nu echivaleaza cu a te abtine de la a-ti manifesta emotiile negative, asta este marea greseala pe care o facem multi dintre noi.

Nici nu imi inchipuiam, nici nu banuiam, nici nu indrazneam sa ma gandesc ca eu voi atinge perfectiunea, ca o voi privi in ochii imposibilului. Am atins imposibilul, ma simteam ciudat…nu mai vazusem asa ceva pana acum, dar totusi lacomia umana parca ma impingea sa fac umilul pas de a o pastra numai pentru mine .Dar de ce sa fac asta?cum as putea sa-i dau viata celui mai mare inamic al fericirii umane…Nu! era clar ca nu e bine dar m-am multumit totusi cu sentimentul  ca o data, candva, mi s-a oprit inima in loc si am putut sa privesc acel univers inflorit la nesfarsit…unde totul era egal…statea si ma astepta numai pe mine…numai ochii mei puteau sa  vada asta, numai mainile mele puteau simtii…

M-am asezat si doar am privit…vedeam nemurirea , dragostea incununata cu toate cuvintele ce o compun…simteam atat de profund incat sentimentul acela mi-a ramas intiparit in suflet. De atunci am perfectiunea in suflet si o port oriunde in lume iar el e numai cu mine si totusi se mai pot bucura si alte persoane de asta. Parca mi s-a sters memoria in acel moment, parca  lumea nu mai conta si eu faceam ce vroiam, precum o pasare care are minunata sansa sa zboare, sa scape din colivia aceea care ia furat fericirea atata timp, sa fie libera.Inchideam ochii si imi dadeam seama ca traiesc, vedeam cum natura se naste odata cu noi iar cel mai important lucru pe care l-am vazut era soarele puternic care iti mangaia obrajii, erau foarte multe culori vii…nici curcubeul nu a ezitat sa isi faca simtita jucausa prezenta langa razele frumoase ale soarelui dupa ploaia intensa din mine…Era asa de pur  totul …toate acele flori de langa mine…ma tinea de mana perfectiunea, priveam perfectiunea…

Fara sa imi dau seama lacrimile imi curgeaua necontenit, nu mai vazusem niciodata atata puritate, ce e drept…m-am speriat cumplit crezand ca daca eu am norocul sa cunosc perfectiunea gresesc fata de altii…

Totusi in orice poveste exista o farama de adevar…doar ca am prevazut cu o zi inainte ce se va intampla…cu succes va spun ca asa este…minunata zi in care am furat o ora din viata perfectiunii.

P.S. Ma tin scai dupa “perfectiune”si o tin numai pentru mine ), Te iubesc!

Egoism is only an aspect of altruism. Self-interest exists because it most efficiently channels individual capacities for the benefit of the community.

Since people exist only as social beings, egoism and altruism are two sides of the same coin, like centripedal vs centrifugal force..

Jesus är svaret för vår Värld idag! Jeesus on vastaus tälle maaillmalle! Jesus is the answer to our world today! Den dagen när jag fann Jesus förvandlades mitt liv, mitt hjärta. Jag är inte längre den samma. Jesus är vägen, sanningen och livet.

När man öppnar tidningar, tv:n, internet, radion, möts man av dåliga nyheter mest. Ondskan breder ut sig och kriminaliteten. Människor styrs av ondska. Hjärtan är fulla av hat, bitterhet, ha begär. Egot väller över och kör över andra! Hänsynslösheten och råheten dominerar.

Stopp! Stanna upp allihopa! Ser ni inte vart vår värld är på väg????Kollar ni på efterlyst? Rån, mord, misshandel…

Det är dags att söka Gud, söka frälsningen! Då blir människor förvandlade och beteenden också!

Jesus är svaret!!!!!

Världshistoriens största kärleksmanifestation tog plats på korset, där Jesus dog i kärlek till en förlorad värld! Genom honom kan vi bli frälsta och förvandlade.

Dagens bild.

Såhär ser jag ut idag.Både ser ut och känner mig som en fucked up zombie. \o/

Humankind is prone to three kinds of delusion. They are all based on not knowing what our true purpose in life is.

The first of the three delusions is from ignorance. Most people do not attempt to know more than they are told by others, or, what they can pick up from their five senses. From this ignorance (and unwillingness to probe reality deeper) they settle in and establish their subjective belief system. Such individuals are described in Scripture as the “poor.”

The second delusion originates from this same type of ignorance—when one becomes inventive and concocts new ways to make untruths seem like brilliant ideas to others. This foolhardiness is referred to in Scripture as “the blind leading the blind.”

The third delusion is not a result of faulty understanding, but comes from a corrupt heart. Such individuals see reality and “truth” only as that which favors and confirms their imagined superiority. God’s Holy Word addresses this faulty human inclination through the symbolism of giants or threatening foreign armies.

The offspring of all these delusions are egoism, self-love, vanity, pride, self-conceit, credulity and suggestibility, to name a few.

Each of these three general delusions is also represented by a city in the Bible—Nineveh, Rehoboth and Calah. The narratives of Scripture contain a deeper symbolic language that has been forgotten, due to human delusions and level of reasoning which builds strongholds to protect its false beliefs. This deluded reasoning is described in Genesis 10:11 as going to Asshur to build the three cities just mentioned. “Asshur” (Assyria) represents a diminished quality of reasoning.

Inwardly, we build citadels and cities for our hearts and minds (spirit) to dwell in safety, from the ideas we embrace in our particular reasoning.

Battles over cities in Scripture are not just historical accounts, but on a deeper level deal with conflicts of the human heart and mind. (What else would be important to God?) When God is seen to favor one army over another in the Bible, it represents the force of divine truth challenging various human delusions and lifestyles that are difficult to give up and thus fight back (our self-esteem is often tied up in the delusions we cling to).

The stories of Scripture contain the deepest knowledge concerning our personal relationship with God and how to escape from our delusions. Only then can we grasp what our true purpose in life is all about.

http://www.staircasepress.com

N-ati vrea, totusi, sa TRAITI bine?

Pentru toti cei pentru care viitorul nu conteaza. Pentru toti cei care sunt egoisti. Pentru toti cei pentru care banul facut rapid la negru e mai valoros decat un leu muncit cinstit. Pentru toti cei care sunt gata sa calce pe cadavre pentru cateva zile de “glorie”. Pentru toti cei care sunt gata sa-si sacrifice libertatea pentru o iluzie. Pentru toti tampitii pe care i-a scos scoala. Pentru toti marlanii, needucatii si ignorantii. Pentru cei care nu mai cred in nimic, dar il voteaza pe Basescu din teribilism. Sau pentru cei care cred in Basescu.

Romania pierde oamenii de valoare din cauza voastra. In loc sa plece otrava, pleaca medicamentul.

Romania e un mar. Voi sunteti viermii.

(Leapsa preluata de la Doilar)

Ardent press is compiling texts from various issues of the influential insurrectionary anarchist journal Willful Disobedience edited by Wolfi Landstreicher which is to be published as a book.  Wolfi’s writing has been very foundational for the development of insurrectionary ideas and practice within the US, by either introducing texts by Italians (who had been writing and thinking through these ideas since the 70s) and others that he translated through the Venomous Butterfly project or with his own personal egoist influenced writings which offered critique as a massive unshackling from the chains of  vapid anti-corporatism and activist practices (among other things) that were dominant and a holdover from the anti-globalization era.

We’ll be ordering and getting them in as soon as their available.

Here’s the introduction from the first volume:

“Willful Disobedience is intended to express ideas that are part of my life projectuality. It is an explicitly anarchic project in the sense that it opposes to every form of authority with the self-­determination of individuals who refuse all domination; it is insurrectionary in its recognition that authority must be attacked and destroyed as an essential part of the project of creating our lives for ourselves based upon our desires. That means that this project is not a forum for democratic dialogue in which all ideas are equal and therefore equally vapid … The understanding of anarchic insurgence underlying this project is as follows:

Within the present social context our lives as individuals have been made alien to us, because society creates interactions and activities for us which are not based on the singularity of our unconstrained dreams and desires, but only serve the continuing reproduction of society by channeling the energy of desire into that reproduction through a variety of institutions and systems which integrate to form civilized society: the state, capital, work, technology, religion, education, ideology, law … Opposition to this begins when we as individuals rise up in willful disobedience and recognize the necessity of attacking and destroying all institutions of domination, not as a cause, but for ourselves, because we want to create our own games…”

http://www.omnipresence.mahost.org/wd-v1.htm

To go on reading and thinking about the topic for our  next meeting: selfishness/ selflessness! Saturday 14th

Egoism

The terms “egoism” and “egotism” may refer to:

• egotism, an excessive or exaggerated sense of self-importance
• ethical egoism, the doctrine that holds that individuals ought to do what is in their self-interest
• psychological egoism, the doctrine that holds that individuals are always motivated by self-interest
• rational egoism, the belief that it is rational to act in one’s self-interest
• solipsism, (sometimes called egoism), the belief that only one’s self exists, or that only the experiences of one’s self can be verified
• Egoist anarchism, a form of anarchism, as most often represented by Max Stirner 

Definition:
 

The quality or state of being selfish; exclusive regard to one’s own interest or happiness; that supreme self-love or self-preference which leads a person to direct his purposes to the advancement of his own interest, power, or happiness, without regarding those of others.

Sunt constienta de doua lucruri:

1.doare.

2.cu cat voi vorbi mai mult despre asta,cu atat sentimentul isi va pierde din intensitate.

Cand doare, trebuie sa scrii in acelasi mod in care si durerea actioneaza: scurt si transant.Fara sa respiri.Pur si simplu sa traznesti, sa sochezi, sa aprinzi foc fara scanteie.Cand doare,nu te gandesti decat la asta si oricat de ciudat ar parea,tot durerea e cea care dupa ce ca aproape te-a omorat,te ia de par,te scutura bine,te motiveaza si te si baga la reanimare.Cand doare,nu doare intr-un singur loc,asta e o certitudine.Cand doare,inseamna ca e mult prea tarziu si oricat de mult ti-ai dori sa indrepti lucrurile,nu vei reusi niciodata.

Poate doar sa te amagesti…sau sa fii amagit.

Oamenii ranesc,atat fizic cat si sufleteste,iar de cele mai multe ori cei de la care  te astepti mai putin,sunt primii care o fac.Asta e pedeapsa pe care o primim pentru ca asezam unii oameni pe un piedestal pe care nu-l merita,pentru ca le oferim un anumit grad de incredere pentru care n-au muncit o secunda in viata lor,pentru ca nu am pedepsit cand trebuia si am ales sa iertam mult prea usor.E o regula simpla,pe care recunosc umila ca nu am aplicat-o.

Ori iti controlezi haosul,ori el te controleaza pe tine.Ori tu,ori el.E simplu.E egoist.Dar e supravietuire…

Se spune ca orice lucru mic iti tradeaza caracterul:incepand de la cana din care bei cafea,pana la modul in care oferi un ajutor.Totul vorbeste despre tine,iar in cazul tau nu pot sa zic decat:prefacatorie putrezita pe dinauntru,ignoranta,superficialitate si lipsa…de foarte multe lucruri.Ranesti,distrugi si ai pretentia ca totul sa fie ca inainte,dar nu are cum sa mai fie.Pentru ca doare…

Ti-e teama de mine,cum imi e mie teama de palmele tale,de vorbele pe care le scuipi atunci cand mintea iti e plecata.Fizic nu te-as putea rani,nu as avea puterea,dar neputinta pe care o vad in ochii tai atunci cand simti ca ma pierzi,ma face sa cred ca sunt cu mult mai puternica decat tine.Ti-e teama ca m-as putea razbuna,desi niciodata nu am facut-o.Ti-e teama ca as putea sa plec cu usurinta pentru toate cate mi le-ai facut,si ti-e teama pentru ca spatele meu intors orgoliului tau,doare mai tare ca palmele de la tine.Ti-e frica de mine,dar mai mult de inchipuirile tale.Ti-e atat de teama de ce as putea face,incat in mintea ta chiar le dai suflu real si ma pedepsesti pentru tot ce nu as putea sa pun la cale vreodata,dar in care tu crezi cu atata tarie(bolnava,as spune)…

Imi ceri apoi sa raman,sa fiu la fel,sa fiu perfecta pentru un om imperfect.Dar nu te intrebi,oare,daca eu imi doresc asta?

Cand se strange latul in jurul gatului e mai bine sa nu te zbati,asa eviti sa mori ca prostul.Mai bine astepti.

Iar eu astept,pentru ca in curand o sa vezi si tu cum e cand doare…

Jag går omkring och småfnissar nöjt för mig själv, jobbar några timmar, lyssnar på föreläsning, åker hem, tränar, sover. Ändå dyker det upp luckor överallt, mellan jobb och skola, mellan skola och träning, osv. Det är timmar jag bara sitter av. Jag slösurfar, knaprar mellanmål, kollar webbtv, skriver, skriver, skriver, trots att jag borde ägna mig åt att plöja genom kurslitteraturen.

Det finns mycket motivation i min skalle men INTE till att plugga. Jag känner mig sugen på att köpa mig en napoleonbakelse och sitta på torget med a-lagarna och duvorna och njuta av friheten. Eller prova sju nyanser av röda läppstift på Åhléns. Eller kratta löv och skutta runt i duggregnet.

Åh, så många borden, så lite glam.

Wise people always say: “When you feel irritated at, mad at and find faults in other people, it’s time to do some self reflections. Chances are you’ll find that the problems you see in them are the problems you have yourself.” When I heard this the first time I was like “Are you kidding me? There’s nothing wrong me, but everything wrong with them!”

Today, I finally realize it is actually very true that other people’s behavior that irritates us the most is almost always a bad behavior that we, ourselves, have. The reason why we’ve have such a negative reaction towards the other person is because we’re seeing them as a mirror of ourselves. I believe unconsciously we do know we have similar problems. However, due to our egoism, we don’t want to admit we have similar problems. Therefore, we criticize other people on their bad behavior or action just to make ourselves feel better and superior. Let’s be truthful, who wants to undermine themselves? At least not me! However, I’m glad I realize this sooner so I can see and correct my problems to improve myself.

Jag brukar inte kommentera dagspolitiken i sådan här korta inlägg, men det här kunde jag inte låta bli.

Landstingsrådet Ismail Kamil (fp) vill gå före i kön till svininfluensa-vaccinet:

“som landstingsråd med ansvar för flera miljarder kronor anser jag att jag tillhör en prioriterad grupp. Jag har dessutom små barn”

Att ha små barn är det många som har. Att Kamil hanterar flera miljarder av skattebetalarnas pengar är något vi snabbt kan ändra på. Varsågod och avgå, eller ge folket tillbaka sina pengar.

Här är en som har förstått vad som borde gälla.