Blogs about: Fat To Fit At Fifty Five
Out of the Scary Closet and into the fire
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wrote 7 months ago: 10 years ago I met a man and got involved. Regrettably. Poor judgment and denial on my part and a … more →
welcome Autumn! or not.
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wrote 8 months ago: I live on the western slope of the Sierra Nevada mountains, north central California. Near Sacrame … more →
The Upside-downside to being Nutty(er than usual), or More Fun (Way!) with Math
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wrote 8 months ago: I don’t know about you but I’m getting a bit bored with the whole anxiety/panic disorder … more →
Aiming for the gate Part 2
wrote 8 months ago: It has been a difficult week — persisting anxiety most days, a couple of severe panic episodes … more →
Aiming for the gate
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wrote 8 months ago: Some of you know that I am passionate (obsessed) about learning to ride horses. Or really just one … more →
Hell Hath Another No Fury* ...
wrote 9 months ago: … like a claustro-socio-group hug-execuspeak-”now pick a person seated at your table as … more →
the toolbox
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wrote 9 months ago: first, there is some movement on the fat front. movement away from me, which is good. but i’ … more →
If Living Well = Best Revenge, I'm going to need a bigger car
wrote 9 months ago: What prompted me to write yesterday’s post was a fairly severe episode of anxiety/panic yester … more →
10 is Not Enough
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wrote 9 months ago: … 10 mg of Paxil, I mean. Let’s begin with a review of the Paxil withdrawal symptoms I p … more →
FFFF Hall of Fame - Jan
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wrote 9 months ago: She tells me I can do anything I put my mind to. She has been telling me this for many years. Some … more →
The Cosmos has nodded
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wrote 9 months ago: Or, perhaps, the Atlas on my personal planet has indeed Shrugged. (Aside begin: I was very amused b … more →
Grace and flashlights
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wrote 9 months ago: “Listen to your life. See it for the fathomless mystery it is. In the boredom and pain of it, no les … more →
Circle your wagons, Cosmos, someone is on the warpath
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wrote 9 months ago: I am Not Very Nice these days. with Good Reason. Day 22 on the no-sugar (20 grams or less net carb … more →
Paxil 20 - Patience 0
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wrote 10 months ago: So far, I have weaned myself down by half — from 40 mg to 20 mg. I am definitely feeling it si … more →
good psychiatrist news, bad psychiatrist news
wrote 1 year ago: Had my first appointment with shrink yesterday. The Good News: 1. He is a Texan. This is good beca … more →
detoured but not derailed. yet.
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wrote 1 year ago: First of all, I’ll get this out of the way — I have not given up on my Vision Quest. I … more →
FFFF Hall of Fame - Alejandro
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wrote 1 year ago: These posts are mostly about a fat middle-aged and somewhat psycho woman writing to other middle-age … more →
Miscellany since I am not quite with it
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wrote 1 year ago: … fat, dumb, happy is apparently what I will be as long as I am dependent on Paxil for living … more →
Stress: My surefire cure for anxiety
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wrote 1 year ago: You might have noticed the absence of posts the past couple of weeks. There are two reasons for thi … more →
