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The 1st! A new hope.

Today was a pretty productive day. Went to work (yay for working from home) and also called my primary care doc to send referrals to the podiatrist and the physical therapist and also called insurance regarding braces (last year I was supposed to get braces and signed up for a payment plan but didn’t end up going yet I still got charged so that’s a big mess with insurance; telling them I have never had braces and that I want it. 317 more words

Afraid to turn
To face and see
What the mirror screams at me
Fat or thin
Bound of free

A bird encaged, cannot take flight… 65 more words



Ideally, I don’t update this thing once every three months, but in 2014 that appears to be the norm. It’s okay, though, because I’ve had a really full, busy life that I’ve tried my best to make you all jealous of. 178 more words

Body Shaming at Barnard Health Services

“So it says on your record that you have a history with an eating disorder.”

“Yes,” I sputtered. I know it’s true, but no matter how many times the nurse practitioners read it to me at Barnard Student Health Services, it still feels uncomfortable. 976 more words

Serious Writing

August 1, 2014

Less food in my bowl?!
Excuse me, but I’m not “fat”
That’s very thick fur

Bad Stuff

Day one!

I may live to regret saying this, but day one was pretty easy, although starting with the chocolate shake was a bad idea – they are not pleasant! 30 more words




So I am starting this blog because I HATE going to therapy. HATE it, hate it, hate it. Although I probably NEED it, also. Since 2010, I have been clinically diagnosed with depression. 852 more words