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Someone gave me a hug tonight.

1976 was the worst year of my life. 1977 was the best. In 1977 a new friend told me the following things. In the years to pass I would discover them for myself. 200 more words



I thought these called senpais were just like those ordinary people but surprisingly, in fandoms, they’re so-called “famous fans”. I gave myself a shot and studied their behavior from afar but I didn’t like what I noticed. 228 more words

Some More Existential Angst

“Am I still me if I don’t do the things that define who I am?”

I’ve been thinking about this question on and off since last week. 375 more words


Communication & Connection

Oh my Lord, I haven’t felt connected to my husband Keith in such a long time. I don’t know, we’re just in this space where the talks are free flowing and things are seriously GOOD. 530 more words


Tonight I will start to get over you.

Almost there

Day by day I’m getting better. Day by day I’m feeling more “normal”.

I find myself very often thinking about other things than where’s the nearest toilet, or that I need to use it even if it’s close. 99 more words

Rectal Cancer