After the post the other day, I’ve been thinking a lot about my reactions to M and what I should be doing about it. I’ve been away from him for long enough that I should be in a better pla… more →
I Won't Take Itwrote 5 days ago: After the post the other day, I’ve been thinking a lot about my reactions to M and what I shou … more →
wrote 5 days ago: The relationship to the sociopath, is based on games – not love! You might look back on the re … more →
wrote 5 days ago: All the lies…now as I’m recovering from life with a narcissist, it all is sad, yet com … more →
wrote 1 week ago: M called me on the phone this afternoon. Like an idiot, I picked up. Still haven’t told him th … more →
wrote 1 week ago: You know that sinking feeling, when you walk into your home, and you have been burgled, robbed? A … more →
wrote 1 week ago: “In a stage play and suspense thriller from the 1930s entitled “Gas Light,” a conniving husban … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Sometimes I am inspired to write, by google searches that have had access to the page. Today ther … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Got a message on my phone from M telling me that Snowball needed some grooming attention and he was … more →
wrote 1 week ago: I have been looking at myself in the mirror and the truth becomes painful. “23 For if any be a … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Suffering from delusions, anxiety and confusion, along with intensified use of computer communicatio … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: This Is Hate The conflation of lesbian with butch with radical feminist with “missandry” with transp … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: I went over to M’s house yesterday to shear the rabbits and collect my canning equipment. I ch … more →
wrote 2 weeks ago: Tomorrow marks our 12th anniversary. It’s not the actual date, but the date that M insisted he … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: M sent me an e-mail to update me on Snowball’s injury. I left a message on his answering machi … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: This is a cross posting from my dominatrix blog, which became one of the ways I vented my rage and f … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: Perception vs. Objective Reality? Dove: keeping the blame on the self for having low self-esteem I h … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: Now that I’m more vocal about pointing out sexism when I come across it, I’m getting a g … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: Last week he said that he wanted Thursdays to be “our day.” He wants me to come out ther … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: It’s the ultimate con… ! Have you ever wondered, ‘how did I get here?’ … more →