I teeter precariously between happy and sad. I feel scared and on edge because suicidal thoughts swirl through my head. One of my good friends needs my help, and I was giving it to her. But I am not a… more →
Confessions of a Tortured Mindarphaxad wrote 1 year ago: I teeter precariously between happy and sad. I feel scared and on edge because suicidal thoughts swi … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: If a specific new reader to my blog wants to email me, they should click on “About Arphaxad … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: 11:25 am Oh I’m fighting it. This depression is eating away at me but I’m soldiering onward. I’m cur … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: Up and down I go. Up one day, down the next. A bit of recovery one day, dashed upon the rocks the … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: Here I sit at my desk, working for a big insurance company pushing paper. Directly through the part … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: So I haven’t posted to this blog in 19 days, and now I feel that I should update everyone. I … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: So I’m sitting here at work and I feel like crap. I feel the need to totally, brutally honest … more →
arphaxad wrote 1 year ago: This morning I got up late and rushed to get ready for work in 20 minutes. I forgot to take my medic … more →