I have accepted you for who you are. Not what you can be.
All of you.
And I have and will love you none the less.

♥

Gan gw pengen ketemu lu bsk!

gan gw pengen lu peluk gw!

gw butuh lu!

Alhamdulillaah, akhawat yang sms itu. Mendengar, Membesarkan Hati, dan Memberi Solusi-lah yang disarankan seorang kakak. Yaah, tepat sekali. Kami menghabiskan siang bersama, bertukar kata tentang harap dan cemas. Saling mengobati dalam luka dan ikut mengucap hamdalah untuk tetes bahagia.

**, I love you.

..walau cinta tak harus memiliki..

feliz 7 meses, chorão.

aku mulai merasakan ketiadaan

menghilangkan hampir seluruh perasaan

kehampaan ini

tidakkah kamu tahu, perlahan jiwa ini meninggalkan raga

berlari mengejarmu

namun setiap langkah hanya ketiadaan

aku hanya ingin menemuimu

sekali saja

you are burning me slowly, can’t you see?

25 November 2009

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Sau mai bine zis “simt ceea ce simt”

si pentru ca stiu ca iti place o sa o auzi iar

anyway

and

:)

“Life is not just about yourself, it is also about other people.” I like this phrase by Mr B. Teo

Yesterday, together with Hui Qing and Keli, we went back to NAS for BBQ. We got to know that he is transferring to another school next year. Anyway, yesterday was great!  The catching up plus teasing and the trashing-out were really very enjoyable. Sadly, the rest couldn’t join us due to exams.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS VERY MUCH!! (i know I’ve said that many times)

Yeah, I’m watching “New Moon” tomorrow! D I can’t wait, can’t wait…

Now, I shall complete my FMGT video (the last one)!! Sigh…

I’m sure a few of you can relate to this scenario:

“My new social environment in Beirut demanded that I be more feminine-looking. It demanded that girls look like girls and boys like boys. It demanded that I style my hair weekly at the hairdresser. Adorn my fingernails with bright polish. Speak softly and giggle often. Wear clothes that hugged my body, to show off my childbearing hips. No one knew how to deal with my tomboyish personality. My aunt would sigh every time I walked in with dirty sandals. My grandmother would shrug her shoulders when she saw me in torn-up jeans. And my cousins believed I was a hopeless case and that no one would ever marry me. How could anyone marry someone who only wore white baggy T-shirts?”– Zeina el Khalil (Beirut, I Love You)

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I absolutely loved Monday.  I soaked up every moment.  We painted each others’ faces.  We ran around and played with foam swords.  Tossed a soccer ball around and even kicked it around.  We tried to play a DVD of the tons of pictures I had of him.  Opened gifts.  He played with my hair.  He asked/demanded: on your shoulders.  I simply let life happen without focusing on the “see you in His timing.”  I said I love you and Ke a o rata and I’ll miss you enough without letting it get in the way.  I tried to tell him that I wouldn’t be coming back next week, but he still said good-bye with a see you next week.  I drove away so filled with my cup overflowing.  I left him in His hands because He holds Him much better than I ever could.  I am so incredibly thankful that God brought Lindo back into my life this time and am so excited to see him again in His timing.  God showered me with His peace and held me close as I drove away missing him already, but holding him in my heart as always.

We contemplate sometimes, how life would be so different if we’d found each other twenty years ago. We spent so many years apart. Was that time wasted, or was it simply a requirement that we walk those long but merging paths first? Who knows. Maybe I didn’t have you back then but I have you now and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world.

♥

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into at night. I miss you like hell.”
Edna St. Vincent Millay

♥

In the spirit of Thanksgiving I’d like to take this time to tell my peepi what I’m thankful for.  I am blessed in so many ways and I really appreciate this time of year.  Thanksgiving slows us down and makes us remember whats really important.  At least it does for me.  I hope it does for you.

I’m thankful for:

My husband – he’s the bestest and I couldn’t be happier.

My kids – they are the sweetest, sweet things ever and I love them so much!

My family – Always there to support me in whatever ways I need at the time.

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My spirituality – I feel as I’ve gotten older my faith has also matured.  I’m thankful that my faith allows me to always look on the bright side and know that God has a plan for me and my family.

My weight loss journey – I hope to set a good example for my kids and hopefully they won’t grow up to be overweight adults because we are learning healthy habits.

The future – I’m excited for what the future holds for us. 

My cup runneth over.

Health & Hugs,

Michelle

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Poofyness. K is back, and it’s time for feeeeeeeeelings. Okay, this is ridiculous, but yes, this blog, I think I will keep it personal. Feelings okay, feelings. And it’s supposed to keep to the heart, but sometimes, it’s totally not good to keep it to the heart. And sheesh, I really don’t like the font I’m seeing. But anything, I really don’t mind it. And it’s already 11pm+ and I should be sleeping. But I think I might not be able to sleep if I go lie down. No idea why. But I think I will, and I will go to sleep… soon enough.

Anyways, there’s band tomorrow, and there’s POP, and I’ve to wake up like around… 6 in the morning? Gaah. And some might wake up even earlier. X.X And so, I’m not gonna complain. Anyways, usual school day wake up around that time too right?

Tuition. Right. Man, while walking to tuition just now, my heart felt weird. It’s cos of Daniel, really. And when in the lift, he was standing next to me, it felt too right. Should it? I don’t know, but I was very conscious of Daniel just now. Yet again, yikes. I really miss him and D. But, I really don’t know. My heart, it’s lost. And do I really still like D? I don’t know. But somehow I just want Daniel more, cos he’s in band. And he’ll most likely understand. I’m being very lazy right? I know. Dang.

Sleep. Okay, I don’t want to post anymore. Bye to my silent reader. Bye to me. Sleep well.

A lost and fluttering heart,

kiaheng. <3

At this moment, there are 6,781,800,189 people in the world. 33,592,700 of them live in Canada. Six billion plus people in the world, six billion plus souls. And sometimes… all you need is one.

♥

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no words needed. just enjoy it.

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We are constantly striving; striving for the next degree, the job promotion, or to be better than our neighbor/sibling/co-worker. Contentment is not easily found in a culture that consistently tells you that you need to be reaching that next level in order to find fulfillment. However, if there’s one thing I have learned in my 24 years on this earth, it’s that this race is unending and tiring.

Think about setting your goals toward happiness and contentment in your near future, and see what your surrounding decisions/career choices/relationships look like.