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405. Not the LA freeway, but the amount of days since I started this part of my life.

It’s not difficult to express how I feel most days to those that want to listen, but lately I’ve been pressing the mute button on myself. 997 more words

Baby Loss

With a baby on my hip

Dear Wyatt,

Since you’ve been born, I’ve learned how to do many things one handed. I had to. Otherwise I’d never get anything done. I do everything with you in my arms. 160 more words

Infant Loss

Miracles, Miscarriages & Eternal Life

Last week I received an upsetting phone call from a friend of mine. He called to share the dreadful news that his wife had suffered a… 645 more words


Life Changes

I am finally almost done with my dissertation!  Which means 2 things: first and most importantly that we get to try FET again! Once we figure out the details I will share, but right now we don’t have them worked out yet.  331 more words

The Memory of a Birthday

In one week, April 24th will be here. It’s a date I have been dreading. It is often said in mommy circles that a baby’s first birthday is really a celebration of the parents surviving that tough first year of the baby’s life. 656 more words

Pregnancy And Infant Loss

9 months

and after the storm,
i run and run as the rains come
and i look up, i look up,
on my knees and out of luck, 275 more words


A Mommy's Eulogy

I am still in the process of figuring this grief thing out. In the meantime here are some precious memories from Gideon’s burial and Celebration Service.   1,219 more words

Maria Furlough