alright, internal conflict. I’m always hearing “don’t care what others think”, “do what you want”, “be you”. Here’s me, again, reflecting on whether or not doing “what the hell I want” is actually what I’d like to do.Regret is my greatest fear and at the same time I think being conscious of what everyone thinks doesn’t necessarily mean I’ll fall short of being me because I’m reserved or quiet, being conscious of what others think isn’t necessarily not wearing your bell cut pants because everyone will make it a joke but rather making sure I represent myself at all times rather than doing what the hell I want to. 21 more words