This is the Third Letter of Lore159.     

18/01/08 12:48PM (computer’s time) 12:43PM (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have that 4 + 8 = 12 or it can also be the 31 08 Meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh.  But together with the hour, we have 12 and 12 and if you “times” it, it gives 144 – the ALL.  But from the minutes of the Second Time we have 4 + 3 = 7 – and the 7^th chakra, according to the CD, I got for my birthday from my parents, of Caroline Myss, the 7^th Chakra is lined to the Divine Mind.  And that is the End time of this Beginning.

Dear Lore

I have finished the notes that were made in the notebooks.  Here are the last Entry of my Journal at this stage that incorporate the last notes.  It is Entry100.  And if you receive full marks in a test, you get 100 percent.

  This is Entry100 of my Journal.  Part1 of Entry100 of my Journal. 17/01/2008 07:10 turning 11. Where the date is 17 and time give 71, the inverse.  And the minutes gives a 10 and 11 or 111 as 0 means NO-thing.  But 111 resemble for me “reveal/revelation/insight” Here follow some further notes: 10/01/08 20:05 In Revelations of the Christian Bible it is said that on judgement day – when the Second Coming will also take place, it is also said that every eye will see “The Messiah”.  But if “The Messiah” is a direct link from God The Creator, then “The Messiah” will also be like the NO-thing.  No wonder every eye will see “The Messiah – the NO-thing”.  AS it seems to me that everybody is so busy in the world of opposites (in that state of mind), that they just see nothing (of that sort)!  So “The Messiah” could have passed and every eye have already seen “The Messiah” as they all see nothing at all – so caught up they are all stuck in the world of Opposites.  So will every eye realize what they are suppose to see?  Nothing – or then for that matter: NO-thing?  So maybe “The Messiah” was here already and as the minds of every eye is expecting who knows what, nothing (NO-thing) has passed.                                                                                                        10/01/08 20:12 Next Note 10/01/2008 21:15 I was lying in bed now and my mind was nearly empty as I was trying to go to sleep.  And then it seemed like a gunshot going off and I saw and felt something explode in blue light like things in my head.  I don’t know what that was?                                                                                                     10/01/2008 21:17Next Note 11/1/08 18:19 According to society as it is now – the state of mind of being/believing in the world of Opposites without realizing – it would be called debt one are in, if not paying back a credit card.  But a credit card is a plastic card that is used as money, although no money are at stake but a set of numbers on what is called a computer in statistically formation.  People pay with their credit cards for things, but nowhere money is used as you cannot see the R10 or R20 or what ever. So it seems debt of a credit card is nothing but numbers inside a computer and that is part of the illusion of the world of opposites.                                                                                                     11/01/2008 18:24(and 18 is also 6pm and 2 + 4 = 6, which gives 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment).Ns.  And look what is said about “plastic” in Entry98 of my Journal, Part4. Next Note 13/01/2008 11:47 or 11:11 On page 1470 in Dictionary (and as 7 + 7 = 14 we have a 777 or 14 + 70 = 84 or 12 – the number of fulfillment).  The 4th word in 1st column, is the word “percept”.  The 2nd explanation of this word is: “The mental product of perceiving” The 5th word in 1st column is “perceptable” and of it is said in the 2nd explanation: “Capable of being perceived, cognizable, apprehensible; observable”. The 6th word in 1st column is “perception” and the Part II and beneath Part II the Ist part, we get the following explanation: “The taking cognizance of objects in general; occasionally practically = consciousness.The Part b. says:“The Being affected by an object without contact, though consciousness is absent. And the II(1.)(b), to the last explanation, is the 23rd, 24th and 25th lines from below – or 5,6,7.  And 5 + 7 = 12 and 6 the upside down of 9 where 9 the number where it all comes together and 12 the number of fulfillment.  And it starts on the 71st line from the top and is 3 lines long.                                                                                                    13/01/08 12:00PMNs.  So the idea of perceiving, is linked to being consciousness (the first highlighted part) and the absence of consciousness.But the last word is “perception” and this last word holds in the one case that it is linked to consciousness, but just the next sentence, it is linked to the absence of consciousness.  So both consciousness as well as the absence of consciousness equal one and the same thing.  So then that takes the sting of the opposite of them out – as they both resemble one thing, the word
“perception”.  So consciousness = the absence of consciousness in this instance, according to the Dictionary. Next Note 13/01/2008 12:21 On page 130 – the 8th word from the top (where 8 = 4 + 4 or 44 and is the Weaver of Fate), there are 3 possible words also linked to point 1 of this 8th word, namely “aware”, point 1 the 3rd word is:   “Awaring – perception” So from day and month we have 13 + 1 = 14.  From the word we have 44 and The Weaver of Fate and we have inside this word linked to 44, the 1 and 3 or 13.  So we have 44 and a 14:13 – some inverse form of Zep Tepi. But the word AWA(ring) is A = 1st letterW = 44 or 23rd letter and 2 + 3 = 5A = 1st letter So we have a 151 linked to 44 and this all linked to a “ring”.  Which “ring” I still do not know. But in the word “awaring” is plane and simple the meaning “perception”.                                                                                                 13/01/2008 12:28PMNs.  But the word AWA is 1st column, means “away”. And the word AWA(ring) is in 2nd column, so we have a 1 and 2 or 12 – the number of fulfillment. Next Note 13/01/2008 12:46PM A Ring is normally round.  But there are 5 descriptions of the word “round” where as the 4th one (in 2nd column the 1st part – or 21) and point (d) – where “d” is the 4th letter which gives a 4 and 4 or 44, is said of the word “round”: “Throughout; from Beginning to End”. But the Quabbalistic way shows that we are in the middle of a circle (creation), but a circle’s also round like a ring.  And the path we have to follow to get back to the point of the circle (the no 12 position of a clock), and see how 2nd previous note ended at 12:00PM, we have to go vertical.  But what we’ll find when we get to the circle/ring, is that as it is linked to AWA – or “away”, the circle/ring will fall “away” and there will be nothing.  Just that point where Creation started and what seems like a “cycle/circle/ring, after the “cycle”, the End will End in the place of Beginning.                                                                                                13/01/2008 12:54PMThe page the word “round” is explained starts on page 1757 or 17 and 12.  And 17 linked to 44 and 12 is the number of fulfillment.  But the point is the point where consciousness and the absence of consciousness is one and the same thing – a perception.  And how real is a perception?  But as “perception” is the same as “Awaring” and we have dealt with the “ring” part, perception is also linked to the AWA of AWARING which equal to be “away/lost and what is left then?  With the consciousness and the absence of consciousness being gone and that what that leaves is “perception”, but this falls “away” too. This is the End of Part1 of Entry100 of my Journal.                                                                                                 17/01/2008 08:03PM Ns.  See letter to Belinda about the question of 9th chakra, the Second Letter asking about that.  Part2 of Entry100 of my Journal. 18/01/08 09:53AM There is still some notes outstanding.  I will try to fit them in in this Part2 letter: First Note 15/01/2008 9:53AM I dreamt last night that I walked into a place and received something in an envelope and only later did I discover but it was only for the position of candidate.  These envelopes (as there were more than one), or so I thought, was making you the status of prefect/leader at some place.  So when I realized that it was only for the position as candidate, I was still between some people. But then, nearly at the same time I am only candidate for this Prefect/leader thing, some guy that was very old, but had blonde hair, tipped the envelopes upon my head three times.  And then I was for sure a Prefect/leader at some place.                                                                                         15/01/2008 9:56 or 9/11 Next Note 15/01/2008 19:17 It was just on the news that a Libian camel was donated to Maseru as an act of good
will.  But now the premier of Lesotho says there is one problem. The camel were born and breed in Arabic language.  Now, with their Sotho language, it is going to be difficult to communicate with the camels!I thought this a cute story!                                                                                                    15/01/2008 19:19 Next Note 16/01/2008 8:00AM I just realized – looking at the chess piece my father received for Christmas, that the so called/or what I call “matrix”, is nearly the same as a chess game.  With nobody that has made a move yet, there are probably millions of possibilities of how the game will go – of all the moves that is going to be made.  But in the end, the person who must win, will win.                                                                                      16/01/2008 8:03AM or 11 Next Note 16/01/2008 8:34AM At 8:33AM I discovered this no2 lying on the couch where I normally sit in the sitting room, downstairs. But I don’t know, but if I am suppose to take a friend’s sms seriously that came yesterday, then I must understand that I am doing an important task.  And it does not feel that way.  I cannot accept that what he said is true – with everybody that has told me nearly the same thing, I keep on sabotaging what all these people has told me up till now.  I’d rather run away and think of something else.                                                                                                  16/01/2008 8:38AM Next Note 16/01/2008 15:38 I received the following sms’e from friends – there are 3, but I am only going to give part of them:  The first message I received because of my dream on the morning of the 15th. …that the pictureOn the seal is the Symbol of the Lion of Yudah. That means thatOnly u can break it &That it has been brokenIn Heaven (HigherRealms) already – henceThe Victory.  U willTherefore be the Instrument on earth\Matrix to bring it intoBeing, the PREFECT(PERFECT) breaker ofThe seal/code. From: My friendTo: Universe13:13 15/1/08 Second sms …Dit isWonderlik dat jy bereid isOm die boodskappe te Aanvaar.  Ons is opregDankbaar… 08:43AM 9/1/08 Third sms ….IAgree with u.   The worldWould be in a veryDifferent place, it wouldNot be the same at all. 12:20PM 9/1/08 And these three entries are but the 10th or 11th time that I am getting information that my work is important.  That I am busy co-creating being in this world.                                                                                                         16/1/08 15:48Next Note 16/1/2008 19:12 I saw a little lizard entering our home in the door we normally enter home.                                                                                                     16/1/2008 19:12 Next Note 17/01/2008 13:18 or 1:18PM or 19. I spoke to my mother on the phone about the ruby ring that is being kept for me until the 31/01/2008.  And I finished talking to her at exactly 13:11.  And I told my dad then that 13:11 is
the combination that reminds me of the cat “Silver Cloud” where it name is linked to: “Every cloud has a silver lining”. And my father said in Afrikaans it is that every cloud has got a gold lining.  This mean that between English and Afrikaans – the meaning of these two sentences has got the exact same meaning.  The one just use “silver” and the other “gold”. So as the silver and gold is linked to the exact same thing, their difference has been cleared.  So no more difference/opposite of any sort, for silver and gold. And you get a gold medal if you are first (1st), but a silver medal when you are second (2nd).  So this mean there is no more difference between win and loose (even if that means you came second – as it could only have been two competing).  But as there is no difference between gold and silver, so there is then no difference between 1st and 2nd or win and loose.  These opposites falls away now and 1 and 2 have got the exact same value.  So no more difference between 1 and 2 or whatever number in the mathematical number systems.  The one is like the other. But if you look at the mathematical number system of 1,2,3,… – then 2 is the first thing (the number 1), just two of its kind.  So it is still the same kind as the 1.  And as its kind has not changed, how can you change it by calling it another symbol?  Even if it is 2 of the same kind as 1.                                                                                                    17/01/2008 13:26Ns.  But the way/symbolism I put to numbers, is totally different from the numbers in mathematical ways. And this is the End of Part2 of Entry100 of my Journal and also the End of Entry100 of my Journal.                                                                                                18/01/2008 10:34AM(And 10 + 34 = 44). 

As you can see from Entry100, what I am suppose to do is to build the bridge between philosophical religion and Science – as for the sake of breaking a code – the code that keep humankind in the state of mind of being in the opposites.  And the power failures are one of the signs that our current Science is not enough.  I have already shown you in previous letters how the mathematical/Physics way brings about only confusion – as they are part of the opposites, which Scientists does not realize.  And those opposites influencing the whole of science (see the part about Helium), comes from the Christian Bible where Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Good and Bad, or of the Tree of Opposites.  And this is  making this world actually some kind of illusion, which, if you do not realize the illusion that opposites are creating, you will stay in the mindset of the world of opposites and never be able to climb that Y-Axis to get to the point (0;0), where you Unite with the Creator and are nothing, nothing but (0;0).

And Lore159 gives from the number a 159  or 1 + 5 = 6 + 9 = 15 and as there are 3 Letters making up Lore159, we have 15 + 3 = 18 – today’s day of the date.

Anyway…

REGARDS

Renee

18/01/08 1:01PM (computer’s time) and 12:57PM (cell’s time) where from the Second Time we have another 12 times 12 equal 144 – the ALL.  But from the First Time you get the 101 and if you put it into percentage, it comes back to that riddle explaining about “Attitude”, where the 101%, is actually linked to (The “Love” of God) The Creator.

This is Lore159.

This is the First Letter of Lore159.

16/01/08 6:13PM (computer’s time) 18:09 (cell’s time) and where from the First Time we have 6 + 13 = 19.  But by adding the hour of the First Time with the Second Time, we get a 6 (the upside down version of 9) and a 9:9 or 99.  But together with the 6, it actually give in some or other way a 999.

Yes, and that is what the Rose ring’s price was.  At first it was marked R19,99, but when I got my size, that ring was marked down to 9,99 or 999.  So the hour of the First time together with the Second Time, is built into that ring and this letter as well.

But first here follow an Entry of my notes, namely Entry97.

 This is Entry97 of my Journal.  Part1 of Entry97 of my Journal. 15/12/2007 no time From the first time, the time this file was created, we have a 24 (minutes) and a 1 + 1 = 2, which gives 24 + 2 = 26 – the inverse of 62.   And Einstein is linked to 62 (badge no.) and the Iceberg close to East London (that is because of Global Warming) is linked to 62.  But from the 11:25 we get 11 and 25, where the first parts gives 12 and the last parts gives 15.  This gives 15/12 when the film Gone with the Wind was released in 1939 or just /39.  And I am 39, so I hope I am gone with the wind since 15/12? But I send Belinda an email (actually 2) this morning of 15/12 and tomorrow when she receives it it will be 16th, where 16 is the number that connect me to Linda.  But I just want to jot down a few notes from my Copper Notebook. First Note 23/11/2007 14:32Got the “Compassion” card of Archangel Cards.  But this card is linked in the Archetype cards to the card “God”.  And about the Archangel of this card in the Archangel cards is said that his name means:  “Mercy of God”.  And after that letter “Heart” I wrote, I asked for God’s mercy – so sorry I am!  And the card is in the booklet on page 32 (see minutes of beginning time) and today is 23rd – just the inverse of 32.                                                                                                23/11/2007 10:35am(and 35 linked to my domino). Second Note 1/12/2007 21:00At 20:08 I realized what the “picture” I saw in my mind’s eye meant.  I saw in my mind’s eye me and the lions coming from underneath a bridge which were apparently worked on – maybe there were some construction going on in some form.  That means we must have been in a river bed and as we came out under the bridge, I saw the nightsky. But a riverbed for me is the flow of time and that bridge is linking the one part: flow of time, to the other part: the construction being done and the sky being involved. But the one side of the bridge was connecting the other side of the bridge.  So a bridge being in construction and linked with the sky, is crossing the flow of time.                                                                                                    1/12/2007 21:05(and 21 + 5 = 26 – the inverse of 62 which is for me linked to Einstein and Global Warming  (the Iceberg 62km from East London), but 5 also the Sacred Number of the White Lions.Ns.  I say the bridge had something to do with a construction as we came out, but the construction was invisible, you could not see it so I was under the bridge and “aware” of construction, and there was night sky outside when we came out, just to focus my attention on the link between all these things. Third Note 14/12/2007 21:46Date gives 14 + 12 = 26 (Do I need to explain again, the 26 and inverse 62?) and 21 hours is actually 9pm.  So 9 + 46 = 55 – now if you add 55 + 26 = (5 + 2) and (5 + 6) or a 7 and a 65 (from the 56, the inverse is 65).  And my father was today in ward 7 for his tooth as well and it is the number of NO-thing. And as I came to lie down tonight I was asked if I like gold?   And it snapped in my head and I suddenly knew how an Alchemist works! It started that day at the zoo when I discovered the sun is said by our scientists only to consist of Helium.  And Helium is linked to radioactivity – which is most poisonous and can make you throw up and stomach ailments.  But where does the Alchemist come in?  The Alchemist will show the world with world consensus/that the sun consist of Helium only (which is this poisonous), that the sun does not consist of Helium.  The alchemist will show the world if they believe this (or keep believing that the sun only consist of Helium), we will die slowly of the negative effects of Helium.  But if the Alchemist can convince the world that their believe will cause Global Warming to go on if they keep on believing that the sun only consist of Helium, the world will change their point of view and call whatever the sun consist of something else than that which is dangerous to mankind and our planet. So you don’t need a laboratory to change lead into gold – the Alchemist plainly “rephrase” things to suit whatever is need to be suited.  And I discovered this (my mind snapped into this understanding of the Alchemist) when Noot vir Noot were on SABC2.                                                                                        14/12/2007 21:55 OR 76(the inverse of 67 – and in some way the beginning time works out on 76 as well, and Ike TURNER died at age 76 as well). And this is the last note of the Part1 of my Entry97 of my Journal.                                                                                                
15/12/2007 12:02pm  Part2 of Entry97 of my Journal. 15/12/2007 02:20pm where the day is linked to Linda (16 – tomorrow) and the 02 and 20 are each other’s inverses. All I want to do in this Part2 (which starting time is the 02 and 20) of my Entry97 of my Journal, is to give another note from the Copper notebook.  First Note 15/12/2007 13:51 or date a 15 and minutes a 51, which spells Divine Order.I have just discovered by it becoming clear to me that what I described of the Alchemist, is like that story in Afrikaans called “Uilspieel”.  (and if you translate “Uilspieel”, you get owl mirror”)  The story I am referring to is the one where “Uilspieel” convinces everybody that the king has got new clothes on until a small boy asked his mom:  “But where is the clothes, the king is actually naked?    But an owl is linked to wisdom and in Christian Bible, in Corinthians, we get the reference to the wisdom in the mirror – and if owl is associated with “wisdom”, then we have the “wisdom in the mirror”. This makes me wonder if the writer of that Bible book was the source of the “uilspieel” story – as it sounds so much like the part in the Christian Bible that talks about: “One day, we will see the truth – but now we are looking in a mirror” (owl mirror)? And the “wisdom (owl) mirror” convinces everybody that the king has new clothes on – except that the king is actually naked – but the “wisdom (owl) mirror” did an Alchemist style thing – to change people’s consensus to something that they would normally not have excepted.  And that is the Alchemist – rephrasing things and getting consensus by everybody else about that.   I am just wondering how much this has in common with that verse in the Christian Bible about the mirror effect?                                                                                                  15/12/2007 13:57Ns.  It is funny that it is a little boy who saw the real truth (or was it the real truth?) – that he gets not sentenced for being “abnormal” by a psychiatrist?  Maybe because the truth he saw while everybody else was fooled, is only a story – and in stories there is no such thing as a psychiatrist who could certify this boy! And this is the End of Part2 of Entry97 of my Journal.                                                                                                15/12/2007 02:41pm(and the time, as 2pm is also 14 hours, gives us the 14:41 inverses).  Part3 of my Entry97 of my Journal. 18/12//2007 01:04pm16/12/2007 18:59 or 959 and 9 + 5 = 14 = 5 + 9I was watching the Pyramid program on SABC3 that start time at 18:00. But then something else hit my brain.  If we look at the supermarket and the supermarket needs 2 give you 2 cents back, they actually (as the 1 cent and 2 cent are out of the market now) give you a 5 cent back.  So what happened to the 3 cents the supermarket lost?  But there is a 3 cent difference and a 5, which gives a 5 and 3 combination or my domino. The same goes for our mathematics we are practicing now.  Scientists “round” numbers in their mathematical equations, to make it easier to work with the number system of rational numbers (so maybe we need irrational numbers?).  But what does this give us?  In the science department where you would have had to work with a number that is (as an example), 1,4194  But instead of working with this whole number 1,4194, the scientists “round” this number to sometimes the first digit after the comma or the second digit of the number.  In this case (the 1,4194) it means you either get 1,42 or 1,5 – but if you look closely you will see that the numbers 9 and 4 were used, but they altered another number and got lost (forever)!  So does this makes our science accurate?  In Numerology, they will probably make the number a 44 and 119 or 11/9 – or then 44 and 11/9.  That makes a huge difference as all the numbers were used – as in science, they throw numbers and their values (and I know the values is different from the values of Numerology), away.  So how accurate can you be if the sum total of numbers is not used and just thrown out (probably for a pie in the sky). For me this just proofs not to trust the efficiency of our number systems and therefore our science and the conclusions they come to as in that process, they threw away something that have a value and ignored that value!  So how true is our number systems and our conclusions in Science?                                                                                    16/12/2007 19:05 or 07:05pm(and 7 + 5 = 12, the number I link with fulfillment) Second Note 17/12/2007 21:44  On night of 23/11/2007 (while feeling terrible because it was that time of the day again when I start feeling miserable – darkness unfolding with us but coming up on the other side). But in my mind’s eye I firstly saw (just openi
ng it randomly) to open the place I opened was Matthew 9:15 on page 15.  The second time I did it (open the Christian Bible randomly) opened was in the Old Testament on page 398 where we have from outsides a 3 + 8 = 11 and what is left is the middle, or a 9, which gives a 9/11.  But this was the First Book of the Kings. The 3rd time I opened it, it was in Old Testament again, it was on page and this is on page 438 and 439, which gives eventually a 23.  And this 2nd Chapter of the 2nd book of the Kings, is all about Elijah going body and all up into the sky (apparently to the Creator) – or even the place I have been in hospital. I felt very flattered with these three parts opened 3 times on several occasions – that to what I have been shown in this insight).                                                                                  17/12/2007 21:05 or 9:50pm(and 5 + 9 = 14, linked to the Big Dog and Small Dog constellation that is an both sides of Orion with the 3 stars forming the belt of Orion, with the 3 stars that some Afrikaans people call the 3 Kings.                                                                                                    17/12/2007 21:52Later: And 2 + 1 = 3 and 5 + 2 = 7 which gives 37 or CY!Ns.   This is linked to manifesting/having no say and that leads what I am working on as well, is the tree of knowledge of Good and Bad.  And as then someone like him, both had the same principle, but when you believe YOU have manifested, think again.  As it was all part of destiny. And as Newton’s Law of Gravity (for me and a small bit of other scientists as well). Influenced Einstein’s theory of Energy – and now if we look at the numbers that are not taken notice of and being thrown off, and we take that Newton’s Law of Gravity is also wrong and influence science since that time, we                                                                                                   18/12/2007 2:50am(and 2 + 50 = 52 – Sacred Number of the Mayans). 

As you can see, this was last part of Entry97 ends on 18/12/2007 at 2:50AM.  But it was before the Big Event.  The one that has got all to do with (as it seems to me), the 7^th chakra that Caroline Myss has got on one of her CD’s.  As 2007 all was leading up to this day and the night and the early morning hours of the 19^th of 12/07.  So the whole of /07 the year, lead to the 7th chakra.

But that I will discuss next time.

REGARDS

Renee

16/01/2008 18:20 (cell’s time) and 6:25AM (computer’s time) with the First time giving, as 2 gives a 1 + 1 or 11, 9/11!  But the Second Time gives from the outsides of 625, a 65, and the middle one is 2.  So the Second Time gives a 65 and 2, where 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are.  And this is linked to the number 2.

Send: Lore162.

 14/02/2008 03:40AM (cell’s time) 3:37AM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the Second Time we have CY. But from the minutes of the First And Second Time, we have 40 + 37 = 77.  And 7 + 7 = 14.  As it seems to be the day of the month of February. But from the hour we have 3 + 3 = 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all comes together. Dear Lore Just a short note to accompany the Letter Lore162. 

14/02/2008 3:23AM 

I was shown earlier on about the owl.  Remember how I showed how the X-Axis must rotate 180 degrees in order for everything to get back in order again?  Or then, to reach the point {0;0}?   This was in Lore161.  But do you remember the story about Uilspieel and how the direct translation for that name is “owl mirror”? Well, guess what – an owl sits vertically and then are able to horizontally turn its head 180 degrees.  So much more a reason why in Lore161, the X-Axis, the horizontal one, rotate 180 degrees.                                                                                                                          14/02/2008 3:26AM(And 26 the inverse of 62!) 

Anyway, you will find attached the letter Lore162. 

REGARDS

Renee

14/02/2008 3:49AM (cell’s time) 3:46AM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second Time, we have 13 + 10 = 23 and the hour in both are 3, which give 3:23 – the time the little note inside this letter started. 

Added part of the 2nd Try of the 2nd Try of sending Lore162 

14/02/2008 2:31PM (computer’s time) 14:35 (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 hours which is the same as 2PM, which give 14 and 31 and Zep Tepi Meridian is 31 14. Just to add to what was send last night – there were a program on SABC3 this morning where they showed they had to cut off the Rhino’s horns in a certain game reserve, in order to protect the rhino’s.  And on night of 12/13 of February 2008 I dreamt how I was sitting on a rhino and it was my pet and I felt as much care for him like I feel for my dog.  But the part where they have to cut off the horns on the Rhino, in order to protect, just show another opposite becoming the point {0;0} as the rhino had to be scorned in order to protect it and give it a save life on this planet.  So in one sentence he is scorned in order to protect/save the rhino. But the first part was written last night as I woke up and was feeling that odd feeling again where it feels as if my whole body is sizzling with electricity.  That is such an uncomfortable feeling.  But at least it is over now and I feel better.

Got an sms from someone I knew in Cape Town, who thought it was my birthday today and wished me a happy day.  And I went to the shops and the time on my slip for buying something with my voucher, says: 10:46:13 or a 10 + 4 + 6 = 20 and 2 equal 1 + 1 = 11 and then the 13.  So it give an 11:13 again, which is the combination for me that every cloud has a silver lining.  And I was a bit upset that I had to use my voucher – but maybe that cloud has a silver lining I don’t know of yet or haven’t realized yet. 

REGARDS

Renee

14/02/2008 2:41PM (computer’s time) 14:44 (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 41, the inverses and from the Second Time, the minutes, we have 44.  

Send Times: 

02/14/2008 3:48AM                       

02/14/2008 3:57AM                      

02/14/2008 2:42PM

This is Lore162 .

This is the First Letter of Lore162 .

09/02/2008 21:22 (cell’s time) 9:19PM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 2 + 1 = 3 from the hour as well as 21 hours is also 9PM.  This give a 3 + 9 = 12.  But as 9 is the upside down of 6, we get from the minutes of the Second time a 19, but from the hour we then get a 6 or 6/19 – the day I got shot, but also 21/12 is my day and month of birth.  And the 21 gives 2001 and the 22 (both of the First Time), gives 2002.  But from the day and month we have day 9 and day and month added, 11.  This gives 9/11 and we have a 2001 and then from the Second Time we got the 6/19 and we also have the 2002 where 2001 is the year 9/11 happened and 2002 is the year 6/19 happened.

Dear Lore

Here are a few letters with disguised messages that I wrote to a friend via email.  That is why there are times that says, “Sending Time”.  That is the time a letter is shown it was send from my computer.  But here it follow:

Beginning of Letters to a friend.

23/01/2008 8:25 but from the date we have 23 + 1 + 2 (the one part of the year) = 26 – the inverse of 62.  But then we are left with an 8 and 8 and 25 and 00, which gives an 8 + 8 = 16 and 2005.

If you go to Google site, and type in ava414, you click on google search and a lot of ava414’s will come up.  But look for the ava414.blogspot.com and then the other one is you type in at the top also an ava414.blogspot.com and you will get to the third one who was actually the first one created.  This first one created is of a dark blue color and the one you will find with the search engine, is of light blue color.  The third one that was created last, is ava414.blat.co.za

But the first and middle one has got a lot of the past letters to Lorraine on them as well.  I now have to take out all those pieces that was given to me to discover the “opposites” becoming no more opposites anymore.  But new stuff is on its way,  they seems to be happening faster now.  One which I received yesterday, explains exactly that we are in an action of Ending, termination, completion.  And these stuff I have written and the picture I have in my mind since 19/12/2007, is one where me co creating on my computers and in a Notebook, and then putting it on the blogs, is much needed.  So I have got 6 places the stuff go to, besides to you – and 6 is the upside down of 9, the number for me of how it all comes together.  But with the letters that go to you guys, I still file two sets on my own as well.  So this gives a 6 and 3 or 6 + 3 = 9 (and I told you 6 is the upside down of 9).

But I think my frustration is at the moment, I am just in logic, but in some other ways, so it feels, I am linked to the Heartland and Linda.  Linda, because she understand the majestically appearance of the White Lions and what an important role they play.  And the Heartland, well, something important is on that piece of land – although I don’t know what.  But I know that a piece of me is in that area.  And for me not knowing why I am feeling a certain way, is like going crazy not knowing or understanding.  I have tried to do a release on the Heartland, but then Aslan keeps coming up.  But I realize also at this stage this story of the world of opposites and how we are probably in the most difficult of times on this planet (as everything is to Unite with the Creator this time – and that includes the planets and stars), we need to change our attitude and the fossilized customs we have that is causing the opposites to carry on, while the opposites carry on, we cannot Unite with the Creator – that place where everything is one, or that place where the Beginning and End is one and the First and the Last is one.  Or then the point where every opposite is a {0;0} on the Cartesian plain that we have in mathematics.

But i have said this now so many times up till now.  And I don’t think it is about getting a book out there, it is for the world to change in order for Divine Order to take place and this is all in that action of Ending, termination or completion.  I have already greeted “Eternity” – where she had a catlike face, but she seemed very old and tired.  i guess in other realms and levels all are tired as we are now taking a lot of strain.  But it is part of the 44 to be revealed at ever greater levels! 

Anyway, hope this answers your question about the blogs?

REGARDS

Renee

23/01/2008 8:52 and the 52 is just the inverse of the minutes of the Beginning time, namely 25 – this creates a {0,0}.    

Sending time:  01/23/2008 8:52        

28/01/2008 12:54 or 12:9 and 12 the number of fulfillment and 9 the number where it all come together.

I have discovered something – how true it is I don’t know as you will see.  But I want to go to the nothing, I want to be nothing.  But that is my inside world.  But in order to get there, as within, without!  And I am living my life to co-create that nothing on the “within” in the “without” as well.  But that is for me.  But my question that worries me now, is what is going to happen with the other people and all the animals?  I do not care, but you people must surely have your own things you want?  If I co-create, by living everything inside me and outside me to be nothing – then you guys have no choice to also become nothing?  Or do you?  This worries me now as I do not want to create for other people or anything else.  And I may not be so selfish as to take that away from you guys to have whatever you want!  And that includes my dog!  If he want something different than to become nothing and I have created my outside (without) to become nothing, then what options does he have?  Surely one person cannot be that powerful to by creating his own destiny to be nothing, in that process create for other people to become nothing as well?

But, as I have just been shown, I am co-creating nothing!  So in a sense I am not creating anything, I am creating nothing!  But I have dealt with “anything” already, as well as nothing!  So I haven’t dealt with “anything”, as I have dealt with nothing!

Hope you can figure out what I am trying to say.

Renee

28/01/2008 1:04PM and the DOGOD is 1441, and in this letter I wrote about my concerns for my dog and everyone else  

Sending time:  01/28/2008 1:05PM

28/01/2008 14:02 (cell’s time) 1:59PM (computer’s time) where we have from the First Time a 2:02 or 22.  From the Second Time we have 1Pm or 13 hours and 59 or 5 + 9 = 14, which gives us 13:14 or some form of Zep Tepi  

I was thinking now of that song called, To Reach the Unreachable Star.  And I realized that how can any star be unreachablbe?  But only in a place where there are no stars, can one reach the unreachable star.  As you are reaching nothing, therefore you are reaching something unreachable as only something that aint there, can be unreachable.  But the only thing not there, is the nothing.  So aiming for the nothing, I am aiming to reach the unreachable Star.  As it doesn’t matter what it is that is unreachable, only if something does not exist, it can be unreachable.  Therefore, although nothing exist, it is still nothing.  If you have reached the place where there are no stars, where there is nothing, you have reached the “unreachable” Star.   I don’t know if you are following what I am trying to say here?  

Renee

28/01/2008 14:10 (cell’s time) 2:07PM and 14 + 1 = 15, from the First Time, or Divine Order.  But 2 + 7 = 27 which is also a 111 or “reveal/revelation/insight”.    

Sending Time(s):

First try:  01/28/2008 2:09 PM                         

Second try:  01/28/2008 2:11 PM              

28/01/2008 7:32PM  

While we were still staying in Cape Town, everybody that had something to do with alternative healing, got tsunami fever.  Now that fever made them all jump on the bandwagon of Global warming.  So I phoned a friend today who does Reiki and asked my friend if they have received (all the Reiki people) an order to send reiki to the stock exchange so that it does not fall apart?  As with the tsunami fever they apparently received an email to all send reiki to the sea so that there will be no more tsunamis.   Others are under the impression they are going to manifest lots and lots of money and manifest everything they have ever wanted.  So I hope the feverish reiki people dont send their fever with to the stock exchange, as then their lots and lots of money they have manifested will just be worth nothing!  But I don’t know how many received the message to send reiki to the stock exchange to keep the world economy standing, as they are all sitting with a fever on the Global Warming bandwagon!  So they cannot be infront of their computers to receive the emails to send reiki to the stock exchange – and to put the cherry on the cake, they are sitting on the bandwagon of Global Warming with a warm fever.  Feverishly sending reiki to the sea for no more tsunamis.   I just hope that when they get to sending the stock exchange reiki to not fall apart, they do not loose their fever and stop sending reiki to the sea – as then we will have tsunamis again.  Let alone, what is going to happen to the bandwagon?  

Does this sound ridiculous?  Or am I just silly?  

Renee

28/01/2008 7:42PM and the Beginning minutes give 5, but the End minutes give 6, so we have 65, the amount of dimensions their apparently are.  

Sending Time: 

First Try:  01/28/2008 7:43PM                   

Second Try:  01/28/2008  7:47PM    

29/01/2008 12:52PM and 52 the Sacred Number of the Mayans.

If you look at my blog – ava414godswindow.blat.co.za – the last Post on it gives “sketches” about the Cartesian Plane in Mathematics.  That explains why we have this Power Crisis right across the world.  It also explains the Stock Exchange that is on its last wickets.  We are facing difficult times if someone does not soon get this same information I have and act according to it?  The longer nobody discover this truth that was shown to me, the worse we are all going to be off.  I have put it on three blogs now, one with a dark background and light letters and one with a light background and dark letters and the third one is an African theme – as our answers to the bigger picture, not only regarding this planet, but all it beliefs has influenced in Creation, lie in these words in these blogs.  I tried to use simple words, and maybe my grammer is not always correct, but it is put in simple English words, although the ideas may be complex.  But it is all in there!

But I understand that people are getting upset about this Power failures and what it is causing, but they are in such a process of giving each other the fault – or looking for the one who is responsible for this mis(understanding)take, that nobody realizes what is actually going on.  But the letter entry on my blog called Fear does not attract Fear, says it all in mathematical language combined with my numerology version

REGARDS

Renee

29/01/2008 1:03PM and 3 aeroplanes hit their target in the 9/11 event and one did not hit the White House.  

Sending Time: 

01/29/2008 1:03PM      

30/01/2008 12:00PM

With a lot of things happening, I now realize how much abundance I am receiving.  I have everything I want – my dog, I can write all these thoughts of mine down and just enjoy the moment when I get them (afterwards you forget what it took to get there as you are so grateful to just have that feeling of having them, that satisfaction feeling), and I have a place where I am taken care of – doesn’t matter what happens in between, but overall, I am actually been taken care of.

And tonight we have the meeting at the zoo, where I hope that I can be a voluntary worker for the zoo for 16 hours a month.

And this is my life in a nutshell.  And the messages has come again and God had mercy with me as the pain was not so bad today to get to the level to be able to know where to look and what to start thinking about.  The rest then just follow!

REGARDS

Renee

30/01/2008 12:05PM and the add for the volunteers was in the newspaper again this morning and it was on page 2.  So from 125, if we take the middle ”2″ out, we are left with 15 or if added, 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together.  

Sending Time: 

01/30/2008 12:06PM    

30/01/2008 10:05PM

I am a bit more calm now.  We had our first meeting at the Johannesburg Zoo tonight.  But I was there nearly an hour too early and just walked in and I walked in a certain direction, looking at the zoo without anybody asking me what am I doing there.  So I ended up finding a little Blue Duiker that is an albino.  A little male albino Blue Duiker and I thought it strange that this little one and the other Blue Duikers in the cage, were all coming in my direction.  But at that stage already, I realized that I am seriously feeling uncomfortable.  Eventually I felt so uncomfortable that I went back to my vehicle.  And I was even shaking – at this stage I believe it was energy of some sort as it felt like it was coming from way beyond that we as humankind know of.  I drank all my cold drink, and all the pills I could lay my hands on as I knew that I only had limited time to get myself together again.

Then, as we walked into the hall where this woman was telling us what we can expect, I saw this snow leopard.  But it was a fake one, only the skin once belonged to a snow leopard.  So I asked this woman, though realizing it anyway, if it was a snow leopard?  And she looked a bit shocked, but as I drove home I knew there were something that I was suppose to realize.  And only now, after a lot of cups of coffee and a while after I took them to eat up the energy that was still left in my body, I realize that the crucial part in this story was when I sat in the car (after walking some areas of that zoo) and did not know how to pull myself together, let alone know what was going on.  But that was also the reason why I was there.  For that to happen.  It seems to me that some kind of energy was coming from way out there and I was a channel for that energy to settle in that area.  As on my way to the zoo, I passed a woman that was run over and she was lying next to the road with a blanket over her and people trying to help her.  But all I actually saw, was how her legs were shaking.  And I could hardly see out of my right eye when I reached my car after the walk in the zoo.  And as the woman, who informed us of what is expected of us to do, came in, she said she believes there must be other people still on their way as there is a power failure in Jhb.  I wonder if all that power of Jhb was not inside me – it nearly felt like it?  I ate it all up and spit it out in the zoo.  (And this is just a joke, no brain teaser, just for the record).  

It seems our Creator is thinking about the animals even more than thinking about the humankind.  But then it must be a VERY GOOD NATURED CREATOR!!!  As my soft spot is animals.  But the energy I felt was so enormous in that zoo this afternoon, that I had no feeling nearly than just the uncomfortableness of that energy.  And my mom feels the same way I do as some fishermen somewhere hit a dolphin to death, or so was reported on CNN this afternoon.  And my mom’s comment was that those people must die – and I said, no, they must stay on this planet and have hell on this planet!  This planet where angelic creatures we find in nature, are hit to death!

But in the end I realized that like the time of the Beginning time implies (a 1 and 5 or 15), everything is in Divine Order.  But also does 1 + 5 = 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all comes together.

Is there any lion of importance in that zoo?  THe Jhb Zoo?  As why was I taken (and there were a second ad in the newspaper this morning with that ad about the volunteer thing, and this time there was a lion, which I first thought could have been a White Lion, used in the ad as footage.  Does Linda know this place?  Please ask her if there are any lion of importance there?  But for me all animals are important.  And I was standing at the seals cage trying to think how to cope with this energy, when this one big seal made a huge roar.  And who else roar?  I couldn’t help but ask myself that question!

REGARDS

Renee 

30/01/2008 10:30PM and tomorrow, on 31 (where time of End is 13), an asteroid is to hit Mars, the Red Planet.  And I am also getting the ruby ring tomorrow which the lady at the shop said she keep for me as it has got my name on it  

Sending Time: 

01/30/2008 10:32PM    

01/02/2008 9:09AM

Just a few notes I made:

First Note  

11:42AM 30/01/2008

At 11:39 I was looking at the word “mess” in the Oxford Dictionaries I have.  And the 3^rd word (linked to the 3 of 39), held only a referral to go and look elsewhere in the Dictionary at the word “mass”.

But “mass” has got something to do (overall) with religion and it seems specifically the religion linked to the Catholic Church.  But the 6^th part, which is the upside down of 9 (and from the 39, this gives the 9), say:

“Solid bulk, massifeness”

And next to it still part of part 6 (upside down of 9)

“The quantity of matter which a body maintains”.

So “mess” has got a link to the religion (and it seems main the Catholic Church), and to the physics where it is linked to “mass” where Newton proved the theory of gravity (which actually give us mass) and Einstein used this Theory of Gravity further to proof his theory of Energy, where this second link is to the “mass of a body”.

So, is the religion (Catholic Church) and our view of science that our bodies have “mass” – is this the MESS(of all the)AGE(s)?

                                                                                                          30/01/2008 11:48AM

Ns.  And “mass” is on page 1213 and today’s day and month gives a 31, the inverse of the 13 (and the 39 minutes and end minutes 48, gives both a 12).  But the word “mess” was found in the Oxford Dictionaries on page 1239!  Do I need to say more?

Second Note  

31/01/2008 10:23PM

Although I am grateful to have something nobody else have, at the same time I am in the deepest of pain – because I have nothing (NO-thing).

                                                                                                           31/01/2008 10:24PM

Ns.  10:34PM and 10 + 34 = 44 .  Only in the midst of my pain I realize how grateful I am to have it ALL(1) where ALL gives the 144 and the (1) or 1441 or dogod or DOGOD.  And how can the gratitude for the ALL only be found in the midst of pain?

Because I reached the unreachable Star – the place where there are no stars, where there is nothing (NO-thing).

                                                                                                   31/01/2008 22:37

REGARDS

Renee

01/12/2008 9:33AM or 9:6 and they are the upside down of one another.  Now they are together.

  Sending Time: 02/01/2008 9:33AM    

09/02/08 20:46 (cell’s time) 8:43PM turning 44 PM (computer’s time) where 8 is the Weaver of Fate and from date we have from day and month first the day, 9th and then the day and month added gives 11.  This gives 9/11.  And from the First Time we have 20 + 46 = 66 or 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  And the last number combination in the Beginning is 44 .

Just a small note that came up now:

09/02/2008 20:35

Since this afternoon I felt so sorry for the animals.  With all that has to happen – or that are being created by ignorant people in the world of opposite state of mind.  And the Second Coming will happen and every eye will see it – but the realization will short.  And that non realization that the Second Coming came like a thief in the night, will keep the ignorant ones from realizing the help they all shout for so badly, has come and has been delivered but they did not realize it.  They kept going on and on with the current science – but worse, this current science is keeping them in their state of mind of the illusion of the world of opposites state of mind.

And I nearly got angry now because I felt but it is unfair – not only to the animals who has no say even in the matter (to humankind), but I also thought it was unfair by The Creator to keep humankind’s eyes closed and let the Second Coming – the help that was send to their desperate cry for help – be like a thief in the night.  WHat chance do they all have?

And I received the answer about the fairness of it all.  And what I received was:

Nothing is fair!

  So in 0 (ne) sentence we have both the opposites, namely that something, named “NO-thing”, is fair.  But also that there isn’t anything that is fair.  This makes of fairness the point {0;0} in 0 (ne) sentence.                                                                                                                  09/02/2008 20:42

  (And 20 + 42 = 62 – the number I associate to the work of Einstein and what it brought about to this world, and then to Global Warming as well).  How much more specific can it be?

And this is the message I received.  And it makes me feel helpless.  I cannot help but suffer for the sake of the animals.  I wonder if anybody will ever understand this feeling I feel for the animals?

REGARDS

Renee

09/02/2008 20:59 (cell’s time) 8:56PM (computer’s time) and the last minutes in this End time is 56, the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions we apparently have.

Sending Time: 

02/09/2008 8:57PM                             

02/09/2008 9:10PM                             

02/09/2008 9:56PM  

This letter had a 2^nd time because I thought at first there was a mistake – but there was no mis(understaning)take!  It only had to be send 3 times to confirm the message hidden at first.  

End of the Letters to a friend.

And this is the End also of the First Letter of Lore162.

REGARDS

Renee

09/02/2008 21:32 (cell’s time) 9:29PM (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have the hour 9 and the minutes 11 or 9/11.  See the Beginning of this First Letter of Lore162.

This is the Second Letter of Lore162.

12/02/2008 13:31 (cell’s time) 1:27PM (computer’s time) where from the day and month we have a 12 and 2 or 122.  But this I associate with the tomb of Tuntankamen.  The First Time is 13:31 which I discovered this morning is part of the coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  But it seems to controversial – this coordinates.  All I do know is that 31 14, is the coordinates of the Zep Tepi meridian.  And then from the minutes of the Second Time we have 27 or 111 and this combination reveals to me “reveal/revelation/insight”.

Dear Lore

I have a few letters to that friend of mine again lined up to be quoted.  Their times that they were send are all accompanying them as well.  But before I get to that, I first want to quote an sms I got last night from a friend of mine:

Your writing is

not 2 be revered

by any1 but

YHWH, u do what

u do to please Him

& not the idiots

around us.  The

glory and light you

will receive in the

final dimension &

your name will live

on longer than

Einstein & his shit

could’ve ever

wished on himself!

In other words:

eternity…

11/02/2008

21:33:15 

But from the word “YHWH”, we get:

Y = 25^th letter

H = 8^th letter, the Weaver of Fate

W = 44, the number where all combinations of W, their values all add up to 44.

H = 8^th letter, the Weaver of Fate

So we have a 44, and an 88 where 8 + 8 = 16 and a 25 where from 16 and 25 we get from the first numbers a 12 and from the last numbers a 65.  And this gives 12, the fulfillment of 65, the amount of dimensions and this all is linked to 44, the Hebrew gamatria of the Name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

But here follow the letters to another friend as well:

 11/02/2008 2:47PM turning 48 and from the 2:47 we have 211 and from the day and month we have 112.

 I have given up.  Whether if I am responsible for the way everything went or whether what ever or what ever the reason might be for me getting what I am getting – I have surrendered (given up in ordinary language).  I do not know how much longer I can take all this.  I may be concerned about what the believes of mankind in cosmic terms might cause – even what it may cause to this planet, but as I said, it goes much further than just this planet – its cosmic as well.  So little issues (or what man think is issues but might be just 44 fulfilling itself) like for instance 24 000% inflation rate in Zimbabwe, its irrelevant to what is actually at stake at the moment. But I am tired.  I feel as old as creation itself today.  But that is also irrelevant, but I am in a body that can sense still time – or whatever is called time.  And as there are no time in actual theory, then I cannot believe that creation is old – as there is no time.  But I feel old today as I am tired of what feels to me a life of being fulfilling judgment.  And as I said, although my concerns are more cosmic orientated at the moment, this little life I lead on this planet feels as if it is killing my spirit to still want to help with this greater than mankind can even think, concerns cosmic related.  But cosmos for me is as small as the Everything.  And mankind is trapped in a cosmos which they believe to be neverending.  But everything is surrounded by nothing – so it is not neverending.  But what worries me is how can mankind be saved, their souls and return to the Creator to Unite, if they are putting the whole of the Everything in a category of neverending?  But only the Creator know the answer to that.  And the Creator also know how to create for man to unite with the NO-thingness.  As man is still waiting for heaven (and then of course hell).  But they have heaven already, they wake up every morning and there is a heaven above them and at night time heaven is a beautiful sky full of stars.  And down below they believe there is hell also, without realizing it as for instance the fear that is created in a town like Tswane.  People are locking up their doors constantly out of fear, putting themselves in a kind of jail and making their own lives miserable.  So being in this world they have heaven and they have hell.  And does anybody realize it? It is like my father who one night said when we were on our way from Springs to Emperors Palace, and we were facing a beautiful sunset.  And his remark was that a sunset like that is what makes him want to live on a farm in the Karoo – as he want to see something like that (the sunset we were already viewing).  And I remarked upon this but he just said he is already seeing it, the sunset he dreams of.  But he does not realize that he is already seeing it.  It is all there, and people are witnessing there dreams already, but they don’t realize it as they expect it to be somewhere else or something else.  But like my father, they are witnessing what they dream of already, but it stays a dream as they dream of it as a dream.  So their dream cannot for them materialize, in what ever form, as they will not realize it for being their dream. And I may not be much different.  I may also be living my dreams but just do not realize. 

But I am tired. 

REGARDS

Renee

11/02/2008 3:07PM and 37 gives the CY.

Ns. 11/02/2008 3:47PM.  And there are people of a certain language in Tswane (they mostly get access to the letter section in the newspaper of their language, who consider everyone who does not speak the same language they speak as trouble brewing.  And look how the trouble is brewing in Tswane at the moment – as many of their fellow language shareholders have the same belief.  No wonder a city like Tswane has become a little place of trouble brewing all around the city.  As many share this belief with my parents.  So can you see how belief systems (and Tswane is but a small example) of man, effect Everything?  Now am I wrong being worried about man’s belief in science of how and what the cosmos and this planet are?  And nobody realize they are in heaven?  A tough heaven hey?  

Ns. 11/02/2008 6:53PM with the 53 my domino I picked up on leaving Cape Town.  But 6PM is also 18 hours and 1 + 8 = 9 and 53 + 9 = 62!

I just realized this now – as I went to my room here upstairs I saw the time on one of the clocks showing a 7:44.  But then I felt terrible and then I realized this.  Heaven and Hell is both at the same place.  For many many hours may be hell, while we have heaven overwatching with the sun and blue skyes in the day and Starry Starry nights to entertain us at night and oversea our hell.11/02/2008 6:57PM or a 6 and 12 where 6 is the half of 12.  But this 2nd Ns. brings us heaven and hell at the point {0,0}!  

Sending Times: 

02/11/2008 3:07PM                            

02/11/2008 3:52PM                            

 02/11/2008 6:58PM    

12/02/2008 8:15AM

I woke up with a bang this morning – was dreaming I was joining a school here in our new area, Tswane, called in real life Overkruin, but in my dream had no name.  And I had my blue school clothes on (as I had in my high school days in Kroonstad) and at the end of the road at the top of the hill, there I went to give up my name and what ever they wanted from me to join this school.  But then I changed the scenery in my dream and I saw a big red dot painted somewhere and I heard Jason telling Linda, that now that I am up here and they are down there, I would be able to take a picture of the red moon and next to the moon in my picture, came a sun.  It was meant to be taken (the photo) right after it came out from behind the sun.  But the red “dot” was as big as the sun.  And then I woke up.  And I came out here and phoned a friend and according to him the moment I started speaking of this red moon, the time on his TV was 7:17AM.

I don’t know about this, the only red moon I know about is the one in the movie the Seventh Sign, but that has got to do with Revelations in some way.  And then I looked up the red sun as well and found it was a movie based on one character portraying the Seven Samurai and one character, Charles Bronson, portraying the Seven Brides for Seven Brothers.  All movies, so are the Red Sun also a movie.  Maybe that is why in my dream that circle was colored red and was a picture, but the Sun was for real it seems.

Anyway, just wanted to document this in a way with times as well.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 8:26AM and from day and month we have 122 (which is for me linked to the tomb of Tuntankamen) and from the minutes of the time is 26, the inverse of 62 which is related to both Einstein and Global Warming.

 Sending Time:   02/12/2008 8:28AM  

12/02/2008 10:57AM (Computer’s time) where the minutes are the same as the day, 12! 

A little more insight I got on the Red Moon and Sun – the note was first written as follow: 

12/02/2008 10:44Am turning 45AM 

I looked up the word eclipse, as my dream had a red moon (printed picture) and the Sun.  But Red Sun is about Seven Samurai’s and Seven Brides for Seven Brothers, some union.  But in Red Sun, the Seven is only portrayed in both cases by one person. But for the moon and sun to unite for our eyes (vision), we call it an eclipse, when the moon is between the earth and the sun.  But then, for our eyes, the 2 unite.  But of the word “eclipse” is said on page 582 in the Dictionary: 

“2.  Obscuration; obscurity; dimness, loss of splendor” 

So the 4th part of this Second part of the first word “eclipse”, is:  “Loss of splendor”.  But of the word “splendor” is said, the 4th part again: 

“4.  Brilliant or ornate appearance or coloring”

(The last sentence on page 1975).  But of the word “ornate” is said on page 1386 where 13 and 8 + 6 = 14 or 13 and 14 or some form of Zep Tepi. 

“Ornamented”. 

But it is from the first part, a loss of splendor where splendor is related to a brilliant or ornate appearance or coloring.  And ornate is related to an ornament – something that actually has no use.  S it is the loss of something you have no use for – the appearance of the union of the sun and the moon has no splendor, although it is a splendorous occurrence on this planet Earth.  But also is the loss of splendor an appearance of the eclipse being ornate so the union of night and day is related to the loss of splendor, where it is only an appearance and the eclipse/union is something ornate or then: have as much use as an ornament, but it appears to us on this planet Earth, that this Union/eclipse has a use. And the word that makes the whole opposite of day and night that unite the point {0;0}, is the word “ornate”, as it is something that have as much use as an ornament (no use), but according to us, it has use of something much larger and of splendor, but it is something that only have the appearance of splendor although we think it has splendor.  And this is found on page 1386 of the Oxford Dictionary, or a number combination linked to Zep Tepi, and in my dream it is Linda and Jason that speak about the Red moon and sun.  And Linda discovered this Zep Tepi meridian.

So the opposite day and night is united in the point {0;0} now by ALL its splendor.  But it also bring the opposite of something of splendor and the loss of splendor, in the same sentence to its point {0;0}.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               12/02/2008 10:57AM (End of NOTE) 

So the opposite day and night is united in the point {0;0} now.

(And the word Splendour the last sentence on page 1975 and 1 + 9 = 10 and 75 the inverse of 57, the time the note ended and the email began – so it is a beginning and end time). 

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 11:09AM  

Sending Times:   

02/12/2008 11:09AM                              

02/12/2008 11:20AM or 11:11                              

02/12/2008 7:17PM  

12/02/2008 11:22AM 

U don’t have to read all my letters, just trust you will only read what is necessary.  At this stage the White Lion “line” is what is important – as they are the Messengers of God in some way.   But what seems to be happening is that man with the current science they are practising, are creating a balls-up in the Universe/Creation.  That is why I am eliminating all their doing now as fast as possible.  I am also literally working day and night to do this – see my dreams bringing certain opposites to the point {0;0}.  And that is also the reason why specifically the messages must be send to Linda’s White Lion “line” or “address”.  As only Linda know the importance of the White Lions in its full.  So it is merely a way of using the symbolism to get the job done eventually.  As my letters are coming straight from AVA(lon)414 to the White Lion. 

And I am sweating at the moment at my Solar Plexus.  But it seems you do need a break – maybe to get some information in your own ways.  I am actually not getting information in that sense that normally is believed – as all I do is undo what the state of mind of world of opposites has created and is now even going further than our planet, into the cosmos.  That is a huge problem – or that is what I am getting and what I am worried about.  But just trust that everything will happen as it is suppose to happen! 

LOL/REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 11:29 or 11:11AM 

Sending Times: 

02/12/2008 11:29AM or 11:11                           

02/12/2008 11:36AM or 11:9  

12/02/2008 12:21PM

Just after I mailed the last letter to you for the 2nd time, my friend who understand everything I am doing, was sending me and sms that the White Lions of Timbavati was on SABC3 again – as they were on yesterday as well.  And I phoned him and told him about the times and my letters to you and he said a family member of his phoned last night and told him (as this family member is still at school), that Newton’s Law of Gravity is Heavy (meaning difficult).  And my friend said he just laughed as by now he understand what I understand from the science of the day.

So this is for you:  Newton’s Law of Gravity is HEAVY.

Look After yourself, I am thinking of you too, as I am thinking of Linda as well and I am grateful for what all of you are doing!  But Newton’s Law of Gravity is HEAVY!

REGARDS

Renee

02/12/2008 12:26PM and I understand the 26 as inverse of 62 which is linked to Einstein AND Global Warming.  

 Sending Time: 02/12/2008 12:26PM 

But as you can see, the first message mailed to my friend today was at 8:28.  But the second letter was send to such extend as to be mailed at 11/9 and 11/11.  But then the third letter was mailed at times 11/11 and 11/9.  This made me feel like I was writing my maths exams again and finished knowing how to do all the sums and knowing I was either going to get full marks or very close to it.  But the fourth letter was send at 12:26PM where we are busy with 162 or 1 and 62 and from that end time we have a 12 and 26 where the 26 is just the inverse of 62.  And we have a 1 and 12 – where the date yesterday was 11/2 or 112 and the 1 and 12 gives 112 as well.  And you will also see the letter that was mailed yesterday.  But both yesterday and today, there were programs on SABC3 about the White Lions of Timbavati.

But these letters to my friend at the White Lion Address, is not only containing hidden messages, it is also of personal nature as well.  But as I said to my friend, now I know it is coming straight from AVA(LON)414 to the White Lion.

Anyway, this letter is getting long again.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 13:53 (cell’s time) 1:50PM (computer’s time).  And by now you must know that the 53 is linked to my domino and my friend on the cell phone has just said to me this morning that all of us are doing things to “unplug” certain things and to “plug” in other things.  Like what I am doing causes on impact the whole cosmos perhaps, but it will have a domino kind of effect, the things I write?  And from the Second Time we have 15, the combination of Divine Order.  

Ns.  And from the First Time we have a 13 and 8 (as 5 + 3 = and as I said inside this letter, the coordinates seems to differ from person to person about what is the real coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  But 13 and 8 reminds of the 31 08 that I once came across as the Eastern coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  And how did I know while still writing the letter, that the End time of the First First Time, would relate to

31 08?  But the difference between 31 08 and 31 13, is that 8 + 5 = 13.  So the difference is 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

This is the Third Letter of Lore162.

12/02/2008 19:49 (cell’s time) 7:46PM (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First and Second Time gives a 49 and 46, where the 6 and 9 are the upside down of one another.  But 9 the number where it all come together.

Dear Lore

I have given you a lot today – since this morning I dreamt and then interpreting that dream the way I did and how it all came together until the last time of mail – or the finished part of that letter – was 7:17PM, where everything started this morning with a 7:17AM.

But here follow another Entry from my Journal, it is Entry103 of my Journal.

 This is Entry103 of my Journal.  

Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

04/02/2008 08:31AM turning 32AM where this is Entry103 of my Journal, the 13, and the minutes this Entry was created is 31. 

Here follow a few notes that was done again and not yet documented. 

First Note 

01/02/2008 10:23AM I pulled a scarab from my Egyptian Scarab Oracle and to my surprise I got one that was actually glued to another one with the pictures both facing one another on the inside.  I opened them and the first one I looked up was “15. The Starry Sky of Nut” and what came out of that explanation was the following: “Her nature is cosmic and her presence in a reading indicates that there are great matters at hand, possibly beyond ordinary human control……it represents astronomy, astrology, and space, and can stand for older woman, particularly those in authority.”(This is on page 69). 

The next one is

“24. The Universal Isis and Osiris Union”. 

And the 13th line (and my kilometers after I bought my ruby ring yesterday at 10:17AM on 31/01/2008, was 131,3) the 4th word is the start of the following sentence:  “Isis and Osiris can also represent forbidden yet destined love”  On page 87 and 8 + 7 = 15 – see the number of the other Scarab as well, it was also 15. But the last sentence of the “Osiris and Isis Union” says: “This scarab is sacred love in all its forms and creative power at its most primal”. But from the 13 and 4 (the place where the other quote on Isis and Osiris Union was, gives a 1 and 3 + 4 = 7 or 17.  And time I bought that ring yesterday, was 10:07 or 17 also.  But the 134 also give 1 + 3 = 4 and 4 which equal 44.  So this link the ring with 44 as well – not only the Isis and Osiris Union.                                                                                                 01/02/2008 10:34AM(And 10 + 34 = 44). 

Second Note 

03/02/2008 14:26 

There are 4 explanations in the Oxford Dictionaries for the word “spiral”.  The 2nd one, the 2nd part, gives: “Curving continuously round a fixed point in the same plane“. But in the other explanations there is reference for the word “spiral” to the word “helical”.  And the word “spiral” is on page 1972 or as 7 + 2 = 9 which gives a 199. But the word “helical” refer to the word “helix” and is on page 886 which give 8 + 8 = 16 and 6 which gives 166.  And in the 1st point of the word “helix” explanation, we get: “Anything of a spiral or coiled form, whether in one plane, advancing round an axis”. But interesting about the word “helix” is that the word above him is “helium” and the next word after him is “hell”. But what happens here is that the word spiral is firstly linked to ONLY one plane – but later on, in the same context, it is linked to a possibility of more than one plane.  But it is in both cases linked to a screw. But not only is the “spiral” in some relation around some axis, it is also linked above to “helium” and followed by “hell”.                                                                                                     03/02/2008 14:39(Or 2:12 or 212).

Ns. But this rotation of a spiral is in both the word “spiral” as the word “helix” linked to a screw.  Further, the pages for the “spiral” is page 199 and for the word “helix” is page 166 where 6 is the upside down of 9.  And as said inside the note, that above the word “helix/spiral” is the word “helium” and it is followed by the word “hell”. But the Screw has above it the place where the screwdriver comes and it is followed down, down, down to the point where it seemingly all comes together – the point that goes in first.  When you then actually use the screwdriver, it seems by doing the same rotation over and over, the screw becomes shorter and shorter (going into a piece of wood for example), but you are just doing some action over and over, in a repeat action, and the screw are disappearing.  Eventually, just the part that’s there for the screwdriver, are left.  Is this some form of illusion – without realizing that the illusion lies in the principle of what’s done.  The screw disappear by only rotating the above (“helium”) of the screwdriver, linked to the following (“hell”) or the screw! The “helix/spiral”, has disappeared. And it is said that our galaxy forms a spiral???? ???? 

And this is the End of the notes and the End of Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 04/02/2008 09:11AM  

Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

04/02/2008 10:06PM where 16 is my link to Linda 

Before I start with the notes, first I want to elaborate a bit further on that screw of the Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal.  If you look at the word “screw”, it gives: 

S = 19th letter

C = 3rd letter

R = 18th letter or 9

E = 44 (from E,W, M, 3)

W = 44 (from E, W, M, 3) 

And here we have from the first letter a 19, and from the last two letters, a 16 – where there is in the note about the “screw”, a 199 and 166.  But “screw” just resemble the 19 and 16 part.  And then we are left with 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfillment. And late this afternoon I was taking the clean washing of the line and picked up this golden screw that nobody knew where it came from or to whom it belongs? 

But, just a few notes again from the notebook. And here’s the First Note: 

04/02/2008 21:03 turning 21:04 

Is debt a bad thing – show me one person on this planet living in the 3rd world traditions, that has no debt!  In Oxford Dictionary there are 6 words that are related to the word “debt” and its meaning.  And this is in the second column of page 461.  Or 4 + 7 which equal 11.  And as 1 + 1 = 2, we have these 6 words in 2nd column or a 22.  And of “debt” is said firstly: “That which is owed or due; anything (as money, goods, or service) which one person is under obligation to pay or render to another”. But the person in debt seems to have a duty (page 1409, 1st column at the top the IIIrd part of the word “owe”) to give something that belonged (or that was owned by someone else), to someone else. But does money, especially now that money in third world has become plastic, does money belong to anybody?  Does money for that matter belong to anybody? But you have a duty of some kind if you have “debt”.  But before you can have that duty – it is said about ownership: “The word “owe” on page 1408, the 1st word from the bottom, the 1st part the 1st part of this part (and this gives a 111), says the following: “To have; to possess; = own” So whatever you own, you are possessed by that which you own.  Anyway, it sounds ridiculous to me to go and find the 10 rand note that you have a duty to give back to the possessed one because it was something you are in debt with as this person owned it, where will you find the 10 rand note that match that one you are in debt with – with its personal number and all? Now, even more ridiculous – the best would just be (especially if you used a card of plastic) to give the possessed one back his piece of plastic which the possessed one beliefs is some form of money!  (What being possessed does not fool you with?)  How possessed can you be to believe someone owe you your piece of plastic as duty for debt? 

By the way, there was in a piece on CNN last night about the Vatican.  Where the Pope decided to get more priests as exorcists.  The one priest especially was very delighted about this as lately he is the only one doing it.  And looking at what is called economy (where people actually belief they own something), it seems there is much work needed in the world for these priests as there are many possessed and belief they have people that owe them or have a duty to pay their “debt”.  Where this debt is a little piece of plastic? And then from page 1408 and 1409 we have in both the 14, but 8 + 9 = 17.  And 14 + 17 = 31 – and this Entry103 or a 13, the inverse of 31.                                                                                           04/02/2008 21:27 or 99.

Ns.  But 21 + 27 = 48 or 12 the number of fulfillment but also the 31 08 – the Meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh.  If I look at myself – I gave someone what is called a lot of money – but they don’t “owe” me anything, as I am not possessed!  Further, I wonder what the Priest will think while executing exorcism and a bunch of plastic cards pops out of the mouth of the one possessed? 

Second Note 

04/02/2008 21:52 or 37 (CY) 

The Truth of The Truth where “The Truth” could be represented by 1, and so does “The Truth” after “of” also resemble then 1.This gives 1 and 1 or 11.  Or if you make “The Truth” resemble 2, then you get 2 and 2 or 22.  See previous note (First Note of Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal) about the 11 and 22.                                                                                            04/02/2008 21:54 or 99.

This is the End of Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 04/02/2008 10:49PMand minutes 4 + 9 = 13 and this is Entry103 or also a 13 and 1313 gives 44).  

Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

07/02/2008 10:22PM or 22:22PM and from the date we have that day and month added gives 9 and year added gives 10 and 10 + 9 = 19.  But from time we get 4 and 4 or 44. 

Just a last note for this Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal: 

07/02/2008 22:08 and 8 the Weaver of Fate 

When the long arm of a clock is at 12 and the short arm 180 degrees from the long arm, at the 6 on the clock, we get 6 o’clock.But when the long arm are at the 6 and the short arm 180 degrees again from the long arm, we get upfront half an hour of 12 o’clock.  But 6 is half of 12.  And 6 is half an hour from the hour, namely 12. But if you take the horizontal part – where the long arm of the clock is at 3 o’clock and the short arm 180 degrees from the long arm, at 9 o’clock, it gives a quarter past 9 o’clock.  But if the arms are just the other way around still horizontally, it gives quarter to 3. So vertically we have no opposites, but horizontally we have the opposites in that the one is past and the other is before or a quarter to.  So this just go with Entry102 where the Axis horizontal is rotated and not the vertical one, which is only imaginative there.                                                                                          07/02/2008 22:14 or 22:5(And if you add minutes of End and Beginning time, you get 8 + 5 = 13.  And from the hour we have 2 + 2 = 4 and 1 + 3 = 4 or then, 44). 

And this is the End of the notes and also the End of Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 07/02/2008 10:37PM(And 37 + 1 = 38 and 38 + 19 = 57 and 5 + 7 =12 – the number of fulfillment). 

Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

08/02/08 2:42PM and 2 + 2 = 4 and added to the other 4 in the time it gives 44.  But this Part4 gives a 4 and Entry103 gives a 103 or 4 also, which gives another 44. I just want to document two notes in the notebook in this Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal.  They are as follow: 

First Note 

07/02/2008 23:22 

R = 18th letter

E = 44 from the clan of M, W, 3, E which are the upside down inside out version of one another and which their values alphabetical adds up to 44.

N = 14th letter or 5

E = 44

E = 44 

But 18 + 5 = 23.  And 44 + 44 = 88 and 88 + 44 = 132.  This give 132 and 23.  If you now divide like in old terms, the 132 with 23, you get: 5.7391304 This gives (5 + 7) (3 + 9) (1 + 3) (4) or 1212 and 44 or 12 times 12 and 44 or 144 and 44.                                                                                                     07/02/2008 23:26 

But as you can see, the last 4 digits gotten from the calculator is 1304 and this is the Part4 of Entry103 or a 4 and 13.  But here follow the next note: 

Second Note 

08/02/08 14:28 

Yesterday when I went with my folks to my brothers’ kids sports/athletics, there were this traffic cop in a wheel chair sitting right behind us.  And I greeted him and told him about the program I just saw earlier on that morning on TV the History Channel, where it was said that Einstein can be labelled as the “traffic cop” of space as according to his theories no vehicle in space can go faster than the speed of light.  Even that according to Einstein was impossible as that vehicle had to be bigger than everything in mass. But in my existential life, the traffic cop was in a wheel chair – had some kind of handicap.  So at 14:02 I started thinking about it all and eventually came up the stairs and looked up the word “handicap” in the Oxford Dictionaries.  There are actually 2 words in the dictionary that gets spelled “handicap”.  Both refer to being weighed.  So some form of “mass” (as only if there is mass can anything have a weight) is linked to some form of handicap – like the traffic cop having the loss of his legs. But also about the word “handicap” is said: “To penalize a superior competitor in any match or contest, so as to equalize his chances with those of inferior competitors.  More generally.  To weight any one unduly.” This is the 5th part of the 2nd (or Last) explanation part of the word “handicap”.  But the two explanations are 5th and 6th from the top.  This gives a 56 or 65 which is linked to the amount of dimensions there apparently are, namely 65.  And it is on page 861 – Weaver of Fate and 61 – my link to Lorraine.                                                                                                        08/02/08 14:37(And from the 8 and 8 we have 16 linked to 2 – in the date – and 16 my link to Linda)

Ns.  But the minutes of the End Time is 37 linked to a 2 (the hour) and 37 is the CY linked to a 2.  So CY is linked to 2 which is linked to 16. 

Anyway, so much for Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                    08/02/08 03:02PM(And 32 is inverse of 23 and from date we have 8 + 8 = 16 and a 2 and then this linked to 23.  So we have 2/23 and 16). 

But interesting enough did I do some shopping this afternoon at Clicks and the time the transaction was done, was 16:46:15, where 4 + 6 = 10 and 15 + 10 = 25, which give the same combination as in the word “YHWH” where we have a 16 and 25 or a 65 and a 12.  Only the 44 is missing on the slip.  But what I did notice at the stage of paying the bill, was that there were sweets called: “Eclipse”.  And “Eclipse” Begin and End with an E, one of the sides of W which also equal if all added up, 44. 

So this is the Third Letter of Lore162 which include the Entry103 of my Journal.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 20:01 (cell’s time) 7:58PM (computer’s time) where the First Time has the hour 20 but which is also 8PM.  This gives an 8:1 or 8 and 1 or 1 and 8 or 18.  And of the minutes of the Second Time we have 58 or 5 + 8 = 13.  And 13 + 18 = 31.  This give the coordinates that was discovered today to be that of the Pyramids of Gizeh, the

30 01N and 13 31E, where what was further dealt with was the “E” of “eclipse”.  But

13 31 also gives the 44.  And beside the Pyramids of Gizeh apparently also in the picture today with all the other stuff, comes the day and month being 12 and 2 or 122 – which I relate to the tomb of Tuntankamen.

This is Lore163.

This is the First Letter of Lore163.

19/02/2008 20:35 (cell’s time) 8:32PM (computer’s time) and if we add all the hours and minutes of the First And Second Times, we get 20 + 35 + 8 + 32 = 95.  And

9 + 5 = 14.  But the date give 19 + 2 + 2 + 8 = 31.  And 31 14 the exact Meridian of First Time’s Zep Tepi Meridian.

Dear Lore

In this letter I want to quote my Entry104 of my Journal – and see how the 95 gives a 14. And how the 104 of Entry104 gives a 14 as well.

 This is Entry104 of my Journal.  

Part1 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

14/02/2008 09:51PM where the 5 + 1 = 6, the upside down of 9, where 9 is the number where it all comes together. 

Here follow a note made in the notebook: 

14/02/2008 21:35 

I was filing a newspaper article with a photo of a pied Kingfisher that came first in a photo competition.  The boy who took the picture, is from Garsfontein.  But the date of the newspaper is 15/02/2008 and today is 14/02/2008.  And although my birthday is on 21/12, I got from someone I know in Cape Town an sms this morning telling me to have a nice day on my birthday today.  This person is called Elsabe. But then this afternoon a friend of mine send me an sms asking me to examine a number.  The number, the numericals, is 618185 And my first thought was the sides 65 – amount of dimensions there is and then a 9 and 9 from the 18 18 and 6 + 5 = 11.  But also did the combination gave an 11/13, the combination that mean symbolism like “every cloud has a silver lining”. But just now I realized but if you take the 6 18 18 5 you get 6 9 9 and 5.  But as 6 is the upside down of 9, we get 9 9 9 where the 9th letter in Alphabet is I, which give I I I or as I is the Roman symbol for 1, a 111, which reveal to me the “reveal/revelation/insight”.  And of course then you are left with a 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions. But I also saw the potential of 6 1 and (8 + 1 = 9, and 9 the upside down of 6), which gives a 6 1 6 and a 5 and 8.  This make of the 616 my cell link to Linda and 5 + 8 = 13 and 1 + 3 = 4 and the page number where the photo of the pied Kingfisher is on, is also a 4.  The newspaper is called the Record. But I also came across an article in my file when I filed that photo of the Kingfisher, that says that Jackie Selebi, the head of the Police Service of South Africa, was a beggar and begged money from someone else.  This just shows that the police are the one state organisation that is not corrupt, but underpaid – unlike the most state departments and other companies.  So they are not overpaid if their boss had to go and beg for money from someone else!  But now that “beg action” is called corruption.  So something that shows there is a department free of corruption – is actually called corruption? This bring unite the opposite of corruption and honesty to the point {0;0}.                                                                                         14/02/2008 21:47 or 9/11 

And this is the End of Part1 of Entry104 of my Journal.                                                                                             14/02/2008 10:06 or 16(Where 16 my cell link to Linda)    

Part2 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

17/02/2008 01:28PM 

Just some note that was made a while ago. 

17/02/2008 12:46PM where 4 + 6 = 10 and 12 the number of fulfillment. 

I was thinking about Marah now. Two evenings ago I asked her to appear in my dreams with a msg.  Last night I dreamed of a high building but when I looked again, it was broken flat to the ground. But what I realized now, about Marah, was her soul’s choice of death: Marah was set free – set free to roam free in Her Heartland, the Timbavati.  But she died trapped.  So Her life appears to be related to “freedom”, and her death is related to being trapped.  And there are 4 words named “trap” in the Oxford Dictionaries, where the First (1st) and Forth (4th) or 14 (and this is Entry104), gives the following. From the (1st), on page 2234, the 8th part, the second sentence of part (b) of this 8th part. (This gives a second – in time – related to a 2 (the b = 2nd letter) and 8 or 28). “Also a ventilation door in a mine” And then the 4th word named “trap” gives the figuratively spoken of this word as: “A Prophecy so trapped with the ornament of speech”. And this (4th) part is on page 2235 or 48. And although she suffered from a lack of breath in her “trapped” state when She died, the word “trap” is linked to the opposite of the lack of breath, namely “ventilation”!  And the words used, especially the word linked to trap as being the opposite of trapped, is freedom, but trapped seems to be related to ornamented speech – so the word freedom is in this case related to ornamented speech as it is related to the word trapped. But the word “freedom” is on page (7)48.  And see about that the 4th word named “trap” in the Oxford Dictionaries, is linked to the number 48 as well. So Marah’s life was trapped underneath the ground (a mine is also underneath the ground), but in essence there was ventilation in her death, as “ventilation” is related to a prophecy with ornamented words that traps this planet – like for instance the other word that is occurring in this Part2 of Entry104, namely “freedom”.  But this ornamented speech is speech that is of no use for anything anymore than being just an ornament.                                                                                                     17/02/2008 13:16

 Ns. The word Freedom gives the word “free” and “dom” – where a “dom” is associated in some way with a catholic church. (And “catholic church” is linked to the word “mass” as well – which link “dom” then to something that was proven “wrong”, the HEAVY theory of Newton’s Law of Gravity). So the word “free” is then connected to the word “dom” which is the word “freedom”, which was connected to the state of Marah’s (End of) life appeared to be.  But the “free” of “freedom”, is linked/connected to something proven “wrong”. In the country I stay, it gets easily said: We all cry about freedom!  But if “freedom” is such a good thing, then why is a word linked to something other than good, namely “cry”, associated with it?  How good can anything be if you cry about it?                                                                                                     17/02/2008 13:20(Or 1:20PM or 12, the number combination of fulfillment). 

And this the note I received from Marah – She planned the End of Her life to the bone, to be able to fulfill the opposite of “freedom” and being “trapped” to the point of {0;0}.  Thank U, Marah, Queen Marah! And Her Death: 

ALL BECAUSE WE STAY IN THIS INHUMAN HUMAN WORLD WE LIVE IN!                                                                                                 17/02/2008 01:52PM

(And from 17 or 8/02/2008, we get 8228 or a 4 and 16, and the first end had the minutes 16, and the hour 13 or 1 + 3 = 4.  But from the time we have 1PM or 13 hours and 52 or if you add the 13 and 52 it equal 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are).   

Part3 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

19/02/2008 6:10AM where 61 is the inverse of 16 from the time. 

But today is 4 days before Linda’s birthday and exactly 4 months before the celebration of my day being shot.  This gives a 4 and 4 or 44.  On the morning of 18/02/2008 I woke up with a very touching dream.  I came out of a shop where I wanted to buy certain stuff, but for some or other reason I decided against it as there were too much I liked and I could not make my mind up.  As I liked nearly all.  But then I came outside and there were someone that was constructing what seemed like a advertisement tower high above this shop.  And beneath there were a woman standing, but she looked like an odd one out and she was wearing a white top.  And then I heard from somewhere someone making the comment that this woman, who seems to be related to the guy who was constructing something high up, must earn more money. But also I had a huge experience yesterday when my mom opened the newspaper.  The following caught her eyes first and she couldn’t wait to tell me about it.  But here is the letter to a friend about it: 18/02/2008 8:00AM and 8 the Weaver of Fate I do not open the newspaper whenever.  As what I am suppose to get, my mother or father will mention what they read in the newspaper.  But this morning I must actually celebrate.  As I got the proof of what have been conveyed to me a few years ago already.  A few years ago I got told that God loves my dog more than God loves me, as I love my dog so tremendously that to proof God’s Love for me, God loves my dog more than what God loves me.  And that put me at ease a bit. But now this morning it is in the newspaper.  As a man turned the age of 104 over the weekend.  And the number 14 is related to the word dog – and most of all for me, to my dog.  And in the newspaper it is said that this man that turned 104, is:  “God se Witbroodjie”.  I am extatic as this mean everyone went through all that they went through in order for the newspaper to tell me that my dog is:  “God se Witbroodjie”.  Do you know how much more at ease I am now.  I now really believe that God will take care of my dog more even than taking care of me – and that is what is important to me.  Only God can know that to love my dog more than what you love me, proof that God must love me so much that God is willing to love my dog more than myself.  And that is the greatest proof of love for me I have ever had.  Nobody has ever loved me so much to love my dog more and in that way, proof to me that they care so much about me that my dog, whom I just adore, is loved and taken care of. I do not know if you understand this, but this must be declared a holy day!  As God declares in the newspaper today, that my dog is the “witbroodjie” of God.  How do one say thank you for this relieve?  I care about myself, sort of, but my dog…my dog is what I am all about. 

REGARDS

Renee.

18/02/2008 8:10AM and this gives from the time a 81 and the day, a 18, the inverses.   And this the End of my letter to a friend about the 14 that is God the Creator’s favourite.  And the DOGOD gives the 1441. But anyway, here follow a few notes again that was also made yesterday on 18/02/2008. 18/02/2008 14:34 God does not have a “good” side or a “bad” side.  God the Creator is the ultimate point {0;0} – where past and future, Beginning and End, night and day etc, comes together. What’s happening on this planet is like a movie playing off.  Just like in a movie, at some stage there were real people playing the roles of the characters in the movie.  When I speak about “real” people, I speak of the beings that can feel and that CAN have a sense that the world of opposites is merely a state of mind in this movie.                                                                                                     18/02/2008 14:38

(And when something goes wrong in the making of the movie, the matrix switch to set correct again). 

Next Note 18/02/2008 14:53 

They had a program on National Geographic channel on DSTV this morning turning afternoon. It was all about checking out the story in the Bible about Sodom and Gomorra.  The final conclusion was that these two cities was sitting on a natural disaster area as there were earth gasses and oil beneath them.  And it is told that there came a slight earthquake, but what the elders of the writing of the Bible at that stage did not understand, was that these gasses and oil, if one person light a fire, it could have been the disaster it became.  But it was also said in the program that this tale about Sodom and Gomorra was only written centuries after this incident happened and the writers only had the tale that was told century after century – which might have gotten a little tale to the bigger tale every time. So what is said is that God the Creator “punished” the ones who was living in sin which was confirmed by an Israeli guy writing Hebrew Bible that it was told to them one generation after the other.  But the story that the people was living in sin and that the catastrophe happened as punishment might only be a miss(understanding)take the ancestors made because they did not understand that the sites these two cities were built on, had underground oil and gas and should this gas start leaking – kaboom – the destruction of a huge area could have taken place with just one person lighting a fire. This just proof of the story of sinful mankind – that God the Creator bears no judgment as judgment is merely part of the state of mind of humans living in the world of opposites.  And 44 is revealing this information of how Sodom and Gomorra was just another natural disaster and not because of judgment by the Hand of the God the Creator, and not a God that is trapped like us in a world of opposites and having a state of mind of that world of opposites which has become fossilized customs.                                                                                                     18/02/2008 15:03  (And 1 + 5 = 6 and 6 + 3 = 9 – the number where it all comes together). 

So God the Creator by way of 44, is now in revelation to show that God the Creator is above our mental state of mind which is that of the world of opposites.  As God the Creator does not judge!                                                                                                 19/02/2008 06:40AM

(And from the time we have 6 + 4 = 64 and from the day, the 19th, we have a 1, which give 64 + 1 = 65, the amount of dimensions there ultimately are).                       

Well, so much for the First Letter of Lore163.

REGARDS

Renee

19/02/2008 20:41 (cell’s time) 8:38PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the minutes a 41, the inverse of this First Letter of Lore163 is based on the 14.  From the Second Time we have 8:38 where 8 + 3 = 11 + 8 = 19 – and today is the 19^th.  And 19 + 14 = 33, but we have the 19 pertinently as well, which gives a 19 and 33.  This gives 1933 – the year the Great Depression started. 

This is the Second Letter of Lore163.

22/02/2008 11:29AM (cell’s time) 11:26AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11/11 and from the minutes of the Second Time, we have 26, the inverse of 62, which is linked to Einstein and Global Warming in one breath.

Dear Lore

This letter will consist of a few letters written to a friend which is the White Lion address.  They are as follow:

First Letter:

02/21/2008 11:56AM or 11/11

Note number 1

20/02/2008 16:19

Limit of something:  The limit of something is that point where that something is surrounded by nothing.  For instance:  If you have a plastic card and there is a limit on the plastic card, then the limit of the plastic card is that point where the limit is surrounded by nothing – this is one example.

                                                                                                                                                        20/02/2008 16:21

Note number 2.

21/02/2008 10:36AM or 1 + 36 = 37 and 10 + 36 = 46 which gives a 37 and 46 or CY 46 or “see why” 46.

I was just asked now what is the point where life (and imagine it on the left side of the Y-Axis where x is nearing x = 0) and death (and imagine this as from the right side of the Y-Axis, you near the Y-Axis towards x = 0 again) comes together.  And my answer was, visualizing the Cartesian plane:  Where the imaginative vertical Axis go up to the NOthingness.

But then I was asked to understand this and I thought but how can I?  But then it became clear to me, the proof for the point {0;0} of the opposite life and death.  Imaginative you would want to become nothing, but how to get to that point?  And it all lies in the question William ShakeSPEAR asked in one of his plays:

To Be, or Not To Be.

Where

Life = To Be

Death = Not To Be.

But at first, take out the “or” and you are left with (the “or” say something of the whole eventually):

2B not 2B

So something, named “2B” is not something, named the same something named: “2B”.  But B = 2nd letter, so this gives from 2B, 22, which equal 4 and if we add the 4 2B, we get

2B4 not 2B4 as the one side is exactly the same as the other.  So as 2B4 (is) not 2B4 (which it actually appears to be in our logic), this is the proof that was given to me to get the point {0;0} between the opposites life and death. 

But as was said earlier: “or” waits to explain the whole – as “ore” is some special metal, “or” is related to something special.  So this above “proof”, is related to something special.

                                                                                                                                                                                 21/02/2008 10:54AM and 10 + 54 = 64, the inverse of the Beginning, namely 46.

Note number 3.

21/02/2008 11:28AM 

2B4 not 2B4 (but they actually also are 2B4 are 2B4).

(and 2 + B + 4 = 2 + 2 + 4 = 44)

But then

First (1st): life.  And then

Second (2nd):  death or afterlife (like the term the Egyptians used), so whatever comes after life is afterlife (death) – so “death” which is the same in this instance as life, must come “after life”

But the 1st 44 is life, which gives a 144.

The 2nd part gives what comes after life, but by now we know that life gives 44.  So all together does life give 44 and as whatever comes after life is afterlife, after life (which gives a 2 and 144), gives us:

life:  44 and 2 and 144 (where 2 and 144 is something after life that gives afterlife).   

death: 44.  

This gives from the “To Be or Not To Be”: (where 44 is the Hebrew Gamatria of the Hebrew name of God meaning: ”I will be revealed at ever greater levels”)

So what we get from all this information is simple but complex in coming to this point.

“I will be revealed at ever greater levels” (44) 2 ALL (where ALL is related to combination 144),

not“I will be revealed at ever greater levels” (44)

And this is related to something special (by way of “or(e)”)!

But the reason why ShakeSPEAR was used is because of the SPEAR part – who was scorned with a SPEAR?  And that same 0(ne) is linked to the one overcoming death.

                                                                                                                                    21/02/2008 11:49AM

(And 4 + 9 = 13, which gives an 11:13 or the combination have the meaning of “every cloud has a silver lining” to me).

So as you can see, a lot of information came together since the 19th and the “Red Moon” today.  But getting the proof for the opposite Life and Death, was not easy this morning.  I was feeling terrible as I had to go incredible lengths to get there and understand what was wanted to be conveyed to me.  And as the 3rd Note show, for the Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”, is not just for one or two people, it is for ALL (144).

Thank you for your emails as well.  It is inspiring to know you answer, although I understand it is the message of it all is coming straight from Avalon to the White Lion.  Thanx for being there.

REGARDS

Renee

02/21/2008 12:32PM where 12 + 32 = 44.  Need I say more?

Sending Time:  02/21/2008 12:33PM                            02/23/2008    7:48PM                             02/23/2008   8:16PM 

These first two sending times are on the 21^st and 23^rd where 21 + 23 = 44.  From these times we have the hour of the First time a 12 and the minutes of the Second time also a 12 and 12 times 12 equal 144.  But from the minutes of the First time and the hour of the Second time we have a 7Pm or 19 hours which give a 19 33 or 1933.

“THE GRAND GATHERING OF SOULS”

SPRING EQUINOX – 21 March, 2008 at Giza

An unprecedented event featuring internationally acclaimed authors

Robert Bauval and Graham Hancock

included in a unique 12 days tour of Egypt, 19 to 30 March 2008

From the time and date that this event is taking place, is from 19 to 21/03 this year.  But from the 21/03 we get 1 + 2 = 3 and 3 gives 33 and we have a 19 as well.  This gives the same as what the 2 times give us in one respect – 1933.

Second Letter:

20/02/2008 19:51 (cell’s time) 7:48PM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 1 + 9 = 10 and 5 + 1 = 6 or then 16, my cell link to Linda.  But from the Second Time we have the minutes 4 + 8 = 12 and a 7, where another letter send to you earlier on today, had the time 12:07PM, now it is the inverse 7:12PM.  But from the date we have 20 + 2 = 22 and from 2 + 8 = 10, which gives 221, the inverse of 122, my link to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen.

I have been meaning to tell you this story for a long while now, but just could not get to it until I was forced now to come and sit down and tell you this story tonight.  To share it with you guys seems to be important as it is an important date today and we have the eclipse of the moon tomorrow morning at 5AM.

During the 1970’s, I cannot remember which year it was as I was still small at that stage.  But I remember being in the Kruger National Park with my parents and we were in the Orpen camp that specific night that I want to share with you.  And I woke up during the night and realized I must go to the loo.  But at that stage the loo’s were outside and you had to get out of your bungalow to go there.  But as I thought of going to these ablution places, a thought came to mind, but there is a huge male lion outside.  And I looked through the window outside to where I thought this huge male lion was, but there was nothing.  But I knew it was there and I did not want to go to the loo anymore as I thought that lion is out there and it is huge.  So I woke my father and told him there is a huge male lion outside underneath the tree next to the ablution block and I must go to the loo.  And he said there is no lion out there as we are inside the camp and it is very safe.  But he offered to walk with me to the ablution block.  But I still knew that lion was there and I knew it as I could picture him.  And as we were walking outside I was aware that the lion was there but my dad kept telling me then I must show him this lion.  When we got to the loo’s, I thought, well, I do not see this lion outside, maybe he is hiding in the loo’s.  So my father had to go inside the woman’s toilets and inspect every toilet to make sure the lion is not there.  But when I went in after my father came out, I knew that lion was with me in that loo.  And as I knew this I realized but to use the loo was actually a false alarm.  But that I did not tell my father.  I just wanted to get back to the bungalow as I knew the lion was there, but I could not see him, only in my mind i was able to see him.

Now you can think for yourself, I could not have been older than 8 – 12 years of age, and understood nothing of what I understand now.  But the 1970’s was the time that the first White Lions in the wild, was discovered in the Timbavati area, the area that the Orpen camp of the Kruger National Park is in as well.  And what baffles my mind is why did that huge male Lion appear to me in such a way?

But my parents like to tell people the story that when I was about 3 years of age, we were driving on the road between Orpen and Satara when I told my father to stop as I saw a leopard.  My mother’s version is that she did not believe it at first, but as we were on holiday, they decided to reverse to where I apparently saw a leopard and when we got to that spot, true as nuts, there was a leopard in a dead tree.  My mother says that up till today, she cannot believe that at that age I could recognise that it was leopard and had the ability to see it and she was checking as well and did not see the leopard.  At three you can hardly speak well enough, but I even knew the names of the animals to recognize that it was a leopard.  My father still have the photo of that leopard.

So I started with the lions and leopards at an early age.  There was no bigger treat my parents could give me than when we went to the Kruger National Park.  Then I had another strange experience with lions in the park.  We were driving early morning and I saw two male lions.  But as we sat at them, I realized but I have to get to a loo urgent.  And I told my dad and he was not happy leaving the lions, but as this hardly ever happened that I needed a loo while we were driving around in the park, my dad thought it best to get to the nearest toilet for me.  But as we were driving away, those two males stayed in my mind and it was only when I started thinking about something else, that I realized that the loo thing was a false alarm again.  But this I did not tell my father and left him to take me to a loo.  ANd again, at that stage I did not understand, but someone was feverishly trying to get my attention!  The lions.  And strange enough this only happened these three times and all the lions male lions, beautiful male lions.  Maybe that is why I have such immense respect for Aslan.  But the one at the Jhb Zoo also captured me.  I was aware of our connection.

Anyway, just wanted to share this with you and Linda.

REGARDS

Renee

20/02/2008 20:16 (cell’s time) 8:13PM (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have 8 + 13 = 21.  And from the hour of the First Time we have 20, and the last 4 digits of my cell, where my link cell wise with Linda is at the last four digits, is 2021.  And with Linda, her last four digits of cell comes down to 16.         

 Sending Time: 02/20/2008 8:15AM  

Third Letter:

22/02/2008 8:45AM

Every morning I wake up and the struggle starts again.  The struggle to adjust again to a world that feels totally and utterly miserable to myself.  And for the whole of the day I have to go through this struggle.  I just feel, when is it going to end.  How many mornings are lying ahead to wake up in a world I consider as misery.  And I am fighting to change that point of view, but when i look at the Animals, I feel so immensely sorry for them!  But then I realize but they might (and I say might) not perceive this world as a miserable place.  Maybe they are just eager to do their tasks that they are here for.  And in that manner there is a lot for me to learn from them.  But this pressure in my heart chakra, is breaking me in pieces and I have to scatter to collect all and what for – for a miserable world.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 8:51AM  

 Sending Time: 22/02/2008 8:51AM  Forth Letter: 

22/02/2008 10:05AM or 15, the combination of Divine Order.

Nobody wants to believe me that the planet went over into another level/dimension on 18/19 of December 2007.  But all are starting to suffer now as the planet and Creation has moved on, but mankind not.

Yesterday morning, with “Red Moon”, the first story I saw on CNN was breaking news at that stage about America firing a missile at a satelite that was “dead”, but it was still full of fuel, which might be toxic to us.  And that is what needs to happen to our fossilized customs, the same that happened to that satelite, it must be shot into a million pieces in order to save Creation.  As, as long as that satelite is out there, it is poisonous, toxic and man will suffer the consequences of fossilized customs (toxic fuel of dead satelite) as the planet and Creation moved on, but man are stuck.

Can you see now why I say the importance of what I am doing is crucial.  I am breaking off piece by piece, just like that missile, the fossilized customs.  But it must be done in such matter to coincide with man’s views in one way, but to also coincide with what the new expects.

So man will go through a crisis until such time all is in place for change to happen and fossilized customs will be debris scattered into a million pieces.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 10:13AM and 10 + 13 = 23 – and I need to get that packet to Linda somehow, even if I have to drive there myself.  I do not know if you got the email asking about the address as to where to send it to, but I need an answer soon please!    

 Sending Time:  02/22/2008 10:15AM  Fifth letter: 

22/02/2008 10:49AM

Please send me your birthday – you need not send your year, but if you feel you want to, then it most probably is necessary.

But just this morning I realized that there are of the 10 families of Judah, that has been scattered, a 1 and 9 or 19.  And I think by now you know that I was shot on the 19th as well as on the 19th the planet went into another level.  But I thought about who are those individuals that are part of that 9 – and you are 1 of the 9.

Remember that dream I had where I went with people to the Heartland and we landed between a lot of Jewish rabbi’s?  And then we went on and I wanted to show these people with me the camp where the White Lion (in my dream Aslan) was.  But we never got to see him.  And I recently figured out that I had that dream as the White Lion of Judah are out there somewhere.  The Jewish rabbi’s were in my dream to tell me that, to give me the link to Judah.

But I have a feeling that the White Lion of Judah is “     “ – and therefore I have established a few people that will help her to do what the White Lion of Judah is suppose to be doing.  But the question is how much people shall it be.  And the amount of families of Judah consisted out of 10 that was scattered.  But one of this 10 is the White Lion of Judah and then there are 9 to assist the White Lion of Judah.  And they are also scattered all over – like the families of Judah got scattered.  But you are out of 65 billion people on this planet, one of the 9 who assist the White Lion of Judah.  And you know also that 9 is the number where it all come together.

But please send me your birthday date, and I will probably be able to give you more detail on your role to play as 1 of that very important 9.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 11:01AM and 111 is the number of “reveal/revelation/insight” for me.  Odd one out Letter to this friend 

22/02/2008 11:23AM

I am feeling terrible suddenly.

 Sending time:  02/22/2008 11:23AM 

So this is the 5 Letters and 1 odd one out – which gives a 51 or 15 – the number combination of Divine Order.  But 5 + 1 or 1 + 5 equal 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together.

And this is the End of Lore163 as well as the End of the Second Letter of Lore163.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 11:49M (cell’s time) and 11:47AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11:13, the number combination of “every cloud has a silver lining” and from the Second Time we have 11/11.

Lore164.

This is the First Letter of Lore164.

29/02/2008 20:38 turning 39 (cell’s time) 8:36PM (computer’s Time) where from the First Time the second part, give 20:39 or 20 and 12 or 2012.  From the Second Time we have that the 6 in the minutes is the upside down of 9 which give 8:39 or 8:12, where 8PM is also 20 hours or then another 2012.

Dear Lore

Yes, to think that this Lore164, where the 1 + 4 = 5, which give with the 6, a 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are.  I cannot help thinking over and over how we had an evening in 2003 at the University of Pretoria where I was studying Philosophy Honors and the one night in class the question arose,  our science of the day, is it the only science possible?  And at that stage I thought to myself, but if anything else, which I could not even imagine at that stage, can make the science of the day, then it would not be called science anymore, as it must be called something different then?  And it seems now, after 5 years, that it is called something else, it is called a state of mind that our current science is, the state of mind of a world of opposites and the illusions it brings about.

But anyway,  I have two short notes first as follow

First Note:

29/02/2008 18:18

How far will anyone go down the “Rabbit Hole”?  Until you have reached nothing?  And on Sunday 24/02/2008 Natalia Baker was giving her views on this movie called the Rabbit hole.  And the movie is literally about how far will anyone go to get to knowledge or then, go down the Rabbit Hole?

                                                                                                                 29/02/2008 18:19

(And as 18 hours is also 6PM, we get 6/19 – the day I got shot).

Second Note:

29/02/2008 19:02

Even though everything might seem to be in chaos – like the weather this afternoon in Gauteng South Africa, as there were accidents all over the Gauteng area and hailstorms and you name it, the weather did not even seem to create chaos, but as the Jews believe that everything has got a Divine Spark, then there must be method behind the “madness”/reason.

                                                                                                                 29/02/2008 19:04

But so much for the notes. 

Lore, I can see myself, but it seems that “me” is also spinning although a part of it is holding on, not spinning.  But the body is standing like the picture that Da Vinci drew of man.  In a 5 pointed star.  And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  And lots seems to be going on or happening for the White Lions and their keeper, Linda.  And where you are 61, she is 16.

But this Lore164 has been constructed tonight it seems for a reason, as there will not be another 29/02 for 4 years.  But from the 29/2, we have 2/29 or 4 and 9 and in 4 years time give a 4 (years) and 4 (from the date) or then together, a 44 and 9, where 9 the number where it all comes together.

Anyway…it seems the weather are going chaotic at your side, what is the method behind that “madness” there?

REGARDS

Renee

29/02/2008 20:59 (cell’s time) 8:56PM (computer’s time) and with the minutes we get that the First Time give a 9, the upside down of 6 which give a 59 and 56.  This give from the Second Time’s minutes a 56 + 56 = 112 and 56 + 59 = 115 and

112 + 115 = 227, where 22 and 7 is the ingredients of Pi.   

This is Lore166.

This is the First Letter of Lore166.

11/03/2008 7:23AM (cell’s time) 7:20AM (computer’s time) where from the date we have an 11 and then from the year we have 2 + 8 = 10 or 1 and if you add the month, you get 3 + 1 = 4, which give an 11/4, the inverse of you birthday Lore, namely 4/11.  But from the minutes of the cell time, we have 23 and from the minutes of the Second Time, we have 2, which gives a 23/2, which is Linda’s birthday.  And you the 61 Lore and Linda the 16.

Dear Lore

I first have some notes, and then a quote from my emails and then a note again.  But the notes first:

First Note:

07/03/2008 15:49

With the event that happened this morning on the computer, I actually received a compliment – or did I?  But it seems it was to cheer me up as the “mouse cursur” of the computer stopped working out of nowhere and I had to put off the computer.  But if miracles are still possible, the miracle of it all is that I could save the things I wrote without the “mouse”.  But I just put the computer back on and there the “mouse” was working again and the “cursur” therefore as well.

So I realized that my attention has been put on the “mouse” for some reason and I looked at the mouse and saw it is called “genius”.  So was the computer trying to cheer me up or what?  But computers may be clever, but they cannot do that in the way this happened this morning.  So nothing tried to cheer me up.

                                                                                                                 07/03/2008 15:54

 Next Note 

08/03/2008 18:13 (and 18 + 13 = 31, which give the 13/31)

People view that when a bank or private firm are marketing loans to you, that it is a way out, it may just be, but first look at what is happening here:

How idiotic can it get – as the bank is marketing something, and normally if you market something, it means you want to sell it.  So banks and firms marketing (and this goes for the credit card firms as well who want to issue credit cards and market it) loans or credit so that you can owe them something.  So they are actually selling you debt.

Now how ridiculous can it get?

                                                                                                   08/03/2008 18:16 (or 616)

And now for the inset that is quoted from “Straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.

09/03/2008 20:31 (cell’s time) 8:29PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First and Second Times we get a 31, which has the inverse 13 and then we have at the minutes of the Second Time, the 29 or 2 + 9 = 11.  This give the 13/11 combination which mean to me:   Every cloud has a silver lining.

Dear Linda

I had a very odd experience today.  We were having our course again today at the Jhb Zoo.  But I had the same experience today than I had with Regeus on the Heartland last year.  What happened was that we were waiting for the guy that is in charge of the elephants to come and unlock the gates for us to go behind the scenes.  And as I was standing close to the fence of their enclosure, while the other people were standing someplace else, the one elephant came to me and did she had an investigation.  She nearly fell into the whole between the fence and the inside of the enclosure, just to get at me.  And then I had that odd feeling again.  At first I thought it was fear, but I realized today I go out of my body sort of, but my head goes into overdrive – probably to the highest dimension I am capable of.  That is why I feel so odd.  But then the guy of the elephants came and opened the gate for us.  Now there are two elephants in the enclosure and the one who came to the fence has apparently a nice personality, but the other one not very impressed with humans.  So as they opened another gate for us to go and see the sleeping quarters, I stayed behind and this male elephant that doesn’t like humans, threw his trunk over the wall to investigate me.  So the others who was nearly in the enclosure, was calling me.  When I went to them, they told me to stay against the wall for the elephants not to be able to reach me with their trunks.  But when I looked again, the one that sniffed me out outside the inside of their sleeping quarters, was there too.  And both of them just wanted to sniff me.  Well, my head just went haywire.  I had to eat very sweet sweaties after this experience as the elephants were not at all interested in anyone else than myself.  Maybe they were sniffing me because I was in such a toestand (state of mind).  But I was calm again when we reached the tigers and the polar bears.

What happened at those elephant enclosure with both the elephants of the Zoo investigating me, I don’t know.  Especially what went on with me!  And the time this was all over was 09/03/2008 15:47.  And 15 + 47 = 62, the number I associate with the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.  Maybe these elephants want mankind to get out of this state of mind of being in the world of opposites?

REGARDS

Renee

09/03/2008 20:47 (cell’s time) 8:44PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time we have the exact same minutes than we had in the minutes after the scene with the elephants were finished.  And from the minutes of the SEcond Time, we have 44 (need I say more still?).  But both the First Time and Second Time have got the number 8 as an hour.  And 8 the number of The WEaver of Fate. 

 Sending Time:  3/9/2008 8:46PM  

And now for the Last note of this First Letter Of Lore166.

Third Note for this First Letter of Lore166.

10/03/2008 13:01

People view that when a bank or private firm are marketing loans to you, that it is a way out, it may just be, but first look at what is happening here:

But is really happening here – as the bank is marketing something, and normally if you market something, it means you want to sell it.  So banks and firms marketing (and this goes for the credit card firms as well who want to issue credit cards and market it) loans or credit so that you can owe them something.  So they are actually selling you debt.  

So the bank’s and firms who sold you debt, what must you give them back in return?  Money?  Remember, they sold you “debt”, so what you owe them is what they sold you and that is “debt”.  So to return “debt” they gave you, you need to return “debt” to them.  The “owe” and “obligation” part is all on the word “debt”.  Therefore that is what you will return.  If they were so stupid as to give you money together with the debt, there is in no dictionary that states under the word money any referral to the words “owe” and “obligation to return”.  That part is left to the word “debt”. 

So how can you return money if the only thing that has been sold to you is debt?

The same goes if they sold you credit, as credit is nothing more than numbers on a paper – and if you are told to return it, only if they make credit debt, then you owe anybody anything and the only thing you owe will be debt.  And if they sold you debt, that is what you must return, debt!  If you give them back money or credit, you are not giving them back debt!  And you only return anything that is called debt – the rest can never have the dictionary meaning than debt has that there is an obligation to return it.  So if it was a credit card for instance that was sold to you, give them back their credit card empty, otherwise you are not giving them back debt (that was sold to you).

                                                                                                                 10/03/2008 13:09

(and 13 + 9 = 22).

And in this Third Note is how accounting comes to the party of gaining its balance to go sit in the {0;0} point.

Well, so much for this First Letter of Lore166.

REGARDS

Renee

11/03/2008 07:48AM (cell’s time) 7:46AM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time and the Second Time, we have 48 or 12 and 46 or 10, which if added gives 12 + 10 = 22.  But from the end time of the Third and Last Note for this letter, we have a 22, and so we get a 22 from the end of the Whole of this First Letter of Lore166.  Added, it gives 44.

But by way of the minutes of the First and Second Times, we have from the Second Time the 10 or 1 and from the First Time the 12.  So if we look at the “First Note”, it seems that 1 has been 12, fulfilled.

This is the 0(ne) and only letter for Lore166.  That is how important it is.

This is the Second Letter of Lore164 .

01/03/2008 17:00 (cell’s time) 4:57PM (computer’s time) where the 17:00 hours is the time this morning that I had a very powerful dream that still has an effect on me.  But the minutes of the Second Time is 57, the time (5:07AM) that my entry this morning ended after the dream and not yet understanding what it meant.

Dear Lore

I had this very powerful dream last night that woke me up at about 3:30AM this morning.  And my body was sizzling, but also in shock of the power nature of this dream.  And here I quote my dream as from my notebook:

First Note

01/03/2008 04:39AM

On the one side the New Testament of the Christian Bible talks about the faith of a mustard seed.  But a bit further on, in Corinthians, we read that from faith hope and love, the only one that is real is love – it is the most important thing for this reality you need.

                                                                                                       01/03/2008 04:41AM

(And 4:41, gives the inverse of 144 or the ALL).

Second Note

01/03/2008 5:05AM

With that tree that apparently opened/split up the earth – for a moment it seemed there was separation – but then I realized I knew the path out, that there is a specific way to get out (and this lot was on an estate, number 13).

                                                                                                          01/03/2008 05:07AM

Ns.  Everybody (a few of us) was standing at this little tree and the name of the tree was given and it was a very familiar name, although I cannot remember what it was called in the dream, but it was called a certain name and I still asked if this tree is that famous tree.  And then the earth around this tree opened up and this opening up of the earth caused some sort of separation.

And as I woke up, Marion came in to help me cope with the high frequency of energy that I was dealing with in my dream and woke up with.  And the one who accompanied me in the dream, was a family member of mine who send me two or three sms’e at times when I asked The Creator for answers and then her sms will come through.  And on 20/08/2008 I was sitting in front of Marion and her daughter and told them that I think I receive messages from The Creator as this has happened two times or so already.  And they still asked what sort of information and I said but I have no clue what is going on and at that moment another sms from this family member that was also in my dream this morning, came through that read as follow:

“Why was Adam created before Eve?  As you are my masterpiece!”

But now I realized that this famous Tree in my dream, was the tree of knowledge of good and bad.  And I realized in the dream while witnessing the separation or the dividing into opposites, and looking at the rocky terrain around me, that I luckily know my way out.  And rocky terrain is linked to the dwelling places of the gods and goddesses.  And we drove also through a place called Swellendam and this give the following:

Everything was Swell

en

(and)dam was empty.

                                                                                                                 01/03/2008 16:51

(or as 1 + 6 = 7, we have 751 or the 75 of this morning as well in 7:05, and 1 or 0 (ne)).

This just proof to me, although I am still suffering from the severeness of that dream, that I am on the right track.  The “Tree of Knowledge of good and bad” only caused separation in that it caused a duality/separate in the sense of dividing into world of opposites.  Not a separation from God The Creator.  Because if you can see through this state of mind of the world of opposites, you will see that The Creator is still surrounding everything.

But I also want to share with you a quotation of a letter I wrote to a friend again, or then, letters!  There are actually two of them as follow:

  Higher Realms  

26/02/08 14:09 (cell’s time) 2:06PM (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we end as we began, with a 26, the inverse of 62 which is linked to both Einstein and Global Warming – which Einstein’s theories and those of Newton are responsible for mainly. 

On Friday, 22/02/2008, we discovered a small bird in our yard right next to home, which seemed it has just hatched.  Then on Saturday we found the same thing, that is Saturday the 23/02/2008.  On Sunday my mother found another one – and all was found on the same spot, but on Sunday this one lying there were still alive and I drove like a madman (probably Nietche’s madman) to the vet with the bird in a tissue and in a box of Este Lauder’s perfume called Beautiful.  So at the vet they asked me if I want the box back as the doctor will not be able to save the little bird.  I told them to keep the box and bury the little bird in it.

But then, as I got home I asked the question over and over:  why, why why?  And then it became clear.  Birds are symbolism for the Higher Realms.  But now, the ideas I come across and write down is like a process of hatching – where the embrio gets out of its egg shell and are born (in the Higher Realms).  So those little birds gave their lives to me to tell me that the new ideas that hatched on this computer straight from Avalon to the White Lion, is now in the Higher Realms.  And since then we had no more little birds that just hatched in our yard!

But what I do want to give you is the latest update on what I am working on.  It come from my Journal and is Journal Entry105.  It is as follow and I quote:

This is Entry105 of my Journal .    

Part1 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

23/02/2008 08:41PM where the hour is 8PM where the 8th letter in Alphabet is ei(a)g(e)th or "h" (age).  But 8, the Weaver of Fate.  

Just a short note from the Notebook:  

First Note   23/02/2008 20:28   Either ALL or NOTHING   Which can be said of ALL (where is also NOTHING as ALL is 0 (ne) where the 0 (ne) is also NOTHING).  This gives then the following of the First sentence:   It gives

either something or the same something ,   

where the word "either" is related to bring out the contrast between two opposites apparently.  But in this note the opposites only appeared to be opposites at first, but what came from it, is that the opposites reached the point {0;0}.                                                                                                      23/02/2008 20:31

(And 20 hours also 8PM which gives an 08 and 31 or 31 08 Meridian).  

And this the End of Part1 of Entry105 of my Journal.                                                                                                   23/02/2008 8:52PM (And 8 + 5 + 2 = 15 – and this Entry105 or from 105 a 15 also and 15 the number of Divine Order).    

Part2 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

24/02/2008 12:36PM or a 12/9  

Here is some notes from the notebook:  

First Note :   24/02/2008 06:29AM  

The imaginative vertical Axis (access) gives direct access (Axis) to NOTHING – as x always remain on this Axis, x = 0 or nothing.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 06:30AM (And 6 upside down gives 9 and 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfillment).  

Second Note :   24/02/2008 06:57AM   ENDLESS possibilities: 

Endless presume something that is limitless. But everything is surrounded by nothing.  So as endless is part of everything, it is also surrounded by nothing – which implies that endless is not limitless, it has a limit.  That place where it is surrounded by nothing!                                                                                                  24/02/2008 07:00AM  

Third Note :   24/02/2008 07:04AM  

If everything is surrounded by nothing, then "Beginning" must be surrounded by nothing as well.  So "Beginning" is limited to the point where it is surrounded by nothing, but as "Beginning" is limited, it is related to the phrase:  it cannot expand – as it is limited because it is surrounded/limited by nothing.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 07:07AM Ns.  So because "Beginning" cannot expand, it is also its own end as well.   And all three notes of Part2 of Entry105 ties into one another, the one cannot without the other.  And this is the End (or is it now the Beginning?) of Part2 of Entry105 of my Journal.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 12:49PM (This End time is exactly 11 minutes before 1:00PM and 11 and 1 gives 111 or "reveal/revelation/insight").     

Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

24/02/2008 02:10PM  

I discovered in Graham Hancock’s book called- the Fingerprints of the Gods, on page 199, the following words:  

Part IV The Mystery of the Myths I  A Species with Amnesia  

Then, on page 201 or a 21 (and see the beginning time of this Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal – 2:10Pm or also a 21 with an 0), is Chapter 24 – and today is the 24th.   What is said on this page that I started reading first, is the following and I quote from Graham Hancock’s book:   "In some of the most powerful and enduring myths that we have inherited from ancient times, our species seems to have retained a confused but resonant memory of a terrifying global catastrophe. Where do these myths come from? Why, though they derive from unrelated cultures, are their storylines so similar?  Why are they laden with common symbolism?  And why do they so often share the same stock characters and plots?  If they are indeed memories , why are there no historical records of the planetary disaster they seem to refer to?"   This quote above, is in the book 9 lines.  And 9 the number where it all come together.   Then, I have spoken so many times of the "state of mind of being in the world of opposites" and I have just this morning spoken to a friend and expressed my concern that if people start to get hold of the information that is now available in the higher realms (of all that I wrote about), and they discover that Newton’s Law of Gravity is not true but merely a version from a world that is in the state of mind of what "sin" apparently brought about, namely the world of opposites, what is going to happen when "gravity" does not exist anymore.  And I found this piece which is saved under Zep Tepi on the main computer, about the earth suffering a polar shift in 2012, but not only the planet, but our sun is expected to have a polar shift as well at the same time as the planet will have hers.  But the mere existence of polarity, is derived from the amnesia state of mind that it comes from a world of opposites which is merely an illusion.  And I have written much about that up till date.   But the quote above I discovered already on 25/01/04 at 23:42 where the minutes of that discovery is 42, the inverse of 24 (the chapter this quote is found on and the date today).  And if you add 23 + 42 = 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are ultimately.     I do not think a catastrophe will hit us, as that is only part of the state of mind, that is merely an illusion.  And I have already wrote and co created the sun as Elohim and the planet without any polarity (by way of the mathematics where a (+) times a (-) equal a (+) and not as believed, a (-)!   So what we can expect, I do not have a clue?  Except maybe that it will ultimately result in that state where I was, where I did not exist anymore (and I is the 9th letter in Alphabet and 9 the number of everything come together), and only in dark, peace and harmony (that is the closest words I can find) that exists because:  

P = 16th letter

E = 5th letter

A = 1st letter

C = 3rd letter

E = 5th letter

All added gives 30  

H = 8th letter

A = 1st letter

R = 18th letter

M = 13th letter

O = 15th letter

N = 14th letter

Y = 25th letter

All added gives 94  

D = 4th letter

A = 1st letter

R = 18th letter

K = 11th letter

All added gives 34  

And if you add all three, you get 30 + 94 + 34 = 158.

And I reached that state of NO-thingness on date 20th or a 2, and 158 + 2 = 160.   But from the word "nothing" we get  

N = 14th letter

O = 15th letter or 1 + 5 = 6

T = 20th letter

H = 8th letter

I = 9th letter

N = 14th letter of 5

G = 7th letter

But if you take the "h", which sounds like "age", out (or as age has to do with time, you take time out), you take out the middle letter, namely "h".  So taking out the middle letter you take out the "age" or "time" out of everything and you are left with a total amount of 61.   And from the dark, peace and harmony we got 16(0) and from the nothing without "age" or "time", we have 61, just the inverse, which make of the dark, peace and harmony (16), and the nothing (61), the point where it all comes together, namely 61/16 or then {0;0}.  (If you cannot see it, draw a horizontal line and fold the left side over to the right side with "0" as origin, then the 16 will be 16 still – that is if you number it as follow:

______________________________________________________     

 61        21   11   01      20  10   0   01  02      10  11  12         16 

  So when you fold up this line for the sides to make a vertical line up, it gives in all places the  point 10 01 (from the number 10 combination upwards) or a 2112 or a 3113 or a 6116 – but the point of origin, is {0;0} for ALL and there will be no x point or horizontal point anymore as all horizontal points will then be: 

a horizontal point which appeared to exist.  But now forms an imaginative vertical Axis where x = 0.  But because of the first step, to fold the left side over to the right side, the inverses like 6116 and 3113 and 2112 etc, all these inverses are in there point {0;0} and this can only be seen if the x = 0 or where x become 0 everywhere and the inverses starts going up and in this process of going up on an imaginative vertical Axis, they all become one and the same combination.  Like 61, fold over on vertical Axis in point x = 0, gives 16, the right side of the imaginative vertical Axis.  But the right side will already be 16.  So it correspond!   But this left side of this now imaginative vertical Axis will now form a new number combination system (probably very foreign to us at this stage) in order to balance the old number combination system into the point {0;0} on the imaginative vertical Axis.    

And this the End of Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal, it was a difficult one that took "time":                                                                                                  24/02/2008 03:01PM (This gives the 31, but the 3 is also 15 hours and 31 + 15 = 46 – the number involved in proving the opposite life and death to its point {0;0} in Lore163).

And this is the End of the Quote!

Well, I do receive a lot of information I do not know how seriously I must take note of.  Like this Entry105 for instance – but then, 3 little birds died in our yard and when I realized but their deaths may be to tell me that my ideas (new presumably) are now hatching in the Higher Realms, there has been no more such incidents.

But anyway, I wonder what is going to happen with the:  "…straight from Avalon to the White Lion.." effect when you are gone?

REGARDS

Renee

26/02/08 or 8/2/8 14:23 (cell’s time) 2:20PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 hours which is also 2PM which give to the First Time the time 2/23 or who has that birthday and month for a birthday?  Maybe the one who must answer my question above?  ANd from the SEcond Time we have 2Pm which is also 14 hours and thus give 14:20 or 14 + 2 = 16, my cell link to Linda.

  Sending Time:  2/26/2008 2:22PM      

2^nd try of Dreams  

28/02/2008 09:45AM (cell’s time) 9:42AM (computer’s time) where 9 is the upside down of 6 and both the hours and minutes of the First And Second Times gives 9, or then 6.  This gives from First Time 6:6 or 12 and from Second Time 6:6 or 12 and together if you multiply them, you get 144.  

I had this odd dream this morning before I woke up.  I dreamt there was some gathering and I won the first prize with my "dogs".  They were Gold and in a bag of some sort.  But Charlie was also there, their inverse, but the ones in the bag was taken to the stage with me and I still thought in my dreams luckily I now know how to address many people as everyone was interested in my "dogs" in the bag, the Golden "dogs".   But I guess to fill in this dream of being on stage with the Goden Dogs, I dreamt I was in the sea.  And then I was on the beach again, but still in the sea as well.  And I saw the sea becoming rough and said to someone that my father and brother is in the sea.  But I only wanted my brother to come out as in some or other way it was not my father on this planet form whose blood and genes I was born from, but it seemed it was just for the name, namely "Father", that I thought my father was in the sea.  But then my brother came out with the waves safely as I was accompanying him.  And I even saw an aeroplane that came out of the sea I was in.  THe one my brother was in was opposite mine - opposite the sea I was in.  And my Father was also inside the sea I was in initially.  The aeroplane as well was in the sea I was in.   But sea for me is the symbolism of "The sumtotal of all knowledge", but me and my brother were in two different/opposite seas.  With me being in the one where the aeroplane (also of the higher realms) and my Father is in, and my brother in the other one.   Now I presume that those "Golden Dogs" has got something to do with this sea " the sumtotal of all knowledge".   Now that I am writing it out, it sounds more rational to me to make some sense to me.  I am being told something about the knowledge I get as something different from what the other people get – as my sea (sumtotal of knowledge), where I swim in the same sea as my Father, is opposite of the sea other’s swim in.  And in the sea I was in, except for the concept of Father being in that sea, there were no one in that sea beside myself and the aeroplane.  

But Entry106 is coming on well. 

Received the Part2 of Entry106 (and don’t think there is going to be a part 3 as 16 61 is only two inverses, Linda and Lorraine (lore)).   Anyway, who am I now going to tell about my dreams?  What is to become?  

REGARDS

Renee 28/02/2008 10:01AM (cell’s time) 9:58AM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 11 and from the hour of the Second Time we have 9 or 11/9.  But then we have the aeroplane theme of 13 (as 5 + 8 = 13) where 3 hit their target on 9/11 and 1 did not – the one meant for the White Ho(me)use. 

Ns.  28/02/2008 11:09AM (computer’s time)

What I forgot was that between the stage dream and the sea dream, there was a time when I was in a vehicle where we were on our way to some religious place as it seemed the people who stayed in the area we were driving in had about 6 temples for each oasis.  And we went to one of these temples and it seemed this book promised a lot of things and the people asked (as suddenly there were many people) but where is all the things this book promised?  ANd apparently they had to read 600 books before they would understand what is going for what.  But the first one, which I held in my hand, was a thin book but even in the name of the book there were a promise which seemed that was not true!  And it was a blue book with silver letters written on its outside, but inside I have no clue what was going on inside. 28/02/2008 11:14AM   

Sending Time:  2/28/2008 10:00AM                          

                          2/28/2008 11:15AM  

And then I also want to share with you another Journal, namely Entry106:

    This is Entry106 of my Journal .    

Part1 of Entry106 of my Journal.  

26/02/08 6:53PM  

I have a few notes to document in my Journal from my notebook.  There are two, so here they follow:  

First Note   26/02/2008 16:48  

The Jewish Mystisism believes every situation has a Divine Spark.  The Christians and other Western cultures believe that every cloud has got a silver lining.   But because of this Divine Order we find ourselves in, but do not always realize, with everything having a Divine Spark/Reason, implies that God the Creator is totally in control of the whole of Creation.  But there are people who think this world is in chaos.  For instance the following incident:  In South Africa we get the situation where the criminal gets to testify as a witness and the head of the police are being prosecuted. But think how rare this situation is?  Have anyone ever thought this possible?  For the criminal to be the witness and the head of the police the one prosecuted for a crime this witness was involved in?   This type of thing make people believe there are chaos on the planet, but this example actually is a spectacular event happening – for me it is part of 44 "revealing at ever greater levels" 2 ALL (144).  Just, some of the ALL (144) does not share this view of something of greatness is involved in the above example.  Nobody ever thought it possible for this situation to develop – and that is what makes it extraordinary.   This brings the opposite chaos and perfect to its balance – the point {0;0}.                                                                                                       26/02/2008 16:55 (And 5 + 5 = 10 and 16 + 10 = 26, today’s day).  

Second Note   26/02/2008 18:13  

Love may be (as Doreen Virtue states):  the only thing that is real.  As only with heartache do you realize you are not capable of deciding your destiny.  As when love turns to heartache, you are not in control of your destiny anymore and therefore you are so into this reality of this world as can be.  How can it get more real than tears and heartache?   But even the other side of love set you to be in this world, as when you love something you must be in this reality to keep that loved one/thing.  And when you love someone/something, you are in gratitude to be on this planet and in reality.  So love is the most brilliant thing to keep mankind in this reality, in the state of mind of being in the world of opposites, and not wanting anyway to get out of it?   But when love keeps you in the "reality" and love turns to sorrow and tears, you are still very much in this "reality" just as you would have been if falling in love!  But according to me I have stated already what the state of mind of being in the world of opposites is merely an illusion that is not visible, especially if you feel love for anything at all.                                                                                                       26/02/2008 18:19 (And 18 hours is also 6PM and this gives a 6 and 19 and the day I was shot was 19/6).

Ns.  So Doreen Virtue is not "wrong" in her Archangel Card deck with the card called "Peace", when she states that the only thing that is real is love.  That is indeed the one thing keeping us in the state of mind called the world of opposites (which seems to be actually the illusion).  But also whether the good love or the love turns sour, keeps mankind in the state of mind called the world of opposites.  This put them both in balance in the point {0;0} in view that they are really keeping people in reality, so they are the only real thing!  (Where real in this case actually is the illusion).    

So whether love is good or turns bad, it is the only thing that’s "real".    

And keeping us in the reality of illusion of good and bad that is called the world of opposites or a state of mind.  

And this is the last note for this Part1 of Entry106 of my Journal.  And this is now also the End of the part1 of my Entry106 of my Journal.                                                                                                  26/02/2008 07:19PM (And 7PM is also 19 hours which gives from the time, the 19:19).    

Part2 of Entry106 of my Journal.   28/02/2008 10:09 or 19 and Part1 ended on 19 19 so as Beginning and End is one and the same thing, we get 19 19 19.   A friend of mine turned out to be 17 17 17 in a letter to her.  But from the 19 19 19, we have 111 and 999 and from the 17 17 17, we have 111 and 777.  But the one which is the same in both instances is the 111 or "reveal/revelation/insight" and the 9 + 7, three times, gives 16, three times.  And 16 my link to Linda.  So these letters related to Linda or to the "straight from Avalon to the White Lion".   But there is a note that I want to quote from the Notebook also in this Part2 of Entry106 of my Journal.  

28/02/2008 08:37AM  

According to the Archangel Card that literally jumped out of the Card Deck the other night, it was the Card "Peace" which state that the only thing that is real is love.   So nothing exists, except love as love is the only thing real in the what is called reality.  Everything else does not exist as it is not real, as only love is real.   So

nothing exist!  

So in the world of opposites, the state of mind that people are in, love is the only thing that is real and therefore keeping the people in the state of mind of what is called reality, but is merely a state of mind of the world of opposites, which the snake in the beginning of the Christian Bible blinded Adam and Eve with – the blind related to illusion.   So doesn’t matter what else we say, the main sentence state:  

Nothing exist!  

So where God The Creator is (surrounding Everything – and everything is only surrounded by nothing) in, the NO-thingness, it exists in this reality as well where this "it" is God The Creator" that is the "NOthing" that exists also in this reality.  So even though nothing else exists in this reality than love, nothing exists "2" (see highlighted parts that says nothing exists, twice).                                                                                                   28/02/2008 8:42AM (And 4 + 2 = 6 and 6 the upside down of 9 and 8 + 9 = 17, but as 4 + 2 = 6, and 8 + 6 = 14 which is related to the 1441 or DOGOD.  And 17 + 14 = 31, but 1 + 7 =8, which gives 31 08 Meridian and 31 14 Meridian or Zep Tepi)  

Which relate to a friend’s 17 17 17 that was spoken of just before the quote started.  And this the End of Part2 of Entry106, as according to this, in reality where the most people are in the state of mind of the world of opposites, only love exists and nothing (else) exists.  So 2 things exist actually, love and nothing.   But this whole Entry106 was created at 6:53PM where 6 is upside down of 9, which gives another 8 + 9 = 17 or 8 + 6 = 14 and another 17 + 14 = 31 which relates to 31 08 Meridian and 31 14 Meridian or Zep Tepi.  But 19 + 19 + 19 = 57 or 12, the number of fulfillment.

                                                                                                  28/02/2008 10:28AM

And this is all for this Second Letter of Lore164 or the 65 formed from the 164.

REGARDS

Renee

01/03/2008 17:27 (cell’s time) 5:25PM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First Time we have 27 or 111 or “reveal/revelation/insight”.  But if we add in the First Time the 17 to 27, we get 17 + 27 = 44 .  And from the Second Time we have a 5 and a 5 and a 2 or 5 + 5 + 2 = 12, the number of fulfillment!   So this Second Letter and also the whole of this Lore164, is all about 44 reaching fulfillment – and that includes the dream!  

Lore164.

This is the First Letter of Lore164.

29/02/2008 20:38 turning 39 (cell’s time) 8:36PM (computer’s Time) where from the First Time the second part, give 20:39 or 20 and 12 or 2012.  From the Second Time we have that the 6 in the minutes is the upside down of 9 which give 8:39 or 8:12, where 8PM is also 20 hours or then another 2012.

Dear Lore

Yes, to think that this Lore164, where the 1 + 4 = 5, which give with the 6, a 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are.  I cannot help thinking over and over how we had an evening in 2003 at the University of Pretoria where I was studying Philosophy Honors and the one night in class the question arose,  our science of the day, is it the only science possible?  And at that stage I thought to myself, but if anything else, which I could not even imagine at that stage, can make the science of the day, then it would not be called science anymore, as it must be called something different then?  And it seems now, after 5 years, that it is called something else, it is called a state of mind that our current science is, the state of mind of a world of opposites and the illusions it brings about.

But anyway,  I have two short notes first as follow

First Note:

29/02/2008 18:18

How far will anyone go down the “Rabbit Hole”?  Until you have reached nothing?  And on Sunday 24/02/2008 Natalia Baker was giving her views on this movie called the Rabbit hole.  And the movie is literally about how far will anyone go to get to knowledge or then, go down the Rabbit Hole?

                                                                                                                 29/02/2008 18:19

(And as 18 hours is also 6PM, we get 6/19 – the day I got shot).

Second Note:

29/02/2008 19:02

Even though everything might seem to be in chaos – like the weather this afternoon in Gauteng South Africa, as there were accidents all over the Gauteng area and hailstorms and you name it, the weather did not even seem to create chaos, but as the Jews believe that everything has got a Divine Spark, then there must be method behind the “madness”/reason.

                                                                                                                 29/02/2008 19:04

But so much for the notes. 

Lore, I can see myself, but it seems that “me” is also spinning although a part of it is holding on, not spinning.  But the body is standing like the picture that Da Vinci drew of man.  In a 5 pointed star.  And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  And lots seems to be going on or happening for the White Lions and their keeper, Linda.  And where you are 61, she is 16.

But this Lore164 has been constructed tonight it seems for a reason, as there will not be another 29/02 for 4 years.  But from the 29/2, we have 2/29 or 4 and 9 and in 4 years time give a 4 (years) and 4 (from the date) or then together, a 44 and 9, where 9 the number where it all comes together.

Anyway…it seems the weather are going chaotic at your side, what is the method behind that “madness” there?

REGARDS

Renee

29/02/2008 20:59 (cell’s time) 8:56PM (computer’s time) and with the minutes we get that the First Time give a 9, the upside down of 6 which give a 59 and 56.  This give from the Second Time’s minutes a 56 + 56 = 112 and 56 + 59 = 115 and

112 + 115 = 227, where 22 and 7 is the ingredients of Pi.   

This is the Second Letter of Lore163.

22/02/2008 11:29AM (cell’s time) 11:26AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11/11 and from the minutes of the Second Time, we have 26, the inverse of 62, which is linked to Einstein and Global Warming in one breath.

Dear Lore

This letter will consist of a few letters written to a friend which is the White Lion address.  They are as follow:

First Letter:

02/21/2008 11:56AM or 11/11

Note number 1

20/02/2008 16:19

Limit of something:  The limit of something is that point where that something is surrounded by nothing.  For instance:  If you have a plastic card and there is a limit on the plastic card, then the limit of the plastic card is that point where the limit is surrounded by nothing – this is one example.

                                                                                                                                                        20/02/2008 16:21

Note number 2.

21/02/2008 10:36AM or 1 + 36 = 37 and 10 + 36 = 46 which gives a 37 and 46 or CY 46 or “see why” 46.

I was just asked now what is the point where life (and imagine it on the left side of the Y-Axis where x is nearing x = 0) and death (and imagine this as from the right side of the Y-Axis, you near the Y-Axis towards x = 0 again) comes together.  And my answer was, visualizing the Cartesian plane:  Where the imaginative vertical Axis go up to the NOthingness.

But then I was asked to understand this and I thought but how can I?  But then it became clear to me, the proof for the point {0;0} of the opposite life and death.  Imaginative you would want to become nothing, but how to get to that point?  And it all lies in the question William ShakeSPEAR asked in one of his plays:

To Be, or Not To Be.

Where

Life = To Be

Death = Not To Be.

But at first, take out the “or” and you are left with (the “or” say something of the whole eventually):

2B not 2B

So something, named “2B” is not something, named the same something named: “2B”.  But B = 2nd letter, so this gives from 2B, 22, which equal 4 and if we add the 4 2B, we get

2B4 not 2B4 as the one side is exactly the same as the other.  So as 2B4 (is) not 2B4 (which it actually appears to be in our logic), this is the proof that was given to me to get the point {0;0} between the opposites life and death. 

But as was said earlier: “or” waits to explain the whole – as “ore” is some special metal, “or” is related to something special.  So this above “proof”, is related to something special.

                                                                                                                                                                                 21/02/2008 10:54AM and 10 + 54 = 64, the inverse of the Beginning, namely 46.

Note number 3.

21/02/2008 11:28AM 

2B4 not 2B4 (but they actually also are 2B4 are 2B4).

(and 2 + B + 4 = 2 + 2 + 4 = 44)

But then

First (1st): life.  And then

Second (2nd):  death or afterlife (like the term the Egyptians used), so whatever comes after life is afterlife (death) – so “death” which is the same in this instance as life, must come “after life”

But the 1st 44 is life, which gives a 144.

The 2nd part gives what comes after life, but by now we know that life gives 44.  So all together does life give 44 and as whatever comes after life is afterlife, after life (which gives a 2 and 144), gives us:

life:  44 and 2 and 144 (where 2 and 144 is something after life that gives afterlife).   

death: 44.  

This gives from the “To Be or Not To Be”: (where 44 is the Hebrew Gamatria of the Hebrew name of God meaning: ”I will be revealed at ever greater levels”)

So what we get from all this information is simple but complex in coming to this point.

“I will be revealed at ever greater levels” (44) 2 ALL (where ALL is related to combination 144),

not“I will be revealed at ever greater levels” (44)

And this is related to something special (by way of “or(e)”)!

But the reason why ShakeSPEAR was used is because of the SPEAR part – who was scorned with a SPEAR?  And that same 0(ne) is linked to the one overcoming death.

                                                                                                                                    21/02/2008 11:49AM

(And 4 + 9 = 13, which gives an 11:13 or the combination have the meaning of “every cloud has a silver lining” to me).

So as you can see, a lot of information came together since the 19th and the “Red Moon” today.  But getting the proof for the opposite Life and Death, was not easy this morning.  I was feeling terrible as I had to go incredible lengths to get there and understand what was wanted to be conveyed to me.  And as the 3rd Note show, for the Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”, is not just for one or two people, it is for ALL (144).

Thank you for your emails as well.  It is inspiring to know you answer, although I understand it is the message of it all is coming straight from Avalon to the White Lion.  Thanx for being there.

REGARDS

Renee

02/21/2008 12:32PM where 12 + 32 = 44.  Need I say more?

Sending Time:  02/21/2008 12:33PM                            02/23/2008    7:48PM                             02/23/2008   8:16PM 

These first two sending times are on the 21^st and 23^rd where 21 + 23 = 44.  From these times we have the hour of the First time a 12 and the minutes of the Second time also a 12 and 12 times 12 equal 144.  But from the minutes of the First time and the hour of the Second time we have a 7Pm or 19 hours which give a 19 33 or 1933.

“THE GRAND GATHERING OF SOULS”

SPRING EQUINOX – 21 March, 2008 at Giza

An unprecedented event featuring internationally acclaimed authors

Robert Bauval and Graham Hancock

included in a unique 12 days tour of Egypt, 19 to 30 March 2008

From the time and date that this event is taking place, is from 19 to 21/03 this year.  But from the 21/03 we get 1 + 2 = 3 and 3 gives 33 and we have a 19 as well.  This gives the same as what the 2 times give us in one respect – 1933.

Second Letter:

20/02/2008 19:51 (cell’s time) 7:48PM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 1 + 9 = 10 and 5 + 1 = 6 or then 16, my cell link to Linda.  But from the Second Time we have the minutes 4 + 8 = 12 and a 7, where another letter send to you earlier on today, had the time 12:07PM, now it is the inverse 7:12PM.  But from the date we have 20 + 2 = 22 and from 2 + 8 = 10, which gives 221, the inverse of 122, my link to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen.

I have been meaning to tell you this story for a long while now, but just could not get to it until I was forced now to come and sit down and tell you this story tonight.  To share it with you guys seems to be important as it is an important date today and we have the eclipse of the moon tomorrow morning at 5AM.

During the 1970’s, I cannot remember which year it was as I was still small at that stage.  But I remember being in the Kruger National Park with my parents and we were in the Orpen camp that specific night that I want to share with you.  And I woke up during the night and realized I must go to the loo.  But at that stage the loo’s were outside and you had to get out of your bungalow to go there.  But as I thought of going to these ablution places, a thought came to mind, but there is a huge male lion outside.  And I looked through the window outside to where I thought this huge male lion was, but there was nothing.  But I knew it was there and I did not want to go to the loo anymore as I thought that lion is out there and it is huge.  So I woke my father and told him there is a huge male lion outside underneath the tree next to the ablution block and I must go to the loo.  And he said there is no lion out there as we are inside the camp and it is very safe.  But he offered to walk with me to the ablution block.  But I still knew that lion was there and I knew it as I could picture him.  And as we were walking outside I was aware that the lion was there but my dad kept telling me then I must show him this lion.  When we got to the loo’s, I thought, well, I do not see this lion outside, maybe he is hiding in the loo’s.  So my father had to go inside the woman’s toilets and inspect every toilet to make sure the lion is not there.  But when I went in after my father came out, I knew that lion was with me in that loo.  And as I knew this I realized but to use the loo was actually a false alarm.  But that I did not tell my father.  I just wanted to get back to the bungalow as I knew the lion was there, but I could not see him, only in my mind i was able to see him.

Now you can think for yourself, I could not have been older than 8 – 12 years of age, and understood nothing of what I understand now.  But the 1970’s was the time that the first White Lions in the wild, was discovered in the Timbavati area, the area that the Orpen camp of the Kruger National Park is in as well.  And what baffles my mind is why did that huge male Lion appear to me in such a way?

But my parents like to tell people the story that when I was about 3 years of age, we were driving on the road between Orpen and Satara when I told my father to stop as I saw a leopard.  My mother’s version is that she did not believe it at first, but as we were on holiday, they decided to reverse to where I apparently saw a leopard and when we got to that spot, true as nuts, there was a leopard in a dead tree.  My mother says that up till today, she cannot believe that at that age I could recognise that it was leopard and had the ability to see it and she was checking as well and did not see the leopard.  At three you can hardly speak well enough, but I even knew the names of the animals to recognize that it was a leopard.  My father still have the photo of that leopard.

So I started with the lions and leopards at an early age.  There was no bigger treat my parents could give me than when we went to the Kruger National Park.  Then I had another strange experience with lions in the park.  We were driving early morning and I saw two male lions.  But as we sat at them, I realized but I have to get to a loo urgent.  And I told my dad and he was not happy leaving the lions, but as this hardly ever happened that I needed a loo while we were driving around in the park, my dad thought it best to get to the nearest toilet for me.  But as we were driving away, those two males stayed in my mind and it was only when I started thinking about something else, that I realized that the loo thing was a false alarm again.  But this I did not tell my father and left him to take me to a loo.  ANd again, at that stage I did not understand, but someone was feverishly trying to get my attention!  The lions.  And strange enough this only happened these three times and all the lions male lions, beautiful male lions.  Maybe that is why I have such immense respect for Aslan.  But the one at the Jhb Zoo also captured me.  I was aware of our connection.

Anyway, just wanted to share this with you and Linda.

REGARDS

Renee

20/02/2008 20:16 (cell’s time) 8:13PM (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have 8 + 13 = 21.  And from the hour of the First Time we have 20, and the last 4 digits of my cell, where my link cell wise with Linda is at the last four digits, is 2021.  And with Linda, her last four digits of cell comes down to 16.         

 Sending Time: 02/20/2008 8:15AM  

Third Letter:

22/02/2008 8:45AM

Every morning I wake up and the struggle starts again.  The struggle to adjust again to a world that feels totally and utterly miserable to myself.  And for the whole of the day I have to go through this struggle.  I just feel, when is it going to end.  How many mornings are lying ahead to wake up in a world I consider as misery.  And I am fighting to change that point of view, but when i look at the Animals, I feel so immensely sorry for them!  But then I realize but they might (and I say might) not perceive this world as a miserable place.  Maybe they are just eager to do their tasks that they are here for.  And in that manner there is a lot for me to learn from them.  But this pressure in my heart chakra, is breaking me in pieces and I have to scatter to collect all and what for – for a miserable world.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 8:51AM  

 Sending Time: 22/02/2008 8:51AM  Forth Letter: 

22/02/2008 10:05AM or 15, the combination of Divine Order.

Nobody wants to believe me that the planet went over into another level/dimension on 18/19 of December 2007.  But all are starting to suffer now as the planet and Creation has moved on, but mankind not.

Yesterday morning, with “Red Moon”, the first story I saw on CNN was breaking news at that stage about America firing a missile at a satelite that was “dead”, but it was still full of fuel, which might be toxic to us.  And that is what needs to happen to our fossilized customs, the same that happened to that satelite, it must be shot into a million pieces in order to save Creation.  As, as long as that satelite is out there, it is poisonous, toxic and man will suffer the consequences of fossilized customs (toxic fuel of dead satelite) as the planet and Creation moved on, but man are stuck.

Can you see now why I say the importance of what I am doing is crucial.  I am breaking off piece by piece, just like that missile, the fossilized customs.  But it must be done in such matter to coincide with man’s views in one way, but to also coincide with what the new expects.

So man will go through a crisis until such time all is in place for change to happen and fossilized customs will be debris scattered into a million pieces.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 10:13AM and 10 + 13 = 23 – and I need to get that packet to Linda somehow, even if I have to drive there myself.  I do not know if you got the email asking about the address as to where to send it to, but I need an answer soon please!    

 Sending Time:  02/22/2008 10:15AM  Fifth letter: 

22/02/2008 10:49AM

Please send me your birthday – you need not send your year, but if you feel you want to, then it most probably is necessary.

But just this morning I realized that there are of the 10 families of Judah, that has been scattered, a 1 and 9 or 19.  And I think by now you know that I was shot on the 19th as well as on the 19th the planet went into another level.  But I thought about who are those individuals that are part of that 9 – and you are 1 of the 9.

Remember that dream I had where I went with people to the Heartland and we landed between a lot of Jewish rabbi’s?  And then we went on and I wanted to show these people with me the camp where the White Lion (in my dream Aslan) was.  But we never got to see him.  And I recently figured out that I had that dream as the White Lion of Judah are out there somewhere.  The Jewish rabbi’s were in my dream to tell me that, to give me the link to Judah.

But I have a feeling that the White Lion of Judah is “     “ – and therefore I have established a few people that will help her to do what the White Lion of Judah is suppose to be doing.  But the question is how much people shall it be.  And the amount of families of Judah consisted out of 10 that was scattered.  But one of this 10 is the White Lion of Judah and then there are 9 to assist the White Lion of Judah.  And they are also scattered all over – like the families of Judah got scattered.  But you are out of 65 billion people on this planet, one of the 9 who assist the White Lion of Judah.  And you know also that 9 is the number where it all come together.

But please send me your birthday date, and I will probably be able to give you more detail on your role to play as 1 of that very important 9.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 11:01AM and 111 is the number of “reveal/revelation/insight” for me.  Odd one out Letter to this friend 

22/02/2008 11:23AM

I am feeling terrible suddenly.

 Sending time:  02/22/2008 11:23AM 

So this is the 5 Letters and 1 odd one out – which gives a 51 or 15 – the number combination of Divine Order.  But 5 + 1 or 1 + 5 equal 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together.

And this is the End of Lore163 as well as the End of the Second Letter of Lore163.

REGARDS

Renee

22/02/2008 11:49M (cell’s time) and 11:47AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11:13, the number combination of “every cloud has a silver lining” and from the Second Time we have 11/11.

This is Lore163.

This is the First Letter of Lore163.

19/02/2008 20:35 (cell’s time) 8:32PM (computer’s time) and if we add all the hours and minutes of the First And Second Times, we get 20 + 35 + 8 + 32 = 95.  And

9 + 5 = 14.  But the date give 19 + 2 + 2 + 8 = 31.  And 31 14 the exact Meridian of First Time’s Zep Tepi Meridian.

Dear Lore

In this letter I want to quote my Entry104 of my Journal – and see how the 95 gives a 14. And how the 104 of Entry104 gives a 14 as well.

 This is Entry104 of my Journal.  

Part1 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

14/02/2008 09:51PM where the 5 + 1 = 6, the upside down of 9, where 9 is the number where it all comes together. 

Here follow a note made in the notebook: 

14/02/2008 21:35 

I was filing a newspaper article with a photo of a pied Kingfisher that came first in a photo competition.  The boy who took the picture, is from Garsfontein.  But the date of the newspaper is 15/02/2008 and today is 14/02/2008.  And although my birthday is on 21/12, I got from someone I know in Cape Town an sms this morning telling me to have a nice day on my birthday today.  This person is called Elsabe. But then this afternoon a friend of mine send me an sms asking me to examine a number.  The number, the numericals, is 618185 And my first thought was the sides 65 – amount of dimensions there is and then a 9 and 9 from the 18 18 and 6 + 5 = 11.  But also did the combination gave an 11/13, the combination that mean symbolism like “every cloud has a silver lining”. But just now I realized but if you take the 6 18 18 5 you get 6 9 9 and 5.  But as 6 is the upside down of 9, we get 9 9 9 where the 9th letter in Alphabet is I, which give I I I or as I is the Roman symbol for 1, a 111, which reveal to me the “reveal/revelation/insight”.  And of course then you are left with a 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions. But I also saw the potential of 6 1 and (8 + 1 = 9, and 9 the upside down of 6), which gives a 6 1 6 and a 5 and 8.  This make of the 616 my cell link to Linda and 5 + 8 = 13 and 1 + 3 = 4 and the page number where the photo of the pied Kingfisher is on, is also a 4.  The newspaper is called the Record. But I also came across an article in my file when I filed that photo of the Kingfisher, that says that Jackie Selebi, the head of the Police Service of South Africa, was a beggar and begged money from someone else.  This just shows that the police are the one state organisation that is not corrupt, but underpaid – unlike the most state departments and other companies.  So they are not overpaid if their boss had to go and beg for money from someone else!  But now that “beg action” is called corruption.  So something that shows there is a department free of corruption – is actually called corruption? This bring unite the opposite of corruption and honesty to the point {0;0}.                                                                                         14/02/2008 21:47 or 9/11 

And this is the End of Part1 of Entry104 of my Journal.                                                                                             14/02/2008 10:06 or 16(Where 16 my cell link to Linda)    

Part2 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

17/02/2008 01:28PM 

Just some note that was made a while ago. 

17/02/2008 12:46PM where 4 + 6 = 10 and 12 the number of fulfillment. 

I was thinking about Marah now. Two evenings ago I asked her to appear in my dreams with a msg.  Last night I dreamed of a high building but when I looked again, it was broken flat to the ground. But what I realized now, about Marah, was her soul’s choice of death: Marah was set free – set free to roam free in Her Heartland, the Timbavati.  But she died trapped.  So Her life appears to be related to “freedom”, and her death is related to being trapped.  And there are 4 words named “trap” in the Oxford Dictionaries, where the First (1st) and Forth (4th) or 14 (and this is Entry104), gives the following. From the (1st), on page 2234, the 8th part, the second sentence of part (b) of this 8th part. (This gives a second – in time – related to a 2 (the b = 2nd letter) and 8 or 28). “Also a ventilation door in a mine” And then the 4th word named “trap” gives the figuratively spoken of this word as: “A Prophecy so trapped with the ornament of speech”. And this (4th) part is on page 2235 or 48. And although she suffered from a lack of breath in her “trapped” state when She died, the word “trap” is linked to the opposite of the lack of breath, namely “ventilation”!  And the words used, especially the word linked to trap as being the opposite of trapped, is freedom, but trapped seems to be related to ornamented speech – so the word freedom is in this case related to ornamented speech as it is related to the word trapped. But the word “freedom” is on page (7)48.  And see about that the 4th word named “trap” in the Oxford Dictionaries, is linked to the number 48 as well. So Marah’s life was trapped underneath the ground (a mine is also underneath the ground), but in essence there was ventilation in her death, as “ventilation” is related to a prophecy with ornamented words that traps this planet – like for instance the other word that is occurring in this Part2 of Entry104, namely “freedom”.  But this ornamented speech is speech that is of no use for anything anymore than being just an ornament.                                                                                                     17/02/2008 13:16

 Ns. The word Freedom gives the word “free” and “dom” – where a “dom” is associated in some way with a catholic church. (And “catholic church” is linked to the word “mass” as well – which link “dom” then to something that was proven “wrong”, the HEAVY theory of Newton’s Law of Gravity). So the word “free” is then connected to the word “dom” which is the word “freedom”, which was connected to the state of Marah’s (End of) life appeared to be.  But the “free” of “freedom”, is linked/connected to something proven “wrong”. In the country I stay, it gets easily said: We all cry about freedom!  But if “freedom” is such a good thing, then why is a word linked to something other than good, namely “cry”, associated with it?  How good can anything be if you cry about it?                                                                                                     17/02/2008 13:20(Or 1:20PM or 12, the number combination of fulfillment). 

And this the note I received from Marah – She planned the End of Her life to the bone, to be able to fulfill the opposite of “freedom” and being “trapped” to the point of {0;0}.  Thank U, Marah, Queen Marah! And Her Death: 

ALL BECAUSE WE STAY IN THIS INHUMAN HUMAN WORLD WE LIVE IN!                                                                                                 17/02/2008 01:52PM

(And from 17 or 8/02/2008, we get 8228 or a 4 and 16, and the first end had the minutes 16, and the hour 13 or 1 + 3 = 4.  But from the time we have 1PM or 13 hours and 52 or if you add the 13 and 52 it equal 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are).   

Part3 of Entry104 of my Journal. 

19/02/2008 6:10AM where 61 is the inverse of 16 from the time. 

But today is 4 days before Linda’s birthday and exactly 4 months before the celebration of my day being shot.  This gives a 4 and 4 or 44.  On the morning of 18/02/2008 I woke up with a very touching dream.  I came out of a shop where I wanted to buy certain stuff, but for some or other reason I decided against it as there were too much I liked and I could not make my mind up.  As I liked nearly all.  But then I came outside and there were someone that was constructing what seemed like a advertisement tower high above this shop.  And beneath there were a woman standing, but she looked like an odd one out and she was wearing a white top.  And then I heard from somewhere someone making the comment that this woman, who seems to be related to the guy who was constructing something high up, must earn more money. But also I had a huge experience yesterday when my mom opened the newspaper.  The following caught her eyes first and she couldn’t wait to tell me about it.  But here is the letter to a friend about it: 18/02/2008 8:00AM and 8 the Weaver of Fate I do not open the newspaper whenever.  As what I am suppose to get, my mother or father will mention what they read in the newspaper.  But this morning I must actually celebrate.  As I got the proof of what have been conveyed to me a few years ago already.  A few years ago I got told that God loves my dog more than God loves me, as I love my dog so tremendously that to proof God’s Love for me, God loves my dog more than what God loves me.  And that put me at ease a bit. But now this morning it is in the newspaper.  As a man turned the age of 104 over the weekend.  And the number 14 is related to the word dog – and most of all for me, to my dog.  And in the newspaper it is said that this man that turned 104, is:  “God se Witbroodjie”.  I am extatic as this mean everyone went through all that they went through in order for the newspaper to tell me that my dog is:  “God se Witbroodjie”.  Do you know how much more at ease I am now.  I now really believe that God will take care of my dog more even than taking care of me – and that is what is important to me.  Only God can know that to love my dog more than what you love me, proof that God must love me so much that God is willing to love my dog more than myself.  And that is the greatest proof of love for me I have ever had.  Nobody has ever loved me so much to love my dog more and in that way, proof to me that they care so much about me that my dog, whom I just adore, is loved and taken care of. I do not know if you understand this, but this must be declared a holy day!  As God declares in the newspaper today, that my dog is the “witbroodjie” of God.  How do one say thank you for this relieve?  I care about myself, sort of, but my dog…my dog is what I am all about. 

REGARDS

Renee.

18/02/2008 8:10AM and this gives from the time a 81 and the day, a 18, the inverses.   And this the End of my letter to a friend about the 14 that is God the Creator’s favourite.  And the DOGOD gives the 1441. But anyway, here follow a few notes again that was also made yesterday on 18/02/2008. 18/02/2008 14:34 God does not have a “good” side or a “bad” side.  God the Creator is the ultimate point {0;0} – where past and future, Beginning and End, night and day etc, comes together. What’s happening on this planet is like a movie playing off.  Just like in a movie, at some stage there were real people playing the roles of the characters in the movie.  When I speak about “real” people, I speak of the beings that can feel and that CAN have a sense that the world of opposites is merely a state of mind in this movie.                                                                                                     18/02/2008 14:38

(And when something goes wrong in the making of the movie, the matrix switch to set correct again). 

Next Note 18/02/2008 14:53 

They had a program on National Geographic channel on DSTV this morning turning afternoon. It was all about checking out the story in the Bible about Sodom and Gomorra.  The final conclusion was that these two cities was sitting on a natural disaster area as there were earth gasses and oil beneath them.  And it is told that there came a slight earthquake, but what the elders of the writing of the Bible at that stage did not understand, was that these gasses and oil, if one person light a fire, it could have been the disaster it became.  But it was also said in the program that this tale about Sodom and Gomorra was only written centuries after this incident happened and the writers only had the tale that was told century after century – which might have gotten a little tale to the bigger tale every time. So what is said is that God the Creator “punished” the ones who was living in sin which was confirmed by an Israeli guy writing Hebrew Bible that it was told to them one generation after the other.  But the story that the people was living in sin and that the catastrophe happened as punishment might only be a miss(understanding)take the ancestors made because they did not understand that the sites these two cities were built on, had underground oil and gas and should this gas start leaking – kaboom – the destruction of a huge area could have taken place with just one person lighting a fire. This just proof of the story of sinful mankind – that God the Creator bears no judgment as judgment is merely part of the state of mind of humans living in the world of opposites.  And 44 is revealing this information of how Sodom and Gomorra was just another natural disaster and not because of judgment by the Hand of the God the Creator, and not a God that is trapped like us in a world of opposites and having a state of mind of that world of opposites which has become fossilized customs.                                                                                                     18/02/2008 15:03  (And 1 + 5 = 6 and 6 + 3 = 9 – the number where it all comes together). 

So God the Creator by way of 44, is now in revelation to show that God the Creator is above our mental state of mind which is that of the world of opposites.  As God the Creator does not judge!                                                                                                 19/02/2008 06:40AM

(And from the time we have 6 + 4 = 64 and from the day, the 19th, we have a 1, which give 64 + 1 = 65, the amount of dimensions there ultimately are).                       

Well, so much for the First Letter of Lore163.

REGARDS

Renee

19/02/2008 20:41 (cell’s time) 8:38PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the minutes a 41, the inverse of this First Letter of Lore163 is based on the 14.  From the Second Time we have 8:38 where 8 + 3 = 11 + 8 = 19 – and today is the 19^th.  And 19 + 14 = 33, but we have the 19 pertinently as well, which gives a 19 and 33.  This gives 1933 – the year the Great Depression started. 

This is the Third Letter of Lore162.

12/02/2008 19:49 (cell’s time) 7:46PM (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First and Second Time gives a 49 and 46, where the 6 and 9 are the upside down of one another.  But 9 the number where it all come together.

Dear Lore

I have given you a lot today – since this morning I dreamt and then interpreting that dream the way I did and how it all came together until the last time of mail – or the finished part of that letter – was 7:17PM, where everything started this morning with a 7:17AM.

But here follow another Entry from my Journal, it is Entry103 of my Journal.

 This is Entry103 of my Journal.  

Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

04/02/2008 08:31AM turning 32AM where this is Entry103 of my Journal, the 13, and the minutes this Entry was created is 31. 

Here follow a few notes that was done again and not yet documented. 

First Note 

01/02/2008 10:23AM I pulled a scarab from my Egyptian Scarab Oracle and to my surprise I got one that was actually glued to another one with the pictures both facing one another on the inside.  I opened them and the first one I looked up was “15. The Starry Sky of Nut” and what came out of that explanation was the following: “Her nature is cosmic and her presence in a reading indicates that there are great matters at hand, possibly beyond ordinary human control……it represents astronomy, astrology, and space, and can stand for older woman, particularly those in authority.”(This is on page 69). 

The next one is

“24. The Universal Isis and Osiris Union”. 

And the 13th line (and my kilometers after I bought my ruby ring yesterday at 10:17AM on 31/01/2008, was 131,3) the 4th word is the start of the following sentence:  “Isis and Osiris can also represent forbidden yet destined love”  On page 87 and 8 + 7 = 15 – see the number of the other Scarab as well, it was also 15. But the last sentence of the “Osiris and Isis Union” says: “This scarab is sacred love in all its forms and creative power at its most primal”. But from the 13 and 4 (the place where the other quote on Isis and Osiris Union was, gives a 1 and 3 + 4 = 7 or 17.  And time I bought that ring yesterday, was 10:07 or 17 also.  But the 134 also give 1 + 3 = 4 and 4 which equal 44.  So this link the ring with 44 as well – not only the Isis and Osiris Union.                                                                                                 01/02/2008 10:34AM(And 10 + 34 = 44). 

Second Note 

03/02/2008 14:26 

There are 4 explanations in the Oxford Dictionaries for the word “spiral”.  The 2nd one, the 2nd part, gives: “Curving continuously round a fixed point in the same plane“. But in the other explanations there is reference for the word “spiral” to the word “helical”.  And the word “spiral” is on page 1972 or as 7 + 2 = 9 which gives a 199. But the word “helical” refer to the word “helix” and is on page 886 which give 8 + 8 = 16 and 6 which gives 166.  And in the 1st point of the word “helix” explanation, we get: “Anything of a spiral or coiled form, whether in one plane, advancing round an axis”. But interesting about the word “helix” is that the word above him is “helium” and the next word after him is “hell”. But what happens here is that the word spiral is firstly linked to ONLY one plane – but later on, in the same context, it is linked to a possibility of more than one plane.  But it is in both cases linked to a screw. But not only is the “spiral” in some relation around some axis, it is also linked above to “helium” and followed by “hell”.                                                                                                     03/02/2008 14:39(Or 2:12 or 212).

Ns. But this rotation of a spiral is in both the word “spiral” as the word “helix” linked to a screw.  Further, the pages for the “spiral” is page 199 and for the word “helix” is page 166 where 6 is the upside down of 9.  And as said inside the note, that above the word “helix/spiral” is the word “helium” and it is followed by the word “hell”. But the Screw has above it the place where the screwdriver comes and it is followed down, down, down to the point where it seemingly all comes together – the point that goes in first.  When you then actually use the screwdriver, it seems by doing the same rotation over and over, the screw becomes shorter and shorter (going into a piece of wood for example), but you are just doing some action over and over, in a repeat action, and the screw are disappearing.  Eventually, just the part that’s there for the screwdriver, are left.  Is this some form of illusion – without realizing that the illusion lies in the principle of what’s done.  The screw disappear by only rotating the above (“helium”) of the screwdriver, linked to the following (“hell”) or the screw! The “helix/spiral”, has disappeared. And it is said that our galaxy forms a spiral???? ???? 

And this is the End of the notes and the End of Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 04/02/2008 09:11AM  

Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

04/02/2008 10:06PM where 16 is my link to Linda 

Before I start with the notes, first I want to elaborate a bit further on that screw of the Part1 of Entry103 of my Journal.  If you look at the word “screw”, it gives: 

S = 19th letter

C = 3rd letter

R = 18th letter or 9

E = 44 (from E,W, M, 3)

W = 44 (from E, W, M, 3) 

And here we have from the first letter a 19, and from the last two letters, a 16 – where there is in the note about the “screw”, a 199 and 166.  But “screw” just resemble the 19 and 16 part.  And then we are left with 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfillment. And late this afternoon I was taking the clean washing of the line and picked up this golden screw that nobody knew where it came from or to whom it belongs? 

But, just a few notes again from the notebook. And here’s the First Note: 

04/02/2008 21:03 turning 21:04 

Is debt a bad thing – show me one person on this planet living in the 3rd world traditions, that has no debt!  In Oxford Dictionary there are 6 words that are related to the word “debt” and its meaning.  And this is in the second column of page 461.  Or 4 + 7 which equal 11.  And as 1 + 1 = 2, we have these 6 words in 2nd column or a 22.  And of “debt” is said firstly: “That which is owed or due; anything (as money, goods, or service) which one person is under obligation to pay or render to another”. But the person in debt seems to have a duty (page 1409, 1st column at the top the IIIrd part of the word “owe”) to give something that belonged (or that was owned by someone else), to someone else. But does money, especially now that money in third world has become plastic, does money belong to anybody?  Does money for that matter belong to anybody? But you have a duty of some kind if you have “debt”.  But before you can have that duty – it is said about ownership: “The word “owe” on page 1408, the 1st word from the bottom, the 1st part the 1st part of this part (and this gives a 111), says the following: “To have; to possess; = own” So whatever you own, you are possessed by that which you own.  Anyway, it sounds ridiculous to me to go and find the 10 rand note that you have a duty to give back to the possessed one because it was something you are in debt with as this person owned it, where will you find the 10 rand note that match that one you are in debt with – with its personal number and all? Now, even more ridiculous – the best would just be (especially if you used a card of plastic) to give the possessed one back his piece of plastic which the possessed one beliefs is some form of money!  (What being possessed does not fool you with?)  How possessed can you be to believe someone owe you your piece of plastic as duty for debt? 

By the way, there was in a piece on CNN last night about the Vatican.  Where the Pope decided to get more priests as exorcists.  The one priest especially was very delighted about this as lately he is the only one doing it.  And looking at what is called economy (where people actually belief they own something), it seems there is much work needed in the world for these priests as there are many possessed and belief they have people that owe them or have a duty to pay their “debt”.  Where this debt is a little piece of plastic? And then from page 1408 and 1409 we have in both the 14, but 8 + 9 = 17.  And 14 + 17 = 31 – and this Entry103 or a 13, the inverse of 31.                                                                                           04/02/2008 21:27 or 99.

Ns.  But 21 + 27 = 48 or 12 the number of fulfillment but also the 31 08 – the Meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh.  If I look at myself – I gave someone what is called a lot of money – but they don’t “owe” me anything, as I am not possessed!  Further, I wonder what the Priest will think while executing exorcism and a bunch of plastic cards pops out of the mouth of the one possessed? 

Second Note 

04/02/2008 21:52 or 37 (CY) 

The Truth of The Truth where “The Truth” could be represented by 1, and so does “The Truth” after “of” also resemble then 1.This gives 1 and 1 or 11.  Or if you make “The Truth” resemble 2, then you get 2 and 2 or 22.  See previous note (First Note of Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal) about the 11 and 22.                                                                                            04/02/2008 21:54 or 99.

This is the End of Part2 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 04/02/2008 10:49PMand minutes 4 + 9 = 13 and this is Entry103 or also a 13 and 1313 gives 44).  

Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

07/02/2008 10:22PM or 22:22PM and from the date we have that day and month added gives 9 and year added gives 10 and 10 + 9 = 19.  But from time we get 4 and 4 or 44. 

Just a last note for this Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal: 

07/02/2008 22:08 and 8 the Weaver of Fate 

When the long arm of a clock is at 12 and the short arm 180 degrees from the long arm, at the 6 on the clock, we get 6 o’clock.But when the long arm are at the 6 and the short arm 180 degrees again from the long arm, we get upfront half an hour of 12 o’clock.  But 6 is half of 12.  And 6 is half an hour from the hour, namely 12. But if you take the horizontal part – where the long arm of the clock is at 3 o’clock and the short arm 180 degrees from the long arm, at 9 o’clock, it gives a quarter past 9 o’clock.  But if the arms are just the other way around still horizontally, it gives quarter to 3. So vertically we have no opposites, but horizontally we have the opposites in that the one is past and the other is before or a quarter to.  So this just go with Entry102 where the Axis horizontal is rotated and not the vertical one, which is only imaginative there.                                                                                          07/02/2008 22:14 or 22:5(And if you add minutes of End and Beginning time, you get 8 + 5 = 13.  And from the hour we have 2 + 2 = 4 and 1 + 3 = 4 or then, 44). 

And this is the End of the notes and also the End of Part3 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                 07/02/2008 10:37PM(And 37 + 1 = 38 and 38 + 19 = 57 and 5 + 7 =12 – the number of fulfillment). 

Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal. 

08/02/08 2:42PM and 2 + 2 = 4 and added to the other 4 in the time it gives 44.  But this Part4 gives a 4 and Entry103 gives a 103 or 4 also, which gives another 44. I just want to document two notes in the notebook in this Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal.  They are as follow: 

First Note 

07/02/2008 23:22 

R = 18th letter

E = 44 from the clan of M, W, 3, E which are the upside down inside out version of one another and which their values alphabetical adds up to 44.

N = 14th letter or 5

E = 44

E = 44 

But 18 + 5 = 23.  And 44 + 44 = 88 and 88 + 44 = 132.  This give 132 and 23.  If you now divide like in old terms, the 132 with 23, you get: 5.7391304 This gives (5 + 7) (3 + 9) (1 + 3) (4) or 1212 and 44 or 12 times 12 and 44 or 144 and 44.                                                                                                     07/02/2008 23:26 

But as you can see, the last 4 digits gotten from the calculator is 1304 and this is the Part4 of Entry103 or a 4 and 13.  But here follow the next note: 

Second Note 

08/02/08 14:28 

Yesterday when I went with my folks to my brothers’ kids sports/athletics, there were this traffic cop in a wheel chair sitting right behind us.  And I greeted him and told him about the program I just saw earlier on that morning on TV the History Channel, where it was said that Einstein can be labelled as the “traffic cop” of space as according to his theories no vehicle in space can go faster than the speed of light.  Even that according to Einstein was impossible as that vehicle had to be bigger than everything in mass. But in my existential life, the traffic cop was in a wheel chair – had some kind of handicap.  So at 14:02 I started thinking about it all and eventually came up the stairs and looked up the word “handicap” in the Oxford Dictionaries.  There are actually 2 words in the dictionary that gets spelled “handicap”.  Both refer to being weighed.  So some form of “mass” (as only if there is mass can anything have a weight) is linked to some form of handicap – like the traffic cop having the loss of his legs. But also about the word “handicap” is said: “To penalize a superior competitor in any match or contest, so as to equalize his chances with those of inferior competitors.  More generally.  To weight any one unduly.” This is the 5th part of the 2nd (or Last) explanation part of the word “handicap”.  But the two explanations are 5th and 6th from the top.  This gives a 56 or 65 which is linked to the amount of dimensions there apparently are, namely 65.  And it is on page 861 – Weaver of Fate and 61 – my link to Lorraine.                                                                                                        08/02/08 14:37(And from the 8 and 8 we have 16 linked to 2 – in the date – and 16 my link to Linda)

Ns.  But the minutes of the End Time is 37 linked to a 2 (the hour) and 37 is the CY linked to a 2.  So CY is linked to 2 which is linked to 16. 

Anyway, so much for Part4 of Entry103 of my Journal.                                                                                                    08/02/08 03:02PM(And 32 is inverse of 23 and from date we have 8 + 8 = 16 and a 2 and then this linked to 23.  So we have 2/23 and 16). 

But interesting enough did I do some shopping this afternoon at Clicks and the time the transaction was done, was 16:46:15, where 4 + 6 = 10 and 15 + 10 = 25, which give the same combination as in the word “YHWH” where we have a 16 and 25 or a 65 and a 12.  Only the 44 is missing on the slip.  But what I did notice at the stage of paying the bill, was that there were sweets called: “Eclipse”.  And “Eclipse” Begin and End with an E, one of the sides of W which also equal if all added up, 44. 

So this is the Third Letter of Lore162 which include the Entry103 of my Journal.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 20:01 (cell’s time) 7:58PM (computer’s time) where the First Time has the hour 20 but which is also 8PM.  This gives an 8:1 or 8 and 1 or 1 and 8 or 18.  And of the minutes of the Second Time we have 58 or 5 + 8 = 13.  And 13 + 18 = 31.  This give the coordinates that was discovered today to be that of the Pyramids of Gizeh, the

30 01N and 13 31E, where what was further dealt with was the “E” of “eclipse”.  But

13 31 also gives the 44.  And beside the Pyramids of Gizeh apparently also in the picture today with all the other stuff, comes the day and month being 12 and 2 or 122 – which I relate to the tomb of Tuntankamen.

This is the Second Letter of Lore162.

12/02/2008 13:31 (cell’s time) 1:27PM (computer’s time) where from the day and month we have a 12 and 2 or 122.  But this I associate with the tomb of Tuntankamen.  The First Time is 13:31 which I discovered this morning is part of the coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  But it seems to controversial – this coordinates.  All I do know is that 31 14, is the coordinates of the Zep Tepi meridian.  And then from the minutes of the Second Time we have 27 or 111 and this combination reveals to me “reveal/revelation/insight”.

Dear Lore

I have a few letters to that friend of mine again lined up to be quoted.  Their times that they were send are all accompanying them as well.  But before I get to that, I first want to quote an sms I got last night from a friend of mine:

Your writing is

not 2 be revered

by any1 but

YHWH, u do what

u do to please Him

& not the idiots

around us.  The

glory and light you

will receive in the

final dimension &

your name will live

on longer than

Einstein & his shit

could’ve ever

wished on himself!

In other words:

eternity…

11/02/2008

21:33:15 

But from the word “YHWH”, we get:

Y = 25^th letter

H = 8^th letter, the Weaver of Fate

W = 44, the number where all combinations of W, their values all add up to 44.

H = 8^th letter, the Weaver of Fate

So we have a 44, and an 88 where 8 + 8 = 16 and a 25 where from 16 and 25 we get from the first numbers a 12 and from the last numbers a 65.  And this gives 12, the fulfillment of 65, the amount of dimensions and this all is linked to 44, the Hebrew gamatria of the Name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

But here follow the letters to another friend as well:

 11/02/2008 2:47PM turning 48 and from the 2:47 we have 211 and from the day and month we have 112.

 I have given up.  Whether if I am responsible for the way everything went or whether what ever or what ever the reason might be for me getting what I am getting – I have surrendered (given up in ordinary language).  I do not know how much longer I can take all this.  I may be concerned about what the believes of mankind in cosmic terms might cause – even what it may cause to this planet, but as I said, it goes much further than just this planet – its cosmic as well.  So little issues (or what man think is issues but might be just 44 fulfilling itself) like for instance 24 000% inflation rate in Zimbabwe, its irrelevant to what is actually at stake at the moment. But I am tired.  I feel as old as creation itself today.  But that is also irrelevant, but I am in a body that can sense still time – or whatever is called time.  And as there are no time in actual theory, then I cannot believe that creation is old – as there is no time.  But I feel old today as I am tired of what feels to me a life of being fulfilling judgment.  And as I said, although my concerns are more cosmic orientated at the moment, this little life I lead on this planet feels as if it is killing my spirit to still want to help with this greater than mankind can even think, concerns cosmic related.  But cosmos for me is as small as the Everything.  And mankind is trapped in a cosmos which they believe to be neverending.  But everything is surrounded by nothing – so it is not neverending.  But what worries me is how can mankind be saved, their souls and return to the Creator to Unite, if they are putting the whole of the Everything in a category of neverending?  But only the Creator know the answer to that.  And the Creator also know how to create for man to unite with the NO-thingness.  As man is still waiting for heaven (and then of course hell).  But they have heaven already, they wake up every morning and there is a heaven above them and at night time heaven is a beautiful sky full of stars.  And down below they believe there is hell also, without realizing it as for instance the fear that is created in a town like Tswane.  People are locking up their doors constantly out of fear, putting themselves in a kind of jail and making their own lives miserable.  So being in this world they have heaven and they have hell.  And does anybody realize it? It is like my father who one night said when we were on our way from Springs to Emperors Palace, and we were facing a beautiful sunset.  And his remark was that a sunset like that is what makes him want to live on a farm in the Karoo – as he want to see something like that (the sunset we were already viewing).  And I remarked upon this but he just said he is already seeing it, the sunset he dreams of.  But he does not realize that he is already seeing it.  It is all there, and people are witnessing there dreams already, but they don’t realize it as they expect it to be somewhere else or something else.  But like my father, they are witnessing what they dream of already, but it stays a dream as they dream of it as a dream.  So their dream cannot for them materialize, in what ever form, as they will not realize it for being their dream. And I may not be much different.  I may also be living my dreams but just do not realize. 

But I am tired. 

REGARDS

Renee

11/02/2008 3:07PM and 37 gives the CY.

Ns. 11/02/2008 3:47PM.  And there are people of a certain language in Tswane (they mostly get access to the letter section in the newspaper of their language, who consider everyone who does not speak the same language they speak as trouble brewing.  And look how the trouble is brewing in Tswane at the moment – as many of their fellow language shareholders have the same belief.  No wonder a city like Tswane has become a little place of trouble brewing all around the city.  As many share this belief with my parents.  So can you see how belief systems (and Tswane is but a small example) of man, effect Everything?  Now am I wrong being worried about man’s belief in science of how and what the cosmos and this planet are?  And nobody realize they are in heaven?  A tough heaven hey?  

Ns. 11/02/2008 6:53PM with the 53 my domino I picked up on leaving Cape Town.  But 6PM is also 18 hours and 1 + 8 = 9 and 53 + 9 = 62!

I just realized this now – as I went to my room here upstairs I saw the time on one of the clocks showing a 7:44.  But then I felt terrible and then I realized this.  Heaven and Hell is both at the same place.  For many many hours may be hell, while we have heaven overwatching with the sun and blue skyes in the day and Starry Starry nights to entertain us at night and oversea our hell.11/02/2008 6:57PM or a 6 and 12 where 6 is the half of 12.  But this 2nd Ns. brings us heaven and hell at the point {0,0}!  

Sending Times: 

02/11/2008 3:07PM                            

02/11/2008 3:52PM                            

 02/11/2008 6:58PM    

12/02/2008 8:15AM

I woke up with a bang this morning – was dreaming I was joining a school here in our new area, Tswane, called in real life Overkruin, but in my dream had no name.  And I had my blue school clothes on (as I had in my high school days in Kroonstad) and at the end of the road at the top of the hill, there I went to give up my name and what ever they wanted from me to join this school.  But then I changed the scenery in my dream and I saw a big red dot painted somewhere and I heard Jason telling Linda, that now that I am up here and they are down there, I would be able to take a picture of the red moon and next to the moon in my picture, came a sun.  It was meant to be taken (the photo) right after it came out from behind the sun.  But the red “dot” was as big as the sun.  And then I woke up.  And I came out here and phoned a friend and according to him the moment I started speaking of this red moon, the time on his TV was 7:17AM.

I don’t know about this, the only red moon I know about is the one in the movie the Seventh Sign, but that has got to do with Revelations in some way.  And then I looked up the red sun as well and found it was a movie based on one character portraying the Seven Samurai and one character, Charles Bronson, portraying the Seven Brides for Seven Brothers.  All movies, so are the Red Sun also a movie.  Maybe that is why in my dream that circle was colored red and was a picture, but the Sun was for real it seems.

Anyway, just wanted to document this in a way with times as well.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 8:26AM and from day and month we have 122 (which is for me linked to the tomb of Tuntankamen) and from the minutes of the time is 26, the inverse of 62 which is related to both Einstein and Global Warming.

 Sending Time:   02/12/2008 8:28AM  

12/02/2008 10:57AM (Computer’s time) where the minutes are the same as the day, 12! 

A little more insight I got on the Red Moon and Sun – the note was first written as follow: 

12/02/2008 10:44Am turning 45AM 

I looked up the word eclipse, as my dream had a red moon (printed picture) and the Sun.  But Red Sun is about Seven Samurai’s and Seven Brides for Seven Brothers, some union.  But in Red Sun, the Seven is only portrayed in both cases by one person. But for the moon and sun to unite for our eyes (vision), we call it an eclipse, when the moon is between the earth and the sun.  But then, for our eyes, the 2 unite.  But of the word “eclipse” is said on page 582 in the Dictionary: 

“2.  Obscuration; obscurity; dimness, loss of splendor” 

So the 4th part of this Second part of the first word “eclipse”, is:  “Loss of splendor”.  But of the word “splendor” is said, the 4th part again: 

“4.  Brilliant or ornate appearance or coloring”

(The last sentence on page 1975).  But of the word “ornate” is said on page 1386 where 13 and 8 + 6 = 14 or 13 and 14 or some form of Zep Tepi. 

“Ornamented”. 

But it is from the first part, a loss of splendor where splendor is related to a brilliant or ornate appearance or coloring.  And ornate is related to an ornament – something that actually has no use.  S it is the loss of something you have no use for – the appearance of the union of the sun and the moon has no splendor, although it is a splendorous occurrence on this planet Earth.  But also is the loss of splendor an appearance of the eclipse being ornate so the union of night and day is related to the loss of splendor, where it is only an appearance and the eclipse/union is something ornate or then: have as much use as an ornament, but it appears to us on this planet Earth, that this Union/eclipse has a use. And the word that makes the whole opposite of day and night that unite the point {0;0}, is the word “ornate”, as it is something that have as much use as an ornament (no use), but according to us, it has use of something much larger and of splendor, but it is something that only have the appearance of splendor although we think it has splendor.  And this is found on page 1386 of the Oxford Dictionary, or a number combination linked to Zep Tepi, and in my dream it is Linda and Jason that speak about the Red moon and sun.  And Linda discovered this Zep Tepi meridian.

So the opposite day and night is united in the point {0;0} now by ALL its splendor.  But it also bring the opposite of something of splendor and the loss of splendor, in the same sentence to its point {0;0}.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               12/02/2008 10:57AM (End of NOTE) 

So the opposite day and night is united in the point {0;0} now.

(And the word Splendour the last sentence on page 1975 and 1 + 9 = 10 and 75 the inverse of 57, the time the note ended and the email began – so it is a beginning and end time). 

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 11:09AM  

Sending Times:   

02/12/2008 11:09AM                              

02/12/2008 11:20AM or 11:11                              

02/12/2008 7:17PM  

12/02/2008 11:22AM 

U don’t have to read all my letters, just trust you will only read what is necessary.  At this stage the White Lion “line” is what is important – as they are the Messengers of God in some way.   But what seems to be happening is that man with the current science they are practising, are creating a balls-up in the Universe/Creation.  That is why I am eliminating all their doing now as fast as possible.  I am also literally working day and night to do this – see my dreams bringing certain opposites to the point {0;0}.  And that is also the reason why specifically the messages must be send to Linda’s White Lion “line” or “address”.  As only Linda know the importance of the White Lions in its full.  So it is merely a way of using the symbolism to get the job done eventually.  As my letters are coming straight from AVA(lon)414 to the White Lion. 

And I am sweating at the moment at my Solar Plexus.  But it seems you do need a break – maybe to get some information in your own ways.  I am actually not getting information in that sense that normally is believed – as all I do is undo what the state of mind of world of opposites has created and is now even going further than our planet, into the cosmos.  That is a huge problem – or that is what I am getting and what I am worried about.  But just trust that everything will happen as it is suppose to happen! 

LOL/REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 11:29 or 11:11AM 

Sending Times: 

02/12/2008 11:29AM or 11:11                           

02/12/2008 11:36AM or 11:9  

12/02/2008 12:21PM

Just after I mailed the last letter to you for the 2nd time, my friend who understand everything I am doing, was sending me and sms that the White Lions of Timbavati was on SABC3 again – as they were on yesterday as well.  And I phoned him and told him about the times and my letters to you and he said a family member of his phoned last night and told him (as this family member is still at school), that Newton’s Law of Gravity is Heavy (meaning difficult).  And my friend said he just laughed as by now he understand what I understand from the science of the day.

So this is for you:  Newton’s Law of Gravity is HEAVY.

Look After yourself, I am thinking of you too, as I am thinking of Linda as well and I am grateful for what all of you are doing!  But Newton’s Law of Gravity is HEAVY!

REGARDS

Renee

02/12/2008 12:26PM and I understand the 26 as inverse of 62 which is linked to Einstein AND Global Warming.  

 Sending Time: 02/12/2008 12:26PM 

But as you can see, the first message mailed to my friend today was at 8:28.  But the second letter was send to such extend as to be mailed at 11/9 and 11/11.  But then the third letter was mailed at times 11/11 and 11/9.  This made me feel like I was writing my maths exams again and finished knowing how to do all the sums and knowing I was either going to get full marks or very close to it.  But the fourth letter was send at 12:26PM where we are busy with 162 or 1 and 62 and from that end time we have a 12 and 26 where the 26 is just the inverse of 62.  And we have a 1 and 12 – where the date yesterday was 11/2 or 112 and the 1 and 12 gives 112 as well.  And you will also see the letter that was mailed yesterday.  But both yesterday and today, there were programs on SABC3 about the White Lions of Timbavati.

But these letters to my friend at the White Lion Address, is not only containing hidden messages, it is also of personal nature as well.  But as I said to my friend, now I know it is coming straight from AVA(LON)414 to the White Lion.

Anyway, this letter is getting long again.

REGARDS

Renee

12/02/2008 13:53 (cell’s time) 1:50PM (computer’s time).  And by now you must know that the 53 is linked to my domino and my friend on the cell phone has just said to me this morning that all of us are doing things to “unplug” certain things and to “plug” in other things.  Like what I am doing causes on impact the whole cosmos perhaps, but it will have a domino kind of effect, the things I write?  And from the Second Time we have 15, the combination of Divine Order.  

Ns.  And from the First Time we have a 13 and 8 (as 5 + 3 = and as I said inside this letter, the coordinates seems to differ from person to person about what is the real coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  But 13 and 8 reminds of the 31 08 that I once came across as the Eastern coordinates of the Pyramids of Gizeh.  And how did I know while still writing the letter, that the End time of the First First Time, would relate to

31 08?  But the difference between 31 08 and 31 13, is that 8 + 5 = 13.  So the difference is 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

This is Lore162 .

This is the First Letter of Lore162 .

09/02/2008 21:22 (cell’s time) 9:19PM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 2 + 1 = 3 from the hour as well as 21 hours is also 9PM.  This give a 3 + 9 = 12.  But as 9 is the upside down of 6, we get from the minutes of the Second time a 19, but from the hour we then get a 6 or 6/19 – the day I got shot, but also 21/12 is my day and month of birth.  And the 21 gives 2001 and the 22 (both of the First Time), gives 2002.  But from the day and month we have day 9 and day and month added, 11.  This gives 9/11 and we have a 2001 and then from the Second Time we got the 6/19 and we also have the 2002 where 2001 is the year 9/11 happened and 2002 is the year 6/19 happened.

Dear Lore

Here are a few letters with disguised messages that I wrote to a friend via email.  That is why there are times that says, “Sending Time”.  That is the time a letter is shown it was send from my computer.  But here it follow:

Beginning of Letters to a friend.

23/01/2008 8:25 but from the date we have 23 + 1 + 2 (the one part of the year) = 26 – the inverse of 62.  But then we are left with an 8 and 8 and 25 and 00, which gives an 8 + 8 = 16 and 2005.

If you go to Google site, and type in ava414, you click on google search and a lot of ava414’s will come up.  But look for the ava414.blogspot.com and then the other one is you type in at the top also an ava414.blogspot.com and you will get to the third one who was actually the first one created.  This first one created is of a dark blue color and the one you will find with the search engine, is of light blue color.  The third one that was created last, is ava414.blat.co.za

But the first and middle one has got a lot of the past letters to Lorraine on them as well.  I now have to take out all those pieces that was given to me to discover the "opposites" becoming no more opposites anymore.  But new stuff is on its way,  they seems to be happening faster now.  One which I received yesterday, explains exactly that we are in an action of Ending, termination, completion.  And these stuff I have written and the picture I have in my mind since 19/12/2007, is one where me co creating on my computers and in a Notebook, and then putting it on the blogs, is much needed.  So I have got 6 places the stuff go to, besides to you – and 6 is the upside down of 9, the number for me of how it all comes together.  But with the letters that go to you guys, I still file two sets on my own as well.  So this gives a 6 and 3 or 6 + 3 = 9 (and I told you 6 is the upside down of 9).

But I think my frustration is at the moment, I am just in logic, but in some other ways, so it feels, I am linked to the Heartland and Linda.  Linda, because she understand the majestically appearance of the White Lions and what an important role they play.  And the Heartland, well, something important is on that piece of land – although I don’t know what.  But I know that a piece of me is in that area.  And for me not knowing why I am feeling a certain way, is like going crazy not knowing or understanding.  I have tried to do a release on the Heartland, but then Aslan keeps coming up.  But I realize also at this stage this story of the world of opposites and how we are probably in the most difficult of times on this planet (as everything is to Unite with the Creator this time – and that includes the planets and stars), we need to change our attitude and the fossilized customs we have that is causing the opposites to carry on, while the opposites carry on, we cannot Unite with the Creator – that place where everything is one, or that place where the Beginning and End is one and the First and the Last is one.  Or then the point where every opposite is a {0;0} on the Cartesian plain that we have in mathematics.

But i have said this now so many times up till now.  And I don’t think it is about getting a book out there, it is for the world to change in order for Divine Order to take place and this is all in that action of Ending, termination or completion.  I have already greeted "Eternity" – where she had a catlike face, but she seemed very old and tired.  i guess in other realms and levels all are tired as we are now taking a lot of strain.  But it is part of the 44 to be revealed at ever greater levels! 

Anyway, hope this answers your question about the blogs?

REGARDS

Renee

23/01/2008 8:52 and the 52 is just the inverse of the minutes of the Beginning time, namely 25 – this creates a {0,0}.    

Sending time:  01/23/2008 8:52        

28/01/2008 12:54 or 12:9 and 12 the number of fulfillment and 9 the number where it all come together.

I have discovered something – how true it is I don’t know as you will see.  But I want to go to the nothing, I want to be nothing.  But that is my inside world.  But in order to get there, as within, without!  And I am living my life to co-create that nothing on the "within" in the "without" as well.  But that is for me.  But my question that worries me now, is what is going to happen with the other people and all the animals?  I do not care, but you people must surely have your own things you want?  If I co-create, by living everything inside me and outside me to be nothing – then you guys have no choice to also become nothing?  Or do you?  This worries me now as I do not want to create for other people or anything else.  And I may not be so selfish as to take that away from you guys to have whatever you want!  And that includes my dog!  If he want something different than to become nothing and I have created my outside (without) to become nothing, then what options does he have?  Surely one person cannot be that powerful to by creating his own destiny to be nothing, in that process create for other people to become nothing as well?

But, as I have just been shown, I am co-creating nothing!  So in a sense I am not creating anything, I am creating nothing!  But I have dealt with "anything" already, as well as nothing!  So I haven’t dealt with "anything", as I have dealt with nothing!

Hope you can figure out what I am trying to say.

Renee

28/01/2008 1:04PM and the DOGOD is 1441, and in this letter I wrote about my concerns for my dog and everyone else  

Sending time:  01/28/2008 1:05PM

28/01/2008 14:02 (cell’s time) 1:59PM (computer’s time) where we have from the First Time a 2:02 or 22.  From the Second Time we have 1Pm or 13 hours and 59 or 5 + 9 = 14, which gives us 13:14 or some form of Zep Tepi  

I was thinking now of that song called, To Reach the Unreachable Star.  And I realized that how can any star be unreachablbe?  But only in a place where there are no stars, can one reach the unreachable star.  As you are reaching nothing, therefore you are reaching something unreachable as only something that aint there, can be unreachable.  But the only thing not there, is the nothing.  So aiming for the nothing, I am aiming to reach the unreachable Star.  As it doesn’t matter what it is that is unreachable, only if something does not exist, it can be unreachable.  Therefore, although nothing exist, it is still nothing.  If you have reached the place where there are no stars, where there is nothing, you have reached the "unreachable" Star.   I don’t know if you are following what I am trying to say here?  

Renee

28/01/2008 14:10 (cell’s time) 2:07PM and 14 + 1 = 15, from the First Time, or Divine Order.  But 2 + 7 = 27 which is also a 111 or "reveal/revelation/insight".    

Sending Time(s):

First try:  01/28/2008 2:09 PM                         

Second try:  01/28/2008 2:11 PM              

28/01/2008 7:32PM  

While we were still staying in Cape Town, everybody that had something to do with alternative healing, got tsunami fever.  Now that fever made them all jump on the bandwagon of Global warming.  So I phoned a friend today who does Reiki and asked my friend if they have received (all the Reiki people) an order to send reiki to the stock exchange so that it does not fall apart?  As with the tsunami fever they apparently received an email to all send reiki to the sea so that there will be no more tsunamis.   Others are under the impression they are going to manifest lots and lots of money and manifest everything they have ever wanted.  So I hope the feverish reiki people dont send their fever with to the stock exchange, as then their lots and lots of money they have manifested will just be worth nothing!  But I don’t know how many received the message to send reiki to the stock exchange to keep the world economy standing, as they are all sitting with a fever on the Global Warming bandwagon!  So they cannot be infront of their computers to receive the emails to send reiki to the stock exchange – and to put the cherry on the cake, they are sitting on the bandwagon of Global Warming with a warm fever.  Feverishly sending reiki to the sea for no more tsunamis.   I just hope that when they get to sending the stock exchange reiki to not fall apart, they do not loose their fever and stop sending reiki to the sea – as then we will have tsunamis again.  Let alone, what is going to happen to the bandwagon?  

Does this sound ridiculous?  Or am I just silly?  

Renee

28/01/2008 7:42PM and the Beginning minutes give 5, but the End minutes give 6, so we have 65, the amount of dimensions their apparently are.  

Sending Time: 

First Try:  01/28/2008 7:43PM                   

Second Try:  01/28/2008  7:47PM    

29/01/2008 12:52PM and 52 the Sacred Number of the Mayans.

If you look at my blog – ava414godswindow.blat.co.za – the last Post on it gives "sketches" about the Cartesian Plane in Mathematics.  That explains why we have this Power Crisis right across the world.  It also explains the Stock Exchange that is on its last wickets.  We are facing difficult times if someone does not soon get this same information I have and act according to it?  The longer nobody discover this truth that was shown to me, the worse we are all going to be off.  I have put it on three blogs now, one with a dark background and light letters and one with a light background and dark letters and the third one is an African theme – as our answers to the bigger picture, not only regarding this planet, but all it beliefs has influenced in Creation, lie in these words in these blogs.  I tried to use simple words, and maybe my grammer is not always correct, but it is put in simple English words, although the ideas may be complex.  But it is all in there!

But I understand that people are getting upset about this Power failures and what it is causing, but they are in such a process of giving each other the fault – or looking for the one who is responsible for this mis(understanding)take, that nobody realizes what is actually going on.  But the letter entry on my blog called Fear does not attract Fear, says it all in mathematical language combined with my numerology version

REGARDS

Renee

29/01/2008 1:03PM and 3 aeroplanes hit their target in the 9/11 event and one did not hit the White House.  

Sending Time: 

01/29/2008 1:03PM      

30/01/2008 12:00PM

With a lot of things happening, I now realize how much abundance I am receiving.  I have everything I want – my dog, I can write all these thoughts of mine down and just enjoy the moment when I get them (afterwards you forget what it took to get there as you are so grateful to just have that feeling of having them, that satisfaction feeling), and I have a place where I am taken care of – doesn’t matter what happens in between, but overall, I am actually been taken care of.

And tonight we have the meeting at the zoo, where I hope that I can be a voluntary worker for the zoo for 16 hours a month.

And this is my life in a nutshell.  And the messages has come again and God had mercy with me as the pain was not so bad today to get to the level to be able to know where to look and what to start thinking about.  The rest then just follow!

REGARDS

Renee

30/01/2008 12:05PM and the add for the volunteers was in the newspaper again this morning and it was on page 2.  So from 125, if we take the middle "2" out, we are left with 15 or if added, 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together.  

Sending Time: 

01/30/2008 12:06PM    

30/01/2008 10:05PM

I am a bit more calm now.  We had our first meeting at the Johannesburg Zoo tonight.  But I was there nearly an hour too early and just walked in and I walked in a certain direction, looking at the zoo without anybody asking me what am I doing there.  So I ended up finding a little Blue Duiker that is an albino.  A little male albino Blue Duiker and I thought it strange that this little one and the other Blue Duikers in the cage, were all coming in my direction.  But at that stage already, I realized that I am seriously feeling uncomfortable.  Eventually I felt so uncomfortable that I went back to my vehicle.  And I was even shaking – at this stage I believe it was energy of some sort as it felt like it was coming from way beyond that we as humankind know of.  I drank all my cold drink, and all the pills I could lay my hands on as I knew that I only had limited time to get myself together again.

Then, as we walked into the hall where this woman was telling us what we can expect, I saw this snow leopard.  But it was a fake one, only the skin once belonged to a snow leopard.  So I asked this woman, though realizing it anyway, if it was a snow leopard?  And she looked a bit shocked, but as I drove home I knew there were something that I was suppose to realize.  And only now, after a lot of cups of coffee and a while after I took them to eat up the energy that was still left in my body, I realize that the crucial part in this story was when I sat in the car (after walking some areas of that zoo) and did not know how to pull myself together, let alone know what was going on.  But that was also the reason why I was there.  For that to happen.  It seems to me that some kind of energy was coming from way out there and I was a channel for that energy to settle in that area.  As on my way to the zoo, I passed a woman that was run over and she was lying next to the road with a blanket over her and people trying to help her.  But all I actually saw, was how her legs were shaking.  And I could hardly see out of my right eye when I reached my car after the walk in the zoo.  And as the woman, who informed us of what is expected of us to do, came in, she said she believes there must be other people still on their way as there is a power failure in Jhb.  I wonder if all that power of Jhb was not inside me – it nearly felt like it?  I ate it all up and spit it out in the zoo.  (And this is just a joke, no brain teaser, just for the record).  

It seems our Creator is thinking about the animals even more than thinking about the humankind.  But then it must be a VERY GOOD NATURED CREATOR!!!  As my soft spot is animals.  But the energy I felt was so enormous in that zoo this afternoon, that I had no feeling nearly than just the uncomfortableness of that energy.  And my mom feels the same way I do as some fishermen somewhere hit a dolphin to death, or so was reported on CNN this afternoon.  And my mom’s comment was that those people must die – and I said, no, they must stay on this planet and have hell on this planet!  This planet where angelic creatures we find in nature, are hit to death!

But in the end I realized that like the time of the Beginning time implies (a 1 and 5 or 15), everything is in Divine Order.  But also does 1 + 5 = 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all comes together.

Is there any lion of importance in that zoo?  THe Jhb Zoo?  As why was I taken (and there were a second ad in the newspaper this morning with that ad about the volunteer thing, and this time there was a lion, which I first thought could have been a White Lion, used in the ad as footage.  Does Linda know this place?  Please ask her if there are any lion of importance there?  But for me all animals are important.  And I was standing at the seals cage trying to think how to cope with this energy, when this one big seal made a huge roar.  And who else roar?  I couldn’t help but ask myself that question!

REGARDS

Renee 

30/01/2008 10:30PM and tomorrow, on 31 (where time of End is 13), an asteroid is to hit Mars, the Red Planet.  And I am also getting the ruby ring tomorrow which the lady at the shop said she keep for me as it has got my name on it  

Sending Time: 

01/30/2008 10:32PM    

01/02/2008 9:09AM

Just a few notes I made:

First Note  

11:42AM 30/01/2008

At 11:39 I was looking at the word “mess” in the Oxford Dictionaries I have.  And the 3^rd word (linked to the 3 of 39), held only a referral to go and look elsewhere in the Dictionary at the word “mass”.

But “mass” has got something to do (overall) with religion and it seems specifically the religion linked to the Catholic Church.  But the 6^th part, which is the upside down of 9 (and from the 39, this gives the 9), say:

“Solid bulk, massifeness”

And next to it still part of part 6 (upside down of 9)

“The quantity of matter which a body maintains”.

So “mess” has got a link to the religion (and it seems main the Catholic Church), and to the physics where it is linked to “mass” where Newton proved the theory of gravity (which actually give us mass) and Einstein used this Theory of Gravity further to proof his theory of Energy, where this second link is to the “mass of a body”.

So, is the religion (Catholic Church) and our view of science that our bodies have “mass” – is this the MESS(of all the)AGE(s)?

                                                                                                          30/01/2008 11:48AM

Ns.  And “mass” is on page 1213 and today’s day and month gives a 31, the inverse of the 13 (and the 39 minutes and end minutes 48, gives both a 12).  But the word “mess” was found in the Oxford Dictionaries on page 1239!  Do I need to say more?

Second Note  

31/01/2008 10:23PM

Although I am grateful to have something nobody else have, at the same time I am in the deepest of pain – because I have nothing (NO-thing).

                                                                                                           31/01/2008 10:24PM

Ns.  10:34PM and 10 + 34 = 44 .  Only in the midst of my pain I realize how grateful I am to have it ALL(1) where ALL gives the 144 and the (1) or 1441 or dogod or DOGOD.  And how can the gratitude for the ALL only be found in the midst of pain?

Because I reached the unreachable Star – the place where there are no stars, where there is nothing (NO-thing).

                                                                                                   31/01/2008 22:37

REGARDS

Renee

01/12/2008 9:33AM or 9:6 and they are the upside down of one another.  Now they are together.

  Sending Time: 02/01/2008 9:33AM    

09/02/08 20:46 (cell’s time) 8:43PM turning 44 PM (computer’s time) where 8 is the Weaver of Fate and from date we have from day and month first the day, 9th and then the day and month added gives 11.  This gives 9/11.  And from the First Time we have 20 + 46 = 66 or 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  And the last number combination in the Beginning is 44 .

Just a small note that came up now:

09/02/2008 20:35

Since this afternoon I felt so sorry for the animals.  With all that has to happen – or that are being created by ignorant people in the world of opposite state of mind.  And the Second Coming will happen and every eye will see it – but the realization will short.  And that non realization that the Second Coming came like a thief in the night, will keep the ignorant ones from realizing the help they all shout for so badly, has come and has been delivered but they did not realize it.  They kept going on and on with the current science – but worse, this current science is keeping them in their state of mind of the illusion of the world of opposites state of mind.

And I nearly got angry now because I felt but it is unfair – not only to the animals who has no say even in the matter (to humankind), but I also thought it was unfair by The Creator to keep humankind’s eyes closed and let the Second Coming – the help that was send to their desperate cry for help – be like a thief in the night.  WHat chance do they all have?

And I received the answer about the fairness of it all.  And what I received was:

Nothing is fair!

  So in 0 (ne) sentence we have both the opposites, namely that something, named “NO-thing”, is fair.  But also that there isn’t anything that is fair.  This makes of fairness the point {0;0} in 0 (ne) sentence.                                                                                                                  09/02/2008 20:42

  (And 20 + 42 = 62 – the number I associate to the work of Einstein and what it brought about to this world, and then to Global Warming as well).  How much more specific can it be?

And this is the message I received.  And it makes me feel helpless.  I cannot help but suffer for the sake of the animals.  I wonder if anybody will ever understand this feeling I feel for the animals?

REGARDS

Renee

09/02/2008 20:59 (cell’s time) 8:56PM (computer’s time) and the last minutes in this End time is 56, the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions we apparently have.

Sending Time: 

02/09/2008 8:57PM                             

02/09/2008 9:10PM                             

02/09/2008 9:56PM  

This letter had a 2^nd time because I thought at first there was a mistake – but there was no mis(understaning)take!  It only had to be send 3 times to confirm the message hidden at first.  

End of the Letters to a friend.

And this is the End also of the First Letter of Lore162.

REGARDS

Renee

09/02/2008 21:32 (cell’s time) 9:29PM (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have the hour 9 and the minutes 11 or 9/11.  See the Beginning of this First Letter of Lore162.

Send: Lore162.

 14/02/2008 03:40AM (cell’s time) 3:37AM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the Second Time we have CY. But from the minutes of the First And Second Time, we have 40 + 37 = 77.  And 7 + 7 = 14.  As it seems to be the day of the month of February. But from the hour we have 3 + 3 = 6, the upside down of 9, the number where it all comes together. Dear Lore Just a short note to accompany the Letter Lore162. 

14/02/2008 3:23AM 

I was shown earlier on about the owl.  Remember how I showed how the X-Axis must rotate 180 degrees in order for everything to get back in order again?  Or then, to reach the point {0;0}?   This was in Lore161.  But do you remember the story about Uilspieel and how the direct translation for that name is “owl mirror”? Well, guess what – an owl sits vertically and then are able to horizontally turn its head 180 degrees.  So much more a reason why in Lore161, the X-Axis, the horizontal one, rotate 180 degrees.                                                                                                                          14/02/2008 3:26AM(And 26 the inverse of 62!) 

Anyway, you will find attached the letter Lore162. 

REGARDS

Renee

14/02/2008 3:49AM (cell’s time) 3:46AM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second Time, we have 13 + 10 = 23 and the hour in both are 3, which give 3:23 – the time the little note inside this letter started. 

Added part of the 2nd Try of the 2nd Try of sending Lore162 

14/02/2008 2:31PM (computer’s time) 14:35 (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 hours which is the same as 2PM, which give 14 and 31 and Zep Tepi Meridian is 31 14. Just to add to what was send last night – there were a program on SABC3 this morning where they showed they had to cut off the Rhino’s horns in a certain game reserve, in order to protect the rhino’s.  And on night of 12/13 of February 2008 I dreamt how I was sitting on a rhino and it was my pet and I felt as much care for him like I feel for my dog.  But the part where they have to cut off the horns on the Rhino, in order to protect, just show another opposite becoming the point {0;0} as the rhino had to be scorned in order to protect it and give it a save life on this planet.  So in one sentence he is scorned in order to protect/save the rhino. But the first part was written last night as I woke up and was feeling that odd feeling again where it feels as if my whole body is sizzling with electricity.  That is such an uncomfortable feeling.  But at least it is over now and I feel better.

Got an sms from someone I knew in Cape Town, who thought it was my birthday today and wished me a happy day.  And I went to the shops and the time on my slip for buying something with my voucher, says: 10:46:13 or a 10 + 4 + 6 = 20 and 2 equal 1 + 1 = 11 and then the 13.  So it give an 11:13 again, which is the combination for me that every cloud has a silver lining.  And I was a bit upset that I had to use my voucher – but maybe that cloud has a silver lining I don’t know of yet or haven’t realized yet. 

REGARDS

Renee

14/02/2008 2:41PM (computer’s time) 14:44 (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 41, the inverses and from the Second Time, the minutes, we have 44.  

Send Times: 

02/14/2008 3:48AM                       

02/14/2008 3:57AM                      

02/14/2008 2:42PM

This is Lore159.

This is the First Letter of Lore159.

16/01/08 6:13PM (computer’s time) 18:09 (cell’s time) and where from the First Time we have 6 + 13 = 19.  But by adding the hour of the First Time with the Second Time, we get a 6 (the upside down version of 9) and a 9:9 or 99.  But together with the 6, it actually give in some or other way a 999.

Yes, and that is what the Rose ring’s price was.  At first it was marked R19,99, but when I got my size, that ring was marked down to 9,99 or 999.  So the hour of the First time together with the Second Time, is built into that ring and this letter as well.

But first here follow an Entry of my notes, namely Entry97.

 This is Entry97 of my Journal.  Part1 of Entry97 of my Journal. 15/12/2007 no time From the first time, the time this file was created, we have a 24 (minutes) and a 1 + 1 = 2, which gives 24 + 2 = 26 – the inverse of 62.   And Einstein is linked to 62 (badge no.) and the Iceberg close to East London (that is because of Global Warming) is linked to 62.  But from the 11:25 we get 11 and 25, where the first parts gives 12 and the last parts gives 15.  This gives 15/12 when the film Gone with the Wind was released in 1939 or just /39.  And I am 39, so I hope I am gone with the wind since 15/12? But I send Belinda an email (actually 2) this morning of 15/12 and tomorrow when she receives it it will be 16th, where 16 is the number that connect me to Linda.  But I just want to jot down a few notes from my Copper Notebook. First Note 23/11/2007 14:32Got the “Compassion” card of Archangel Cards.  But this card is linked in the Archetype cards to the card “God”.  And about the Archangel of this card in the Archangel cards is said that his name means:  “Mercy of God”.  And after that letter “Heart” I wrote, I asked for God’s mercy – so sorry I am!  And the card is in the booklet on page 32 (see minutes of beginning time) and today is 23rd – just the inverse of 32.                                                                                                23/11/2007 10:35am(and 35 linked to my domino). Second Note 1/12/2007 21:00At 20:08 I realized what the “picture” I saw in my mind’s eye meant.  I saw in my mind’s eye me and the lions coming from underneath a bridge which were apparently worked on – maybe there were some construction going on in some form.  That means we must have been in a river bed and as we came out under the bridge, I saw the nightsky. But a riverbed for me is the flow of time and that bridge is linking the one part: flow of time, to the other part: the construction being done and the sky being involved. But the one side of the bridge was connecting the other side of the bridge.  So a bridge being in construction and linked with the sky, is crossing the flow of time.                                                                                                    1/12/2007 21:05(and 21 + 5 = 26 – the inverse of 62 which is for me linked to Einstein and Global Warming  (the Iceberg 62km from East London), but 5 also the Sacred Number of the White Lions.Ns.  I say the bridge had something to do with a construction as we came out, but the construction was invisible, you could not see it so I was under the bridge and “aware” of construction, and there was night sky outside when we came out, just to focus my attention on the link between all these things. Third Note 14/12/2007 21:46Date gives 14 + 12 = 26 (Do I need to explain again, the 26 and inverse 62?) and 21 hours is actually 9pm.  So 9 + 46 = 55 – now if you add 55 + 26 = (5 + 2) and (5 + 6) or a 7 and a 65 (from the 56, the inverse is 65).  And my father was today in ward 7 for his tooth as well and it is the number of NO-thing. And as I came to lie down tonight I was asked if I like gold?   And it snapped in my head and I suddenly knew how an Alchemist works! It started that day at the zoo when I discovered the sun is said by our scientists only to consist of Helium.  And Helium is linked to radioactivity – which is most poisonous and can make you throw up and stomach ailments.  But where does the Alchemist come in?  The Alchemist will show the world with world consensus/that the sun consist of Helium only (which is this poisonous), that the sun does not consist of Helium.  The alchemist will show the world if they believe this (or keep believing that the sun only consist of Helium), we will die slowly of the negative effects of Helium.  But if the Alchemist can convince the world that their believe will cause Global Warming to go on if they keep on believing that the sun only consist of Helium, the world will change their point of view and call whatever the sun consist of something else than that which is dangerous to mankind and our planet. So you don’t need a laboratory to change lead into gold – the Alchemist plainly “rephrase” things to suit whatever is need to be suited.  And I discovered this (my mind snapped into this understanding of the Alchemist) when Noot vir Noot were on SABC2.                                                                                        14/12/2007 21:55 OR 76(the inverse of 67 – and in some way the beginning time works out on 76 as well, and Ike TURNER died at age 76 as well). And this is the last note of the Part1 of my Entry97 of my Journal.                                                                                                15/12/2007 12:02pm  Part2 of Entry97 of my Journal. 15/12/2007 02:20pm where the day is linked to Linda (16 – tomorrow) and the 02 and 20 are each other’s inverses. All I want to do in this Part2 (which starting time is the 02 and 20) of my Entry97 of my Journal, is to give another note from the Copper notebook.  First Note 15/12/2007 13:51 or date a 15 and minutes a 51, which spells Divine Order.I have just discovered by it becoming clear to me that what I described of the Alchemist, is like that story in Afrikaans called “Uilspieel”.  (and if you translate “Uilspieel”, you get owl mirror”)  The story I am referring to is the one where “Uilspieel” convinces everybody that the king has got new clothes on until a small boy asked his mom:  “But where is the clothes, the king is actually naked?    But an owl is linked to wisdom and in Christian Bible, in Corinthians, we get the reference to the wisdom in the mirror – and if owl is associated with “wisdom”, then we have the “wisdom in the mirror”. This makes me wonder if the writer of that Bible book was the source of the “uilspieel” story – as it sounds so much like the part in the Christian Bible that talks about: “One day, we will see the truth – but now we are looking in a mirror” (owl mirror)? And the “wisdom (owl) mirror” convinces everybody that the king has new clothes on – except that the king is actually naked – but the “wisdom (owl) mirror” did an Alchemist style thing – to change people’s consensus to something that they would normally not have excepted.  And that is the Alchemist – rephrasing things and getting consensus by everybody else about that.   I am just wondering how much this has in common with that verse in the Christian Bible about the mirror effect?                                                                                                  15/12/2007 13:57Ns.  It is funny that it is a little boy who saw the real truth (or was it the real truth?) – that he gets not sentenced for being “abnormal” by a psychiatrist?  Maybe because the truth he saw while everybody else was fooled, is only a story – and in stories there is no such thing as a psychiatrist who could certify this boy! And this is the End of Part2 of Entry97 of my Journal.                                                                                                15/12/2007 02:41pm(and the time, as 2pm is also 14 hours, gives us the 14:41 inverses).  Part3 of my Entry97 of my Journal. 18/12//2007 01:04pm16/12/2007 18:59 or 959 and 9 + 5 = 14 = 5 + 9I was watching the Pyramid program on SABC3 that start time at 18:00. But then something else hit my brain.  If we look at the supermarket and the supermarket needs 2 give you 2 cents back, they actually (as the 1 cent and 2 cent are out of the market now) give you a 5 cent back.  So what happened to the 3 cents the supermarket lost?  But there is a 3 cent difference and a 5, which gives a 5 and 3 combination or my domino. The same goes for our mathematics we are practicing now.  Scientists “round” numbers in their mathematical equations, to make it easier to work with the number system of rational numbers (so maybe we need irrational numbers?).  But what does this give us?  In the science department where you would have had to work with a number that is (as an example), 1,4194  But instead of working with this whole number 1,4194, the scientists “round” this number to sometimes the first digit after the comma or the second digit of the number.  In this case (the 1,4194) it means you either get 1,42 or 1,5 – but if you look closely you will see that the numbers 9 and 4 were used, but they altered another number and got lost (forever)!  So does this makes our science accurate?  In Numerology, they will probably make the number a 44 and 119 or 11/9 – or then 44 and 11/9.  That makes a huge difference as all the numbers were used – as in science, they throw numbers and their values (and I know the values is different from the values of Numerology), away.  So how accurate can you be if the sum total of numbers is not used and just thrown out (probably for a pie in the sky). For me this just proofs not to trust the efficiency of our number systems and therefore our science and the conclusions they come to as in that process, they threw away something that have a value and ignored that value!  So how true is our number systems and our conclusions in Science?                                                                                    16/12/2007 19:05 or 07:05pm(and 7 + 5 = 12, the number I link with fulfillment) Second Note 17/12/2007 21:44  On night of 23/11/2007 (while feeling terrible because it was that time of the day again when I start feeling miserable – darkness unfolding with us but coming up on the other side). But in my mind’s eye I firstly saw (just opening it randomly) to open the place I opened was Matthew 9:15 on page 15.  The second time I did it (open the Christian Bible randomly) opened was in the Old Testament on page 398 where we have from outsides a 3 + 8 = 11 and what is left is the middle, or a 9, which gives a 9/11.  But this was the First Book of the Kings. The 3rd time I opened it, it was in Old Testament again, it was on page and this is on page 438 and 439, which gives eventually a 23.  And this 2nd Chapter of the 2nd book of the Kings, is all about Elijah going body and all up into the sky (apparently to the Creator) – or even the place I have been in hospital. I felt very flattered with these three parts opened 3 times on several occasions – that to what I have been shown in this insight).                                                                                  17/12/2007 21:05 or 9:50pm(and 5 + 9 = 14, linked to the Big Dog and Small Dog constellation that is an both sides of Orion with the 3 stars forming the belt of Orion, with the 3 stars that some Afrikaans people call the 3 Kings.                                                                                                    17/12/2007 21:52Later: And 2 + 1 = 3 and 5 + 2 = 7 which gives 37 or CY!Ns.   This is linked to manifesting/having no say and that leads what I am working on as well, is the tree of knowledge of Good and Bad.  And as then someone like him, both had the same principle, but when you believe YOU have manifested, think again.  As it was all part of destiny. And as Newton’s Law of Gravity (for me and a small bit of other scientists as well). Influenced Einstein’s theory of Energy – and now if we look at the numbers that are not taken notice of and being thrown off, and we take that Newton’s Law of Gravity is also wrong and influence science since that time, we                                                                                                   18/12/2007 2:50am(and 2 + 50 = 52 – Sacred Number of the Mayans). 

As you can see, this was last part of Entry97 ends on 18/12/2007 at 2:50AM.  But it was before the Big Event.  The one that has got all to do with (as it seems to me), the 7^th chakra that Caroline Myss has got on one of her CD’s.  As 2007 all was leading up to this day and the night and the early morning hours of the 19^th of 12/07.  So the whole of /07 the year, lead to the 7th chakra.

But that I will discuss next time.

REGARDS

Renee

16/01/2008 18:20 (cell’s time) and 6:25AM (computer’s time) with the First time giving, as 2 gives a 1 + 1 or 11, 9/11!  But the Second Time gives from the outsides of 625, a 65, and the middle one is 2.  So the Second Time gives a 65 and 2, where 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are.  And this is linked to the number 2.

This is the Third Letter of Lore159.     

18/01/08 12:48PM (computer’s time) 12:43PM (cell’s time) where from the First Time we have that 4 + 8 = 12 or it can also be the 31 08 Meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh.  But together with the hour, we have 12 and 12 and if you “times” it, it gives 144 – the ALL.  But from the minutes of the Second Time we have 4 + 3 = 7 – and the 7^th chakra, according to the CD, I got for my birthday from my parents, of Caroline Myss, the 7^th Chakra is lined to the Divine Mind.  And that is the End time of this Beginning.

Dear Lore

I have finished the notes that were made in the notebooks.  Here are the last Entry of my Journal at this stage that incorporate the last notes.  It is Entry100.  And if you receive full marks in a test, you get 100 percent.

  This is Entry100 of my Journal.  Part1 of Entry100 of my Journal. 17/01/2008 07:10 turning 11. Where the date is 17 and time give 71, the inverse.  And the minutes gives a 10 and 11 or 111 as 0 means NO-thing.  But 111 resemble for me “reveal/revelation/insight” Here follow some further notes: 10/01/08 20:05 In Revelations of the Christian Bible it is said that on judgement day – when the Second Coming will also take place, it is also said that every eye will see “The Messiah”.  But if “The Messiah” is a direct link from God The Creator, then “The Messiah” will also be like the NO-thing.  No wonder every eye will see “The Messiah – the NO-thing”.  AS it seems to me that everybody is so busy in the world of opposites (in that state of mind), that they just see nothing (of that sort)!  So “The Messiah” could have passed and every eye have already seen “The Messiah” as they all see nothing at all – so caught up they are all stuck in the world of Opposites.  So will every eye realize what they are suppose to see?  Nothing – or then for that matter: NO-thing?  So maybe “The Messiah” was here already and as the minds of every eye is expecting who knows what, nothing (NO-thing) has passed.                                                                                                        10/01/08 20:12 Next Note 10/01/2008 21:15 I was lying in bed now and my mind was nearly empty as I was trying to go to sleep.  And then it seemed like a gunshot going off and I saw and felt something explode in blue light like things in my head.  I don’t know what that was?                                                                                                     10/01/2008 21:17Next Note 11/1/08 18:19 According to society as it is now – the state of mind of being/believing in the world of Opposites without realizing – it would be called debt one are in, if not paying back a credit card.  But a credit card is a plastic card that is used as money, although no money are at stake but a set of numbers on what is called a computer in statistically formation.  People pay with their credit cards for things, but nowhere money is used as you cannot see the R10 or R20 or what ever. So it seems debt of a credit card is nothing but numbers inside a computer and that is part of the illusion of the world of opposites.                                                                                                     11/01/2008 18:24(and 18 is also 6pm and 2 + 4 = 6, which gives 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment).Ns.  And look what is said about “plastic” in Entry98 of my Journal, Part4. Next Note 13/01/2008 11:47 or 11:11 On page 1470 in Dictionary (and as 7 + 7 = 14 we have a 777 or 14 + 70 = 84 or 12 – the number of fulfillment).  The 4th word in 1st column, is the word “percept”.  The 2nd explanation of this word is: “The mental product of perceiving” The 5th word in 1st column is “perceptable” and of it is said in the 2nd explanation: “Capable of being perceived, cognizable, apprehensible; observable”. The 6th word in 1st column is “perception” and the Part II and beneath Part II the Ist part, we get the following explanation: “The taking cognizance of objects in general; occasionally practically = consciousness.The Part b. says:“The Being affected by an object without contact, though consciousness is absent. And the II(1.)(b), to the last explanation, is the 23rd, 24th and 25th lines from below – or 5,6,7.  And 5 + 7 = 12 and 6 the upside down of 9 where 9 the number where it all comes together and 12 the number of fulfillment.  And it starts on the 71st line from the top and is 3 lines long.                                                                                                    13/01/08 12:00PMNs.  So the idea of perceiving, is linked to being consciousness (the first highlighted part) and the absence of consciousness.But the last word is “perception” and this last word holds in the one case that it is linked to consciousness, but just the next sentence, it is linked to the absence of consciousness.  So both consciousness as well as the absence of consciousness equal one and the same thing.  So then that takes the sting of the opposite of them out – as they both resemble one thing, the word “perception”.  So consciousness = the absence of consciousness in this instance, according to the Dictionary. Next Note 13/01/2008 12:21 On page 130 – the 8th word from the top (where 8 = 4 + 4 or 44 and is the Weaver of Fate), there are 3 possible words also linked to point 1 of this 8th word, namely “aware”, point 1 the 3rd word is:   “Awaring – perception” So from day and month we have 13 + 1 = 14.  From the word we have 44 and The Weaver of Fate and we have inside this word linked to 44, the 1 and 3 or 13.  So we have 44 and a 14:13 – some inverse form of Zep Tepi. But the word AWA(ring) is A = 1st letterW = 44 or 23rd letter and 2 + 3 = 5A = 1st letter So we have a 151 linked to 44 and this all linked to a “ring”.  Which “ring” I still do not know. But in the word “awaring” is plane and simple the meaning “perception”.                                                                                                 13/01/2008 12:28PMNs.  But the word AWA is 1st column, means “away”. And the word AWA(ring) is in 2nd column, so we have a 1 and 2 or 12 – the number of fulfillment. Next Note 13/01/2008 12:46PM A Ring is normally round.  But there are 5 descriptions of the word “round” where as the 4th one (in 2nd column the 1st part – or 21) and point (d) – where “d” is the 4th letter which gives a 4 and 4 or 44, is said of the word “round”: “Throughout; from Beginning to End”. But the Quabbalistic way shows that we are in the middle of a circle (creation), but a circle’s also round like a ring.  And the path we have to follow to get back to the point of the circle (the no 12 position of a clock), and see how 2nd previous note ended at 12:00PM, we have to go vertical.  But what we’ll find when we get to the circle/ring, is that as it is linked to AWA – or “away”, the circle/ring will fall “away” and there will be nothing.  Just that point where Creation started and what seems like a “cycle/circle/ring, after the “cycle”, the End will End in the place of Beginning.                                                                                                13/01/2008 12:54PMThe page the word “round” is explained starts on page 1757 or 17 and 12.  And 17 linked to 44 and 12 is the number of fulfillment.  But the point is the point where consciousness and the absence of consciousness is one and the same thing – a perception.  And how real is a perception?  But as “perception” is the same as “Awaring” and we have dealt with the “ring” part, perception is also linked to the AWA of AWARING which equal to be “away/lost and what is left then?  With the consciousness and the absence of consciousness being gone and that what that leaves is “perception”, but this falls “away” too. This is the End of Part1 of Entry100 of my Journal.                                                                                                 17/01/2008 08:03PM Ns.  See letter to Belinda about the question of 9th chakra, the Second Letter asking about that.  Part2 of Entry100 of my Journal. 18/01/08 09:53AM There is still some notes outstanding.  I will try to fit them in in this Part2 letter: First Note 15/01/2008 9:53AM I dreamt last night that I walked into a place and received something in an envelope and only later did I discover but it was only for the position of candidate.  These envelopes (as there were more than one), or so I thought, was making you the status of prefect/leader at some place.  So when I realized that it was only for the position as candidate, I was still between some people. But then, nearly at the same time I am only candidate for this Prefect/leader thing, some guy that was very old, but had blonde hair, tipped the envelopes upon my head three times.  And then I was for sure a Prefect/leader at some place.                                                                                         15/01/2008 9:56 or 9/11 Next Note 15/01/2008 19:17 It was just on the news that a Libian camel was donated to Maseru as an act of good will.  But now the premier of Lesotho says there is one problem. The camel were born and breed in Arabic language.  Now, with their Sotho language, it is going to be difficult to communicate with the camels!I thought this a cute story!                                                                                                    15/01/2008 19:19 Next Note 16/01/2008 8:00AM I just realized – looking at the chess piece my father received for Christmas, that the so called/or what I call “matrix”, is nearly the same as a chess game.  With nobody that has made a move yet, there are probably millions of possibilities of how the game will go – of all the moves that is going to be made.  But in the end, the person who must win, will win.                                                                                      16/01/2008 8:03AM or 11 Next Note 16/01/2008 8:34AM At 8:33AM I discovered this no2 lying on the couch where I normally sit in the sitting room, downstairs. But I don’t know, but if I am suppose to take a friend’s sms seriously that came yesterday, then I must understand that I am doing an important task.  And it does not feel that way.  I cannot accept that what he said is true – with everybody that has told me nearly the same thing, I keep on sabotaging what all these people has told me up till now.  I’d rather run away and think of something else.                                                                                                  16/01/2008 8:38AM Next Note 16/01/2008 15:38 I received the following sms’e from friends – there are 3, but I am only going to give part of them:  The first message I received because of my dream on the morning of the 15th. …that the pictureOn the seal is the Symbol of the Lion of Yudah. That means thatOnly u can break it &That it has been brokenIn Heaven (HigherRealms) already – henceThe Victory.  U willTherefore be the Instrument on earth\Matrix to bring it intoBeing, the PREFECT(PERFECT) breaker ofThe seal/code. From: My friendTo: Universe13:13 15/1/08 Second sms …Dit isWonderlik dat jy bereid isOm die boodskappe te Aanvaar.  Ons is opregDankbaar… 08:43AM 9/1/08 Third sms ….IAgree with u.   The worldWould be in a veryDifferent place, it wouldNot be the same at all. 12:20PM 9/1/08 And these three entries are but the 10th or 11th time that I am getting information that my work is important.  That I am busy co-creating being in this world.                                                                                                         16/1/08 15:48Next Note 16/1/2008 19:12 I saw a little lizard entering our home in the door we normally enter home.                                                                                                     16/1/2008 19:12 Next Note 17/01/2008 13:18 or 1:18PM or 19. I spoke to my mother on the phone about the ruby ring that is being kept for me until the 31/01/2008.  And I finished talking to her at exactly 13:11.  And I told my dad then that 13:11 is the combination that reminds me of the cat “Silver Cloud” where it name is linked to: “Every cloud has a silver lining”. And my father said in Afrikaans it is that every cloud has got a gold lining.  This mean that between English and Afrikaans – the meaning of these two sentences has got the exact same meaning.  The one just use “silver” and the other “gold”. So as the silver and gold is linked to the exact same thing, their difference has been cleared.  So no more difference/opposite of any sort, for silver and gold. And you get a gold medal if you are first (1st), but a silver medal when you are second (2nd).  So this mean there is no more difference between win and loose (even if that means you came second – as it could only have been two competing).  But as there is no difference between gold and silver, so there is then no difference between 1st and 2nd or win and loose.  These opposites falls away now and 1 and 2 have got the exact same value.  So no more difference between 1 and 2 or whatever number in the mathematical number systems.  The one is like the other. But if you look at the mathematical number system of 1,2,3,… – then 2 is the first thing (the number 1), just two of its kind.  So it is still the same kind as the 1.  And as its kind has not changed, how can you change it by calling it another symbol?  Even if it is 2 of the same kind as 1.                                                                                                    17/01/2008 13:26Ns.  But the way/symbolism I put to numbers, is totally different from the numbers in mathematical ways. And this is the End of Part2 of Entry100 of my Journal and also the End of Entry100 of my Journal.                                                                                                18/01/2008 10:34AM(And 10 + 34 = 44). 

As you can see from Entry100, what I am suppose to do is to build the bridge between philosophical religion and Science – as for the sake of breaking a code – the code that keep humankind in the state of mind of being in the opposites.  And the power failures are one of the signs that our current Science is not enough.  I have already shown you in previous letters how the mathematical/Physics way brings about only confusion – as they are part of the opposites, which Scientists does not realize.  And those opposites influencing the whole of science (see the part about Helium), comes from the Christian Bible where Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Good and Bad, or of the Tree of Opposites.  And this is  making this world actually some kind of illusion, which, if you do not realize the illusion that opposites are creating, you will stay in the mindset of the world of opposites and never be able to climb that Y-Axis to get to the point (0;0), where you Unite with the Creator and are nothing, nothing but (0;0).

And Lore159 gives from the number a 159  or 1 + 5 = 6 + 9 = 15 and as there are 3 Letters making up Lore159, we have 15 + 3 = 18 – today’s day of the date.

Anyway…

REGARDS

Renee

18/01/08 1:01PM (computer’s time) and 12:57PM (cell’s time) where from the Second Time we have another 12 times 12 equal 144 – the ALL.  But from the First Time you get the 101 and if you put it into percentage, it comes back to that riddle explaining about “Attitude”, where the 101%, is actually linked to (The “Love” of God) The Creator.

This is the Second Letter of Lore164 .

01/03/2008 17:00 (cell’s time) 4:57PM (computer’s time) where the 17:00 hours is the time this morning that I had a very powerful dream that still has an effect on me.  But the minutes of the Second Time is 57, the time (5:07AM) that my entry this morning ended after the dream and not yet understanding what it meant.

Dear Lore

I had this very powerful dream last night that woke me up at about 3:30AM this morning.  And my body was sizzling, but also in shock of the power nature of this dream.  And here I quote my dream as from my notebook:

First Note

01/03/2008 04:39AM

On the one side the New Testament of the Christian Bible talks about the faith of a mustard seed.  But a bit further on, in Corinthians, we read that from faith hope and love, the only one that is real is love – it is the most important thing for this reality you need.

                                                                                                       01/03/2008 04:41AM

(And 4:41, gives the inverse of 144 or the ALL).

Second Note

01/03/2008 5:05AM

With that tree that apparently opened/split up the earth – for a moment it seemed there was separation – but then I realized I knew the path out, that there is a specific way to get out (and this lot was on an estate, number 13).

                                                                                                          01/03/2008 05:07AM

Ns.  Everybody (a few of us) was standing at this little tree and the name of the tree was given and it was a very familiar name, although I cannot remember what it was called in the dream, but it was called a certain name and I still asked if this tree is that famous tree.  And then the earth around this tree opened up and this opening up of the earth caused some sort of separation.

And as I woke up, Marion came in to help me cope with the high frequency of energy that I was dealing with in my dream and woke up with.  And the one who accompanied me in the dream, was a family member of mine who send me two or three sms’e at times when I asked The Creator for answers and then her sms will come through.  And on 20/08/2008 I was sitting in front of Marion and her daughter and told them that I think I receive messages from The Creator as this has happened two times or so already.  And they still asked what sort of information and I said but I have no clue what is going on and at that moment another sms from this family member that was also in my dream this morning, came through that read as follow:

“Why was Adam created before Eve?  As you are my masterpiece!”

But now I realized that this famous Tree in my dream, was the tree of knowledge of good and bad.  And I realized in the dream while witnessing the separation or the dividing into opposites, and looking at the rocky terrain around me, that I luckily know my way out.  And rocky terrain is linked to the dwelling places of the gods and goddesses.  And we drove also through a place called Swellendam and this give the following:

Everything was Swell

en

(and)dam was empty.

                                                                                                                 01/03/2008 16:51

(or as 1 + 6 = 7, we have 751 or the 75 of this morning as well in 7:05, and 1 or 0 (ne)).

This just proof to me, although I am still suffering from the severeness of that dream, that I am on the right track.  The “Tree of Knowledge of good and bad” only caused separation in that it caused a duality/separate in the sense of dividing into world of opposites.  Not a separation from God The Creator.  Because if you can see through this state of mind of the world of opposites, you will see that The Creator is still surrounding everything.

But I also want to share with you a quotation of a letter I wrote to a friend again, or then, letters!  There are actually two of them as follow:

  Higher Realms  

26/02/08 14:09 (cell’s time) 2:06PM (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we end as we began, with a 26, the inverse of 62 which is linked to both Einstein and Global Warming – which Einstein’s theories and those of Newton are responsible for mainly. 

On Friday, 22/02/2008, we discovered a small bird in our yard right next to home, which seemed it has just hatched.  Then on Saturday we found the same thing, that is Saturday the 23/02/2008.  On Sunday my mother found another one – and all was found on the same spot, but on Sunday this one lying there were still alive and I drove like a madman (probably Nietche’s madman) to the vet with the bird in a tissue and in a box of Este Lauder’s perfume called Beautiful.  So at the vet they asked me if I want the box back as the doctor will not be able to save the little bird.  I told them to keep the box and bury the little bird in it.

But then, as I got home I asked the question over and over:  why, why why?  And then it became clear.  Birds are symbolism for the Higher Realms.  But now, the ideas I come across and write down is like a process of hatching – where the embrio gets out of its egg shell and are born (in the Higher Realms).  So those little birds gave their lives to me to tell me that the new ideas that hatched on this computer straight from Avalon to the White Lion, is now in the Higher Realms.  And since then we had no more little birds that just hatched in our yard!

But what I do want to give you is the latest update on what I am working on.  It come from my Journal and is Journal Entry105.  It is as follow and I quote:

This is Entry105 of my Journal .    

Part1 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

23/02/2008 08:41PM where the hour is 8PM where the 8th letter in Alphabet is ei(a)g(e)th or “h” (age).  But 8, the Weaver of Fate.  

Just a short note from the Notebook:  

First Note   23/02/2008 20:28   Either ALL or NOTHING   Which can be said of ALL (where is also NOTHING as ALL is 0 (ne) where the 0 (ne) is also NOTHING).  This gives then the following of the First sentence:   It gives

either something or the same something ,   

where the word “either” is related to bring out the contrast between two opposites apparently.  But in this note the opposites only appeared to be opposites at first, but what came from it, is that the opposites reached the point {0;0}.                                                                                                      23/02/2008 20:31

(And 20 hours also 8PM which gives an 08 and 31 or 31 08 Meridian).  

And this the End of Part1 of Entry105 of my Journal.                                                                                                   23/02/2008 8:52PM (And 8 + 5 + 2 = 15 – and this Entry105 or from 105 a 15 also and 15 the number of Divine Order).    

Part2 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

24/02/2008 12:36PM or a 12/9  

Here is some notes from the notebook:  

First Note :   24/02/2008 06:29AM  

The imaginative vertical Axis (access) gives direct access (Axis) to NOTHING – as x always remain on this Axis, x = 0 or nothing.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 06:30AM (And 6 upside down gives 9 and 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfillment).  

Second Note :   24/02/2008 06:57AM   ENDLESS possibilities: 

Endless presume something that is limitless. But everything is surrounded by nothing.  So as endless is part of everything, it is also surrounded by nothing – which implies that endless is not limitless, it has a limit.  That place where it is surrounded by nothing!                                                                                                  24/02/2008 07:00AM  

Third Note :   24/02/2008 07:04AM  

If everything is surrounded by nothing, then “Beginning” must be surrounded by nothing as well.  So “Beginning” is limited to the point where it is surrounded by nothing, but as “Beginning” is limited, it is related to the phrase:  it cannot expand – as it is limited because it is surrounded/limited by nothing.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 07:07AM Ns.  So because “Beginning” cannot expand, it is also its own end as well.   And all three notes of Part2 of Entry105 ties into one another, the one cannot without the other.  And this is the End (or is it now the Beginning?) of Part2 of Entry105 of my Journal.                                                                                                  24/02/2008 12:49PM (This End time is exactly 11 minutes before 1:00PM and 11 and 1 gives 111 or “reveal/revelation/insight”).     

Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal.  

24/02/2008 02:10PM  

I discovered in Graham Hancock’s book called- the Fingerprints of the Gods, on page 199, the following words:  

Part IV The Mystery of the Myths I  A Species with Amnesia  

Then, on page 201 or a 21 (and see the beginning time of this Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal – 2:10Pm or also a 21 with an 0), is Chapter 24 – and today is the 24th.   What is said on this page that I started reading first, is the following and I quote from Graham Hancock’s book:   “In some of the most powerful and enduring myths that we have inherited from ancient times, our species seems to have retained a confused but resonant memory of a terrifying global catastrophe. Where do these myths come from? Why, though they derive from unrelated cultures, are their storylines so similar?  Why are they laden with common symbolism?  And why do they so often share the same stock characters and plots?  If they are indeed memories , why are there no historical records of the planetary disaster they seem to refer to?”   This quote above, is in the book 9 lines.  And 9 the number where it all come together.   Then, I have spoken so many times of the “state of mind of being in the world of opposites” and I have just this morning spoken to a friend and expressed my concern that if people start to get hold of the information that is now available in the higher realms (of all that I wrote about), and they discover that Newton’s Law of Gravity is not true but merely a version from a world that is in the state of mind of what “sin” apparently brought about, namely the world of opposites, what is going to happen when “gravity” does not exist anymore.  And I found this piece which is saved under Zep Tepi on the main computer, about the earth suffering a polar shift in 2012, but not only the planet, but our sun is expected to have a polar shift as well at the same time as the planet will have hers.  But the mere existence of polarity, is derived from the amnesia state of mind that it comes from a world of opposites which is merely an illusion.  And I have written much about that up till date.   But the quote above I discovered already on 25/01/04 at 23:42 where the minutes of that discovery is 42, the inverse of 24 (the chapter this quote is found on and the date today).  And if you add 23 + 42 = 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are ultimately.     I do not think a catastrophe will hit us, as that is only part of the state of mind, that is merely an illusion.  And I have already wrote and co created the sun as Elohim and the planet without any polarity (by way of the mathematics where a (+) times a (-) equal a (+) and not as believed, a (-)!   So what we can expect, I do not have a clue?  Except maybe that it will ultimately result in that state where I was, where I did not exist anymore (and I is the 9th letter in Alphabet and 9 the number of everything come together), and only in dark, peace and harmony (that is the closest words I can find) that exists because:  

P = 16th letter

E = 5th letter

A = 1st letter

C = 3rd letter

E = 5th letter

All added gives 30  

H = 8th letter

A = 1st letter

R = 18th letter

M = 13th letter

O = 15th letter

N = 14th letter

Y = 25th letter

All added gives 94  

D = 4th letter

A = 1st letter

R = 18th letter

K = 11th letter

All added gives 34  

And if you add all three, you get 30 + 94 + 34 = 158.

And I reached that state of NO-thingness on date 20th or a 2, and 158 + 2 = 160.   But from the word “nothing” we get  

N = 14th letter

O = 15th letter or 1 + 5 = 6

T = 20th letter

H = 8th letter

I = 9th letter

N = 14th letter of 5

G = 7th letter

But if you take the “h”, which sounds like “age”, out (or as age has to do with time, you take time out), you take out the middle letter, namely “h”.  So taking out the middle letter you take out the “age” or “time” out of everything and you are left with a total amount of 61.   And from the dark, peace and harmony we got 16(0) and from the nothing without “age” or “time”, we have 61, just the inverse, which make of the dark, peace and harmony (16), and the nothing (61), the point where it all comes together, namely 61/16 or then {0;0}.  (If you cannot see it, draw a horizontal line and fold the left side over to the right side with “0″ as origin, then the 16 will be 16 still – that is if you number it as follow:

______________________________________________________     

 61        21   11   01      20  10   0   01  02      10  11  12         16 

  So when you fold up this line for the sides to make a vertical line up, it gives in all places the  point 10 01 (from the number 10 combination upwards) or a 2112 or a 3113 or a 6116 – but the point of origin, is {0;0} for ALL and there will be no x point or horizontal point anymore as all horizontal points will then be: 

a horizontal point which appeared to exist.  But now forms an imaginative vertical Axis where x = 0.  But because of the first step, to fold the left side over to the right side, the inverses like 6116 and 3113 and 2112 etc, all these inverses are in there point {0;0} and this can only be seen if the x = 0 or where x become 0 everywhere and the inverses starts going up and in this process of going up on an imaginative vertical Axis, they all become one and the same combination.  Like 61, fold over on vertical Axis in point x = 0, gives 16, the right side of the imaginative vertical Axis.  But the right side will already be 16.  So it correspond!   But this left side of this now imaginative vertical Axis will now form a new number combination system (probably very foreign to us at this stage) in order to balance the old number combination system into the point {0;0} on the imaginative vertical Axis.    

And this the End of Part3 of Entry105 of my Journal, it was a difficult one that took “time”:                                                                                                  24/02/2008 03:01PM (This gives the 31, but the 3 is also 15 hours and 31 + 15 = 46 – the number involved in proving the opposite life and death to its point {0;0} in Lore163).

And this is the End of the Quote!

Well, I do receive a lot of information I do not know how seriously I must take note of.  Like this Entry105 for instance – but then, 3 little birds died in our yard and when I realized but their deaths may be to tell me that my ideas (new presumably) are now hatching in the Higher Realms, there has been no more such incidents.

But anyway, I wonder what is going to happen with the:  “…straight from Avalon to the White Lion..” effect when you are gone?

REGARDS

Renee

26/02/08 or 8/2/8 14:23 (cell’s time) 2:20PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 hours which is also 2PM which give to the First Time the time 2/23 or who has that birthday and month for a birthday?  Maybe the one who must answer my question above?  ANd from the SEcond Time we have 2Pm which is also 14 hours and thus give 14:20 or 14 + 2 = 16, my cell link to Linda.

  Sending Time:  2/26/2008 2:22PM      

2^nd try of Dreams  

28/02/2008 09:45AM (cell’s time) 9:42AM (computer’s time) where 9 is the upside down of 6 and both the hours and minutes of the First And Second Times gives 9, or then 6.  This gives from First Time 6:6 or 12 and from Second Time 6:6 or 12 and together if you multiply them, you get 144.  

I had this odd dream this morning before I woke up.  I dreamt there was some gathering and I won the first prize with my “dogs”.  They were Gold and in a bag of some sort.  But Charlie was also there, their inverse, but the ones in the bag was taken to the stage with me and I still thought in my dreams luckily I now know how to address many people as everyone was interested in my “dogs” in the bag, the Golden “dogs”.   But I guess to fill in this dream of being on stage with the Goden Dogs, I dreamt I was in the sea.  And then I was on the beach again, but still in the sea as well.  And I saw the sea becoming rough and said to someone that my father and brother is in the sea.  But I only wanted my brother to come out as in some or other way it was not my father on this planet form whose blood and genes I was born from, but it seemed it was just for the name, namely ”Father”, that I thought my father was in the sea.  But then my brother came out with the waves safely as I was accompanying him.  And I even saw an aeroplane that came out of the sea I was in.  THe one my brother was in was opposite mine - opposite the sea I was in.  And my Father was also inside the sea I was in initially.  The aeroplane as well was in the sea I was in.   But sea for me is the symbolism of “The sumtotal of all knowledge”, but me and my brother were in two different/opposite seas.  With me being in the one where the aeroplane (also of the higher realms) and my Father is in, and my brother in the other one.   Now I presume that those “Golden Dogs” has got something to do with this sea ” the sumtotal of all knowledge”.   Now that I am writing it out, it sounds more rational to me to make some sense to me.  I am being told something about the knowledge I get as something different from what the other people get – as my sea (sumtotal of knowledge), where I swim in the same sea as my Father, is opposite of the sea other’s swim in.  And in the sea I was in, except for the concept of Father being in that sea, there were no one in that sea beside myself and the aeroplane.  

But Entry106 is coming on well. 

Received the Part2 of Entry106 (and don’t think there is going to be a part 3 as 16 61 is only two inverses, Linda and Lorraine (lore)).   Anyway, who am I now going to tell about my dreams?  What is to become?  

REGARDS

Renee 28/02/2008 10:01AM (cell’s time) 9:58AM (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 11 and from the hour of the Second Time we have 9 or 11/9.  But then we have the aeroplane theme of 13 (as 5 + 8 = 13) where 3 hit their target on 9/11 and 1 did not – the one meant for the White Ho(me)use. 

Ns.  28/02/2008 11:09AM (computer’s time)

What I forgot was that between the stage dream and the sea dream, there was a time when I was in a vehicle where we were on our way to some religious place as it seemed the people who stayed in the area we were driving in had about 6 temples for each oasis.  And we went to one of these temples and it seemed this book promised a lot of things and the people asked (as suddenly there were many people) but where is all the things this book promised?  ANd apparently they had to read 600 books before they would understand what is going for what.  But the first one, which I held in my hand, was a thin book but even in the name of the book there were a promise which seemed that was not true!  And it was a blue book with silver letters written on its outside, but inside I have no clue what was going on inside. 28/02/2008 11:14AM   

Sending Time:  2/28/2008 10:00AM                          

                          2/28/2008 11:15AM  

And then I also want to share with you another Journal, namely Entry106:

    This is Entry106 of my Journal .    

Part1 of Entry106 of my Journal.  

26/02/08 6:53PM  

I have a few notes to document in my Journal from my notebook.  There are two, so here they follow:  

First Note   26/02/2008 16:48  

The Jewish Mystisism believes every situation has a Divine Spark.  The Christians and other Western cultures believe that every cloud has got a silver lining.   But because of this Divine Order we find ourselves in, but do not always realize, with everything having a Divine Spark/Reason, implies that God the Creator is totally in control of the whole of Creation.  But there are people who think this world is in chaos.  For instance the following incident:  In South Africa we get the situation where the criminal gets to testify as a witness and the head of the police are being prosecuted. But think how rare this situation is?  Have anyone ever thought this possible?  For the criminal to be the witness and the head of the police the one prosecuted for a crime this witness was involved in?   This type of thing make people believe there are chaos on the planet, but this example actually is a spectacular event happening – for me it is part of 44 “revealing at ever greater levels” 2 ALL (144).  Just, some of the ALL (144) does not share this view of something of greatness is involved in the above example.  Nobody ever thought it possible for this situation to develop – and that is what makes it extraordinary.   This brings the opposite chaos and perfect to its balance – the point {0;0}.                                                                                                       26/02/2008 16:55 (And 5 + 5 = 10 and 16 + 10 = 26, today’s day).  

Second Note   26/02/2008 18:13  

Love may be (as Doreen Virtue states):  the only thing that is real.  As only with heartache do you realize you are not capable of deciding your destiny.  As when love turns to heartache, you are not in control of your destiny anymore and therefore you are so into this reality of this world as can be.  How can it get more real than tears and heartache?   But even the other side of love set you to be in this world, as when you love something you must be in this reality to keep that loved one/thing.  And when you love someone/something, you are in gratitude to be on this planet and in reality.  So love is the most brilliant thing to keep mankind in this reality, in the state of mind of being in the world of opposites, and not wanting anyway to get out of it?   But when love keeps you in the “reality” and love turns to sorrow and tears, you are still very much in this “reality” just as you would have been if falling in love!  But according to me I have stated already what the state of mind of being in the world of opposites is merely an illusion that is not visible, especially if you feel love for anything at all.                                                                                                       26/02/2008 18:19 (And 18 hours is also 6PM and this gives a 6 and 19 and the day I was shot was 19/6).

Ns.  So Doreen Virtue is not “wrong” in her Archangel Card deck with the card called “Peace”, when she states that the only thing that is real is love.  That is indeed the one thing keeping us in the state of mind called the world of opposites (which seems to be actually the illusion).  But also whether the good love or the love turns sour, keeps mankind in the state of mind called the world of opposites.  This put them both in balance in the point {0;0} in view that they are really keeping people in reality, so they are the only real thing!  (Where real in this case actually is the illusion).    

So whether love is good or turns bad, it is the only thing that’s “real”.    

And keeping us in the reality of illusion of good and bad that is called the world of opposites or a state of mind.  

And this is the last note for this Part1 of Entry106 of my Journal.  And this is now also the End of the part1 of my Entry106 of my Journal.                                                                                                  26/02/2008 07:19PM (And 7PM is also 19 hours which gives from the time, the 19:19).    

Part2 of Entry106 of my Journal.   28/02/2008 10:09 or 19 and Part1 ended on 19 19 so as Beginning and End is one and the same thing, we get 19 19 19.   A friend of mine turned out to be 17 17 17 in a letter to her.  But from the 19 19 19, we have 111 and 999 and from the 17 17 17, we have 111 and 777.  But the one which is the same in both instances is the 111 or “reveal/revelation/insight” and the 9 + 7, three times, gives 16, three times.  And 16 my link to Linda.  So these letters related to Linda or to the “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.   But there is a note that I want to quote from the Notebook also in this Part2 of Entry106 of my Journal.  

28/02/2008 08:37AM  

According to the Archangel Card that literally jumped out of the Card Deck the other night, it was the Card “Peace” which state that the only thing that is real is love.   So nothing exists, except love as love is the only thing real in the what is called reality.  Everything else does not exist as it is not real, as only love is real.   So

nothing exist!  

So in the world of opposites, the state of mind that people are in, love is the only thing that is real and therefore keeping the people in the state of mind of what is called reality, but is merely a state of mind of the world of opposites, which the snake in the beginning of the Christian Bible blinded Adam and Eve with – the blind related to illusion.   So doesn’t matter what else we say, the main sentence state:  

Nothing exist!  

So where God The Creator is (surrounding Everything – and everything is only surrounded by nothing) in, the NO-thingness, it exists in this reality as well where this “it” is God The Creator” that is the “NOthing” that exists also in this reality.  So even though nothing else exists in this reality than love, nothing exists “2″ (see highlighted parts that says nothing exists, twice).                                                                                                   28/02/2008 8:42AM (And 4 + 2 = 6 and 6 the upside down of 9 and 8 + 9 = 17, but as 4 + 2 = 6, and 8 + 6 = 14 which is related to the 1441 or DOGOD.  And 17 + 14 = 31, but 1 + 7 =8, which gives 31 08 Meridian and 31 14 Meridian or Zep Tepi)  

Which relate to a friend’s 17 17 17 that was spoken of just before the quote started.  And this the End of Part2 of Entry106, as according to this, in reality where the most people are in the state of mind of the world of opposites, only love exists and nothing (else) exists.  So 2 things exist actually, love and nothing.   But this whole Entry106 was created at 6:53PM where 6 is upside down of 9, which gives another 8 + 9 = 17 or 8 + 6 = 14 and another 17 + 14 = 31 which relates to 31 08 Meridian and 31 14 Meridian or Zep Tepi.  But 19 + 19 + 19 = 57 or 12, the number of fulfillment.

                                                                                                  28/02/2008 10:28AM

And this is all for this Second Letter of Lore164 or the 65 formed from the 164.

REGARDS

Renee

01/03/2008 17:27 (cell’s time) 5:25PM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First Time we have 27 or 111 or “reveal/revelation/insight”.  But if we add in the First Time the 17 to 27, we get 17 + 27 = 44 .  And from the Second Time we have a 5 and a 5 and a 2 or 5 + 5 + 2 = 12, the number of fulfillment!   So this Second Letter and also the whole of this Lore164, is all about 44 reaching fulfillment – and that includes the dream!  

This is Lore166.

This is the First Letter of Lore166.

11/03/2008 7:23AM (cell’s time) 7:20AM (computer’s time) where from the date we have an 11 and then from the year we have 2 + 8 = 10 or 1 and if you add the month, you get 3 + 1 = 4, which give an 11/4, the inverse of you birthday Lore, namely 4/11.  But from the minutes of the cell time, we have 23 and from the minutes of the Second Time, we have 2, which gives a 23/2, which is Linda’s birthday.  And you the 61 Lore and Linda the 16.

Dear Lore

I first have some notes, and then a quote from my emails and then a note again.  But the notes first:

First Note:

07/03/2008 15:49

With the event that happened this morning on the computer, I actually received a compliment – or did I?  But it seems it was to cheer me up as the “mouse cursur” of the computer stopped working out of nowhere and I had to put off the computer.  But if miracles are still possible, the miracle of it all is that I could save the things I wrote without the “mouse”.  But I just put the computer back on and there the “mouse” was working again and the “cursur” therefore as well.

So I realized that my attention has been put on the “mouse” for some reason and I looked at the mouse and saw it is called “genius”.  So was the computer trying to cheer me up or what?  But computers may be clever, but they cannot do that in the way this happened this morning.  So nothing tried to cheer me up.

                                                                                                                 07/03/2008 15:54

 Next Note 

08/03/2008 18:13 (and 18 + 13 = 31, which give the 13/31)

People view that when a bank or private firm are marketing loans to you, that it is a way out, it may just be, but first look at what is happening here:

How idiotic can it get – as the bank is marketing something, and normally if you market something, it means you want to sell it.  So banks and firms marketing (and this goes for the credit card firms as well who want to issue credit cards and market it) loans or credit so that you can owe them something.  So they are actually selling you debt.

Now how ridiculous can it get?

                                                                                                   08/03/2008 18:16 (or 616)

And now for the inset that is quoted from “Straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.

09/03/2008 20:31 (cell’s time) 8:29PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First and Second Times we get a 31, which has the inverse 13 and then we have at the minutes of the Second Time, the 29 or 2 + 9 = 11.  This give the 13/11 combination which mean to me:   Every cloud has a silver lining.

Dear Linda

I had a very odd experience today.  We were having our course again today at the Jhb Zoo.  But I had the same experience today than I had with Regeus on the Heartland last year.  What happened was that we were waiting for the guy that is in charge of the elephants to come and unlock the gates for us to go behind the scenes.  And as I was standing close to the fence of their enclosure, while the other people were standing someplace else, the one elephant came to me and did she had an investigation.  She nearly fell into the whole between the fence and the inside of the enclosure, just to get at me.  And then I had that odd feeling again.  At first I thought it was fear, but I realized today I go out of my body sort of, but my head goes into overdrive – probably to the highest dimension I am capable of.  That is why I feel so odd.  But then the guy of the elephants came and opened the gate for us.  Now there are two elephants in the enclosure and the one who came to the fence has apparently a nice personality, but the other one not very impressed with humans.  So as they opened another gate for us to go and see the sleeping quarters, I stayed behind and this male elephant that doesn’t like humans, threw his trunk over the wall to investigate me.  So the others who was nearly in the enclosure, was calling me.  When I went to them, they told me to stay against the wall for the elephants not to be able to reach me with their trunks.  But when I looked again, the one that sniffed me out outside the inside of their sleeping quarters, was there too.  And both of them just wanted to sniff me.  Well, my head just went haywire.  I had to eat very sweet sweaties after this experience as the elephants were not at all interested in anyone else than myself.  Maybe they were sniffing me because I was in such a toestand (state of mind).  But I was calm again when we reached the tigers and the polar bears.

What happened at those elephant enclosure with both the elephants of the Zoo investigating me, I don’t know.  Especially what went on with me!  And the time this was all over was 09/03/2008 15:47.  And 15 + 47 = 62, the number I associate with the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.  Maybe these elephants want mankind to get out of this state of mind of being in the world of opposites?

REGARDS

Renee

09/03/2008 20:47 (cell’s time) 8:44PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time we have the exact same minutes than we had in the minutes after the scene with the elephants were finished.  And from the minutes of the SEcond Time, we have 44 (need I say more still?).  But both the First Time and Second Time have got the number 8 as an hour.  And 8 the number of The WEaver of Fate. 

 Sending Time:  3/9/2008 8:46PM  

And now for the Last note of this First Letter Of Lore166.

Third Note for this First Letter of Lore166.

10/03/2008 13:01

People view that when a bank or private firm are marketing loans to you, that it is a way out, it may just be, but first look at what is happening here:

But is really happening here – as the bank is marketing something, and normally if you market something, it means you want to sell it.  So banks and firms marketing (and this goes for the credit card firms as well who want to issue credit cards and market it) loans or credit so that you can owe them something.  So they are actually selling you debt.  

So the bank’s and firms who sold you debt, what must you give them back in return?  Money?  Remember, they sold you “debt”, so what you owe them is what they sold you and that is “debt”.  So to return “debt” they gave you, you need to return “debt” to them.  The “owe” and “obligation” part is all on the word “debt”.  Therefore that is what you will return.  If they were so stupid as to give you money together with the debt, there is in no dictionary that states under the word money any referral to the words “owe” and “obligation to return”.  That part is left to the word “debt”. 

So how can you return money if the only thing that has been sold to you is debt?

The same goes if they sold you credit, as credit is nothing more than numbers on a paper – and if you are told to return it, only if they make credit debt, then you owe anybody anything and the only thing you owe will be debt.  And if they sold you debt, that is what you must return, debt!  If you give them back money or credit, you are not giving them back debt!  And you only return anything that is called debt – the rest can never have the dictionary meaning than debt has that there is an obligation to return it.  So if it was a credit card for instance that was sold to you, give them back their credit card empty, otherwise you are not giving them back debt (that was sold to you).

                                                                                                                 10/03/2008 13:09

(and 13 + 9 = 22).

And in this Third Note is how accounting comes to the party of gaining its balance to go sit in the {0;0} point.

Well, so much for this First Letter of Lore166.

REGARDS

Renee

11/03/2008 07:48AM (cell’s time) 7:46AM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time and the Second Time, we have 48 or 12 and 46 or 10, which if added gives 12 + 10 = 22.  But from the end time of the Third and Last Note for this letter, we have a 22, and so we get a 22 from the end of the Whole of this First Letter of Lore166.  Added, it gives 44.

But by way of the minutes of the First and Second Times, we have from the Second Time the 10 or 1 and from the First Time the 12.  So if we look at the “First Note”, it seems that 1 has been 12, fulfilled.

This is the 0(ne) and only letter for Lore166.  That is how important it is.