One of my nemeses, infertility grief, has reared its head lately. And it isn’t all to do with adoption-related things: like having to spend lots of money (although it is much less than many peop… more →
Seeking God Knows WhatErin wrote 8 months ago: One of my nemeses, infertility grief, has reared its head lately. And it isn’t all to do with … more →
Erin wrote 9 months ago: I woke up this morning, after about 4 hours of sleep, because I have to write an application essay f … more →
Erin wrote 10 months ago: I had an appointment with #5 yesterday morning. I’m seeing him about once a month now, give o … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: First of all, last night we found out the “oops” baby of our friends made his grand appe … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: Why am I angry to discover that I was randomized into a group that received double the abdominal rad … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: I just talked to my friend, the one with the surprise pregnancy, and she may end up having a miscarr … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: My mind and emotions at war today. My emotions are playing the “Pity Party at Erin’s hou … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: I’m in shock… My friends that had the baby 3 months ago are, um, having another baby, qu … more →
Erin wrote 1 year ago: I want another baby. Not in couple of years. I am ready to get up in the middle of the night. I am r … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Okay, well, maybe not ordered but told by #5 during my appointment today to seriously think about ta … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Our friends just called and they had their baby today. A boy. Obviously, they are very excited and … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Jealous. At this very moment, I’m feeling very jealous. Our friends who are having a baby, man … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Someone posted this on one of the adoption forums I check out in a post about healing and grief. I d … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Nicole shared this essay from the NPR series on All Things Considered “This I Believe…. … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: Tomorrow I see Psychiatrist Guy for a med check. I can’t decide if I want to talk about goin … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: So last night I spent most of the evening with the 4 other women in our group of friends. We talked … more →
Erin wrote 2 years ago: but somehow my heart still sinks each time. Pregnancy announcements. I just got an e-mail from … more →
Erin wrote 3 years ago: Pangs of longing Dreams that will never come true Wishful thinking that our next child would be a pr … more →
Erin wrote 3 years ago: This is a reflection from reading a recent post on PH’s blog where he comments on “losin … more →