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An uncomfortable start to summer vacation 2007
6/17/07 Sun 700 I’m hiding downstairs to escape Lou. I got up thinking to write a bit before he gets up only to find him asleep on the front room sofa. It’s difficult to be around him. He takes up so … more →
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An uncomfortable start to summer vacation 2007
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 6 days ago: 6/17/07 Sun 700 I’m hiding downstairs to escape Lou. I got up thinking to write a bit before he gets … more →
The second-guessing is the 'party' that deserves suspicion
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 1 week ago: 6/15/07 1051 Hanging in, sometimes better spirited, sometimes not. Sometimes I feel I can be resilie … more →
Confrontations from awkward to ugly
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 1 week ago: 6/14/07 Alone at last. Got to observe myself in paralysis mode when Crystal and I lingered to talk a … more →
Deadbeat mom
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 weeks ago: 6/12/07 Tues 1315 Oh, bitterness. Connor home; says he has pinkeye. Worse, it means he doesn’t go to … more →
Discipline questions
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 weeks ago: 6/11/07 What on earth am I going to do with my kids this summer. Yesterday was a sort of preview, th … more →
meditation about details
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 weeks ago: 6/5/07 1003 Wed I seem to be involved in a long meditation about details. Listening to an account of … more →
The "You" that is missing from this marriage
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 1 month ago: 2007.2 6/5/07 Mon 1301 Oh, shit I just spent way too long trying to figure something out if I could … more →
Perspectives
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 6/3/07 813 Sun So, in response to the train of thought I see as I reopen this page, I would far rath … more →
More accusations
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/31/07 Thursday 1123 Still feeling kind of on the edge of being sick; like a cold or something. Aga … more →
Worries about my boy
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/29/07 Gary and boys back. Boys in school. Gary here. Bummer for me. I was very angry with him that … more →
Everything changed here
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 300 Mon May 28, 2007 I was getting set to go to bed and decided I needed to get the last couple nigh … more →
Complaining = Regression?
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/26/07 I didn’t meant to switch to this font, but I like it. I’m feeling closer to the self I’d bee … more →
Fearing to choose what's been chosen for me
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/15/07 Dad’s 74 today 1200 Tuesday I’m feeling really depleted after a morning of errands. Getting … more →
More 'as if'
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/11/07 Boys home from school, Connor with pink-eye, Scott with a cough. I didn’t recoil from the pr … more →
Unacknowledged costs
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/9/07 Wed 950 A little discordant this morning. I’m experiencing it in my reluctance to go meet Dar … more →
A way of talking myself out of my feelings?
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/7/07 Mon 918 Back from the weekend at the beach with my four old friends. It was something I unamb … more →
Experience of Self is like a lovely accident
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/3/07 Thurs 1255 Sigh. Another morning gone. And I’m still not finished with some important chores— … more →
How to change my experience of my 5 year old
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 5 months ago: 4/15/07 Feeling irritation this morning. I feel uneasy about how this fits in with this ‘new’ proces … more →
How does this 'New World' work?
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 5 months ago: 4/13/07 1602 All quiet downstairs, but then I’m not too eager to go down and look. I’m just pleased … more →
