When I am very sick, lying on my bed, I feel like I am leaving my body. I do not feel my legs and my arms. I feel my chest and my head, however. They seem to be the anchors that keep me from levitating, flying, vanishing out of this body. Sometimes I close my eyes and I feel like I see things underneath, in between and beyond the darkness.

When this happens, I appear to travel at very fast speeds in worlds I cannot comprehend or describe. Everything changes its own shape extremely quickly. At some point, aggressive, repeating images keep coming back and I have to open my eyes and rid my mind of this madness.

When I am very sick, lying on my bed, I often feel like I am very skinny or very fat. When I dream, I experience violent and disturbing events. They become so disturbing that they wake me up.

Sometimes, when I think of these moments, I feel like something is desperately trying to use this feeble state of mine in order to do something to me. I have the feeling that some sort of entity, a being, is attempting to do me harm. I cannot explain it even to my own self, but it seems obvious in some way or another. There is something evil that is fueled with envy and hatred towards us.

Dream 2 of this week was scribbled down, this time in my regular messy writing, not all-caps but joined and very scruffy. I also drew a little drawing to try and remember an element of me dream. A beach. It had a statue on it which looked kind of like that American Rod thing in Washington DC, or like the black towers in Digimon. Was weird. Here we go with the badly structured, written and remembered notes.

“I have special powers (levitation) when A and his sisters take me to a beach (used to be Palestinian, Serbian?) – There is a statue and I close my eyes and can levitate – either no-one sees me or cares. (Dream, Weds 18/11/09)

Then L has powers takes ring pull of can removes from inside from the side and re-attaches. - Friend talks about living with father as does unknown, quite large South Asian guy?

I, in different kind of story pass through building (dome shape) land in chair seating area – only little girl notices – I make my way somewhere. Don’t remember.

At work and watching a movie from 2 producers - a woman (looks like Lindsay Lohan but is nice / friendly) is there – I keep taking oranges from reduction and putting back in place while B does opposite. This happens twice before he explains – comes to scene where woman is naked and with a man – she explains the movie is called terminator, but rather than it being a joke she looks upset – starts crying while she is comforted by me – I feel sorry - don’t know why.”

Right. It isn’t exactly a pornographic movie but it seems to be that this woman really didn’t like seeing the movie being played seemingly in a random place on a rubbish old television with video in a supermarket. On top of this was me not being able to understand either why this whole idea existed or why it was at my work and including people I’d never thought I’d dream about.

The way it started was very different, with the superpowers. It felt so cool. What I didn’t seem to write down but remember is that we took public transport after the first part on the beach to a bridge. That’s where the discussion about father came up and where I, from the free way, levitated towards a building with quite a bit of teeth gritting difficulty to land on the side of this building which was more harsh a curve than the millennium dome but very similar. I then, with more eye closing and teeth gritting passed through it to land on a chair standing upright, only to be noticed by a single person. A little girl.

At the beach part it seemed like I knew a lot about this almost mythical history, of some different culture that had been forgotten and where this scene with the statue, also right near a bridge – albeit a lot quieter with seemingly no nearby traffic, released dormant powers in chosen people. This was another cool dream I thought would be a good adaptation to a story. But it’s not complete, the picture is bare and it seems to make little sense to me why it’s so random, jumping from about 3 to 4 different scenes and changing faces of friends and people I know while inventing about 3 new people at the same time.

I wrote a note on my phone a little bit later on, like something hit me suddenly about the dream that I had to record…

“It was night time on the tiny beach. Moon and stars were out. It was beautiful.”

The Beach with the Statue

Over at the floating card trick there’s some exciting magic trick news. They will reveal the secret of the flying card. This is one of the most amazing effects in all of magic. Street magicians have been performing variation on this effect for years. Imagine floating a borrowed object right out of someone’s hand and then making it fly all around you. Now that’s impressive. If you’re looking for a trick that looks like real magic then the floating card is it. Levitation has such a powerful effect on your spectators.

Over at life hacker you can learn a cool magic trick where you push a coin through a table. The sound effects are really what sell the illusion. This coin trick is actually pretty easy to do and it can be done with any coin. If you want to learn more advanced magic like levitation try the hummer card floating trick. This is a great trick where a playing card spins and flies around you. You can get this street magic trick from your favorite magic store. Until next time players.

This is my first post about the hummer card trick. This is a great illusion where a playing card appears to levitate while spinning in mid air. It takes a bit of practice but it’s an impressive magic trick. The coolest thing you can do with it is make the card fly all the way around your body. If you have ever been to the Las Vegas strip you may have seen this magic trick. If you’re into street magic you will probably like the hummer card. You can purchase it at most magic stores. Well that’s all for now, just wanted to get something up for my first blog entry. I promise the next one will be more intersting.

The Definitive  Indefinite Article is conducting an pilot program of unauthorized
content recontextualization 

The Critical Reader: You mean Plagarism?

TDIA:  That is an ugly word but in essence yes.  You can voice your criticisms via the reader poll below.  Anyway here is today’s pilot recontextualization:

The Virgin Mary has disputed claims that she will appear at the Knock Basilica on December 5th as she has a long-standing engagement to appear at the tree …

via Virgin Mary disputes claims she will play Knock on Dec 5th.

The Critical Reader: While entertaning and informative, this is still plagarism.

TDIA: Like I said, you can have your say below with the rest of them. As the Alabama congressman said to the Taliban: Vote early!  Vote often!

New image in the petals photoshop contest

Marcus J. Ranum thanks for the fantastic picture of the girl …
Levitation photoshop picture

And now for some street magic. The hummer card levitation effect is such a great magic trick. I showed a video of the floating card being performed recently to see what the person thought of the video. Their reaction surprised me. They said, “how does he do that?”  I was so interested in how cool the video was that I forgot about how amazing the actual trick is.

The d’lite trick is another trick that is easy to perform and easy to carry. It lends its’ self to routines that both kid and adult like. This is a magic trick that if you believe in the effect then it comes off even better. If you think of the light as actually passing through an object then when you do the trick it will look even more magical.

What a spooky trick for a spooky holiday! What do people say after seeing the flying card trick? How do you do that! This is magic at it’s best. Making a playing card or driver’s license levitate and flying around you under your complete control. The best part is you can hand out the hummer card for examination immediately afterward.

Welcome!! So glad that you are here!!  Love & Light to You All!

*** Please Note: This post was updated on 10-29-09.  See update as noted below.***

Purpose:  This is to share the types and forms of messages one can receive psychically.   This  is a recent  message rec’d while in a night-time sleep state  from my friend Julie to me.  I presented it  as it was emailed to me by Julie.

In the same message Julie also included a message to me in regards to timing for listing our house for sale, which is located out of state.  She also got messages for herself and her coworkers in regards to their health. It was a very busy night for Julie!  I did not include those messages here.

About Julie

Julie is a fellow light worker.   We have taken spiritual classes together which is how we met.   She is extremely gifted with psychic abilities.  In the last 3-4 years after an illness, her gifts have been amplified.   She has a regular day job. Like so many of us lightworkers, she does this spiritual work around her other work.

PLEASE NOTE:  You may want to revisit this post at future dates as I may update it with additional info as I get it.

Please see my blog on the Intro to further understand the purpose of this blog, to learn more about me, the author and my psychic developments.

Comments

Thank you, Julie for giving me this beautiful, heartfelt  message!

You see, good deeds do not go unrecognized!  The work I have been doing in my dream state in crossing spirits over has made a difference.  To all you spirits that I have crossed over,  I humbly accept your gratitude.  I wish you all well and much happiness in your new lives that you are so deserving of.   My thoughts and prayers are with you, always!

From this message, I am going to talk to God more during my meditations.  I have only gone directly to him one time during my closed eye meditation.    Hmmm, need to work on the levitation part, too (LOL)!!  I tried to levitate one time during a closed eye meditation weeks ago.  Didn’t work!

Also, based on this message, I will definitely keep my eye out for my guide to be “Damie, born a son of god-light worker.”  I welcome his presence, involvement and guidance in my life.

It is good to get a name in a message.  Sometimes you don’t get them. Or sometimes the names mean something else.

P.S. Just so you know, which I am sure you may have already picked up on, when you get messages from spirit, they can be staccato- not full sentences.  This is especially true if you get them in the middle of the night and you are half asleep and are groping for your writing pad and pencil on the nightstand!

Namaste

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From Julie’s email 10/22/09  Message for Me

 mail box
 toys
Kay can change the future

 Tell her to levitate, speak clearer work on it.
 Talk to God
Many, many thanks to her she helped so many cross, even me  God bless her in jesus name thou art our lord in kingdom come we love her.

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Post Update on 10/25/09  I had  like 5  dreams that  night, three of them were had aspects of  Julie’s message 

- One dream had mailboxes

- The other dream,  a darker dream had toys

- In one dream  I was levitating in my bathroom

Amazing!

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 Post Update on 10/29/09

Another message from Julie that she rec’d in her dream state to me.

This is from Julie’s email 9/01/09  message for me:

“ Kay,  I got this last night:

 Message interpretation:  On 10/29/09 I revisited this message because the part of on the accelerated knowing tools seems to be happening.  Based on the dream I had on 10/26/09 , and the alien being dream where a procedure was done to open up my crown chakra  and some of the messages I have rec’d during meditations and in my sleepy/wakey state that I have already posted on, I see now.  I see that I am being given accelerated knowing tools from heavan to help humanity.

In regards to the message phrase, speak in tongue, I had the following experience. One time when I was driving in the car, after I did some heartfelt OMs, I wanted to talk to say things, but I didn’t know what.  The wanting to say OMs just comes over me spontaneously at times.  When this happens,  I just release it.  It is like an itch that I need to scratch (please excuse my crude comparison!).   I just opened up my mouth andIi was saying these nonsensical syllables.  I thought I was speaking in tongue.  After I thought, it may have been Sanskrit.  The  syllables were  short and were like rah, da, ta, me, run

In regards to the message’s mathematical numbers and formula, I am stll unclear.  I did some calculations but did not come up with anything fruitful.

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Merde. Non seulement j’ai passee toute la nuit debout, mais ma tartine au nutella que je me suis savoureusement preparee pour le petit dejeuner viens confirmer que ma journee  va bien se passer…Pourquoi faut-il que la tartine tombe tjrs sur le cote beurré?

En attendant que je finisse de nettoyer le par-terre et de me refaire une autre tartine, je vous laisse mediter sur la question du jour:

miam miam!

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While walking down the concrete stairs of the local Metro station, completely lost in thoughts about mortality and failed spiritual quests of the past, I began to feel something unusual around my right ankle. I stopped and bent over to see that one of my socks had fallen below the ankle while rushing from the train in a hurry to get home. As I knelt on the gritty cement walkway to pull the offending sock up, I vigorously pulled too hard and suddenly found myself projected upward into the air in a surprising physical ceiling-ward thrust. My body started to spin around and around like a gear in motion, only to me it seemed like a slow motion merry-go-round, only I was not feeling all that merry about being the odd one spin-floating in perpetual motion.

Strange events were happening recently, but compared to starting small fires by staring too long at flammable objects, this newest gravitational head turner was not that welcome in such a public place.

I wondered if it was the worry of finances and the constant looking back at why I once belonged to a fundamentalist cult that was creating these physical feats of weirdness by the body and mind? Was it that once very vibrant life of taking images and matching it to the corporate creed on speed that is now dormant and more clinging to memory than actual presence? Perhaps some of the people that I once angered by telling them to be moderate in their preaching of either religion or science, were now gathering in a small secluded spot in Vengefulvania and practicing some cyber voodoo on this body of hoodoo?

Spin me round, spin me round this town upside down, where lights are always on behind the flickering windows before sets of eyes that refuse to blink, yet, it seems that someone is actually there, somewhere waiting, somehow almost ready to respond or actually create something new … knock, knock, knock … hello … anyone home … hey … feel something funny around the ankles, … oh, ohh!

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