Don’t you ever just want to be brutally honest? Don’t you ever just want to fucking say it? Say it all? I have to keep asking myself why that is so difficult, even in a sterile environment… more →
Lies, filthy lieslucienlachance wrote 1 month ago: Don’t you ever just want to be brutally honest? Don’t you ever just want to fucking say … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I must be under stress, but I’m so numb, I can’t tell. All I know is that I hate myself … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I like this side of myself, I must say. It is such a beautiful thing to release my hold on everythin … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I confess: today I feel like death warmed over. I got up this morning and actually had breakfast bec … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: The pills feel more like abuse than anything else. I took one last night after another long shift at … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I’m numb. So incredibly numb I didn’t get out of bed until night had fallen, and only th … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I don’t know where to begin. It feels like a month has passed in the span of a couple of days. … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Ah, the Pepto Bismol pink. Now I’m just making fun of myself. I got the appointment reschedule … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I’m out of control, I know that. I’ve stopped caring. I’ve crossed some barrier I … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Tomorrow is my last day. I’ll be going to the other restaurant beginning on Monday. I’m … more →
lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: People are coming here today and I don’t want to deal with it. I was originally supposed to cl … more →
lucienlachance wrote 1 year ago: It’s the holidays. They’re getting to me. I feel like the damn grinch, but then again, p … more →
lucienlachance wrote 1 year ago: Why is it that nothing seems to get better? I wait, wait, wait some more, yet it just gets worse and … more →