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A Secret1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 1 month ago: Don’t you ever just want to be brutally honest? Don’t you ever just want to fucking say … more →

Tags: Suicide, secrets, Demons

It is none of my concern.1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I must be under stress, but I’m so numb, I can’t tell. All I know is that I hate myself … more →

Tags: Life, Hate, Personal, Apathy, numb, Useless

Exploder

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I like this side of myself, I must say. It is such a beautiful thing to release my hold on everythin … more →

Tags: Depression, Suicide, stupidity

The longest day.2 comments

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I confess: today I feel like death warmed over. I got up this morning and actually had breakfast bec … more →

Tags: Life, Hate, numbness, Depression, sleep, Apathy, Tired, Medication

The power of suggestion.1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: The pills feel more like abuse than anything else. I took one last night after another long shift at … more →

Tags: death, Life, Depression, Personal, Thoughts, paranoia

The Living Death1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I’m numb. So incredibly numb I didn’t get out of bed until night had fallen, and only th … more →

Tags: death, Life, Suicide, Personal, sleep, Apathy, numb, Lifeless

More of the same.1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I don’t know where to begin. It feels like a month has passed in the span of a couple of days. … more →

Tags: death, Life, Suicide, Pain, hatred

Concerns1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Ah, the Pepto Bismol pink. Now I’m just making fun of myself. I got the appointment reschedule … more →

Tags: Life, Suicide, Personal, Misery

Nothing changes, not when you don't want it to.

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: I’m out of control, I know that. I’ve stopped caring. I’ve crossed some barrier I … more →

Tags: death, Suicide, Personal, Pain, Misery

Apathy1 comment

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Tomorrow is my last day. I’ll be going to the other restaurant beginning on Monday. I’m … more →

Tags: numbness, Depression, Suicide, Personal

Sleep it off.

lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: People are coming here today and I don’t want to deal with it. I was originally supposed to cl … more →

Tags: Life, Depression, Personal, sleep

People are just a waste of time.4 comments

lucienlachance wrote 1 year ago: It’s the holidays. They’re getting to me. I feel like the damn grinch, but then again, p … more →

Tags: Philosophy For the Decayed, death, Philosophy, Life, Hate, anger, Suicide, Personal, Misanthropy

A life walking backwards, never forwards....2 comments

lucienlachance wrote 1 year ago: Why is it that nothing seems to get better? I wait, wait, wait some more, yet it just gets worse and … more →

Tags: Smile Laugh Despise Everyone, death, Life, Suicide, Personal, Darkness, Misanthropy, Self Esteem, hatred


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