I am going to try something new. That’s all I know to do. I’m reading a lot and other things. But I’m really counting on this something new because if it doesn’t work, I don… more →
Surrogate Boyfriendsinginghorses wrote 2 months ago: I am going to try something new. That’s all I know to do. I’m reading a lot and other … more →
singinghorses wrote 3 months ago: Last night at work I had a premonition. It felt like I’d felt it before, but I’m pretty … more →
singinghorses wrote 3 months ago: I saw a bunny at work this morning in the parking lot. I think it was a sign that all is right and w … more →
singinghorses wrote 3 months ago: Usually when my life is a mess I dream about rabbits. Having to chase them and try to put them in a … more →
singinghorses wrote 4 months ago: So the other day my mom mentioned the mailman’s name and I was like “Who?” and the … more →
singinghorses wrote 4 months ago: Oh what the hell do I do now? Have I tried everything? Probably not. I have a lot of good distractio … more →
singinghorses wrote 6 months ago: Just read the part of Rilke’s Seventh Elegy I posted. It seems I unwittingly planted a time ca … more →
singinghorses wrote 6 months ago: I hope I remember everything. And I hope I remember everything correctly and in order. Sometimes I c … more →
singinghorses wrote 8 months ago: From The Seventh Elegy by Rainer Maria Rilke: No more wooing! Voice, you’ve outgrown wooing; i … more →
singinghorses wrote 9 months ago: I had an interesting moment at work today. I was in a good mood and suddenly I was in a terrible moo … more →
singinghorses wrote 9 months ago: So I have to get this all out and down because it is driving me crazy and I will never be able to do … more →
singinghorses wrote 9 months ago: I have a bangover. And I really don’t know what to say. I just know things happen for a reason … more →
singinghorses wrote 9 months ago: I want to make myself feel better. I want to forget. I want to lose myself in someone else’s s … more →
singinghorses wrote 9 months ago: Read this and tell me how he gets it so right: DIVINE DISGRACE – Rainer Maria Rilke Too unfait … more →
singinghorses wrote 10 months ago: from June 22, 2004: “You can read a book and be pretty sure how it ends or you can guess a mil … more →
singinghorses wrote 1 year ago: We went on a day trip to the beach. It was uneventful. I don’t like drama. I need harmony. I l … more →
singinghorses wrote 1 year ago: Well I didn’t get as lucky as I’d hoped at the 4th of July party. The mailman came but d … more →
singinghorses wrote 1 year ago: Because I went to the grocery store in running pants instead of something cuter. After work I knew I … more →
singinghorses wrote 1 year ago: OK so maybe emailing your ex back and forth isn’t so bad. It’s not like I want to get ba … more →