ამ სურათზე ორივენი მარტო ვართ: მეც და ვარდიც

ამ პოსტის იდეა ფიქროს ფურცლებმა გამიჩინა. ბოლო ხანებში საგრძნობლად გულჩათხრობილი გავხდი და ჩემს გრძნობებს აღარავის ვუზიარებ. ყოველივე ამას კი ჩემი არაადეკვატური ანუ ჩვეული საქციელით ვფარავ და შეუმჩნეველს ვხდი. რატომ? საკუთარი თავისაც არ მესმის. ვხატავ ბოლო ხანებში და, ალბათ, ამიტომაც.

დღეს ჩემს მეგობარსა და სიცოცხლეს, სოფოს, GIPA–ელ მეგობარს, ვაწყენინე. გამოცდა გვქონდა ერთ–ერთ საგანში და მე მის პრეზენტაციას არ დავსწრებივარ, არადა გულით უნდოდა. 2 კვირის წინ კიდევ ვაწყენინე სხვა რამეზე და მაშინ დავიწყე ხატვა ნახატისა “ბოდიში”. გუშინ მოვრჩი. ამასობაში შევრიგდით. დღეს ისევ გაცივდა ურთიერთობები და სწორედ დღეს ვაჩუქე “ბოდიში” სოფოს.

ჩემში ცივი სიცარიელეა. უდაბნოში სინაცრეა, ქვიშის ნაცვლად ფერფლი ყრია, რომლის ქვეშაც მგრგვინავი ემოციაა დამარხული. საკმარისია, ფეხით ფერფლი ოდნავ გაქექო, რომ ლავასავით გავარვარებული ცრემლის გეიზერები ამოხეთქავს და ჩემი ბღავილი დააყრუებს ყველაფერს…

ამ თემაზე მეტს არაფერს ვიტყვი. ბევრს თვითგვემის მოყვარული ვგონივარ, მაგრამ მე კი კარგად ვიცი, როდის რას ვიმსახურებ. როცა რამეს ვაშავებ და არავინ მსჯის, მაშინ იძულებული ვარ, საკუთარ თავს სამაგიერო თვითონ გადავუხადო! არც მათრახს ვირტყამ, არც კედლებს ვანგრევ. უბრალოდ, ვზივარ და ვფიქრობ, რაოდენ ცუდი ადამიანი ვარ. უნდა ვიყო მარტო, რომ სიმარტოვემ გამომაშროს, გამაარაადამიანოს და მათთან აღარასოდეს გამაკაროს :|

არადა დღეს სულ სხვა თემაზე უნდა დამეწერა. არა, ტრაგედია და უბედურება ნამდვილად არ მჭირს. არც დიდი ემოციით ვწერ. უბრალოდ, გადავწყვიტე, დღეს ბუნება და მეცნიერება იქით გადავდო და ერთ პოსტში საკუთარ თავზე ვისაუბრო.

დღევანდელ განცდას, რატომღაც, ეს სლაიდშოუ შევუსაბამე, რომელიც YouTube–ზე კარგა ხნის წინ ავტვირთე. სლაიდშოუებ ის კეთება ჩემი ერთ–ერთი ჰობია და მალე ისევ მივუბრუნდები. ზამთრობით მათი მუზა მეხსნება ხოლმე.

დღეს სევდიანი დღეა და ამბავიც სევდიანია, უკვე გაბანძებული სათაურით “Lovestory”.

Nå kommer Dagens på bloggen min. Hver dag: ny oppdatering.
Dagens har jeg laget for å kunne blogge om små ting som fanger oppmerksomheten min i hverdagen.
Som for eksempel Dagens wow, Dagens wth, Dagens helt osv..
Så her er den aller første: Dagens lovestory!
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Som den dyreelskeren jeg alltid har vært, rørte denne videoen meg like mye i dag som da jeg kom over den for flere år siden

Hvem sa at dyr ikke kan tenke, føle og ha minner slik som mennesker?

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Franzi´s Fashion Mix - Shot Franzi Osterham – Photographer in SL – Model Franzi / Hugo B. - Photoalbum in Flickr!

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Style Card:

Franzi:

• Outfit: Nanashi – Solid leather female incl. Belt, Gloves, Hoodie, Scarf NEW
• Skin: REDGRAVE – Tan Skin Leticia2 – oldrose
• Haare/Hair: .::MADesigns Hair::. – AKAMI – PLBL II – Platinum Blonde
• Stiefel/Boots: COCO – Zipper Bootie NEW
• Ohrringe/Earrings: [glow] Studio – DeLyn SHE earrings

Hugo:

• Outfit: Nanashi – Solid leather male incl. Belt, Gloves, Hoodie, Scarf NEW
• Skin: SOUL – Apolo – M2 com pelo barba
• Haare/Hair: Bryce – Shaggy – Natural Blondes
• Schuhe/Shoes: King – Cool  Black

This is for my Hyuna, because that girl deserves to be happy just like her dear sister ^_^

Usually, Yang Hyuna isn’t fear of watching horror movies at night. That’s even one of her favorite pastimes, because Hyuna loves the thrills she has every time she watches them. But that’s in usual cases, which means her Lyna is at home with her and not going on a vacation with her Kyucumber and leaves Hyuna alone. The Vampire series she has just finished watching is a little more scary than it often is in this winter night, making the hair at her nape stand on end; and Hyuna decides to turn off the TV and go to bed before she hears some noises in the kitchen.
The little sound sends shiver down her’s spine, and a sudden blast of wind makes her shudder with fear. Hyuna keeps her mouth in a tight line, trying to muffle any sound, quickly grabs a batter nearby and tiptoes towards the kitchen. “It’d better be my imagination”
She has her shivering hand on the knob, and lightly moves it, centimeter by centimeter at first, and then opens it all of a sudden.
There’s nobody.
Hyuna sighs loudly, her heart clams down a little. “God, I’ll die if this happens ever again…” – she mumbles as the kitchen door suddenly slams in front of her face, making her cringe backwards with a hiss. “What the…!!!” Hyuna takes a step back…
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and screams out at the top of her voice as her feet meet something warm “AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!”

“MEOWWWWWWW!!!!!”

Hyuna’s legs turn into jelly and she falls on her knees. A cat??? Why is there a cat in her kitchen??? At least it’s not a thief or sth, and the girl finally can breath evenly. The kitchen is lit dimly only by the silver moonlight, and Hyuna takes a glance at the little creature which has just freaked her out. It’s a small kitten with white fur and green eyes, which are looking at Hyuna somewhat questioningly and purrs softly. Then, like it’s known her beforehand, the cat comes closer and brushes against her hand. Instinctively, Hyuna strokes its chin, and the kitten closes its eyes comfortably. “It’s so cute…” – Hyuna thinks – “Hey kitten, who do you belong to?” – she asks the small cat in a singsong voice.
Suddenly the window of the house next to hers flings open, and Hyuna hears somebody calling. “Hyaku??? I heard you!!! Where are you kid???”
The cat looks up, and all at once it run from Hyuna towards the window, meowing loudly. “Excuse me?” – the person raises his voice again, a strangely low but cute voice – “Are there anybody here?”
Hyuna stands up on her feet, turns the light of the kitchen on and walks towards the window, carrying the little cat on her hands. “This is your cat?”
“Yes, yes, he’s my Hyaku! He suddenly disappears after eating his dinner, I’ve been looking for him everywhere…Thank you so much!” – the guy says when Hyuna releases the cat and it crosses the small garden, heading to its house.
“Excuse me?” – Hyuna asks as she realizes the guy is unfamiliar – “You…have just moved in, haven’t you? I mean…”
“Oh yes, I’ve just moved in. I’m sorry not having come to greet you…Everything’s too messy when I first came…” – the guy says with a cute smile on his face, and Hyuna suddenly wonders how old he is, with that face of a baby and that voice which can melt every noonas’ heart. “My name is Lee Sung Min, nice to meet you!”
“Nice to meet you Sung Min-sshi, I am Yang Hyuna.”

And that’s how Lee Sung Min and his cat Hyaku enter Hyuna’s life. She hasn’t known yet, that Sung Min will be the one who changes her life, in a very near future…

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Hyuna loves summer with the lovely sunny days, but somehow she loves winter break more, because Hyuna just loves to get up super late, enjoying the warmth of her blanket which she doesn’t leave until at least 10 in the morning. That explains why the next morning, she gets furious at someone who is ringing the doorbell, breaking her sleep. “Damn it!!!” She reaches the alarm clock, 9:00 AM. Who wants to disturb her sleep at such time?
“Maybe just some stupid services…” Hyuna mumbles and gets out of the bed unwillingly and walks downstairs. “Wait me a minute!!!” – she quickly brushes her teeth and washes her face, then, without bothering to comb her hair, Hyuna opens the door.
Standing in front of her isn’t any postman, or somebody of the sort, but her new neighbor, Lee Sung Min. The boy’s eyes widen when he raises her cute voice. “Good morning.”
Hyuna merely wishes there’s a crack on the ground for her to hide in, as she looks totally slovenly with disheveled hair, crumpled pajamas and all. “Excuse me!!!” is the last thing she can manage to say before she slams the door behind her back. “My Godddd!!!!” – she screams insides, rushes to the bathroom, grabs the comb and quickly fixes her hair. Trying to force a smile on her face, she takes a deep breath and opens the door again.
Sung Min is here with a package in his hands and Hyaku wandering around his feet. “Good morning, Hyuna-shi. Again.” – he chuckles a little, which makes Hyuna embarrassed. “I want to greet you formally, so I’ve bought this” – he gives her the package – “I’m Lee Sung Min, 25 year old designer and photographer. It’s nice to meet you, Yang Hyuna-shi! From now on we’ll be neighbor, so I hope you can help in the future!!!” – he takes a bow.
Hyuna doesn’t need a mirror to tell that her eyes are widening and her mouth is slightly of O shape. “25??? He’s 5 years older than me??? No way!!!” – she simply can’t trust her ears, because right now, when she takes a closer look at him than last night, he looks incredibly young and, well, adorable maybe the best word to describe him, though it sounds so wrong after she knows about his true age. Sung Min has a cute plump face with baby white skin and sparkling eyes, his short dyed hair frames his face perfectly, making him a true flower boy who catches everyone’s look. “If he wore bunny ears now”, Hyuna smiles, “I might take him for a rabbit”. Noticing the guy’s look on her, probably because of her face expression now, Hyuna beams at him. “Nice to meet you too, Sung Min sunbae. It’s cold out there, do you want to come in and have some coffee?”
- Thank you very much, Hyuna-shi. I’d love to – Min smiles back – Can Hyaku come with me? – he takes the cat in his hands. “A bunny carrying his kitten”
“Of course he can! What an adorable cat~~~” – Hyuna strokes the kitten’s head, and it purrs in pleasure. “Luckily Lyn isn’t here, she has a fear for cat. I wonder why, they’re really cute~~~” – Hyuna says as she ushers Sung Min into the house.
- You live with someone else, don’t you Hyuna-shi? – the guy asks.
- Yes, I live with my sister, her name is Yang Lyna. But she’s on vacation now and not at home today.
- Ah, you know Yang Hyun Suk sunbaenim? – Sung Min suddenly blurts out as he sees a picture of a field of flowers on the wall – He’s my idol!!!
Hyuna freezes as she hears her father’s name come out of his mouth. – He’s my father. But he’s not living here, if that’s what you expect to know – she tries to calm her voice. Hyuna hasn’t yet fully forgiven her daddy for leaving her and Lyna.
Sung Min can lightly senses the uncomfortableness in the girl’s voice, and though he doesn’t know why, he immediately stops his idea of asking more about the photographer. “Ah, I’m just a little amazed to see his picture. His works are all very nice. By the way, are you studying at Kyung Ha University? That’s the trophy for the 1st prize in the designing contest, isn’t it?”
- Yes, but it’s my sister’s. I’m studying there too, but in the College of Fine Arts…But how do you know?
- I happened to study there too, until 3 years ago – he smiles.

And you know, simply like that, the fate brings people closer…

The sound of her alarm clock bangs at Hyuna’s head, and the girl is so irritated that she thinks she can crush the damn thing into pieces for breaking her sleep on a Sunday morning. She tries to ignore it by pulling her blanket over her head, her face nuzzled to her pillow “Lyn, turn that damn clock off!!! I still wanna sleep~~~” There’s no reply, and the clock is still ringing; which surprises Hyuna: Lyna isn’t there. She sits up, reaches the alarm clock to stop the annoying sound and lazily looks around the room. “Where is Lyn?” – Hyuna wonders, but then simply ignores the silly question. Lyna must be “going jogging” with her lover, something and somebody new which Hyuna hasn’t got used to. In her life ever since their parents’ divorce there have been only the two of them, since their mom has gone to the US with her new husband and their dad is never at home. He’s a photographer living the life of a Bohemian who doesn’t care much about his own family; or at least that’s what Hyuna thinks, because she barely sees him at home except for their birthdays. Mr Yang leaves everything to his dearest daughter Lyna, who has always been with her in the past 5 years, taking care of her for their parents; so to her, Lyna isn’t only her elder sister, she is her parent, her adviser, her idol, her best friend, her everything. And then that guy Kyu Hyun appears and messes everything up! From the night her dear sister came home, cheeks flushed with a delicate pink and told her she was in love, things have changed. Her dear sis now spends much of her spare time going out with Kyu instead of spending it with her. The topic of their night sister talks changes from usual gossip at school to everything Kyu-Hyun-related, and every night Hyuna sees her sister SMS to the guy with a happy smile on her face…Lyna is hers; and she cannot let a strange guy come and steal her dearest sister away. Lyna knows it, but she fails in talking Hyuna into believing that Kyu is her soulmate who will make her happy. Hyuna doesn’t believe in “true love” anymore…She has tried every possible way to separate the couple, and forced Lyna to promise to spend weekend with her, since she has been with Kyu Hyun all the week. Lyna of course didn’t agree at first; but then she had to gave in to her stubborn sister. Hyuna succeeded in keeping her unnie home for 2 weeks, but not this morning; when she found a note stuck on the fridge. Taking a glance at it while drinking a glass of milk, the girl almost chokes. Hyuna hasn’t been in love, and not until now does she realize that a person in love can do anything. Like breaking her own promise and sneaking out of her house on a Sunday morning for a date with her lover, making her sister furious over her small piece of paper stuck on the fridge. “Won’t pick up your call, so don’t try to spoil my date. I will take your punishment later. Have a nice day Hyunnie <3 "

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AHHHHHH~~~~ FREEDOM~~~~~ Kyu Hyun chuckles at Lyna, who is screaming at the top of her voice with her arms stretching out at the quite beach. The afternoon sea breeze blows lightly, tangling her brown hair; and Kyu Hyun can’t help threading his fingers into the long silky hair which makes Lyna turn around and smile happily at him. “I didn’t know that you can be this childish, Lyn. Playing around all day and now yelling like a little kid going to the sea for the first time. Unlike the usual you…”
“This side of Yang Lyna is shown to certain people only” – Lyna laughs – “By the way, you’re the second man who knows about it~~~” – She says in a singsong voice, and Kyu Hyun raises his eyebrow. “Second only?”
- Yup, second
- Who’s that first one, then?
- Why I have to tell you? – Lyna looks at him teasingly.
- Let me see…because of this!!! – Kyu suddenly pulls her towards him and starts to tickle the girl. She struggles desperately, and finally has to give in. “Okay, okay…you and Hyunnie are so alike..always take advantage of my weakness!!!” – she laughs – “That’s my daddy~~~”
Kyu Hyun loosens his arms a little, but they’re still around her waist – “Talking about your sister…Hyuna seems to hate me a lot.” – he sighed, leaning his head against Lyna’s – “I really wonder why, do I look like a bad guy? When I come to see you, I have never been welcomed by her. She always looks at me like I’m something annoying…That little child makes me think of your strict mother rather than your younger sister!!!”
- Don’t take it too serious~ – Lyna chuckles – It’s not about you, she’ll be like that to any guy who is considered my boyfriend. Hyuna is…errr…kinda allergic to love. She doesn’t believe in true love anymore…
- Doesn’t anymore? It means…she used to do?
- It’s a long story… – Lyna lowers her voice, her dark eyes stares into the spacious sea in front and she lets out a sigh.
- I don’t mind listening though” – Kyu Hyun brushes her hair aside – “But it’s okay if you don’t want to tell me…
- I will…It is…uhm…after our parents’ divorce 5 years ago… – Lyna says in a small voice, like she’s whispering – When we were young, mom ofter told us the love story between her and daddy. She met him by chance in her first year, and although they’re 10 years different in ages, they fell in love so quickly and deeply that… – Lyna smiles, blushing – I was born only one year later. Mommy had a hard time going to school while bringing me up; but they led a happy life nonetheless, and Hyuna was born 3 years later. She grew up witnessing their love; and by then she had a strong belief in true love.
“But…my dad is a photographer, and because of that he has to go everywhere for inspiration. Mom never complained even the least about it, because as an artist herself, a painter, she knew clearly what the job required. But, while dad was away from home, she, still young and beautiful, was really lonely…When she met Ryan adjusshi, mom just couldn’t help herself falling in love. And you know, what had to come had come…They divorced.” Lyna pauses for a while, and Kyu Hyun tightens his embrace, both looking at the red sun coming down.
- I’m sorry dear. I don’t mean to…
- I’m fine, never mind, Kyu – she chuckles – Hyuna was shocked when she knew that they broke up. To her, their love is just perfect, and she was too young to understand the situation. Daddy loves mom with all his heart, and that never changes, but he knew he couldn’t be a perfect husband, so he let her go. Mommy’s love for dad hadn’t faded either, it’s just…she then loved adjushi more…But Hyuna couldn’t understand it. Her belief was broken, and to her mom was like a betrayer while dad was a coward…I can’t blame her, because to a 11 year old child, the situation wasn’t so comprehensible…From then on, she never put her faith in true love. That’s why she acts like that in front of you. It’s her own way of accepting you as my BF – Lyna lightly shakes her head, smiling – Such a kid, my little Hyuna. Don’t have a grudge on her for that, do you?
- She’s just like a kid to me – Kyu Hyun laughs – And after all, it’s not that she hates me right? Then I don’t mind.
- You should know, Hyunnie hates it the most when people call her a kid. She always tries to act mature…
- Just like her sister right? The way you talk about your parents’ love…You said that Hyuna was too young back then to understand the problem, but you’re only 3 years older than her, and for me a 14 year old girl isn’t counted as an adult. How could be so sympathetic?
- Because I am abnormal – Lyna grinned.
- Because you are my know-it-all Lyn – Kyu Hyun looks at his lover, who is shining in the brilliant sunlight, looking more beautiful than ever with a gorgeous smile on her face… He tilts his head towards Lyna’s, gently captures her lips, his hand thread into her velvet hair… “Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.” (Voltaire)

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– Don’t say anything. I’m not talking to you in the next 3 days. Such a nice unnie you are, leaving your younger sister alone to hang out with your boyfriend! – Hyuna says with her eyebrows furrowed, her arms folded – And you have promised me!!! How come you swallow your words so easily?
- I thought I would say sorry, but now I don’t see anything to apologize. Hyunnie, I understand your feelings, but I have my freedom; you cannot take control of my life! You’re my younger sister, not my mommy! And Kyu does nothing to you! Be polite to him, can’t you?
- I said, and I repeat it now, don’t talk to me; I’m not listening. You can come to your Kyu Hyun and confide in him with things like “Hyuna is damn irritating!!!”
- Hyuna! – Lyna stands up abruptly, glares at her sister. Hyuna looks back challengingly, and then slams the door behind her back. “What’s wrong with her?”

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Hyuna can’t keep her words for long though, because two days later, Lyna gets a temperature, and has to stay in bed, hot like fire. Luckily, Hyuna has just finished her exam, so she stays at home all day to take care of her sis. “At least there’s something good about this” – Lyna says when her sister brings in the medicine. She has been in bed for 3 days already.
- You’re sick, and cannot get up from your bed. What can be good about that? – Hyuna furrows her eyebrows.
- You’re talking to me again – the girl smiles weakly – And now I’m home with you all day. Satisfied?
I’d rather not see you at home than see you sick like this – Hyuna mumbled soundlessly. “I’m not over it yet. But you’re sick, and if I don’t take care of you, who will?”
Lyna almost blurts out “Kyu Hyun” to tease her sis, but she stops herself just in time. If it isn’t for her sickness, the stubborn Hyuna may ignore her for longer, and Lyna isn’t sure if she can endure it. “I’m sorry, Hyunnie. It’ll never happen again…”
- Take a nap or something, Lyn. Do not read books, you are not well enough! It’ll make your head ache!!!
- Yes yes, my unnie!!! – Lyna pretends to hide her book Breaking Dawn under the pillow – Don’t punish me~~~
- Because you’re disobedient, I’ll take your mobile away! – Hyuna grabs the small phone and gets out of the room, left behind the moaning Lyna. She chuckles, opens Lyn’s cellphone only to see a missed call. Kyu Hyun’s, no doubt. Hyuna feels a little triumphant insides, Lyna is now at home and Kyu cannot get to see her without Hyuna’s permission. And of course, she didn’t let him in for the past 3 days, as her sister wasn’t well enough. She’s a little too possessive over her sis, she knows that, but she is still angry with Kyu Hyun about last Sunday. At least this little “revenge” makes her more comfortable….
The doorbell suddenly rings, wakes Hyuna up from her thoughts. It must be Sayuri and Jin Hee, they said they’ll come today to visit Lyn today…The girl prepares a smile when she opens the door “Good morning…”
- Hyuna, how is Lyn? – said a deep voice. Hyuna’s taken aback. “Kyu Hyun sunbae?” – she blurts out, staring at the tall boy in a black-and-gray pullover and white jeans.
- I was calling Lyna, but she didn’t pick up the phone. Is she seeping? Does she get better? – Kyu asks nonstop.
Hyuna bites her lower lip, regretting having opened the door. “Lyn is sleeping. I think you should…”
Before she adds “…come over later”, Lyna’s voice resounds from upstairs “Is there anyone coming, Hyunnie?” Hyuna’s frozen. How can she hear it? Damn!
- She doesn’t seem like sleeping – Kyu Hyun raises his eyebrow – It’s me, Lyn!!! – he speaks out loud. Can I come in now? – he looks at Hyuna challengingly, his lips slightly curve.
As if I can stop you!!! the girl can do nothing but guiding the older boy to her sister’s room, where Lyna is sitting on the bed with the book in her hands, beaming when she sees her lover. “Kyu~” Hyuna feels like she’s being left out by the lovebirds, and has no choice but to step out of the room, her mouth in a tight line. I shouldn’t have opened the door…Agrhh…
Kyu Hyun pulls out a chair and takes a seat besides Lyna’s bed. “How do you feel?”
- I’m a little tired. Yesterday, my head ached badly, but it’s okay now…
- Breaking Dawn? – Kyu Hyun frowns – I don’t think you should read now. It’ll make you…
- Aish, like one Hyuna isn’t enough!!! She’s just told me not to read, and now it’s you!!! I’m bored~~~ – Lyna pouts – How about you? Is everything okay?
- It’s okay except for the fact that I miss you crazily – Kyu reaches out and brushes aside a strand of hair on the girl’s face, which makes her chuckle. “You flatterer!” – she puts a finger on his forehead.
- Want me to prove it? – Kyu smiles mischievously, shifts to the edge of her bed and pulls Lyna towards. “Wait, Kyu, wait!!!” – she lightly pulls him away, blushing. “Hyuna…”
- Tell you, I was kinda angry with your sister. She acts as if I was reason why you are sick and prevents me from seeing you. She’d definitely have kicked me out once again if you hadn’t raised your voice…
- She only cares for me, Kyu ah…
- But that’s over protective! Now I don’t think she’s like your “mother” anymore. It seems that you’re the mother and I’m the so-called stepfather of her. Like in dramas, she’s anti me…
- I’m sorry for that, Kyu. But she isn’t supposed to hate you…- Lyna looks him in the eyes – She just needs time…
- Don’t worry dear…- Kyu Hyun placed his forehead against hers – I know…
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Hyuna’s rooted to the ground eyes gluing at the intimacy between the two before her. Her blood starts to boil as the scenes in a movie she has tried to erase from her mind re enacts. This time, the actors are different but the impact’s still the same. No, it’s even worse. Lyna is her only pillar, her life and her everything. There is no way she would allow all this. Unknowingly drops of tears stream down her face. Before her legs give way, Hyuna summered her last bit of energy to run away from the scene. Once she’s in the comfort of her room, Hyuna falls onto her bed. Crying is the last thing she wanted to do. She promises herself that she has to be independent…
When Kyu Hyun leaves, it’s already lunchtime. Lyna reaches the table, the first time after 3 successive days in bed, Kyu Hyun’s coming obviously makes her feel better. “What do we have for lunch today, Hyunnie?” – she asks joyfully.
- Why not telling your Kyu Hyun to stay and cook for you? You still remember me? I thought you’re now in your lalaland with him?
- Hyunnie…- Lyna looks at her sister anxiously, realizes that her eyes are red. “She saw it? My Goddess…” – I…
- Don’t try to explain!!! I won’t listen!!! Who am I to you? Is he more important than me? Oh, why am I asking? It’s so obvious!!! He’s your only care right? – Hyuna’s eyes are filled with tears, but she can’t do anything to control her own feelings. Somehow she thinks that she’s overacting, but…words come out of her mouth uncontrollably – Never mind about me anymore…Go with your Kyu Hyun…
- I’m sorry, Hyuna. I’m sorry!!! – Lyna pulls her sister in an embrace – It’s my fault…I’m too focused on my own and don’t care about your feelings…I should have been a better sister…I’m sorry…- she nuzzles her face in Hyuna’s fluffy hair, and the little girl sobs quietly on her shoulder…Lyna caresses her back, staring into space; and finally closes her eyes…She has made a decision…

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- What do you mean, Lyn? Being apart for a while??? – Kyu Hyun says astoundingly.
- Kyu…please, listen to me. I can’t see Hyuna like this!!! She’s my only sister, and I broke her heart…
- By what? Hanging out and kissing your lover? Is that over the limit? Or over her limit???
- She’ll understand, Kyu. But it’ll take time. Hyuna needs time…
- It has been 5 years since your parents’ divorce, and she still keeps her prejudice to love. How long do I have to wait? – Kyu tries his best to keep his voice calm, his eyes glowing with anger. But when he looks in Lyna’s eyes, everything has gone. Her mouth is in a tight line, trying to hold back her tears, but her eyes are glistening. He wraps his arms around her waist, whispers to her ear. “I’m sorry, love. I’m so unreasonable…But I’m afraid…” – he kisses her forehead, trying to comfort her. “I can wait, Lyn, I can wait. Until forever…It doesn’t matter…” It does, but I can handle it…Don’t cry, my love…
- We can…still meet each other at school…it’s just..I can’t hang out with you for a while…I need to make Hyuna understand, to change her mind…Not only for me, for us, but for her as well…No one can live without love…- Lyna says when she calms down a little – Ahh, I have this for you! I almost forget it!!! She takes a small box out of her bag, and opens it to Kyu Hyun with a smile on her sad face. Couple rings. – I bought it when we were at the beach, you remember? They’re handmade only, but very nice right? – her face lightens a little – Try it on!!!
- It doesn’t fit…- Kyu chuckles at the disappointed Lyna. “Never mind. I can wear it as the pendant of my necklace…With it I’ll feel like you’re with me…” He kisses the small ring, and Lyna nuzzles to his chest. “Everything will be fine…I can convince her…I can…”

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Hyuna is happy to see Lyna with her every time, just like before. They spend time going shopping, cooking, or simply gossiping like every other girls. But things aren’t exactly the same. Hyuna feels the loneliness in her sister’s eyes when Lyna’s reading her favorite The Twilight Saga, and suddenly drops the books on the table and stares out of the window. Hyuna knows, the saga is about a lovestory, and it…reminds Lyna of her situation. The girl does feel guilty now and then, but because of her stubbornness, Hyuna cannot give in…Not until that Saturday night, when she and Lyna goes to a coffee shop which impresses Hyuna right when she sees it. It’s small, yet so warm and peaceful, not crowded with people but full of music…On the small stage at the corner, someone is singing, the voice is so beautiful that it makes Hyuna’s heart at a standstill, and she looks at the stage, only to be frozen to realize who the singer is…

“During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again

Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back”

Kyu Hyun is singing with all his heart, the strong yet soothing voice melts everyone’s heart. Suddenly Hyuna realize how Lyna falls in love with him in the first place…Must be for his voice… Hyuna suddenly notices that Kyu Hyun isn’t looking at his audiences, but at a certain point, her table. No, at her sister, who is gazing at him with the same loving look, her hand is holding her necklace’s pendant. When she looks up again at the singer, she sees the same gesture…Kyu Hyun keeps holding it till the end of the song, and when he leaves the stage, Hyuna takes a glance at Lyna, noticing that she’s silently wiping to a teardrop from her eye…But she is smiling Hyuna suddenly understand what is called true love. Just like that, there’s a strong bond between the two, which makes their two souls become one and can never be separated…she has been so selfish to want to keep Lyna hers like that…Tonight, she has seen the power of true love…the love of her sister… That night, when Lyna is about to go to bed, suddenly she feels Hyuna’s embrace. “What’s wrong, Hyunnie?”
- Do you hate me, Lyn?
- For what? – Lyna chuckles.
- For being such an irritating sister who doesn’t care about her sister’s feeling and only does thing for her own sake? – You’re my one and only sister…How can I hate you Hyunnie?
- How about Kyu Hyun? Does he hate me? Yes right?
- He understand how you feel, so he doesn’t….But why…? – Lyna says in an astonished tone when Hyuna places her chin on her shoulder. “I’m really sorry Lyn, for everything. Kyu Hyun…and you…your love…I cannot do anything to it…That’s true love, for sure”
- So you….- Lyna asks in disbelief
- Yes, I approve of it. I won’t be an annoying sister anymore – Hyuna grins.
- Thank you, Hyunnie…- Lyna lets out a sigh of relief. Like finally…
- But I have a condition…
- Condition? – Lyna widens her eyes. – Don’t be like mom and dad, you two!!! – Hyuna smiles slyly. It takes Lyna a few seconds to realize what her sister means. “Yah, Yang Hyuna!!!” – she yells at her with her face in delicate pink, blushing because embarrassment and happiness at the same time…

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Real lovestories never have endings…But this story has to have an ending…I hope you like it though… What is true love? I’ve found an answer for myself: “Two souls and one thought, two hearts and one pulse.” (Halen) What about you? Sooner or later, I’m sure you’ll find out your answer…When you love somebody…

It’s the last day of a way too short 12 1/2 week summer break ending in winter and finally my mind has calmed down enough to read again…

well…not really. I started Thomas Mann again and I couldn’t take it. I started Stieg Larsson and I am not as impressed as I hoped I would be.

But then, deep down in my treasure chest a.k.a. the bookshelf I spotted the forbidden book. Yes, forbidden. And I shall now share with you the story of the forbidden book.

Once upon a time I went to Dana, the keeper and seller of anything worth reading, and requested the book.

Shock showed in her face as tears started welling up in her eyes and she shook her head no. With a low voice, she told me what happened to her friend who read the forbidden book.

‘She was a literature maniac, I mean, a girl who would read Tolstoi for fun! Anything on the bestseller list she wouldn’t touch – until one day… one day…”. Her voice was breaking up now. “One day she started reading this…and…how can I put it…she got hooked. She knew it was wrong, but she couldn’t stop! It ruined her. Anna, I cannot give you this book, I cannot order it for you, if you want to start, do it, but I want nothing to do with it. And I beg you: please don’t read it!”

Anyone who knows me will confirm that despite my looks I am not a rebel. I do as I am told, I follow the rules, I stop at a red light even if there’s no traffic whatsoever.

But I couldn’t help it. On my school trip I passed by a bookstore and eventhough my bag was more than heavy enough, I had to go in.

I saw the book in all it’s paperback glory and I couldn’t resist any longer.

When I left the store I felt guilty. I wrapped it up in its plastic bag and hid it as best as I could underneath all my literature theory books, brought it home and put in in my shelf, untouched.

Until today.

With great guilt and shame I have to admit to you, my dear reader, that I have started reading Twilight today.

There is nothing you can do for me at this point. Let me go. Do not 12-step me. I will check myself into rehab when I’m done.

Und eines Tages trafen sie sich. Irgendwo da draussen. Ganz zufällig. Beide jung, beide die Segel gehisst um mutig in den Ozean des Lebens zu stechen. Sie frech, er verträumt, sie mutig, er bedächtig, sie grinsend, er nachdenklich. Ganz verschieden und doch voneinander angezogen. Warum – das konnte keiner von ihnen sagen. Es war auch nicht wichtig. Sie waren wie Wolken und Wind, wie Pasta mit Pesto. Der eine ohne den anderen nur halb so viel. Manchmal waren sie wie Feuer und Eis, einander abstossend, wegweisend, sich nicht vertragend. Dann waren sie wieder Benzin und Feuerzeug, Phosphor und Wasser, funkensprühend, romantisch, träumerisch, die Welt erobernd, die Sterne greifend. Das war vor vielen Jahren. Und es ist noch heute so. Und es wird noch morgen so sein. Und übermorgen. Und danach, wenn man aufgehört hat zu zählen. Warum – das kann keiner von ihnen sagen. Es ist ein Geheimnis, ein Mysterium, ein verborgener Schatz. Warum sich zwei Menschen mit anderen Augen sehen, warum sie in aller Gegensätzlichkeit immer das Verbindende finden, sich aneinander fesseln und dadurch frei fühlen – keiner weiss es. Es ist ein Mysterium. Sie können es nicht verstehen, aber sie wissen es: Sie sind füreinander geformt, geschaffen mit Blick auf den anderen, zwei Puzzleteile, wie wenn an zwei Enden des gleichen Seiles verknotet, was nicht getrennt sein soll verbindet.

Sie kennen sich schon zu lange. Zu lange um die Welt als Spielplatz aus Plüsch zu sehen. Sie wissen um die Gefahren, die Tücken, die Fallen, die Streitigkeiten wegen Nichts. Sie haben sich auch schon verletzt, sich angefeindet. Sie sind sich sicher, es alleine nicht zu schaffen. Zusammen sind sie zu wenige, um bestehen zu können in den nervtötenden Diskussionen des Alltags, der Sorge um die Zukunft, die Kinder, das Geld, die Pensionierung, das Altersheim, den Tod. Sie glauben nicht an sich. Sie glauben an Gott. Die dritte Person im Bunde. Der Kit. Er hält sie zusammen. Er legt ihnen die Hand auf die Schulter und zieht sie zurück zu sich und zueinander, wenn sie sich verlaufen im Irrgarten der Umstände. Er hält sie in Händen, im Herzen. Ihre Herzen gehören ihm, sein Herz ihnen. Sein Schutz ist um sie herum, wie ein Panzer. Er wird sie bewahren, wenn sie bei ihm bleiben. Ihr grösster Wunsch ist die Beziehung zu ihm, und erst dadurch die Beziehung zueinander. Ein Leben lang. Bis zum Tod. Nein. Bis zum Himmel.

Was ist es, dieses Mysterium, dass man sich findet? Was ist es, diese Gewissheit, dass man zusammen gehört? Was ist der Leim, der einen in der auf sich selbst fokussierten Welt den anderen sehen lässt? Es ist die Liebe. Es ist ein Geschenk Gottes. Es ist Gott selbst. Unsere Lovestory ist sein Werk. Danke.

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一名医护人员，名Peter。
另一名，名Jean。
一对新婚夫妻又回到了自己的岗位。

Peter在离开医院之前，亲了亲职晚班的Jean。

晚间8时31分，两名伤者被送入急诊室。
男伤者已接近面目全非的状态，而女伤者只是轻微伤势，并无大碍。
在抢救过程中，男伤者曾经心脏停止，但却被Jean救了回来。

原来这名女伤者差些就被巴士正面撞上，
而这名男伤者却替她挡了这场灾难。
男伤者把女伤者推倒一旁，整辆巴士就这么样地撞上了他。

凌晨3时59分，男伤者清醒了，但还未挨过危险期。
他的心脏随时会停顿下来。
清醒着的他，对肉体的痛不为所动。
他的心，却痛不欲生。

早上9时07分，Jean到ICU检查男伤者。
突然男伤者情绪激动。
Jean赶忙跑到他的身旁，握着他的手，问他是否很疼很疼，要他撑下去。
惊奇地，，他的手指在Jean的手掌上挥指，似乎要表达什么。

I……

M……

P……

E……

T……

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Peter死亡时间，早上9时10分。

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I now announce Peter Benjamin Brown and Jean Grey, husband and wife.

:: Home: Amalia ANGELLINNI “Lovefool”

:: Home: Amalia ANGELLINNI “Lovefool”

同学的定义是什么？

1. 一起大吃大喝
2. 一起说老师的坏话
3. 一起想入非非
4. 一起约好去同学的家
5. 一起在同学家大喊大叫
6. 一起为同学支持加油
7. 一起为同学倒喝彩
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最最最重要的——聚在一起

我们，今天都做到了吧？

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以后的日子，或许没有你们的陪伴。

但至少，我拥有了最美好的东西——回忆。

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回家路上，Dalton说，我看起来都累了。

不……我并不累。

我只想静静回味今天的一切一切。

把那所有所有都好好记住。

Dalton，你真的错了。

最近每天都累坏了，今天却特别的有精神。

友谊的力量？或许吧……

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Ryeo Wook hated the fact that he – as a prince – could do nothing to save his country from being conquered. If only he was strong enough to fight on the battlefield like his other brothers…But it was the thing that Ryeo Wook knew very, very clearly that he would never be able to do.
- Jeonha, I have an idea…We can still take our revenge – said Kim Hee Chul, the counselor of the royal family – But it’s not so easy to be carried out…
- I’ll do anything I can – Ryeo Wook clenched his fist – However hard it is and whatever it takes!
- Even if it ruins your reputation?
- A person like me has nothing to lose – the prince said calmly – Tell me about it, Kim Hee Chul.
- Alright…jeonha, you know about Jing Ke, don’t you?

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- Mama, Kyu Hyun jeonha is coming. – Court lady Han bowed to the Empire’s Hwangtaehu (mother of current Emperor), who was sitting in the pavilion enjoying her beautiful garden.
- Kyu Hyun chinwang? – the old lady raised her eyebrow and said in a surprised tone – I don’t even remember the last time he came here…Must be very long time ago, right?
- Halmoni, why are you asking so? Your grandson Kyu Hyun is always loving you, and I come to ask after my beloved grandma! – said a deep voice – Your words make me sound like a bad grandson!
- Oh, so a grandson who hasn’t visited his grandma for months is considered a good one? Since when? I don’t know about it…
- Ohhh…I’m sorry, halmoni, I’m sorry! You know, one month ago I’m still on the battlefield, and when I came back there were so many things to deal with…Can you forgive me, halmoni? the grandson who always loves you the most?
The said prince, Kyu Hyun chinwang, was now standing in front of the Queen qith an apologetic smile. He was the 3rd prince of the Emperor, yet the best among his brothers. Not only was he learned, but he was also brave and decisive; and it was he who lead the Empire’s army in the latest war, though he was only 21. Despite his sometimes rebellious temperament, Kyu Hyun was the prince that the Queen always felt proud of, her favorite grandson in other words.
- Alright, I’ve never expected more from you anyway. Come sit here and have some tea with me, Kyu Hyun.
- My honor – the prince bowed and took a seat. They talked for a while until the tea was served, and suddenly the atmosphere was filled with the aroma of tea. The young prince got one small cup for himself and enjoyed the delicate scent of jasmine, then took a sip of the tea. Never before had he tasted such good tea, of which the bitterness of tea, the sweetness of honey and the light fragrance of jasmine blended too well together.
- Who makes the tea? – the Queen broke the silence – Lady Han?
- Mama, we have a new maid make it. She said it is good for your health…Doesn’t it taste good, mama?
- Yes, it tastes extremely good. In fact I haven’t drunk such good tea for quite a long time…Who’s that new maid? Tell her to come her!
- Yes, mama – the court lady bowed and turned towards a few maids standing by her side, and one of them stepped forwards and took a bow.
- You’re allowed to look up – the Queen demanded, and the girl lifted her head. The prince took a glance at her, and all of a sudden was dazzled by her beauty. The maid in front of him was prettier than at least one half of the noble damsels he had ever seen. She had silky white skin, a chiseled nose, pink lips and extremely beautiful sad brown eyes framed with thick eyelashes. Her eyes looked like they were glistening with tears, though she wasn’t crying; and when Kyu Hyun looked into those eyes, he felt like he would drown in the depth of those dark orbs.
- What’s your name? – the prince questioned.
- Jeonha, her name is…
- Didi I ask you, lady Han? – Kyu Hyun said discontentedly – What’s your name? – he repeated, his look stuck on the maid.
But, to his astonishment, she only remained quiet and looked down.
- Excuse me, jeonha, but this girl can’t talk. She is a mute.
Kyu Hyun furrowed his eyebrows. “Mute?”
- Yes, jeonha. And her name is Kim Hye Kyung.
“Hye Kyung?”. Kyu Hyun looked at the girl, and at the same time she looked up. When their eyes met, the prince once again was frozen, his heart missed one beat.
That was the morning that changed Kyu Hyun’s life without him knowing about it…

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- Ryeo Wook jeonha, you think it’s alright? To crossdress like a girl?
- For the sake of my country, nothing is impossible, Hee Chul.
- I wanna say sorry, jeonha…But we have no other choice, we can’t do what Jing Ke did; it’s impossible…Being a girl will make you less suspicious…And you’d better not talk as well, because you can look and act like a girl, but your voice isn’t girly…We also have to find a name for you….
- No need – Ryeo Wook smiled – I’ll use my mother’s name, Kim Hye Kyung

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From then on, the first thing the 3rd prince did every morning, in stead of practicing kumdo, was to come and have tea with his grandma in her garden. Kyu Hyun couldn’t tell exactly what made him so addicted to the morning tea ceremony, the perfect tea itself or the one who made it?
Perhaps both. Now he couldn’t start his day without drinking some tea, Hye Kyung’s tea, though he had never been so fond of tea before. The bitterness blending wonderfully with the sweetness woke up his sense, and the delicate scent of jasmine made him relaxed…He loved the tea, therefore adored the tea maker. Kyu Hyun was deeply impressed by how skillful the maid was; because no matter how many times he watched the ceremony, the prince could never keep his eyes off her hands; the small hands with silky skin and long slender fingers. Once when Hye Kyung was serving the tea, those cool hands accidentally touched his, it unexpectedly gave him goosebumps; and when the prince saw her flushed cheeks, his heart couldn’t help fluttering…And her eyes…Kyu Hyun really pitied that the girl couldn’t talk, but God was fair enough to give her the eyes that were able to communicate. Never in his life had he seen such beautiful eyes, the eyes that can express her feelings so well that it made him stunned all the time.
Kyu Hyun had 3 things that he treasured the most in his life. The first is the lucky charm his late mother gave him when he was 7. The second were his books which he had collected for really long time. And the last was his one-and-only sword, which was a present from the Chinese Emperor for his 18th birthday. But now the list has changed. There were something that he found more precious than his sword, or even his books…
Those were Hye Kyung’s eyes.

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- Hey, Soo Yeon, do you know about the rumor about prince Kyu Hyun wants that new maid as his personal maid? I heard from Joo Hyun that he request it to Mama, but she doesn’t agree. – said Hwang Mi Young, one of the maid at Hwangtaehu’s palace – Aish, how jealous!
- Yeah, I hear the same from Taeng. Hmm…She’s only a newcomer! You know Mi Young, I hate the way that girl does everything, esp when she’s walking. As if she was a noble girl!!! And now she even has sth with Kyu Hyun chinwang!!! Oh my goddess, he’s the best looking among the princes! I wonder how she lures him? She can’t even talk!
- Look, Soo Yeon!!! Is that her beside the pond? What is she doing there? Doesn’t she feel cold? – Mi Young hissed.
- Oh…- Soo Yeon smirked at the sight – Mi Young, I have an idea. We should do sth to show that girl that she’s only a maid like us, and she’s even a newcomer. No maid is allowed to look down on Jung Soo Yeon and Hwang Mi Young.
…The two girls came closer to Ryeo Wook who was standing at the edge of the pond and called to him. The beautiful maid looked up with a questioning look. Soo Yeon asked him in an annoyed tone.
- Hey Kim Hye Kyung, I heard that you want to be Kyu Hyun chinwang’s personal maid? You know that we maids cannot have such affair with the prince? And stop looking at me like that!!! You’re a newcomer, not a noble damsel, don’t ever have that look of a princess!!!
Ryeo Wook looked at the unreasonably angry girl, then bowed to her and turned around to go away, because he knew too well that he had better not mess up with Jung Soo Yeon, the sharpest amongst the royal young maids. But Ryeo Wook wanted peace didn’t mean the others wanted it as well. When he took her first step, Soo Yeon stepped on his chima purposely, Ryeo Wook tripped over his own dress and fell to the cold water.
“Nothing was like woman’s jealousy, really.” – Ryeo Wook thought when he got back to the land, wet through and shivered badly. Luckily the pond wasn’t so great in depth, and he knew how to swim. “Don’t these stupid girls know that it’s winter, and the water is cold as the ice?”
- It’s for you to remember not to mess up with us, Kim Hye Kyung. Keep it in mind! – Mi Young said smugly with her arms folded.
- What – are – you – doing – to – Hye Kyung? – suddenly a deep voice resounded furiously, which startled them both. Ryeo Wook looked up and realized that Kyu Hyun was standing there, his eyebrows furrowed. The other two bowed to the prince, both were scared to receive the harshest punishment for bullying his favorite maid.
- You…!!! – Kyu Hyun yelled when he caught the sight of Ryeo Wook getting soaked – Don’t you know that it’s winter!!! How dare you!!! – he then came to Hye Kyung and carry her in his arms to the girl’s astonishment – I warn you for the last time, if anyone ever dare to touch Hye Kyung, you will merely want to die instead of receiving my punishment!!! – he yelled at the two maids who were trembling uncontrollably – Go away!
- Are you alright, Hye Kyung? – Kyu Hyun asked, then remembered about the girl’s muteness – Aish, silly me, you cannot talk! – You need a hot bath, look at what those bitches do to you! You might catch a cold !!!
The girl shook her head frantically and struggled in his arms as if she wanted to be let go. But of course, Kyu Hyun didn’t. “Be obedient, Hye Kyung! I don’t want to force you!” Kyu Hun frowned, and the maid had no choice but following his demand.
“PREPARE A HOT BATH FOR ME!!!” – Kyu Hyun shouted at the maid at his palace. Everyone rushed to do as he demanded, wondering who the wet-through girl in the prince’s arms was. “She must be the maid at Hwangtaehu’s Palace, the one who makes the morning tea. I heard that jeonha requested Her Royal Majesty to let her be his maid!!!”
Ryeo Wook struggled again as he felt Kyu Hyun was holding him too tightly. The prince looked at him discontentedly. “You hate me that much, Hye Kyung?”
Ryeo Wook shook his head “No, no”
- If it’s not the case, why are you struggling out of my arms? – Kyu Hyun raised his eyebrow.
“As if I can tell you!” – Ryeo Wook hissed insides. He tried to used the hands moves to show the prince that he was wet through, and if he still held him like that, Kyu Hyun himself will get wet and be sick as well.
“Jeonha, the water is prepared” – one maid bowed to the prince. Kyu Hyun chuckled at Ryeo Wook, let go of him in the end. “Go get yourself a hot bath, Hye Kyung. I’ll wait.”
…It has been quite a long time since Ryeo Wook last had a bath comfortably like this. It was so hard for him to dress like a girl and hid from everyone when he needed to do things like bathing…The convenience reminded him of the past when he was still a prince, and Ryeo Wook clenched his fist. Yes, he never allowed himself to forget why he had to be here, had to crossdress and live the life of a royal maid, why he was trying to get closer to Kyu Hyun…Never…
He didn’t know that human’s feelings weren’t that easy to control…And love was sth that one wasn’t able to get over once he was involved

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Kyu Hyun didn’t come that morning, which made Ryeo Wook wonder. He was so used to the appearance of the prince that when he was absent, Ryeo Wook felt a little uncomfortable, though he didn’t know why.
- Where is Kyu Hyun? Doesn’t he come today, Lady Han? – the Queen asked the court lady.
- No, Mama, Kyu Hyun jeonha is sick. He caught a cold yesterday.
Ryeo Wook was taken aback, almost spilled the tea to the table. “He caught a cold? Because of me?”
- Lady Han, prepare sth for me, I’ll go to visit him – the Queen demanded. – Hye Kyung, you go with me.
…- Is he alright? – Hwangtaehu asked the royal physician.
- Mama, it’s only a normal cold, there’s no need to worry. I’ll give the medicine, jeonha will recover soon…But…
- But what? – the Queen raised her eyebrow.
- Jeonha keeps calling “Hye Kyung” while he was sleeping – the physician said in a low voice – That is…
- You can go now – she replied coldly and turned to the young maid – You stay here. Take care of the prince. Don’t come back when he hasn’t recovered.
Ryeo Wook bowed obediently. He was about to do the same, because after all it was his fault that Kyu Hyun was sick.He had to look after him…

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Kyu Hyun slightly smelt the scent of jasmine around him. “I must be dreaming…No tea today, I’m sick…”
Someone was shaking him. Kyu Hyun felt annoyed as he was so tired and wanted to sleep more. “I don’t need medicine, take it away!!!” – he said tiredly.
That person went on as if she didn’t hear what he had said. “I told you to go!!!” – Kyu Hyun shouted furiously, his eyes snapped open to see Ryeo Wook in front of him, looking at him worriedly. “Hye Kyung?”
The maid was holding a small bowl of medicine. “You want me to drink it?” – Kyu Hyun questioned.
Ryeo Wook nodded, blew the liquid and took a spoon of it. But Kyu Hyun shook his head. “No.”
Ryeo Wook widened his eyes. Why?
- I want it from you – the prince demanded.
“Aren’t you having it from me already?” – Ryeo Wook thought. When his eyes met Kyu Hyun’s dark eyes, all of a sudden he knew what the prince meant, and his cheeks slightly flushed.
- Again. Hye Kyung, I want it from you! – Kyu Hyun sat up as he caught the sight of Ryeo Wook’s rosy cheeks, knew that the girl knew what he wanted already.
Ryeo Wook breathed in deeply; took a sip of the medicine and transferred it to Kyu Hyun’s mouth. When their lips touched, it sent chill down both spines, and Ryeo Wook shuddered as Kyu Hyun pulled him closer to deepen the kiss…
The medicine was bitter, but the kiss was sweet. Kyu Hyun suddenly felt more than glad to have caught a cold, as now he had Hye Kyung with him, lips locked by his; and he himself was in an ecstasy of happiness to enjoy her scent of jasmine fulfilling the atmosphere around him…
It was the scent of love…

(to be continued)

*After all, I cannot write a true one-shot, since it’s super long and has two parts…Prepare for angst this time, though I love happy KyuWook, this story…aish, just hope you enjoy my first try to write historical and oneshot *

Note: Sorry sorry, I forget to explain about the titles ancient ppl use to address the Royal family here:P
Jeonha = His Imperial Highness, I’m too lazy to type that super long word
Chinwang = prince. I saw another author used “wangja” but when I search for it on Wiki, it use “chinwang”, so I follow it
Chima: the dress in Hanbok

i don’t know if i’ m allowed to recommend this movie! i read half the book, and saw the trailer, does that count? but seriously, it seems twisted enough, not “twisted” but let me say “new”, for me to find it interesting! i just wanna add here, that reading the book (or starting to read the book, in my case) is what initiated my curiosity to watch this surreal movie. although it’s a fictional one and i don’t know how it ends, but still, a girl is allowed to dream!

so if you watch it before i do, feel free to give an opinion over here!

cheers!

…It’s been quite a long time since Lyna and Sayuri last spend a whole Saturday together like this. They often joke that it’s the advantage of being single, unlike Jin Hee who has a boyfriend and never has a free Saturday. Today they can have even more fun, because Hyuna went to their mom’s house, Lyna doesn’t have to back home early to prepare for dinner… After a whole day shopping and going around, the two of them have dinner in a Japanese restaurant, and after that Sayuri suggests going for some drink. “I’ve found a very interesting place recently. Want to go?”
“Sounds good!” – Lyna winks at her – “Let’s go!”

*****
- Ryeo Wook, how do I look?
- Stop it, Kyu Hyun!!! It’s the 4th time you ask me that question!!! You look really really good, so there’s no need to worry!!!
- But what if this doesn’t work?
- Then try another way. But don’t worry, Hyun! It will work, I’m sure!!!
Kyu sighs. When will they show up?

*****
Lyna’s first impression of the coffee shop is warm and quietness. It’s quite small, decorated with warm color and has a peaceful atmosphere that makes Lyna relaxed right after she steps in. In the corner, there’s a there’s a small stage, Lyna realizes it’s a stage because of the small white piano and the mic there, and suddenly it reminds her of Kyu Hyun and his voice…“If only I can listen to him singing right now…His soothing voice just fits this place, so warm…” – Lyna thinks

“…Mei yi ci he ni fen kai, shen shen de bei ni da bai
Mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou, tong ku nan yi shi huai…”

Sayuri’s ringtone wakes Lyna up from her thinking. “Excuse me, Lynnie, go find a table for us, I’ll be right back!” – the small girl smiles apologetically.
“It’s okay, Sachan” – Lyna chuckles. She makes her way to the table near the window, her favorite place everywhere she goes, takes a seat with her chin propped up in her hands. “Sth wrong here…Why there isn’t any waiter or waitress? …Wait, why there is nobody in this coffee shop except for me?”. Lyna starts to get worried, her heart began to pound. “Sachan?”
All of a sudden, the light goes out. The girl gets panicked and almost screams out: “Sayuri?”
Her cell phone rings. Lyna quickly picks it, it’s her friend’s call. “What is it, Sayuri?!! Where are you?”
“Calm down, Lynnie. Uhm…sorry, but don’t worry, it’s only a surprise for you…”
“Surprise? But why…?”
“Just wait” – Sayuri says in a low voice- “It’s showtime”
Before Lyna can say anything else, the Japanese girl has hung up. Lyna stares at the cell phone, the only source of light in the dark room. “What does she means by it’s showtime?”
Suddenly, the other corner of the room resound a soothing melody…Lyna turns around…and what happens makes her heart skip its beats…A miracle.
The stage is lit up, and standing there,next to the small white piano, is Kyu Hyun. The tall, dark haired guy is wearing white shirt with black waist coast, standing still with his eyes close like a statue by Pygmalion… The space is fill with the harmonious music, and then Kyu Hyun raises his deep voice.

“Whenever I’m weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever…
I will be your man “

Kyu’s eyes don’t close anymore, they are gazing at Lyna and glowing with sth she cannot find a word to describe. Lyna has the feeling that her heart isn’t beating…

“Sometimes I just hold you, too caught up in me to see
I’m holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I’ll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be you man”

Lyna bites her lower lip. There on the stage, Kyu Hyun is singing for her, with the soothing voice that melts her heart, and his gaze is still sticking at her. Lyna finds it hard to even breathe…Is it a dream? She has never imagined of anything like this before…It doesn’t seem real, because how come a guy like him, like Kyu Hyun, says that he wants to be her man? She must be dreaming…What a stupid dream it is, making her want to cry…Why can’t she stop it?…

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won’t be alone anymore
If I’d only known you were there all the time
All this time

Lyna isn’t able to hold her tears anymore. It’s falling on her cheeks, and the girl can taste the salty liquid in the corner of her mouth. The light on the stage, the white piano, Kyu Hyun’s tall figure…everything becomes blurry as her eyes are filling with tears…Her heart flutters at the high notes…How wonderful his voice is…

Until the day the ocean doesn’t touch the sand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Now and forever
I will be your man

Lyna feels like she is being burnt under Kyu Hyun’s gaze. She closes her eyes, tries to avoid it. “Please, Kyu, get it off me!”
The melody gradually fades away, and when Lyna opens her eyes, every thing is in black again. Her heart finds its beats once again…“So that is all a dream?”
All of a sudden, all the lights are turned on, and when Lyna’s eyes have got used to the light, she finds Kyu Hyun’s tall figure right in front of her. And that gaze…it doesn’t change!!! Lyna is speechless as the guy look her in the eyes. “Kyu…” – she utters.
He stops her words by touching her lips with a red rose. “Lyn, can I be your man?”
“This must be a dream…” – Lyna murmurs. She cannot trust her ears anymore. “I don’t believe it…”
“But you believe in me, don’t you Lyn?” – Kyu takes a step towards, wipes away the tear streaks on her face. “Lyn, I love you“
“But how come, Kyu? I…I don’t know…I…” – Lyna’s words start to become incoherent. “I…”
Before she can utter any more words, her lips are locked, making Lyna’s eyes widen of shock at first. But then, her eyelid sinks shut, and everything seems to be at a standstill for Lyna: her heart stops beating, her body’s frozen, time stops ticking by…She is now in her own world, their own world, as Kyu’s lips moving gently against hers…
- I love you, Lyn
- But…I’m not pretty, not graceful, not…
- Shh – Kyu put a finger against her lips – Look at how dumb you are, my know-it-all girl. You are beautiful in every way… – his face gets closer to Lyna’s – You still haven’t answer my question. Lyn, will you be my girl? – he whispers as his forehead reaches hers.
- I love you too, Kyu – Lyna feels hot blood runs over her face as she murmurs her answer to him – I love you…

*****
- Ryeo Wook~~~ Look at the lovebirds~~~Soooo romantic!!!
- Sayuri, they are kissing!!! Leave them alone! – Ryeo Wook frowns as Sayuri grins at him – What?
- Nothing – the girl chuckles – I just wonder how they will react when they know about us?
- Kyu will probably yell “WHAT!”. Aish, after all, this is the 1st thing I didn’t tell him ever since we’re friend…
- So does Lynnie. Yelling at me and being sulky because I keep it from her…Seems that our friends are really alike – Sayuri grins.
- That’s why they’re a couple and we are a couple – Ryeo Wook chuckles and slightly pinches her rosy cheek – Don’t you think we should be out now?

*****
- WHAT? – Kyu Hyun widens his eyes – You two…
- Sayuri!!!!! – Lyna pouts – Why do you keep it from me and Hee???
Ryeo Wook and Sayuri smile at each other and shrug their shoulders “No one knows about them more than us two”

*****
- Hey Yang Lyna, why are you so late?!!!
Lyna is startled when she gets in her own room at about 10 in the evening. “Hyunnie? You’re still awake?”
- You think I can sleep when my unnie is missing and doesn’t answer when I call her? – Hyuna says with her arms folded – Where was you all this evening?
- Why I have to tell you, Hyunnie? Who is unnie, you or I?
- Lyn!!! I was worried about you!!!
- Okay okay, I went out with Sayuri…
- Then why don’t you answer my call?
- I…- Lyna blushes as she remembers about the kiss between Kyu and her. It makes Hyuna furious.
- Hey you! – Hyuna starts to tickle her sister all over, since Lyna is very very ticklish, the almost only weak point of her – Will you tell me or not?!!!
- Oh God, stop it Hyu!!! Okay, okay, I’ll tell you! Unnie has my boyfriend now!!!
Hyuna’s frozen. “Boyfriend?”
- Kyu confessed his love to me…- Lyna bites her lips, chuckles a little – I’m so happy, Hyunnie ah…- she gives her younger sister a warm hug.
Hyuna stares at the ceiling. Boyfriend? Her Lyna has a boyfriend? And that Kyu Hyun?
“I won’t lose my dearest Lyna to you, Cho Kyu Hyun!”

*Sorry sorry for the weird title…I have no idea of naming this chapter, so I decide to choose this one…Prepare for a super long chapter!!!
And I’ll call Kyu Hyun = Kyu in this chap, too lazy to type his full name ^_^*

_WEEK 1_

- Ryeo Wook, do you believe in the fate?
The brown haired guy lifts his head from the grand piano, looks at his friend questioningly. “What are you talking about, Kyu Hyun?”
Kyu shifts from is seat next to the window and wanders around the music room. “I want to know whether there is sth call “fate”? Like…you meet someone by accident…then can you meet them again?”
The dark haired guy questions without looking at his best friend. Or his adviser in other words, because Kyu always comes to Ryeo Wook for advise when he’s in trouble. This time, it’s not really called trouble, but the last sentence Lyna said that day has been stuck in his mind, and Kyu thinks he’d better ask Ryeo Wook…
- That’s a nonsense question, Hyun ah. If you want to ask, just go ahead; because I even don’t know what you mean by that… – Ryeo Wook parts the corner of his mouth – You met someone by accident, didn’t you?
- Well…- Kyu hesitates a little, but does he have any other choice but to tell him? – Yes, I did.
- A girl, maybe? – Ryeo Wook raises his eyebrow. Rarely does he see Kyu Hyun looks puzzled
- Tell me then, Hyun! – Ryeo Wook asked after Kyu nods in agreement – I want to know who that girl is to make my best friend concerned this much! – he winked.
Kyu tells him about his meeting with Lyna at the library the previous week. The brown eyed guy listens attentively without interrupting Kyu until he mentions about what Lyna said about “the fate”
- Wait, wait, Kyu Hyun. You said you have waited for the fate since that day?
- Yeah? – Kyu Hyun slightly wonders what Ryeo Wook means by that sudden question.
- God, is that how you always call yourself a genius? – Ryeo Wook laughs out loud – You’re more like a fool, Hyun ah!
- What do you mean? – Kyu Hyun still looks bewildered.
- What makes you wait when you already know her name, her department and even her best friend? Even I know which class is Lee Jin Hee in…You can simply go there…
Kyu is speechless for a couple of seconds, then pats his forehead in disbelief. “My God, why didn’t I think of it in the last 4 days? Silly me!!! Thank you soooo much Ryeo Wook ahhh!” – he said cheerfully.
- You’re welcome – Reyo Wook chuckles – But why are you still here? You have only 10 minutes left before the recess ends, and I warn you that Professor Kim, a.k.a my father, doesn’t like his student to be late for his class, even when you’re his son’s best friend, Hyun ah.
- Yeah…thanks for reminding! – Kyu winks at the shorter man and runs towards Lyna’s department
*****
- Lynnie~~~ we have to celebrate this!!!! Let’s go somewhere for a drink!!! – Jin Hee says cheerfully as she gets out of the class along with Lyna and Sayuri.
- On what occasion, Hee? – Lyna makes a calm face to hide her slight embarrassment. The guy she met at the library last week, a.k.a Mr Cho Kyu Hyun, suddenly appeared at her class during break time and asked for her number with a smile that can make a normal girl faint. Lyna didn’t faint, because she is no way a normal one, but she has to admit that her heart did skip a beat when she saw his smile…
- Don’t pretend to be innocent, Lynnie, we all know what the occasion is – said Sayuri with a graceful smile. This small Japanese girl can make guys faint with her smile too, with those lovely dimples. – How can we miss it when our Lynnie finally has a boyfriend?
Lyna frowned.
- Hey girls, stop kidding! He only ask for my number!
- But you gave it to him – Sayuri parts her lips – Even with a smile. That’s so-not-Yang-Lyna!
- Yeah, if it was our monitor Yang, she would have freak him out with her sharp tongue…You know Lynnie, that moment was sweet.
- ‘kay, there’s no need to argue with you girls; because there’s nothing between that guy and I. But we can go for some drink, my treat, because today I beat Kang Mi Yeon again, and I’m in a good mood – she smiles.
- Not because of…err…Kyu Hyun? Is that his name? – Jin Hee still keeps teasing her friend
- Yes it is his name. And no, it isn’t about him, so you can end this topic here!
Sayuri shrugs her shoulders. She knows they ‘d better not mess up with Lyna once she’s serious.
We’ll wait then, Lyna ah…
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_WEEK 2_

Kyu Hyun really thinks it’s the fate that brings him and Lyna together. Otherwise, he must be too lucky. Who can imagine that he and Lyna both have only 4 periods on Tuesday and Friday, therefore he can meet her twice at the library (in stead of rushing to her class with ragged breath ^_^) And who can imagine that they have so much in common? Both are monitor, both like riding to school, both are interested in detective stories (which surprises Kyu, because usually he doesn’t think girls like that type of books)…etc…; and he has to admit that he loves talking to this girl. Lyna never fails to amaze him with her knowledge about almost everything; because whatever the topic is, she can talk about it like an expert with her eyes sparkle with joy. She knows how to talk, as well knows how to listen by listening attentively when Kyu is talking…After 3 times of meeting her at the library; Kyu decides that he wants her to be his close friend, just like Ryeo Wook.
*****
- Unnie, what makes you feel so happy? – Hyuna, Lyna’s sister who is 3 years younger than her asks as Lyna sits at her table to have dinner.
- Why asking so, Hyunnie? I’m always happy! – Lyna smiles, and suddenly she finds it weird to call her sister’s nickname. “It’s like I’m calling him“
- You know, Lyn., you aren’t usually this happy. Chuckling to yourself, humming while cooking, singing when bathing, sometimes sitting still and be deep in your own world…That’s so-not-Yang-Lyna!
- Not you too, Hyunnie!!! Like Hee and Sachan aren’t enough!!! I’m me! – Lyna grimaces.
- Oops, sorry unnie – Hyuna grins at her sister – Just wanna ask
If you aren’t telling me, I’ll go ask Sayuri unnie. You can’t hide anything from me, Lynnie ah!
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_WEEK 3_

“Kang Mi Yeon, I hate you, I hate you, I hella hate you!!!” – Lyna mumbles soundlessly, feeling pity that she can’t yell out at the top of her voice. Ever since Kang Mi Yeon lost the title “Miss Kyung Ha” to Jin Hee, that girl always finds sth to quarrel with Jin Hee, Sayuri and esp Lyna, simply because Lyna isn’t popular among the guys like her best friends. Today that lame girl mocked at Lyna for “never have a boyfriend”. “A day can’t be worse than this, can it?” – Lyna thinks bitterly. This morning, her alarm clock was out of order, so that she woke up late. When she got out of her house, Lyna found her bicycle broken down. Rushing to school, she forgot her assignment at home and got scolded by her teacher…Then it was Kang Mi Yeon…The only thing that seems to be able to light up her day is the next 1 hour with Kyu Hyun at the library…
- Lyna? – a familiar deep voice makes Lyna startle and slip over the stairs. Luckily she isn’t in the middle of it, otherwise she would have broken her leg.
- Are you okay, Lyna? – Kyu Hyun rushed towards her – I’m so sorry!!!
- No, not your fault, it’s my bad luck – Lyna grimaces in pain – At least I haven’t broken my leg…
- But your ankle is twisted! You have to go to the clinic!!!
- Wait, I…- Lyna blurted out, and suddenly Kyu Hyun kneels besides her. “Get on my back, I’ll carry you there!”
- Bu…but…I can… – her words start to be incoherent.
- Don’t be stubborn, you can’t walk yourself – Kyu glances at her.
Lyna has no choice but getting on his back, putting her arms around the boy’s neck with her face being heated all over.
- Am I heavy?
- Uhm…do you want to hear the truth?
Lyna laughs. “Then I know what the truth is already”
- How will you get home? – Kyu Hyun asked.
- I don’t know…My bike broke down this morning, so I went to school by bus…
- Then let me bring you home!
Lyna was taken aback. “Don’t you intend to carry me home like this?”
- Of course not!!! – Kyu Hyun laughs out loud – I’m afraid I’m not strong enough! i’ll ride you home!
Lyna feels so embarrassed that she can’t find anything to say in reply. “Shame shame shame on you Lyna!!! What an idiot you are!!!”
*****
- Hyunnie, I’m home~~~- Lyna says in a singsong voice that makes Kyu taken aback. “Hyunnie?”
- Er…it sounds like…your name right? – Lyna smiles sheepishly – It’s my sister, her name is Hyuna.
- Ah… – Kyu mumbles as the door was opened, Hyuna appears with a worried expression. “Are you okay unne?”
- I’m alright, Hyunnie – Lyna turns towards Kyu who’s still holdingher arm to help her stand properly – Thank you Kyu Hyun. Would you like to come in for a drink?
“Yes, of course!!!” is what the dark haired boy wants to say. But when he meets Hyuna’s gaze, Kyu Hyun suddenly feels it isn’t the right time.
- Thank You Lyna, but maybe I’ll come over later. Now I have to go…
- Oh…I see..
- Ah wait, Lyna! Tomorrow I’ll ride you to school, is it ok? I don’t think you can walk normally by tomorrow…
- Ah, I…
- Deal! – Kyu Hyun winks at the girl – Tomorrow at seven, okay?
- Thank you, Kyu Hyun… – Lyna’s cheeks lightly blushes. Hyuna silently frowned behind his sister.
- You’re welcome!!! “Hmm…her sister looks annoyed…She doesn’t like me, does she?”
“So he’s Kyu Hyun? Lyn’s reaction is so unusual. I should keep an eye on her from now on…”

(to be continued)

**Sorry I can’t finish it right away…Will try to post the rest tonight…Sorry Sorry

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Mưa và Nước Mắt

Và cũng thật bất ngờ khi cô chấp nhận lời đề nghị ấy. Lặng lẽ và trầm tư. Có lẽ từ rất lâu, cô đã biết anh không thuộc về riêng mình một cách tuyệt đối. Anh giống như một cơn gió, mà gió sẽ thổi mãi chứ không bao giờ dừng lại ở một người nào cả.

Anh là một chàng trai rất phong lưu. Với vẻ bề ngoài điển trai cùng một tính cách phóng khoáng, đã không biết bao cô gái theo đuổi anh, cho dù biết anh và cô là một cặp.
Còn cô là một người con gái hiền thục và dịu dàng. Cô không có vẻ đẹp sắc sảo, hiện đại như bao cô gái đang theo đuổi anh. Mặc dù biết anh là một người có tính trăng hoa, nhưng cô vẫn yêu anh thắm thiết và chung tình. Yêu trong thấp thỏm, lo âu. Yêu trong đau khổ.

Cô rất thích những ngày trời mưa và cũng rất thích đi dưới mưa. Mỗi lần, khi cô chạy ra khỏi ô để dầm mưa, để được cười nói và nhảy nhót dưới mưa, anh cũng luôn muốn cùng cô làm những điều mà cô thích. Nhưng những lúc ấy, cô đều ngăn anh lại.

“Tại sao em lại không để anh cùng dầm mưa với em vậy?”- anh hỏi cô lòng đầy thắc mắc. “Bởi vì em sợ anh sẽ bị cảm”. Cô nhẹ nhàng nắm chặt tay anh và trả lời. “Nếu dầm mưa mà sợ bị cảm sao em vẫn còn làm?”.

Câu hỏi này của anh, cô không bao giờ trả lời, chỉ khẽ mỉm cười rồi đưa cái nhìn vào xa xăm. Rồi cuối cùng, anh vẫn phải chịu thua và chấp nhận làm theo yêu cầu của cô. Bởi vì khi ấy, anh cảm thấy chỉ cần nhìn thấy cô hạnh phúc, nhìn thấy cô cười là anh cũng vui rồi.

Nhưng khoảng thời gian hai người được vui vẻ ở bên nhau ấy cũng không kéo dài được lâu. Anh đã yêu một người con gái khác. Cô gái này có một vẻ đẹp đến say lòng người, phong cách hiện đại của cô khiến bao chàng trai theo đuổi. Và anh cũng không ngoại lệ. Anh si mê, tìm mọi cách chinh phục người con gái ấy mà quên mất sự tồn tại của cô.

Một ngày kia, khi anh và cô cùng ngồi ăn tối với nhau, anh đã đưa ra đề nghị chia tay. Mặc dù trong lòng anh cảm thấy có chút áy náy, mặc dù anh chưa thể hiểu được tình cảm của mình dành cho cô bây giờ còn được bao nhiêu. Nhưng có lẽ anh không nhận ra rằng mình đang theo đuổi một cái gì đó phù phiếm và đang đánh mất đi một điều gì đáng quý.

Và cũng thật bất ngờ khi cô chấp nhận lời đề nghị ấy. Lặng lẽ và trầm tư. Có lẽ từ rất lâu, cô đã biết anh không thuộc về riêng mình một cách tuyệt đối. Anh giống như một cơn gió, mà gió sẽ thổi mãi chứ không bao giờ dừng lại ở một người nào cả.

Buổi tối hôm ấy, chàng trai lại đưa cô gái về nhà lần cuối cùng. Không hẹn mà trời bất chợt đổ mưa. Cô lại rút tay ra khỏi tay anh, chạy lên trước và xoay vòng đón nhận những hạt mưa mát lạnh.

Nhìn bóng dáng nhỏ nhắn, thân thương của người con gái mà mình đã yêu và phụ lòng, lòng chàng trai bất chợt dâng lên một thứ cảm giác thật khó tả. Hổ thẹn và xót xa. Trong khoảng khắc, anh bỗng thấy tình yêu thương đối với cô trỗi dậy. Lần đầu tiên, chàng trai không làm theo yêu cầu của cô gái.

Anh bước đến bên cô dưới làn mưa dày đặc, nhẹ nhàng đặt lên môi cô nụ hôn mà anh nghĩ là lần cuối cùng và nói: “Anh thật sự xin lỗi vì đã làm em đau lòng! Nhưng những ngày cùng em đi dạo dưới mưa là những ngày mà anh cảm thấy vui nhất”.

Anh vừa nói dứt lời thì cô bật khóc. Những giọt nước mắt lẫn trong nước mưa buốt lạnh. Chàng trai lại ôm cô gái vào lòng, thật chặt, thật chặt, cảm nhận được bờ vai nhỏ bé của cô đang run lên vì đau khổ.

Rất lâu sau, anh mới lên tiếng: “Có một điều này anh muốn hỏi em từ rất lâu rồi. Vì sao mỗi khi trời mưa, em đều không muốn để anh cùng em dầm mưa vậy?”. Im lặng một hồi lâu, cô gái mới cất tiếng trả lời: “Bởi vì, em không muốn anh nhận ra rằng… em đang khóc…”.

Câu trả lời của cô gái lẫn trong tiếng mưa khiến trái tim chàng tan ra trong bao ý nghĩ sai lầm. Anh hiểu ra rằng cô gái đã yêu anh nhiều như thế nào, yêu trong đau khổ và dằn vặt. Và anh đang vô tình khiến trái tim cô nhỏ lệ. Một sự bù đắp sẽ là không muộn nếu như bây giờ anh đã nhận ra tình cảm chân thành mà cố ấy dành cho mình… tất cả. Chỉ gói gọn trong mưa và nước mắt!

等待，是一个漫长的路程。

你越是有恒心，就离理想、心愿越近。

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我不愿再等待，

等待那无以回报的爱情。

我不愿等待，

等待那人人都说“我错了”的爱情。

或许……

当我的心属于他时，

他的心却属于了另外一个她。

或许……

一切是天意的玩弄。

我，根本就不该等待。

他，根本就不值得我去等待。

相信，

默默地相信，

总有一天

他会发现我的存在、我的心意

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原来爱情是苦茶，而想念是糖颗。

日日的想念，或许能够把苦茶变甜。

但却还是改变不了苦茶爱秋天的情。

春天，永远衬不上苦茶。

送给我心爱的她。

祝福她的等待。

This is a love story documentary for Emily and Shawn. We had a great time on this shoot and they were a blast to work with. Hope you enjoy it!