I hid myself last week. It’s almost second nature to hide, to pretend that I am invisible so as to protect myself. Even when the door opened and smiles greeted me, I folded my arms; so cautious … more →
beth.elliedomesticday wrote 3 weeks ago: I have always stood by that my birth was painless. mind you that doesn’t mean feelingless it m … more →
domesticday wrote 1 month ago: This is a little off topic from my normal birthing stories, but since this is my me blog, and is not … more →
bethellie wrote 1 month ago: I hid myself last week. It’s almost second nature to hide, to pretend that I am invisible so a … more →
bethellie wrote 1 month ago: I noticed her as she came out of the car A middle aged woman with a heavy luggage I paused for a whi … more →
bethellie wrote 1 month ago: What is it of passion that frightens me? Of fear that it may override my senses Sweeping me off to t … more →
bethellie wrote 1 month ago: I was browsing the links at http://demandyourdignity.com/ when I came across this website entitled E … more →
bethellie wrote 2 months ago: I’m drawn to this picture of Ellie in her old age because this is one of my favourite posture … more →
bethellie wrote 3 months ago: Today I wondered whether it is okay to be the melancholy me for awhile. I have always been trying to … more →
bethellie wrote 5 months ago: The past few days, I kept returning to the scene in Bride Wars where the sweet and docile Emma wen … more →
bethellie wrote 5 months ago: Our hearts are like gardens | Filled with nooks and crannies At the hidden places | There sometimes … more →
bethellie wrote 5 months ago: Sometimes there’s a restlessnes within my being, almost a feeling of wanting to get out of the … more →
bethellie wrote 6 months ago: I’m just really wanting to go create some beauty this weekend – play around with the DSL … more →
bethellie wrote 6 months ago: I closed my eyes and remembered Love. You never gave up on me. You stood Your ground when I faltered … more →
bethellie wrote 6 months ago: Hold your head up high Laugh that silvery laugh of yours For you know how beloved you are The tears … more →
bethellie wrote 7 months ago: Run Why do I run from the very thing I need? Breathless Love I love you You kept telling me Yet the … more →
bethellie wrote 8 months ago: Sometimes what is perceived is not reality at all. I’ve been fooled! … more →
bethellie wrote 9 months ago: I was listening to this song Miracle of the Moment on my Windows Media Player and I thought about a … more →
bethellie wrote 9 months ago: I had a bit of a frustrating moment at work today, finding it difficult to fit in more so in a big g … more →
bethellie wrote 9 months ago: Air mataku menitis Pedih rasanya hatiku Bilakah akan terlihat senja … more →