I’ve never really understood why we do this to ourself?
How we came up with it?
Who started it?
Why did I ever do it? 216 more words
So it’s four in the morning and I’m having one of those fun and exciting paralyzed-by-a-feeling-of-imminent-doom feelings that I want to laugh about and then go “oh it’ll be funny if tomorrow something awful happens and I was right all along but I don’t really mean that please universe don’t let life as we know it come crashing down because then I’ll be totally sure it’s all my fault and I’ll never think a bad thought again I swear it I’ll just numb my brain with some sort of substance and move forward that way.” 1,167 more words