It’s really beyond words to describe my feelings now…

I am glad that i didn’t gave up…

I believe taking a longer route is to make me become a better person…

It really wasn’t meant to be mine at that point of time…

…

…

My life is going back to where it is suppose to be from July 2010 onwards…

A SUPER big THANK YOU to all the 姐妹s who were there for me for the past 3 months…

Thank You for all the encouragements…

Most imptly…

Thank You for believing in my ability when i doubted mine…

Once again,THANK YOU

For me….

The freezing weather is always ok when it is ….. SNOWING ^____^

And one more great thing is the snow in the morning made the rocky mountains look perfect ^_^

(click for larger image)

The scenery was awesome~

Love snowy day~
Love the rockies

Thnx G for the chance…

This are 2 perfectly amazing Fanvids made by 2 individuals of our Staff

ENJOY!

First of  with a video created and uploaded by: hermionewheezey

Joon’s Delicious Abs are Hot Issue~

Second one created and uploaded by: Linh

MY DREAM

Membuka lembaran ke-2 dunia prediksi…gw coba lagi dengan angka pola dulu ya ALL…

Minggu, 15 Nov ‘09 ….. keluar angka = 6 0 6 6

Setelah gw masukkan di rumus, maka jadinya seperti dibawah ini :

Pola 1 = 2367
Pola 2 = 3478
Pola 3 = 0134
Pola 4 = 2389
Angka kuat versi pola 1-4 = 2.3.4.7.8
2D versi pola = 23.32.37.73.34.43.38.83
Colok versi pola = 3

NB. Kalo dari hasil pengamatan di PAITO hari atau GABUNGAN, saya cuma nemuin formula di 2D cuma :

“0x” or     “3x”

Ingat, ini hanya prediksi….silahkan di ambil kalo cocok, tetep UPS….salam keberuntungan

I have been married for seven and a half years. I have a 4 yr old son named Jack and a daughter, 2, named Natalie. We live in a small town, not far from my parents. I stay home with my kids, day after day, taking care of them when I am not taking care of my husband. Right now they are at the park. I am home alone. Before I know it all three will charge back in here, demanding something of me, which I will try to supply, if for no other reason than because it will make them go away.

I graduated from SUNY Oswego in 1998; a history major and women’s studies minor. What the hell does one do with that kind of degree you may ask. Apparently stay at home and wait on others, that’s what. After college I spent a year working a couple of jobs in the Rochester area before moving to the DC area in the hopes of living out “My Dream”. Looking back on it I am not clear what “My Dream” was (or, is) but I headed down there anyway, with two friends. I ended up in retail, surrounded by gay men, many of whom I had highly volatile relationships with. (Rob or Chris, if you are reading, hi, how are you.) My stay there lasted about 16 months before I hightailed it back to upstate New York, farther into debt, failed relationships of all kinds and no closer to “My Dream” than before.

I got my own apartment for the first time, in Syracuse, New York, working at a horrible place called Rapid Response. The girls were all fat and mean (yes, the two were related, being a skinny girl at the time and a not-so-skinny girl now, I can say that) and the boys were horny. I sniffed around several, managed to anger quite a few of the girls, before settling on the man who would become my husband. This cost me my job, but I found another and in June, 2002 Bill and I were married ina secret ceremony in Baldwinsville, NY.

Secret  might sound romantic, but if it was romantic, I would have called it romantic. I am many things, including brutally, horribly, cuttingly honest. My husband was unsure whether he could go through with the ceremony so in an attempt to protect myself from abject humiliation, I agreed to tell only a few people about the wedding until it was through. Fortunately he did not back out, although this was in part because there was a flood in downtown Baldwinsville that day and he literally could not leave.

It worked out for the existence of his children. After a failed pregnancy in June of 2003, a year of infertility followed. In May of 2005 I finally gave birth to our son, John Harrison. He is named for my father; we call him Jack. Many people have a difficult time with this. Jack is a nickname for John. I don’t know how or why but it is. John F Kennedy was often called Jack. My father was called Jackie as a small child. That’s just how it is.

Natalie was born two years later, in July of 2007. I always wanted a girl, probably if asked at any point in my life after I was 18, I would have said more than anything in life I want to have a little girl. And I have one who looks and acts just like me.

My husband is a wonderful man, my kids are smart, healthy, funny and can give it as good as any two kids I’ve ever met. But somehow something is missing at the end of the day. I used to write, read, play music, think, always be one step ahead. Lately I just dont feel that way. I think a lot of it is having kids, a lot of it is being married to a man, a lot of it is living in this suffocating little town. I wouldn’t say that I am unhappy, but I would say that I am merely existing. Maybe it is part of growing up, 4 days ago I turned 33. In two days I will be the same age that my mother was when she had me.

I hope that starting this blog will fill in some of the void that exists in my life. In the meantime, I have laundry to do.

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them
-Walt Disney-

So glad to post it ^_^.
Finally, after a year of waiting~~

Recall back last year’s thing, when I confused should I watch the Messiah Concert or not, then I finally watched it (in Korean version) with friends ^^. Well, that was quite surprising to hear Messiah in another language other than English or German~

It’s been since couple of months ago I joined this group, thnx so much for Ryan n Brendan for arranging this event. Sorry for always being late for the saturday’s rehearsal *my bad : ( *.

I think i can’t explain more how I love choir~ And here I proudly present…. Tadaaa~~~ *drum roll*

Picture is taken from Ryan’s Website

Yup, it’s Handel’s Messiah concert in Seoul. Dec 19th 09 ( a month left). And it’s gonna be in English (for sure).
Gosh I really can’t wait for this day ^_^.
If you have any interest on it, feel free to contact me or the contact listed on the picture for the ticket.

Thnx God for a chance to be back in a choir and sing Messiah again~~

*After the gung-ttak-gung-ttak performance last year, it’s time for choir ^_^ another dream-come-true thing for me ^_^*

It goes something like this:

Lately I have been having something on my mind and I just can’t shake it. I don’t know why God keeps laying this on my heart, but after a long nap, which will have me up all night, I feel that I have to share this with you all. For those who were on my yahoo 360 page, I posted this sometime ago, for some reason I can’t find it. So I decided to post it here for you all. I had this dream one night, that me and my daughter was about to cross this big big big big street. It looked like one of the streets here in Detroit, but it wasn’t. As we were walking down the block, to get to this big street. All of sudden it started getting dark, I mean real dark. The skies were turning black, and it started raining and storming. As I looked up at the sky, I knew something was happening that wasn’t normal. I thought about what God said would happen in the last days, and that the sky was going to crack. Me and Neisha knew right away what time it was. People were driving their cars in this big street wondering what was going on, asking each other questions. Some people knew what time it was, but a lot of them didn’t. I heard God say grab Neisha’s hand and run across the street, the world is at the end. I had taught her about God while she was growing up, and so she had already known about this time coming. I grabbed her hand and we ran across the street to this underground tent or something. When we got there, people were there asking each other “whats going on” what happened. So, for some reason God told me to be in charge. . He said tell them to “Wake up and they will be saved. So I told them what he said. At that point in the dream. I KNEW that I WAS DREAMING. He said to tell them to wake up, and he said those that would wake up, a bubble will pop over their heads, and that mean they were saved. I was telling them what God had said, and I was going to make sure that people were popping out Where ever they were standing around listening to me, that’s where the bubble burst over their heads. So after people were popping out, I told Neisha, I said pop out before me, so that I can know you are saved. So she popped out. After time was passing, I went on and popped out. Which woke me up out of my dream. So, I woke up in the middle of the night. EYES WAS THIS BIG QQ!!! I kid you not!!. I walked around my house, thinking what in the world just jump off in my dream Lord!!! It was so real, that I couldn’t stop pacing the floor. My living room was pitched dark, and here I am thinking about this dream. All of a sudden I said God, I got to go back in there and see what happened to those other people. I knew Neisha had popped out, but I needed to see what happened to those other people. So, I said God please, please let me go back into this dream to check on these other people. So I laid back down on the couch and guess what? God let me go back into the dream . When I got there, I saw people looking funny, standing in their same spots. So, I said what happened? I told yall to pop out, because that’s the only way yall are going to be saved. They looked at me with this look of horror and said……………….. WE CANT WAKE UP. I felt bad, but I had to go. My baby and loved ones was waiting on me. I said to them. WELL I’M OUT! And that’s when I woke up. Ever since I was younger, I always had this thing of being left behind. I didn’t understand it then, but I do know as to how it defines who I am today. If my mom said: “I need for you to be dressed and at the door by 5pm”. All of a sudden this feeling of “Can’t get left” would come over me. I have had this feeling all my life. To get left and to even think about getting left behind, gives me the creeps. If I have to stay up all day and all night not to miss a deadline. I will. And to this day, when I think/want to do something not pleasing to God. I go back to that and ask myself is doing the wrong you want to do is worth “Getting left”. And the answer is NO!!! LOL In my mind cant nothing top “getting left”.

by fan l re-up by rainonme

This morning I had a dream  that I just couldn’t shake at all. It wasnt scary or anything, I just wish that I knew someone who could explain it for me.

  Here it is: It was this  black lady who wore all black, something like a Levi pant and jacket outfit. She was always smiling, but EVIL as HELL. She had built this very large, what looked to be  an old school film projector that my teacher used at school back in the day.  This thing had wheels on it and did everything she told it to do. Everybody  was scared of the Power this woman had. She had terrorized the whole neighborhood, and was going block to block at any given time and was commanding this thing to shoot fire balls out on people. I was sooo scared in my dream I didnt know what to do. I remember peeping out my door and window just to see if her and this machine was going to come our way.

I was in the house with all my family members, we were together just in case we got killed. Somehow she got into my house and she kept looking at me. She said * Im about to do the paper work on you cause youre about to DIE*. She was staring at me, doing this dance and saying over and over again, that she was going to get her machine to set me on fire. She made me go outside but my family had to stay behind and watch me die looking out of the window. She was standing at a desk outside, still doing *paperwork* on me when I bust out and said. *Thats okay, you can kill me, but when God comes Im going to watch you burn in HELL!!! I said Im going to wake up again, but you are going to burn forever!! She was sooooo mad at me, but I kept talking and thinking that she was going to kill me anyway, so I should tell her how I felt. I looked down the street and here was her machine coming up the block. OMG I was so scared. I just kept on saying my peace to her, still she was doing her dances and telling me that I was about to die!!! I started praying and asking God to forgive me for all my sins, I told him that I loved him and my family and that I wanted to be with him forever.

 I felt peace.

 Then….. I looked up to the machine and she told it to KILL ME!!!! I fell to the ground,  I felt heat but only a little bit…………. then I died.

 As I was laying there in front of my house on the  side walk, all of a sudden this tall, HANDSOME, thick thigh, dark-skinned, big stomach * like I like em man* PICKED ME UP off the ground and KISSED ME! When he did that I woke up. I was ALIVE!!! He had me hanging over his shoulders and he took me into the house with my family. He sat me on the couch and the lady that wanted me dead walked in. She couldnt see me at all but I could see her. Somehow she knew that once he kissed me and I was ALIVE, that she couldnt do anything with me  OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN. She was MAD too, because she wanted me dead. I was sitting on the couch watching it all go down.  He said a few words to her and she left. He told me that he was an Angel, and the way he looked at me, our vibe, and connection was strong. I knew right then and there that I was going to be his wife. Then I woke up…… I couldnt go back to sleep because that dream was so powerful. It felt so real. I was alive and she didnt have power over me anymore. My family was there they were so happy. I don’t know what this dream mean, but  I DO know its Spiritual. If someone who knows about dreams could comment or post, PLEASE DO SO!! PLEASE PLEASE! 

 Thanks for reading

Lacrease

Perfection to a Pulp x

All i wish for in my life is to go to LSE;) marry a prince and live in a perfect  castle

Cat de urat sa fie sa constati ca gura lumii avea dreptate si ca in sinea ta, pe undeva, pe acolo, s-a intamplat ceva fara ca tu sa vrei? Si cat de urat sa fie sa te prinzi prea tarziu?

Instinctele mele feminine sunt mai proaste ca un politist trimis la MBA! Daca ma incred in ele, nu vad nici ce e in fata mea, daramite in lateral! Din cauza lor – n.n. a mea- am ajuns sa fiu intr-o situatie de c****. In fiecare zi vad un om pe care il apreciez atat de mult incat am zile in care vreau sa stau peste program numai pentru a fuma o tigara cu el si a mai schimba doua vorbe.

E foarte frumos sa ai un om atat de inteligent si de special cu care sa simti ca discuti mai mult in 2 minute decat cu altii in 2 zile. [...] Si il loc sa fiu draguta, ca o felina, cum sunt femeile cand vor ceva, in loc sa ii zambesc si sa il sorb din priviri- eu ce fac? Il calc pe nervi, il provoc, ma port uneori urat cu el si sunt distanta. [...]

Partea proasta este ca aparentele astea pe care pana la urma le-am cultivat si le-am creat nu ma ajuta deloc. Pentru ca ele au fost create pentru a tine la distanta pe mai toata lumea – cine naiba ar fi pus pariu pe asa ceva? Cine se baga in fata unei aparente vaduve negre, in fata unei femei care pare atat de rea, sigura pe ea si tare-n gura? Cine e atat de curajos incat sa se bage?

Cine ar spune ca afurisita de scorpie acasa e calda si plina de copilarii? Pacat ca nu va afla niciodata nimeni cat de tare pot insela aparentele. Adevarul e ca nu as indrazni sa spun si sa arat cum sunt, pentru ca am suferit prea mult pana acum ca sa pot risca.

Eu nu am avut alt om, eu nu am cunoscut abandon, eu nu stiu ce inseamna sa fii libera sa spui NU sau sa iei o decizie singura, eu nu stiu ce inseamna sa alegi in viata, pentru ca nu am avut sansa sa fac aceste lucruri in adevaratul lor sens. Cum sa risc eu sa ma deschid in fata unui om atat de ciudat si de retras? Cum sa fac eu primul pas? Ar insemna sa fac un lucru in adevaratul sau sens si sa risc. Daca mi-o iau in nas nu voi mai putea niciodata sa risc. Cum as putea eu sa imi intind aripile ca sa imi fie frante?

Autosugestie-  nu merita un om care nu a incercat macar pentru mine sa faca primul pas…nu merita sa imi doresc [...] …sa il fac sa zambeasca atunci cand e trist si sa il fac sa geama de placere in moduri pe care doar o amanta le stie…

Autodepresie: si daca nu merita, de ce vreau sa ii mangai fata si sa ma pierd in privirea lui? De ce vreau sa [...]? Sunt atat de supusa…de ce as vrea sa il las sa ma cunoasca atat de intim? Ce a facut el sa ma merite? A dat din gene de doua ori si m-a lasat sa il cunosc putin? Atat? A fost el insusi si gata, merita respectul meu de sine si demnitatea mea?

Vai, [...], daca as fi stiut ce imi vei face, nu m-as mai fi apropiat de tine nici intr-o mie de ani! Esti un virus care m-a imbolnavit bine si acum stau si trag ponoasele. [...] Ce e asta?

Nu iti voi mai arata nimic- va ramane intre mine si un blog mizer unde ma descarc si de care stiu doar eu… Nu pot sa risc pentru ca deja am pierdut [...].

[...]Stii cum se spune? Daca vrei sa ascunzi adevarul spune-l, ca toti vor crede ca e minciuna.

Te rog sa nu ma crezi in continuare! Te implor sa nu ma iei in serios! Pentru ca daca nu ar trebui sa ma enervez pe tine si sa te surprind. Ar insemna sa [...].

K.

Album : 엠블랙 (MBLAQ) – Just Blaq
Release date: 2009.10.14
Genre: Dance Pop

01 Oh Yeah

I found the MV with german subs ! xD

02 G.O.O.D Luv

03 My Dream

Gieokhani himdeureot deon shigandeul
Myeot beonigo pogi hago shipdeon nanal deul
Jeo muni yeolligo bichi nae nuneul balgge bichulttae
Kkum kkweo wasseotdeon sungan

This is my dream, gakkeumsshik hime buchyeo sseureo jigo shipeulttae
It was my dream, myeot beoneul neomeo jyeodo nal dashi seweo jungeon
You’re my dream, you’re my soul, you’re my reason
Saragari iu baro neo, I need you girl, niga nawi kkum

Shwipji anheun gireul georeo gandedo
Eonjekkaji nawa hamkke georeo julsu itgetni
Jeo muni yeolligo bichi nae nuneul balgge bichulttae
Neoreul bolsuga isseo

This is my dream, gakkeumsshik hime buchyeo sseureo jigo shipeulttae
It was my dream, myeot beoneul neomeo jyeodo nal dashi seweo jungeon
You’re my dream, you’re my soul, you’re my reason
Saragari iu baro neo, I need you girl, niga nawi kkum

Pogihago shipeul ttaedo neomu manhat jiman
Dashi narireu kyeojun geon
Meomchul su eobseo neol wihae norae haneun geol
Igeon nawi kkum, you’re my dream

This is my dream, gakkeumsshik hime buchyeo sseureo jigo shipeulttae
It was my dream, myeot beoneul neomeo jyeodo nal dashi seweo jungeon
You’re my dream, you’re my soul, you’re my reason
Saragari iu baro neo, I need you girl, niga nawi kkum

Ciao a tutti….eccomi mentre lavoro in questo splendido locale..”IL BOCCONE”

MBLAQ – My Dream Lyrics

Translation

Remember, those hard times
These rough days when I wanted to give up
I open this door and this light brigthly shines into my eyes
I dreamt of that moment.

Chorus
This is my dream
The power comes to you when sometimes you want to fall down.
It was my dream
Everytime I fall, I get up again
You’re my dream
You’re my soul
You’re my reason
You’re why I won’t go away*
I need you girl
You’re just my dream

There’s no end to this road I walk on
How long could you walk with me?
I open this door and this light brigthly shines into my eyes
I gotta see you

repeat chorus

I wanted so much to give up
But again I overcame
I can’t stop singing for you.
This is my dream
You are my dream

repeat chorus

T/N: *not sure about this part
credits: Kenoa@soompi

Hangul

All I know is.. You’re my dream
Listen
I can’t stop thinking about you
Right here, right now

기억하니, 힘들었던 시간들
몇번이고 포기하고 싶던나날들
저 문이 열리고 빛이 내 눈을 밝게 비출 때
꿈꿔왔었던 순간

This is my dream
가끔씩 힘에 부쳐 쓰러지고 싶을 때
It was my dream
몇번을 넘어져도 날 다시세워준 건
You’re my dream
You’re my soul
You’re my reason
사라갈 이유 바로 너
I need you girl
니가 바로 나의 꿈

끝이 없는 길을 걸어간대도
언제까지 나와 함께 걸어 줄 수 있겠니?
저 문이 열리고 빛이 내 눈을 밝게 비출 때
나 너를 볼수가 있어

This is my dream
가끔씩 힘에 부쳐 쓰러지고 싶을 때
It was my dream
몇번을 넘어져도 날 다시세워준 건
You’re my dream
You’re my soul
You’re my reason
사라갈 이유 바로 너
I need you girl
니가 바로 나의 꿈

포기하고 싶을 때도 너무 많았지만
다시 날일으켜준 건너
멈출 수 없어 널 위해 노래하는 것
이건 나의 꿈
You are my dream

This is my dream
가끔씩 힘에 부쳐 쓰러지고 싶을 때
It was my dream
몇번을 넘어져도 날 다시세워준 건
You’re my dream
You’re my soul
You’re my reason
사라갈 이유 바로 너
I need you girl
니가 바로 나의 꿈

وكالة J.Tune الفنية (لصاحبها المغني Rain) تطلق فرقة الفتيان الجديدة MBLAQ.

MBLAQ كان ظهورهم الأول مع المغني Rain في جولته “Legend of Rainism” الموسيقية في الـتاسع من أكتوبر في ملعب بارك الأوليمبي.

تعريف بأعضاء الفرقة:

Yang Seung Ho (قائد الفرقة)

Lee Joon

G.O

Cheol Yong (الأخ الأصغر للممثلة Go Eun Ah)

Cheon Dung (الأخ الأصغر للمغنية Sandara Park عضوة فرقة 2NE1)

و قد أصدر الميني الألبوم الرسمي (Just BLAQ) في كوريا, أغاني الألبوم:

• Oh Yeah
• G.O.O.D Luv
• My Dream

وفي الـ13 من أكتوبر أصدر كليب أغنية “Oh Yeah“

و أول ظهور للفرقة كان اليوم الـ15 من أكتوبر على برنامج M! Countdown:

المصدر: Allkpop 1\2\3

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JUST BLAQ Single

Track List:

01. Oh Yeah *

02. G.O.O.D Luv

03. My Dream

So yesss, the two other songs have been released into the wild for all of you to hear:

All three songs have a different feel to it, G.O.O.D Luv is not as intense as [Oh Yeah], but still danceable, whereas My Dream is a ballad like song ^^

G.O.O.D Luv

&

My Dream

my thanks goes to :urnobody919 @ YT ^^

for list of their actual names, you can go here ^^

J x

01. Oh Yeah
02. G.O.O.D Luv
03. My Dream

Download

Credits: Jenpoo & the original uploader.