The Bible tells us that it is pride of our hearts that deceives us (Obadiah 1:
3-4) and this is God speaking to us, it says “the pride of your heart has
deceived you, you that dwells in the clefts of the rock, whose habitation is
high, that says in his heart, who shall bring me down to the ground.
Though you exalt yourself as the eagle, and though you set your nest
among the stars, from there will I bring you down, says the Lord Yahweh”.
Pride is one of the things that God hates.

We are told in Galatians not to be deceived, in Galatians 6:3-4, 7-9 it says
“for if a man think himself to be something, when he is nothing, he
deceives himself.  But let every man prove his own work, and then shall he
have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another.  Be not deceived, God
is not mocked, for whatsoever a man sows, that shall he also reap.  For he
that sows to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that sows to
the Spirit, shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.  And let us not be weary
in well doing for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not”.

We are told to examine ourselves (Lamentations 3:40) “let us search and
try our ways, and turn again to the Lord Yahweh”.  II Corinthians 13:5 says
“examine yourselves, whether you be in the faith; prove your own selves.
Know you not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except you
be reprobates”?

The biggest deception is that you are only human, when a person comes
to Jesus, the Holy Spirit moves in the inside of him, and he becomes a new
creature, and can do all things through Christ who strengthens him.

Just want to come back to childhood once!

My high school drawing

I love my family the best

my beloved cousin ^^

My beloved Aquarius cousin

my high school drawing )

my secondary school drawing, ha ha, as I was small, I once wanted to become a painter or designer.

I once wanted to become a writer )

My mother made it for me as a gift! Love her so much :*

cỏ bợ marsilea, in my childhood when I was working in the field, I always picked them for one of my friend who was disabled. She passed away when I was at nineth grade. So sad (

my beloved high school deskmate called Trang drew it for me. She is a very kind and cute girl :*

Suddenly, I recalled my past memories when I was still a child.

“The most valuable gift you can receive is an honest friend.”

“Thank goodness for best friends. For true friends, the ones who love you no matter what.”

“The best gift we can give other people is our whole selves in truth. By doing so we give them a true and accurate mirror that allows them to see themselves. We also give ourselves the best opportunity to grow.”

“Forgetting is not easy, but remembering is worse.”

“Because everything of value that we will know in this life comes from our relationships with those around us. Because there is nothing material that measures against the intangibles of love and friendship.”

“How could you carry the inside of a person with you and not call them a friend, no matter what the rules said?”

“I hope to God that you have faith in knowing the people around you will always love you like I do. That they will be there unconditionally for you, and that they would bend over backwards to see your happiness. no matter what past, present or future”

“Some people say, you can only get jealous when you feel insecure.”

I have been blind my whole life untill i met you.You made me see again my love.

Just because I said good-bye doesn’t mean I don’t love you it just means I loved you enough to let you go and be free.

“Every night I pray, I’ll have you here someday.I’ll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might;That when I close my eyes, you’ll be right by my side.”

“Within my heart, God is there, to light my life, and help with dispair, and I know through Him, I see many things, and hope he is always there!”

“My love doesn’t give you hope anymore. What kind of love can be worse than that?”

“Just because something good ends doesn’t mean something better won’t begin.”

“One day you’ll love me, the way I loved you. One day you’ll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you’ll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you’ll want me, but I won’t want you.”

“If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more.”

“Never have false hope for granted wishes, but always have true faith in answered prayers.”

“I may have cried a million times since we haven’t been together, but all the times you made me smile is what will remain in my heart forever.”

“If you want love, then faithfully, practice living the principles of love… work on yourself and no one else.”

“Smile at him, make him think he’s cute.”

“Do not change who you are for anyone. If God, in all his wisdom, made you the way you are, he did it for a reason.”

“When you meet that special someone you’ll understand why it didn’t work out with anyone else.”

“If destiny is what it is, then why am I trying so hard?”

“How does one find love? Through the hope that is within their heart!”

When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I’ll say you.

After I fell in love with you, I fell in love with my life.

You’re the guy who takes off his coat and gives it to me when I’m freezing. The guy who lets me sleep on him and lets me cry on his shoulder. You’re the one I dream of and when I open my eyes my dreams become reality. Every time I kiss you and hug you I realize why distance between us doesn’t matter. You’re always with me in my heart and thats where you will stay forever. How you tell me I’m your everything every day of my existence. Most of all I love how you love me.

Someday when the pages of my life end, I know that you will be one of its most beautiful chapters.

GIRL: whats the first thing you notice when you look at another girl? GUY: that shes not you.

You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain, I love.

If a genie granted me six wishes; I’ll use one that’ll guarantee you’ll fall in love with me, because I know we’re meant to be. I’ll use another to help you with your life so you don’t go down the wrong path. I’ll use the next one so our commitment would last. And the last three, I’ll give to you, because I know you would wish the same things!

Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.

You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without them.

Being single is better than feeling alone in a relationship.

It’s sad when you’re willing to do everything to be with someone and they do everything to be with somebody else.

If the heart is willing, it will find a thousand ways. But when it unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses.

Love is like a war! That is easy to start but difficult to end!

Being any kind of happy is better than being miserable wanting some bod you can’t have.

Love is like a rose. It can be so beautiful, yet it can be so painful from the thorns.

What do you do when the person who broke your heart is the only one that can put it back together?

We don’t get to choose who we fall for. They may mistreat us, ignore us or hurt us, but we stay with them, why? It’s not because we are stupid or we enjoy getting hurt, it’s because we can see the good in them, its because despite all the arguments, they are the ones who make us feel a certain way that no one else can and we value that feeling, and because our brain won’t allow them to leave our minds, our hearts, and wont allow them to leave our lives.

Cheating on a girl is deeper than people realize. It destroys her outlook on love, her future relationships and peace within herself.

Sometimes it is easier to be with someone you can’t love, than to admit you love someone you can’t have.

Dear Heart, tell me why I’m in love with someone I can never have? Sincerely, I’m broken.

Why is it that when I’m finally over you, you start talking to me or show up out of nowhere and I fall back to where I was before?

I cant live without you and cant seem to live with you. Cant decide whether to hold on or let go.

If I’m not made for you then why is my heart telling me I am?

It’s amazing how two people can be so perfect for each other but they’re both too scared to get hurt that they don’t do anything about it.

You hurt me more than I deserve, how could you be so cruel? I loved you more than you deserved, why am I such a fool?

Everything about you is a conspiracy. Just like your love you have for me. It’s all a broken dream, with things that are never what they seem.

Yes, I want to be with you, more than anything. And, it makes me sad to say this, but it seems like you don’t want to be with me. You say you love me, but you’re not showing it. I’m confused, and I don’t like it. Either you want to be with me, or you don’t. Either you love me, or you don’t. Stop playing with my heart, it’s not a toy you can break and throw away or put back together. It takes time to heal it. I have feelings, and they’re not toys to be played with either. But tell me, is it me you want? Or am I just something you wanted to use?

Loving you is like drowning in a tub full of honey. It’s suffocatingly sweet.

You asked me to forgive you and I forgave, you asked me to leave you and I left, you asked me to forget you, I’m sorry but I can’t.

Why is it so hard to fall in love? Because sometimes you fall and no one was there to catch you. Sometimes you fall and they don’t have enough strength to hold you. And sometimes you fall and the wrong person catches you.

while i am waiting for my 『Recreation3』  album to come, then what should i do ne …

~    Check where the hell is my package now?

done, i just done that and believe me i do that more than once everyday just like how i go to toilet. And it is still in Jakarta btw you know after the Airport Handling part and ….

yes, i still a long way down to Bahama 221B. Now i start to accept the fact that i am the alien fangirl who live in Mars and always be the last yasu‘s fangirl to get my copies.

And not only that, i am also feel very sorry to my friend Steffie who ordered this 『Recreation3』  together with me  ne because somehow i kinda dragged her to this very last ship to listen 『Recreation3』  album from the CD itself, not from the downloaded file.

~    Listen carefully for this 『Recreation3』 …?

i am now and sure i am listening to it carefully. Ah what i mean by carefully is by me let yasu to blow my mind away (i told you ne, he is The Mind Blowing Man) anywhere he wanted to randomly by his voice in this album, and then write it in here …

since i am always be the last to get my copies, so i became this kind of  20th Century Fangirl ne. As you know it is 21st Century already, so yes, i am one century’s late, unlike this 21st Century Fangirl yasuko,

OMG

OMG

I should stay inside limbo for this btw. Because look at her …..!!! see she/he is the most perfect candidate for the 49th member of AKB48 (read : as the un_official member btw) …. he he he he … *dumped to Lion’s cage*

PS :  if maybe (i say maybe ne) AKB48 has a plan to add another one member by hold an audition and then change their number/name into AKB49, then hell yes, i’ll vote for yasuko ….!!!!

back to 20th Century Fangirl ne,

20th Century Fangirl is a fangirl who is not only always late but also did buy the album, but at the same time i also did download the album from internet, see i told you ne, this thing called internet is amazing with the ability to entertain and provide information to all of people who have the internet connection,

even yes, i don’t like when some topic on some page/fanpage/group changed into a download discussion you know what i mean ne, when people get busy to find the best place to download some album from an artist instead of talking/discuss the album itself like what did they get after listening the album …. etc etc

because for me download is something that i am gonna say as You Don’t Ask, I don’t Tell thing. I mean, yes sure it would be better if you give an answer to somebody who asked :  Do you know where to download this or that …. etc etc but not some statement how you already download that/that album like it was something that people must say Whoaaaaa …..!!! …

i saw things like that a lot ne and honestly it bothered me, i dunno why. I mean come on,  people not gonna be so easy say that Whoaaaaa …..!!! just because you already download things from net. Dakara ne, i think You Don’t Ask, I don’t Tell is perfect for download …

eeeh, i talked to much ne, i am so sorry.

well let’s start the main of this post ne. It is still about 『Recreation3』  and what i got (feelings, thoughts, and some stuffs … etc etc) after i listened to this album almost everyday on my bus ride in the morning.

this 『Recreation3』  album amazed/surprised and make me in the hurry to get it  in a different way than the previous Recreation 1 and 2. I remember when how i amazed/surprised by the PV of Koi Hitoyo on Recreation 1.

at that time i was sayin OMG yasu, what the hell you doin with that woman? …

like a wife who found out her husband’s affair with another woman aha aha ha ha ha <—- a bit dramatic, eh well you can ignore that maybe i am watching too much telenovela …

even i know he is doing a bed scene ne, a real and smooth bed scene unlike just rolling2 on the bed with a girl on Aishitenai PV, but somehow from that moment on, i said, say and will say that dramatic OMG yasu, what the hell you doin with that woman? … everytime i see that video on YouTube or anywhere else.

Well maybe i am 12 times an idiot for how easily confused by something like that ….

yasu      :   only 12 …?
noi         :   OK, 36 times then ….
yasu      :   hmmm …

you all do remember about Recreation3.com ne, a special site for 『Recreation3』 where we can read (or i should say watch, because you know why …xD) yasu‘s self liner notes for all 13 songs on this 『Recreation3』 album. nah my friend told me if now i can read yasu‘s self liner notes easier at this mu-mo site

and as what that mu-mo site says

タイトルをクリックすると、原曲についてのyasuのセルフライナーノーツを見ることができますよ♪

When you click on the title, you can see yasu’s self liner notes about  the original song ♪

then i say to my friend : OMG yes, it is more easier for me ….

and then i spent my today’s afternoon after lunch to read and tried to get what yasu said on his self liner notes, and now i am gonna continue it again together with all of you here,

and i translate all yasu‘s self liner notes using my 『Dorama Dictionary』, so yes it is not a perfect translation …

1.  Koi ni Ochite (Kobayashi Akiko)

this song, my ears and heart catched by this song when i listen to 『Recreation3』 for the 1st time, maybe because this song is number one on the track list so i think most of you also feel the same thing like me ne, cought in this part when yasu sing/say

Darling, I want you 逢いたくて
Darling, I want you ai takute

ときめく恋に 駆け出しそうなの
tokimeku koi ni kake dashi sounano

and i was like OMG, 逢いたくて ….? Oh God yasu he is looking for me? OMG OMG this Policeman yasu is gonna arrest me … *prepare to run*

yasu      :    maybe i will
noi         :    for what …? i didn’t do anything wrong ne,
yasu      :    really ….?
noi         :    OK, i only scratched someone’s car with coin …
yasu      :    there you are, you bad girl …
noi         :    but he deserved that ne and i don’t like him..
yasu      :    you don’t like everyone…
noi         :    but but i like you ..

And then as always i get lost when i reach the English Lyrics part, i tollay had no idea what he is sayin/singing. So i did what i also did when i listened to Jigsaw English version ne, i Googled the lyrics and then everything he is sayin/singing became crystal clear. It is

If my wishes can be true
Will you change my sighs
to roses, whiter roses
decorate them for you

Thinkin ’bout you every night
and find out there I am
I am not livin’n your heart

indeed it is a soft/gentle song just like what yasu said on his self liner note about this song ne

It is a soft song.  Altough when i heard for the first time on my childhood, i did not understand well at first. It was  1st place all the time in the musical program on television.  It was a really good song I listened to.  I was completely hooked from there.

I wonder if  today’s young  generation  understand  the meaning of  「Carried out a dial time ,  the hand was stopped.」 (笑)?

2.   1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou (SIAM SHADE)

i listened to this song at the first time wason SIAM SHADE Tribute Album, at that time i had no idea about SIAM SHADE even there’s so many people talking about how good this song is, and also the fact that Junji is the drummer.

so that time before i received my SIAM SHADE Tribute Album, i was so busy to search all SIAM SHADE‘s PVs all over YouTube, for what? of course to find Junji ne, and the somehow i enjoyed to hear this song by SIAM SHADE.

and when i finally got my CD, i can’t choose which one i like yasu’s cover or the original version. For me both of it gave me the same feeling, a feeling of how i supposed to re_play this song at least twice and then it got deeper when i start to read the lyrics and got the point of it

after all i love this song o matter how many different verion that i was, and will liste to (who knows ne, there will be another artist who think about to make a cover of this song), and i reading yasu‘s self liner notes for this song just make me smile …

This song  is a song  when i was allowed to participate in the SIAM SHADE tribute album. I had been support , fan of SIAM SHADE from the time of their indies. During the recording,  the arrangement was done with the band member (Junji).  It is a long time, I remember while producing, he is offering an opinion in arrangement.

A long time ago, this music has been sung by karaoke which appeared in the radio program (Hirakata FM).  I think i was able to sing it better than that time.

and you can also watch yasu‘s comment about this song on M ON! TV here

less sound quality ne, but it at least we can see him there like that ne, Just pretend that you get what he was sayin there because it is always hard ne to see/fins a video of yasu or Acid Black Cherry

3. Joukyou Monogatari (Sharam Q)

this song is the Recreation Track from Shojo no Inori III single ne, and i remember how i read this song’s translation and the reason why yasu love this song and some little pieces of his memories of someone from his past,  like just like what he said here

Among many excellent song of Sharan Q,This 「Joukyou Monogatari」 is my number one favourite song. There was also a freely near mind by Sharan Q from the same Osaka as me.

This song,is about a man who goes to Tokyo in order to fulfill a dream. This song wich sang for his girlfriend whom he left .Although there was a situation which also resembled me in the past,

I cannot say, 「come with me」 but there are recollections which did not go beautifully like the song (笑). that it is one of the excellent pieces of Sharan Q . Please listen to it.

when Shojo no Inori III released, there was a telly show with yasu and Tsunku related to the album release that i really want to watch, i searched everywhere, i even asked to the wind blows of course with no answer, but then finally someone uploaded it ne

nah if yasu feel this song from the side as a man who leaved his girlfriend to go to Tokyo, i listen to it as the woman who was leaved by his boyfriend (read : Mr. Friday, please ,,, xD) to go to Jakarta,

yasu     :   your boyfriend? he is not
noi        :   i said please, ne just for tonight …
yasu     :   for what ?
noi        :   for the mellow me ne …

in this whatsoever story of me and Mr. Friday, he went to Jakarta to fulfill his dream while i was fail to fulfill my dream to be with him in Jakarta. Then everytime i listen to this song what i feel is i left away and i really want to run to Jakarta

i know it was a long time ago, but sometimes i still think about it, i regret and blamed myself for how i was inside of that terrible and no money condition that failed me to go to Jakarta to be with him, at least to be at the same city and breath the same air everyday with him.

4.  Kanashimi ga Tomaranai (ANRI)

for me, yasu is a singer that somehow kinda always ask me to sing tigether with him just by listening to him singing. That’s why i always sing followen with him everytime i listening to his songs even on my bus ride in the morning.

and this song Kanashimi ga Tomaranai make me breathless while i am following him to sing this song, i mean it feels like i am hiking the mountain ne, down very low and then up very high, and when i reach this part

dareka tatsukete, kanashimi ga tomaranai ..

that’s an emergency call from me ne, i am breathless, need help. But no one came to help me ne, i asked why this song is like a mountain climbing like this?, now i am smiling while reading this

i feel this song very pop and bright, altough it is a sad song with a very lyrics. Is sweet sour lyrics further raising the sadness of this music? .

The key is set up more highly. I regret and I wish I should lowered the key one (笑)

very well, then … aha ..

5. Toki no Nagare ni Mi wo Makase (Teresa Teng)

this song g is the song that i have bee waiting from this 『Recreation3』 album. Me who grow up with so many Mandarin movies sure i listened to Teresa Teng‘s songs a lot ne, On my childhood i always love her, i mean she was so beautiful wearing the Chinese traditional costume and singing with her yasashii voice like that. For me she is the legend.

and now yasu put one of her song on his cover album, it made me very happy that time when i see the track list of 『Recreation3』 .  And make me more happy because he sing it perfectly, This is a really something called Recreation ne, because yasu really took me on Recreation inside this song by listening to him singing his version of his song …

it is different, but it is amazing ne, good Job ya_san …

now let’s see what he is sayin about this song

It is an classic music representing Showa era, called “Intens Love”. Although it is through a love song, with a very passionate lyrics and melody. I would also like  people that much straight (笑). i’m afraid all choked up while watching and listening to the lyrics.

i think this song was sung a lot in the karaoke by a mothers generation, I would like  parent and children to enjoy it together.

well, i think my mother only know one song from Teresa Teng, even i am sure she never know what is the title of the song anyway.

6. Stop it love (yasu self-cover)

this song is a cover from his own song a long time ago, so when i read this song is gonna be as the Recreation Track for イエス single, i am very sexcited that time, because finally i am gonna hear this song in a better version ne, not the one that i ripped from YouTube from some radio show because it was hard to catch the Love words from low quality sounded mp3

It is a self cover. A long time ago, it is the plan of  Neptune’s radio program,  the song made to a certain idol. Some keywords and lyrics are decided, the song made based on it. I made firmly seriously. It was impressive. Neptune was very surprised that it made firmly (笑)

The song’s feel a little more hilarious I wonder was it good (笑)?

Sure, it is good. For me this song is tasted more Janne than Acid Black Cherry, but i do love this song, everytime i hear this song and yasu keep sayin Stop It, Love over and over i think he is calling me (and all other fans) with Love .

You know just like what Dr. Lightman (Tim Roth’s character on Lie To Me) always call everyone surround him with Love instead of dear, my friend, pall, chap  … etc etc . so if Dr. Lightman always say

~ yes, Love …
~ never mind, Love ..
~ sorry, Love

in this song, what yasu said a lot is

Stop It, Love ….

noi        :    and i say :  i can’t Stop, Love …
yasu     :    why …
noi        :    i am in the hurry and busy ….
yasu     :    whatever …

7.  BELIEVE (Watanabe Misato)

I  got to know with this song by Watanabe Misato, the song which invention of Tetsuya Komuro  was clearly displayed of becoming major from the minor by the punch power of an intro, and modulation of rust.

This feeling of modulation, when I wrote music, it affect  very much. I think that it is really good music.

i think this song is veri fit to play on the Christmas Eve, i have no ide why but this song, it gave me a Christmas feeling, There’s no PV of yasu‘s perform this song, but i kinda wish there will be PV for this song, you now maybe for Christmas special , yeah something like that.

with yasu in a nice tuxedo singing with an orchestra in some open venue and there will be a choir behind him, and how he will raise his hand like that image above when he reach the intro part, That would be amazing, eh

10. Ai wo Kataru Yori Kuchizuke wo Kawasou (WANDS)

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this is the anti NATO (read : NO Action, Talk Only) song , see what i mean the song title Ai wo Kataru Yori Kuchizuke wo Kawasou —> Instead Of Talking About Our Love, Let’s Exchange Kisses ….xD and

I like WANDS, i sing it often in karaoke.  there were many hit songs, I wondered about which song I will sing . I talked with the staff and decided this on this song. WANDS has many other classics, please listen to them.

I am a type of  “Instead Of Talking About Our Love, Let’s Exchange Kisses” (笑)
.

then eventually yasu is one of the anti NATO (read : NO Action, Talk Only) … #hooooo

9. Saigo no Ame (Nakanishi Yasushi)

Kouda Kumi also had cover this song ne, and even this song is from a female prespective no wonder when i feels different from when  i listen to this song by Kouda Kumi.

This is a very beautifully sad song. the lyrics is so hopeless ne, but when i listen to yasu‘s cover i say noting but what an amazing cover he did, He really proove him self as an outstanding vocalist

I can’t put my love into words
I can’t connect to you with words
My love for you has nowhere to go, but it won’t stop
I threw away my umbrella and looked up at the rain

i have this song by Kouda Kumi on my MP3 player a long time ago and i don’t listen to it much because in this part, that My love for you has nowhere to go part  just hit me, my heart and all over me.

Suddenly i hate rain more than i hate it before …

I like this song, when this song is released i had often sung it at the karaoke. I think that it is the song which like a genre called AOR, I like AOR originally, the 80s AOR Japanese . Ballads without much restraint scream out, i think that it is quite classic.

*  AOR = Adult-oriented Rock.

10. Furare kibun de Rock’n'Roll (TOM★CAT)

this is my fave one, from all yasu‘s cover, i love how he sing it fast and perfectly like that, nah if you listen to this song in the morning believe me, soon after this song played and you hear it you will be in the hurry. Finish anything you are doing that time as fast as you can, and you don’t want to finish it after yasu say :

Watashi wa Dynamite …!!!

why? of course the Dynamite will blow and you are fail as a bomb squad ….

yasu      :    what are you talking about?
noi         :    eeeh ….
yasu      :    a movie talk?
noi         :    OMG, i am so sorry …

When i heard at  “the top ten” of the 80s program called “the spotlight of this week”, i was very shocked. I at the time not having touched from A melody , yet. I tought that was awfully good those days . Sing with no breathing and rapidly. It cannot be heard because it just a kid singing, Sing following another’s example.

It is great song, even now i am still exciting to listen the original music

indeed that song with yasu‘s voice also shocked me …

11. 「Otoko」 (Kubou Ruriko)

i used to say when i hear this song, the beginning of this song i feel like i just get a hit by a truck, but now i am not gonna say it anymore because i’ve just got hit by a truck litterally and it feel 360 times worst than how i get shocked for listening the begining of this song’s cover by yasu

i think from now on i have to think before i talk/write something, even it was only some silly jokes from me, but i remember my mom said if sometime when people say something, it can be turned into a pray and then God who always hear will hear it and then make it happen, and then ..

bang …!!! A truck hit me just like that …. #OhGod, have a Mercy on me

My friend DAIGO said 「 yasu_san, this song is really fits you to sing, isn’t it?」. It is a cover which began with one word. From the first,  i thought this song is a cool song. I asked for  「a heavy arrangement」to Mr. Muro Himeshin, it was finished very cool.

It is an enemy song

so what i am gonna say now about this song is only this song shocked me, and how yasu able to show there you are a man is the same, always like that

12. Shounen Jidai (Inoue Yosui)

when i listen to this song, suddenly my mind goes to the cover album, i imagine yasu with his acoustic guitar singing this song infront of the little kawaii creature (read : children) like that, and with a calm atmosphere like that, suddenly the world looks more beautiful ne

It is a song that i sang well since school, without considering anything those days, It was very difficult to sing, and recording. This song differs from J-POP and a popular song for a while, it is also a folk.

I think that it is an excellent classic which sings truly, children’s song-likeness

now i wonder maybe he decided to use childrens on this album cover after feel the song ….?

13. Mirai Yosouzu II (DREAMS COME TRUE)

even there is a PV for this song. I think i get distracted by the PV, and since i had no idea about DREAMS COME TRUE so i am not that into the song for this one. but when i listen to it and read the lyrics,

i think this time Acid Black Cherry really connect the PV with the songs ne and the connections are very Acid Black Cherry, two students, they are Acid Black Cherry fans, in relationship and then tryin to take another step forward for their relationship, even there’s un_nice things happen ended with QED message,

eventually everything is OK with イエス song on [2012] Live, she said イエス  then a happily ever after for Junji and yasuko

this song, she (his friend maybe)  is DREAMS COME TRUE’s great fan, and this song recorded on the album “LOVE GOES ON –” . made me to hear it every day as if brainwashed with it. I was listening while I thinking it is a good song. It became a very wonderful feeling to be allowed to cover.

waw, what a long post ne, and now i better end this post (because Jae Min already waiting) with this question :

what would you say/answer if there is someone say ariyasu to you?

yasu      :     Hmm , Jae Min …?
noi         :     so what would you say …?
yasu      :     what about you …?
noi         :    i’ll  say : domoyasu … !!
yasu      :     what …
noi         :    then what should i say ne ..

~owari~

“How could you love us being together?” he asked me “We are nothing alike and we are not meant for each other and we drive each other crazy, you love that? How can you love that?” So I told him “I know that we’re not meant for each other, that we drive each other crazy, and that we are so different. But that’s us. That’s what we have; a wild nonsense. We are not good together, but together we are bad for each other. I love us together this way just like this. Because even if it’s no good, it’s what we have! It’s us.”

“Watch out for each other. Love everyone and forgive everyone, including yourself. Forgive your anger. Forgive your guilt. Your shame. Your sadness. Embrace and open up your love, your joy, your truth, and most especially your heart.”

“Life is a bowl of cherries. Some cherries are rotten while others are good; its your job to throw out the rotten ones and forget about them while you enjoy eating the ones that are good! There are two kinds of people: those who choose to throw out the good cherries and wallow in all the rotten ones, and those who choose to throw out all the rotten ones and savor all the good ones.”

“Grace is what picks me up and lifts my wings high above and I fly! Grace always conquers! Be graceful in everything; in anger, in sadness, in joy, in kindness, in unkindness, retain grace with you!”

“In the end, all men die. How you lived will be far more important to the Almighty than what you accomplished.”

“I don’t have a diary, I don’t write things into a diary. I imprint myself into the sky and when the sunlight shines brightly, I can stand under the sun’s rays and everything I have imprinted of myself into the sky, I will begin to see again, feel again, remember. And when the wind begins to blow, it blows the details over my face, and I remember everything I left in the sky and see new things being born. I am unwritten.”

“Imagination is what you do with your inspiration.”

“No, this is not the beginning of a new chapter in my life; this is the beginning of a new book! That first book is already closed, ended, and tossed into the seas; this new book is newly opened, has just begun! Look, it is the first page! And it is a beautiful one!”“Ends are not bad things, they just mean that something else is about to begin. And there are many things that don’t really end, anyway, they just begin again in a new way. Ends are not bad and many ends aren’t really an ending; some things are never-ending.”

“It’s definitely difficult being a woman and growing up a girl. When you’re graceful, people say you lack personality; when you’re serene, people say you’re boring; when you’re confident, people say you’re arrogant; when you’re feminine, people say you’re too girly; and when you climb trees, people say you’re too much of a tomboy! As a woman, you really need to develop a very strong sense of self and the earlier you can do that, the better! You have to be all the things that you are, without allowing other people’s ignorance change you! I realized that they don’t know what grace is, they can’t identify serenity, they have inferiority complexes, they are incapable of being feminine, and they don’t know how to climb trees!”

“The majority of people have successfully alienated themselves from change; they tediously arrange their lives into a familiar pattern, they give themselves to normalcy, they are proud if they are able to follow in auspicious footsteps set before them, they take pride in always coloring inside the lines and they feel secure if they belong to a batch of others who are like them. Now, if familiar patterns bore you, if normalcy passes before you unnoticed, if you want to create your own footsteps in the earth and leave your own handprints on the skies, if you are the one who doesn’t mind the lines in the coloring book as much as others do, and perchance you do not cling to a flock for you to identify with, then you must be ready for adversity. If you are something extraordinary, you are going to always shock others and while they go about existing in their mundaneness which they call success, you’re going to be flying around crazy in their skies and that scares them. People are afraid of change, afraid of being different, afraid of doing things and thinking things that aren’t a part of their checkerboard game of a life. They only know the pieces and the moves in their games, and that’s it. You’re always going to find them in the place that you think you’re going to find them in, and every time they think about you, you’re going to give them a heart attack.”

“I don’t look for love. Love looks for me.” “Why?” “Because it needs me. Because I’m not afraid of it.”

“Anything that you learn becomes your wealth, a wealth that cannot be taken away from you; whether you learn it in a building called school or in the school of life. To learn something new is a timeless pleasure and a valuable treasure. And not all things that you learn are taught to you, but many things that you learn you realize you have taught yourself.”

“I’m not saying that you should deny the difficult events of your life. But the fact that you survived is also a wonderful story to tell. And that story, the story of the way you came through a difficult situation, found resources within yourself or outside of yourself, gleaned from that experience what you wanted and what you didn’t want going forward — that is a story that can inspire you and others to heal and grow.”

“Stay focus on what God has assigned me to do. Keep my mind on what I am doing/”

“You can get a thousand no’s from people, and only one “yes” from God.”

True beauty is not related to what color your hair is or what color your eyes are. True beauty is about who you are as a human being, your principles, your moral compass.”

“Sometimes the hardest one to see . . .is the one standing right before you.”

“I have found that the only consolation is never regretting anything that you do. Never look back, always look forward and continue moving along with a confidence that everything you’re doing and everything you’ve done is the way it’s supposed to be.”

You should have got married by now?                                                                                             Really!!!

There will be no one to take care of you, once you get old?                                                   Ah@#$%

Do you have friends who are married…Don’t you like being with someone?                   I stare into their eyes!!

Have you come alone…Will someone join you?                                                              Do you need my partner or payment!!

I m so worried what will happen to my daughter….                                                                                 Momma stop worrying!!

Look at our neighbors even their girls younger to you, are married………One of them is divorced and other is pregnant for the second time in 2 years…

Choose from these Photos, I have already paid the Marriage bureau …..                          Great way to mint money guys !!

Ah!! Don’t give me those looks of being independent and a self driven woman……..This is the best one..feels like a compliment!!

Ok I stop here ….Ugh, I hate to admit this…Being single comes as a mixed bag, my family keeps asking me –Are you planning something,

Aunties give me that free advice about the benefits a companion can bring, one of them even told me that , I can sit at home enjoying those daily soaps while you, have your husband working:P..

My eyes stare back asking them –what did you achieve being in a relationship?? I still find people living under the same roof and are farther than the skies…One of my relatives, happily married, still not being able to accept each other’s families-Neither of them is happy.

Don’t get me wrong – I am not so pessimist or nor a woman who has never been in love, and of course not someone, who had a very bad childhood or who has never seen happy couples…I know you are smiling!!

I am not a woman whose hormones don’t produce what requires a woman to have desires….nor someone who says –Want to die Single…Ah! No way – I have been in better relationships and truly know the value of them…I love everything which is the outcome of being in a relation…

My social status goes to Engaged to Married …then to Complicated…..

I  love kids  (Till they are not mine and when I know, they will for sure go back to their Mom)…

I love cooking (whenever I am in the greatest mood to treat myself…)

I love doing the dishes…when I know my maid will never be back…

And what I love being single is …

I go out alone or hang out with friends….whats good in that … the sweetest part –  I m so much busy in searching for that perfect thing while shopping and here my friends keep checking for their budget approval from their spouses…

I eat to my brim…and here my friends talk about losing weight, to still look good for their partners.

I don’t have to worry if my partner is cheating on me…

I read…I work…I sleep…I manage my finances…and  still, I feel I am good for myself..

Being 30+ I didn’t lose interest in myself…like my friends have…neither I keep saying-I m married now, who is gonna get dressed up and for whom..

I keep enjoying those long drives and road trips; I love those chocolates and still find my salary untouched by anyone…

I love the new proposals…I enjoy when Aunties come and try to question me…I love those eyes which gaze at my heels and new clothes…

I love my freedom to be able to go to Church, where I want to, participate in charitable activities…

This is the age,after 30- I actually started earning, my values…my money…my self …I started understanding-why who what is life..

I will for sure get someone whose “just right” for me and I will move on…or may be who knows-someday you will be reading…How it is being Single @ 40+..

P.S. Enjoy Life-no matter you are single or not you live only once!!

this is what i got from 「未来予想図Ⅱ」Interactive Music Video from this amazing recreation3.com and …

i say  :    Whoaaaa ……!!!!!!!!!!!  ha ha ha ha ha ….. *fall from my chair*

This special Interactive Music Video remind me to some site, ah if i am not mistake the name is Animoto.com, where you can put some photos and then they will give you the result as a video (you can choose videos with different themes) with the photos that you already choose. …

yasu     :   and …
noi        :   aha aha ya , that is how i made this video for your birthday ya_san …

well, actually i didn’t realize about the image result above, maybe because it is on the corner ne. So at that time i only amazed by how my self (read : the photo i choose) was there,  on their telly, and on the badge like this

and then i clicked again with another photos but still with the same nick_name : NOI, even i did think about to use Wonder Woman as my other nickname. But because as you all know, this week until next month this Wonder Woman turned into the female version of Capt. Slow so NOI is enough, just NOI

yasu      :    so it is impossible for you to save the world now …?
noi         :    no, it’s still possible but …
yasu      :    but what …
noi         :    it just a little bit slow …
yasu      :    what the

and please just don’t ask me how many time i click the green/blue box on that recreation3.com . because at that time i was like a little boy who got unlimited tokens to play ding dong for the first time.

and then on my 3rd click, i saw that. I was like

OMG

OMG

that’s me, next to yasuko. Eh god, that surprised me more ne, not only that what i did next is post that image above to Acid Black Cherry group on Facebook so all team_yasu there saw it ne, …..

now i feel a little bit eeehh … because it should be posted on my Facebook Wall ne, but i dunno why maybe because how sexcited i was and i open that group, so there you are i post it there instead on my Facebook Wall,

so to all of you team_yasu on Acid Black Cherry group on Facebook gomen ne, the admin was a little bit sexcitedly crazy …  now i have this BIG question to you,

yes to you ya_san, the Blonde on my Facebook wall,

because somehow i imagine my self as Snow White’s wicked step mother . She has a weird hobby ne, as you all know instead of jogging or yoga, her hobby is askin to the mirror hangin on the wall.

Nah i dunno if she has Facebook account or not, but i only know i don’t have a mirror on my Facebook Wall because there’s only so many yasu there, so my question is

Blonde Blonde on my Facebook Wall, who is more pretty yasuko or me …?

yasu       :    do i have to answer this noi_chan ..?
noi          :    yes, you have to …
yasu       :    then it is yasuko …
noi          :    eeeh, i’ll ask you again later ne ….

ah ya, btw 2 weeks ago i have this wet, eh no i mean weird dream ne. I mean yasu finally on my dream ne. Can you imagine, i mean me, who talk and make a rambling post nothing but yasu but never dream about yasu even once? it is true ne, i dunno why …

usually my dreams is all about

~   the movies that i watch, especially the horor one,
~   and sure HYDE. like  singing Highway to Hell together with HYDE … he he he

~   and vampires in so many different version include the blink – blink Cullen (I say : Bloody Hell for this) already on my dreams ne and most of them are after me,
~   ride a Bentley with James May (this is because i watch TOP Gear too much)

and btw i just follow his twitter account today ne, thank to my dear Gio_chan with her Facebook Page full of James May …

~   eat so many sweets and cookies with the sexy Jeremy Renner …

hooo, sexy ne ….

~    and dance together with Madonna …..

see none of them is yasu, but 2 weeks ago was different. I mean i had a dream about yasu, so in my dream yasu came with 2 DVDs in his hand : Black List and QED,

and then he kinda ask me :  you want this one (show me Black List DVD) or this one (show me QED DVD) …?
then i reply him                  :  no because i already have ..

i told you ne, dream is always silly. i mean if that’s for real i am not gonna say no. sure i am gonna reply yasu with yes, yes i want all of it … *greedy.com* but well because it was only my wet/weird dream so i say no ….

on my walking to the bus station i keep thinking about that dream ne. What is that supposed to mean? am i gonna get some lottery a lot of money so i can go to Japan and see yasu live on stage again ….? … Whoaaa ha ha ha ha … *dreaming*

i keep thinking about this on my bus ride this morning until suddenly the wacky bus driver stop accidentally and me who was standing because the bus is full, automatically hold on the bus chair to keep me balance with my still unwell hand, ..

Oh God, it was really hurt ne, i totally forgot if my left hand is still unwell and i am not supposed to use it to lift/push/hold things ne. But thank God, it still fine ne, It hurt, really hurt but not broken again. Arrived at office i reaziled what is the meaning of my dream with yasu and the DVDs, it was tellin me that

now i don’t want anything, all i want now is my hand back to normal …

yasu      :     and ….
noi         :     omo ya_san, how did you know ..?
yasu      :     go say it …
noi         :    of course with a BIG bucket of Belgian Chocolate ice cream from Haagen Daz

why Belgian Chocolate? that’s because Hercule Poirot always eat it every Christmas eve, alone in his mansion. Capt. Hasting and Miss Lemon go to their own realtives to spent Christmas eve together, and my fave detective Monseur Poirot will enjoy his fave Belgian Chocolate

it is impossible for me to get a Belgian Chocolate like Monseur Poirot so what i get is only an ice cream with Belgian Chocolate taste, and i get it on Haagen Daz ..

i ate that on my last weekend before the accident before went to the cinema to watch Jack The Giant Slayer , it’s so oishii ne …… yes, it’s quite expensive but there’s a price for a quality so it’s worthy. I’ll write about this one day, and now there you are finally i get this

and i already scan it and you can see

Acid Black Cherry @JUNON April Edition on my Photobucket in ————————->  here

yes, it is password protected, i hope you all still remember what my passwords ne, but if you forget or you only remember noiloveyasu …xD again and again please feel free to ask me because you don’t ask, i won’t tell …

it’s already midnight ne, i gotta sleep because right now, i kinda get a limit of my awake hour. so if after midnight i am still awake then Her Majesty The Drama Queen will come to my room and tellin me a lot of things like how she believe my accident  because how sleepy i was on my driving that day thanks for  i stay awake until 03:00 AM the night before ,

…  etc etc continued with her never ending drama and believe me, that’s very annoying so before i go to sleep let me ask this again

Blonde Blonde on my Facebook Wall, who is more pretty yasuko or me …?

yasu     :     again ….?
noi        :     yes
yasu     :     i told you ne, it’s yasuko
noi        :     serious answer
yasu     :     still yasuko

~owari~

Girl: How much do you love me? Guy: Well, look at the stars & count them. That’s how much I love you. Girl: But, its morning. Guy: Exactly.

You are a blessing from God. I don’t know any other way to explain how much help you have been lately. I don’t know what I would do without you. I feel blessed.

You know, I think I still have a sense that no matter what you do, no matter what you achieve, no matter how much success you have, no matter how much money you have, relationships are important.

Life asks not merely what you can do; it asks how much can you endure and not be spoiled.

Happiness is within. It has nothing to do with how much applause you get or how many people praise you. Happiness comes when you believe that you have done something truly meaningful.

You’ve gotta wake up every morning and ask yourself, ‘How bad do you want it?’ How much work are you willing to put forth for the things and people you want and need in your life? Nothing great comes without effort. But I promise you that if it’s something of great meaning in your heart and something you need in your life…EVERY risk, EVERY step and EVERY drop of sweat will be worth it.

It is not how much you do but how much love you put in the doing.

the close of life the question will be not how much have you got, but how much have you given; nor how much have you won, but how much have you done; not how much have you saved, but how much have you sacrificed; how much have you loved and served, not how much were you honored.

You can learn many things from children. How much patience you have, for instance.

I don’t think it’s a matter of, do you win the game or not, it’s how gracefully do you play it.

But if you don’t enjoy doing something, you’ll be miserable no matter how much money you make.

In case of separation, why should the children be taken from the protecting care of the mother? Who has a better right to them than she? How much do fathers generally do toward bringing them up?

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It’s not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

Life is not just all about achieving and getting things that you want, it is all about how much that you can give to the others with your heart.

It doesn’t matter how you look, what your weight is or how much makeup you put on. The right guy will love you for what’s on the inside.

the release date of 『Recreation3』 album ne, but i see so many people especially for Japanese fans already received their album, and start to post their yay post on every social networks.

Then what about me? ah me, i dunno ne. since i bought this album not via CD Japan like what i always do but i bought it on mu-mo via my proxy. so i have no idea whether she is already receive it or not and i am also too dizzy to ask her about it. I think since usually it need at least 3 days from Tokyo to Hokkaido, so i think she will receive it soon ne …

so what’s your plan for this summer? …

nah if you have no plan yet, you are in Japan or want to go to Japan, a BIG fan of Acid Black Cherry and will do anything to have a chance to watch yasu sing, smile and sure make you smile in your city, you better jump with yasu, involved yourself into this smiling summer project called “Shangri-La”

as we all know days ago at March 1st 【Team Acid Black Cherry】 posted via their official twitter about a new site called Shangri-La.com for the new “Shangri-La” project next summer with this slide YouTube video via Acid Black Channel

and of course as always, they didn’t tell all the details about this project ne, what they (read : 【Team Acid Black Cherry】) did just launch the Shangri-La.com and asked to all the fans including me to wait for another 4 days more for the details …

noi      :     ah, always love to tease, eh …
yasu   :     who …?
noi      :     you and your team ne, who else …
yasu   :     aha, but you do love to be teased ne noi_chan …
noi      :     yes, i do, i very do

but unfortunately i didn’t get too much enjoy the teasing, i mean you know the moment between the teasing post and the revealing post. I used to enjoy it by post some rubbish fangirl analysis about my nonstop wondering what is this gonna be?

why? because in the morning at March 2nd on a very lovely Sunday morning where there’s no rain falling, i got hit by a truck, eh …. or i am the one who hit that truck? i can’t remember it exactly. But what i remember is we both (me and the truck, not yasu) hit each other at the same time with a quite fast and hard ne,

It was so fast until i can’t remember anything but woke up about 5 m from the truck, can you imagine that? me like some little stone who just bounced off just like that

it hurt, yeah and it ended with my left hand a little bit broken, my head became BIG with a super massive dizzy until every time i open my eyes, everything became 2, so when i got home back to hospital, i enter my room, i  look at my poster of yasu ad HYDE, i saw 2 yasu and 2 HYDE

OMG, i am in heaven …..!!!

yasu      :    hello fangirl ….
noi         :    yes, …
yasu      :    can we back to the topic …?
noi         :    ah, sorry …

OK lets, back to the topic, “Shangri-La” project, i’ll put that how i was in heaven on the end of this post ne,

so, today is the day that all Acid Black Cherry fans are waiting for after all the analysis they made in the days between, finally all the mystery becomes clear today with this Acid Black Channel video post and how finally we all can open this Shangri-La.com

and maybe because the traffic was so high on that site, i saw some fans posted about how they can’t access the site today, well i think now everyone can access that site ne, because hello i can access it now with my super lame net connection.

This “Shangri-La” project is about the upcoming NationWide tour of Acid Black Cherry. yes, some fans said about how this project is not as what they expected before ne, i think they all expected for a Live/Tour outside Japan for the overseas fans ne, because that’s what they all waiting for ne after what yasu said on his New Year’s message with JaME

but it is not about a Live/Tour Outside Japan, ne, so all of you overseas fans including me need to wait and hope of course for Acid Black Cherry Live/Tour Outside Japan can be true.

This “Shangri-La” project is about a NationWide tour all over Japan in 47 prefectures, as what on the video said ne, it is from Shangri-La lyrics

「君が笑顔になるなら唄いたい　君の街で ──── 全国のTeam ABCの皆様一つになりましょう！」

if that song becomes your smile, then I want to sing … In your city, Let’s become one as Team ABC everyone !

so all Japanese fans can be very happy ne because there’s a possibility for them to see yasu in their own city, and they don’t have to go to certain cities like they always do for the previous Acid Black Cherry Live.

this “Shangri-La” project is a project connected with smile, in this case is smile of al people who love yasu‘s music. Not only that, this project also include this :

1.   Release of a new song
2.   This NationWide Tour is divided on 5 blocks and 5 periods all over Japan
3.   In each region provided with opportunities and contact events  ….

it started from yasu‘s dilemma, dillemma of what? to choose between me or HYDE ……?

yasu       :    not funny ne …
noi          :    demo ne, if that’s so then who will you choose?
yasu       :    of course it’s not you, never you
noi          :    heee
yasu       :    so hurry finish this post …

it’s from yasu‘s dilemma that he always have, about how he is on a long tour and also he can’t bring a new song for his fans. But this time he make a  some difference to break his dilemma by realeasing a new song during his upcoming tour all over Japan. Dates and other details are not yet clear,

source :   here and here

because it will be on all prefectures so no doubt that there is a chance to see Acid Black Cherry in Japan, and to all overseas fans who want to go to Japan and want to see Acid Black Cherry, this is your chance ne, i mean all 47 prefectures means there will be a bigger chance for you o get the ticket ne

because as we all know it is very hard to get a ticket for Acid Black Cherry Live even for Japanese fans, so it would be double hard for overseas fans to get it, but it is still possible ne because as what Eli David said to his daughter Ziva

Nothing is impossible, it just difficult

to all of you who see NCIS you must have hear this ne, Eli said this before he died. OMG that’s so sad ne. and btw i did make a plan to join this “Shangri-La” project but since what happened last sunnday, the accident thanks to how bad my driving skill is i have to cancel it ne.

i am still on my recovery now, and i also already spent some cash for my recovery so this summer i am not gonna join “Shangri-La” project in Japan but i am gonna be at Oz with James Franco ….

nah enough with “Shangri-La” project post, now here comes the boring part, so i am now on my recovery ne, and do you know why i wrote this post as a difficult post? it is because dfficult for me to type only with one hand ne, i mean only with 5 fingers ne unlike 10 fingers like usually.

so these days i am tryin my best to do anything only with one hand. and believe me, it is very difficult ne, and sure it took more than forever for me to do some simple things like change my chlotes, take a bath, to wash my hair and even to ripp some papers that i signed.

Today is my 1st day i go to work after the accident, and in the morning, everything seems fine, yes i became the female version of Capt. Slow because how slow i am handling my works, still i can finish it. But after lunch i dunno why that massive headache just came again, that time all i want to do is nothing but go home ne

i was affraid, i mean i saw some episodes of a dorama there’s a man who got a head injury ne, at the first time he was OK, and the suddenly he feel dizzy, wanna throw up and it ended with his died because there’s some blood inside his brain. OMG what if that happen to me? i mean what if the scan that i took was wrong, you know it can be somebody’s scan i took …

but then i start to stop thinking about that and start to ask my self to be calm, …

ahahah, i hope that BECAUSE YOU ARE NOI HIMURA is reasonable enough for me to stay calm, eh. And last but not least, here’s what i am gonna say/ask all of you is…

Is it amazing ne how at the fist day you get OnLine and you find an album that you really want to hear is available for you to DL/hear?

noi      :   *singing*  Darling i want you, Aitakutte ….. oyasumi ya_san,
yasu   :   eeehh …
noi      :   now i am gonna sleep with this whole 『Recreation3』 as my lullaby ..
yasu   :   so, there’s no some mellow post about Mr. Friday ..
noi      :   maybe tomorrow, because tonight i am too sexcited with this album …

~owari~

“I do not trust people who don’t love themselves and yet tell me, ‘I love you.’

“You see, you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too–even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.”

“Friendship- my definition- is built on two things. Respect and trust. Both elements have to be there. And it has to be mutual. You can have respect for someone, but if you don’t have trust, the friendship will crumble.”

None of us knows what might happen even the next minute, yet still we go forward. Because we trust. Because we have Faith.”

“It isn’t as bad as you sometimes think it is. It all works out. Don’t worry. I say that to myself every morning. It all works out in the end. Put your trust in God, and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us. He will not forsake us. If we will put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers.”

“Love meant jumping off a cliff and trusting that a certain person would be there to catch you at the bottom.”

“We always see our worst selves. Our most vulnerable selves. We need someone else to get close enough to tell us we’re wrong. Someone we trust.”

Always be Happy, always wear a smile;
Not because life is full of reasons to smile
but because your smile itself is a reason
for many others to smile. . .

Life is matter of to do or not to do. Don’t let your mistakes be a regret but a lesson to ponder. A happy life deals with a choice. So choose to be happy because you deserve to be.

“Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.”

“Rules for Happiness:
something to do,
someone to love,
something to hope for.”

“Everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you’re climbing it.”

“those who do not know how to see the precious things in life will never be happy.”

“Memory is the happiness of being alone.”

Look ‘em in the eye, tell ‘em, I’m just being me.

You already know I’m the best at being me so it wont be a problem staying who I am.

Look ‘em in the eye, tell ‘em, I’m just being me.

I love being me. I know that I was created the image of God. Comfortable with the comforter!

I’m good being me. I like who I am & if they don’t then they don’t deserve me.

I might not be someone’s first choice, but I am a great choice. I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not, because I’m good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I’ve done in the past, but I’m proud of who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I don’t need to be. I am the way God made me. Take me as I am or watch me as I walk away!

If people don’t like me for whatever I do, for being me, then that is too bad. I dont want to change to be something that I’m not for other people to like me.

Being me is no different than being most anyone else, I guess.

If you don’t know, then ask me. If you don’t agree, then argue with me. If you don’t like, then say it to me. But don’t keep silent and judge me.

Every tear is a sign of brokenness,
Every silence is a sign of loneliness,
Every smile is a sign of kindness,
Every you is a sign of remembrance.

I wish i was one of your tear,
I would star in your eyes,
Live on your cheeks,
Die on your lips,
But if you were one of my tear,
I would never cry for the fear of losing you…

Tear is the silent language of LOVE.
When the tears come with reason,
u got some problem. But when tears come
without any reason, u miss someone…

Its not the “Presence of Someone”
that brings “Meaning” to ur life but
its the way that “Someone”
touches your heart which gives your life
a beautiful “Meaning’.

When the night breeze blows my hair, I imagine they’re your kisses,
When the morning light envelopes me, I imagine they’re your embraces.

Time may move us apart, that’s true.
But I shall always be there for you.
You are in my heart and you’re in my dreams.
How then matter the miles in between?

If right now a smile appears on your face, it is because at this very minute I am thinking of you and am smiling too.

As long as I have you, I am always with you.