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Paralyzed
when something bad starts to go down, something comes over me, and i am unable to act. i run and hide and hope that it will just fade away, and i can go on with life like it never happened. they final… more →
one more medicated, peaceful moment
paralyzed
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: when something bad starts to go down, something comes over me, and i am unable to act. i run and hid … more →
life is one big question....
jamillia wrote 1 year ago: …..when you’re staring at the clock. it has been 26 days since jesse got sectioned. it h … more →
my waking nightmare
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: *note* in my last entry i used real names, due to the fact that i was waisted, please disregard, and … more →
the utter mess that is my life…..
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: my dear dear cousin jim, who i have been in and out of love for the past two years……..19 … more →
bitter end
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: i am waiting for clearance from my boss to take a few days off of work. she doesn’t know this … more →
taking it slow
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: as the weekend approaches yet again…i am looking forward to going home to my mother’s ho … more →
happy new year?
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jamillia wrote 1 year ago: the past couple months have been a blur….i’ve been partying alot w/ jesse, my friend fro … more →
overdue
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: i got a comment on my blog that said “i don’t even know if you read my comments….. … more →
through the looking glass
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: “if you want to break up, just tell me, just be honest.” josh is gripping the wheel tigh … more →
ink’d
jamillia wrote 2 years ago: as i was sitting in a chair getting tattoo number four last night, i couldn’t help but be pull … more →
the end of the line…
jamillia wrote 2 years ago: we all end up in a desolate place if and when we finally hit our bottom….for me, that place wa … more →
still standing
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: when i first started trying to get sober, i heard that if i pulled it off, i would start to feel lik … more →
you think you know, but you have no idea
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: it’s such a surreal feeling, to be accused, to know you’ve done nothing wrong, and to be … more →
anything but sick
jamillia wrote 2 years ago: 2:00 my sleep is restless. i roll over. again. something just isn’t right. what the hell. i ha … more →
who is this girl??
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: december had been a long month. it was a exersize in excessiveness that i have trouble believing i s … more →
just one more…
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: relapse. do i need to elaborate? i don’t think so. if you are an addict, the word is in your … more →
the far far away land of recovery
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: the way i see it, on earth there are three planes of exsistance….”the world of the using … more →
my last day out
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: i look back about two months ago….the day before i hit detox this time, and i feel so detached … more →
what the fuck is wrong with me
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jamillia wrote 2 years ago: .my relationship with heroin. it’s like everything else in my life i’ve ever loved, alu … more →
