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You say, 'It's impossible.' 
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workhope wrote 2 weeks ago: You say, ‘It’s impossible.’ God says, ‘…”What is impossible with … more →

Tags: Diary Notes 2009, i cant do it, i can't forgive myself, i can't go on, I can't handle this, I can't make ends meet, i dont know what to do, i'm afraid, im all alone

Carly Simon - Nobody does it better

Stampfli & Turci wrote 2 months ago: Carly Simon The spy who loved me Nobody does it better youtube upload by IAmOnlyLove … more →

Tags: Movie, Carly Simon, James Bond

I’ll say the words that rattle your nerves...

Bryant wrote 7 months ago: So I’m going to fight back… slowly… possibly and most likely insignificantly again … more →

Tags: Christian, Christian music, Christianity, Weekend 22, five iron frenzy, A Flowery Song, derek webb, Wedding Dress, Gospel

i have no idea whether this is apprpriate or not

the edges wrote 11 months ago: but m*riads told me once that the only (best?) defense they had was to tell and tell and tell.  and … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, e*a and me, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, needing people, talking about things we don't want to talk about, protective/possessive

this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Alters, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, sex-being a bottom

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the edges wrote 11 months ago: … more →

Tags: Update, pcture/graphic, Being Good, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded, being in control, being an abuser, circling birds

someone inside says "i cried hysterically"

the edges wrote 11 months ago: like they are narrating. who knows. i know we are triggered. i know we are bad. i know we are a bad … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, being clingy/needy, mom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, circling birds

i would just like to say, for the record,

the edges wrote 11 months ago: that clearly i am treating m*riad like my mother whom i need to save or they’ll leave me. i ju … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, mom, scareded, needing people, protective/possessive, being in control, Being Bad, circling birds

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy

m*riad and us talked

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i think wes are really similar.  both of us are constantly striving for the other’s love/appor … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 11 months ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

plus i am an idiot and woke up really sad and unloved

the edges wrote 11 months ago: and still sad about m*riad and they emailed and said this girl they made out with in this hospital i … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, talking about things we don't want to talk about, Update, the borderlines, scareded, Body, inter-system communication, hearing stuff in our head, unloved

we are so sad

the edges wrote 11 months ago: heavy in our heart.  unloved.  ssandbagged and filled with sand. hurt and alone. smoking smoking smo … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, smoking, being hard on ourselves, scareded, Sad, being multiple, Body, not being nice enough

ummm, so maybe someone inside said that

the edges wrote 1 year ago: people were after us and going to hurt us.  then we yawned (which seems to mean that we have connect … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Body, people out to get me, being chased

i guess it feels like we are not safe

the edges wrote 1 year ago: yesterday with the txt today with the call about police. like we are never safe nowhere.  i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, scareded, Body, (lack of) safety

the song we are working on now

the edges wrote 1 year ago: (starting 30 seconds in there is a slight sound of crackling from oil for latkes, i just warn in cas … more →

Tags: Update, Audio, Music, Being Good, Body, Being a girl, being good to be around, songs we wrote, inner world/going inside

heehee m*riad said this thing about

the edges wrote 1 year ago: how they had never really appreciated how well we use humor to get out of awkward and tense situatio … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, Getting Stuff Done, taking care of people, being clingy/needy, To Do, sex-being a bottom

okay so m*riad made an interesting point

the edges wrote 1 year ago: cuz like we realized we was maybe triggered or somethinand wes ated a candy and 2 potato chips tonig … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, smoking, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded, Body


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